Yoyoyo~
I'm back!!!



After going for 2 camps continuously, I felt very tired.
But, WORTH enough.
Get many experiences.
Especially at St John cadet camp.
Know many new friends.
Especially at xiao ji camp.



Arghh...~
Miss them so much~





Let photos tell the story.

Leng lui ying zhang and I

Last night of the camp.

We have a private party~ ^^

" Lengzai " and I

There he is! My k bro. A crying face~

Chia Jee~ the Perlis guy.

Xin yi~

Alright. I know I'm short.

Ah pheng geh face!!! xD

Yang and I

Si tatt.. xD

Yeanyu Yeanyu!Huhuhu~ A Perak guy who look alike Ah kang~
We call him Ah Kang now.
And he really used to it already. xD

I'm not as good as you think.

Yesterday , 12:30am I already on my bed.
Usually this time, I still in front of the computer.
Just yesterday less people online, so I off earlier than before.



Somehow, I just can't sleep.
Turning around on my bed.
Still. Can't sleep.


Somehow, I thought of my aunty.
My aunty who had passed away, roughly 3 months ago.


I really miss her.
Damn miss her.


I miss her look.

I miss her voice.

I miss her compliment for me.

I miss everything of her.




I'm a cold-blooded person.
I never do something for her.
Even before she passed away, when she still have consciousness, I was in the mall.
Watching movie with friends, Hanging out with friends.
Till the day I visited her.
She just lie on the bed.
In unconsciousness condition.




Ya. How cruel I am?!
I really want to call her aunty that time.
I'm not even have the chance to call her aunty for the last time.
Actually, I do have that chance.
Just, I don't appreciate it.
I dump it.
And now I regret for doing so.



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To my beloved aunty,

I'm not a good girl that aunty used to praise me.

I bet aunty sure very dissapointed of me.

I cried for whole night yesterday.

I really miss you, aunty.



Really missing you.


Your niece,

Joe

Friendship just like love.
Without love, caring and sacrifices,
It will not last any longer.

Friends, I ♥ U.

So, It's 5 Dec.
After coming back from Langkawi, I stuck in Alor Star till now.
Boring.
Go moldy. xD



I'm waiting for my St John camp.
15 Dec.
2 weeks to go.




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Hmmm....

Jess went to KL.
Xhin Xhin, if I'm not mistaken, she supposed back from KL already.
Xuen, went to Bangkok.
Atuk is going to Singapore tonight.

All went for vacation.


I supposed at Phuket now.
Somehow, our trip had been canceled.
Owhhhh........
*sob sob*
My beach~ ~ ~




My mom supposed go to Hong Kong with my aunty to visit my Sa Cik Gong. (三叔公)
Cancel too.
No clothes for me. No shoes for me.
Thought want ask her buy clothes for me.
*sob sob*




So, I'll keep boring until 15 Dec.
That's all~

Yo!
Trip to Langkawi!
Lazy to write long long.
Just photos ~ ^^


First day : My aunty birthday

My birthday aunty ( Green )

Second day :
Well, nothing special happen that day.
My relatives all gambling for whole day.
Then, we took dinner at my uncle restaurant.
I like my uncle restaurant so much!
Its atmosphere~ Phew witt~
Super duper nice!
Too bad I didn't bring camera to dinner.
I thought it will be a simple dinner only.
Just 3 tables only are Malaysian.
The rest all tourist.
And and!
I saw Koreans!!! ^^






Third day: Went for boating.
Closer to my nephew and niece.
They super duper cute!

See~ leng zai~ xD

Eagles

I like this photo so much. ( Taken by my bro, but instruct by me! xD)

Bats.

That's me and my Form 1 niece.

I'm going to Langkawi tomorrow!!!




Will update my blog after coming back!~





^^

如果世界上就只剩下那一道光线
我会用那一道光寻找他



就算是再微弱的光
我也能找到他


因为
他不普通



就算在别人眼中
他有多么的不起眼


在我心中
他永远是最特别的那一个


一道光
引领我


让我找到了他
我的他

HAPPY SWEET 16 to SEE SHIN~




Pretty and Happy Forever~ ^^

Shin~
You so lucky.
This is my 100th post.
It's exclusive!!! ^^

So, this is my present for you.
100th post in my blog.
Just for you!

Sc

YO! Happy Holiday!
A very very late update!





Followed school trip to Alor Star Science Center for Street Smart Riding programme.
But as you all know, I dont know how to ride a motorcycle.
So, we all slip into the science center.
Overall, still okay laaa.
Just a few photos.

Magnifying glass.

When i saw both of the mirror ( photos above), I think about Ah yeong. xD

Tornado.

Small small us.

There she is! My dearest monitor, Nur Bahiyah~ We call each other Ah moi. xD

My coolest gang with the "coolest" eye mask?!

The exit. tata~

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最近，脾气变得很火爆。
我最讨厌就是别人一直拿一些有的没的东西来压我







第一个例子：学校


Cluster school,so?
干嘛老师每次都拿那个cluster school 这个词来压我们
说我们是公主啊，要顾仪态啊。什么鬼什么鬼的
有官员或什么大人物来，就要我们不要吵啊，等等
要我们照顾形象。
哇老。Cluster school 而已嘛。
干嘛要这样做作。
假到爆！！！
况且，我们之所以能拿到Cluster school这个荣誉，八成以上还不是因为band而已。
我不是说在 cluster school 学校读书，不光荣。

只是，不要老是拿那个词来压我们。
我很讨厌。








第二个例子：总务




Okay.我知道我现在是校记的总务。
可是，如果我不知道一些事情，也请你们不要用异样的眼光看我。
我是人，不是神仙。
有些事情，我真的是不知道。
不要老是给我这些反应：har?!你是总务wor...为什么会不知道的？
拜托！总务不是神仙。
也许，你们会说：为什么你不自动去了解现在的境况呢？
Okay. Fine.
这个我承认。
我没有做到这一点。
所以？
我真的是想做好我的本分。
所以，请不要给我压力。
我是人！







第三个例子：成绩



我从来没有说我的成绩很好。
只是ma ma dei。
读 asma 不代表每个人的成绩一定很好。
我很讨厌有些人一直说我骗他们。
其实，我成绩不算好。
真的只是中等。
为什么有些人就是硬要说我成绩好。
我很压力！



还有，成绩好不代表能炫耀。
成绩好，就该知足。
不要老是嫌分数少。
想一下人家的感受。
还有，成绩好不代表一切。
真的不代表一切。
如果，成绩好，其他方面超烂的话，在这社会也很难立足。





还有，我很希望我妈咪有时能体谅我一下。
我知道你对我期望很高。
所以，我从来没怪你。
因为，我对我自己也很严格。
只是，我现在还没有心理准备接受挑战。
真的没有。



我真的很希望，你不会再拿别人的成绩来压我。
他们成绩好是他们的事情。
我成绩不算好是我的事情。
时机一到，我就不相信我拿不到一个好成绩！
Wait and see!




以上只是我个人的感受。
只是想发泄一下。
看不爽，就闪。
本人现在心情超级不好！

071109

It's Saturday.
Starting to busy again.

Listening to Jo Jo from Shinee.
Nice song!
LOve them very much




My dearest BM teacher is going to leave SMKSA.
He's going to Jitra.
Owhhhh~
I really like him.
He is a best teacher ever!
I couldn't imagine BM period without him.
Seriously, I'm gonna miss him very very very much.

Cikgu, jangan pi Jitra, bleh tak? Kami semua mmg sayang kat cikgu la~

Owhhh~ Sobbing. T____T


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041109

It's 10:51pm.
Almost 11pm.
And I'm still on9.

Arghhh!!!
Today super duper frustrated.

Tons of works waiting me to do!
I really can't afford these works!
It's like a HUGE giant stepping on me now.
I can barely breathe right now.

Thought can rest after exam.
But it won't happen right now.
Don't know when only can relieve the HUGE stresssss

God~ Listen to my begging and help me PLEASE~ ~ ~


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Photo session for St John today.
Chinese Society tomorrow, Perhaps.

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Okay.
Just a quick update.
It's time to off~
Bye.

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Yo!

Today just have Biology and Chinese class.
The other subject, teachers not entering class even.
Enjoy it!
Playing around, chatting.

We have photo session today.
For our school magazine.
I'm not dare to see our class photo.
You know...
My ugly face.
It's same every year.
Get use to it already.

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Kolasma camp for next year forced to be cancelled.
Our school teacher doesn't allow.
She talked to all the community members during Moral lesson.
Nagging , nagging , nagging.
So sorry to Chee Sian ge.
I know he hope that there would be Kolasma camp 2.
We can do nothing.
Teacher keep doing objection.
So... Sorry guys.

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Just phone to Sin Min private school.
What the...
Principal not receiving any letter yet???!!
Oh my god!

Hey! I already asked my friend helping me pass the letter to principal last few days.
But now?!
Angry-ing.

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My mask has arrived!
Gonna try it this Saturday! ^^

Okay.
Off-ing.

Best friend

It's your day.

Hmmm.... We used to be best friends. Now, we more like strangers. What happen actually? I always want to know.

I keep thinking. Keep wondering. It's really useless. Unless, I ask you by myself. Obviously, I don't have the courage.

Why this things keep happen on me? Why? Why we will transform from best friends to strangers? Why even a message you don't want reply me?

Am I that bad? Am I a worst friend ever?

Is it because my words? Is it because my acts?

There are millions of question marks keep spinning in my head now.

Can we back to before?
The day we used to chat together, laugh together, play together, doing homework together...
I really miss that day.

But, I know...
It never happen in my life for second time again.
It's too late.

Our friendship is gone.

But, friend!
You will always be my best friend ever.

021109

Hey! I'm back!
Final exam is over!
Huhuhu~

BUT!! My results...
Sure bad.... T_____T




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PCQ 133 is officially transformed!
From black to white.
That's my bro idea.
And now is not the same at all!

Well, just my old friends will know what is PCQ 133.
I think.

I think photo will upload couple weeks later.
My bro took it to Perak already.


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It's 2 November.

Happy Birthday to my cutie junior, Tze Yi!

and

Happy Birthday too to my friend , Wooi Keat!

All the best to both of you!

151009

Yo!

Today is last!
I'll have my final examination next week!
So, maybe wont online for about 2 weeks!

2 Nov, I'll be back!




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Eeee...

I feel my face is getting bigger.

Ah too always cubit my face.

Still say I drank wrong milk when I'm a kid.


xD


Funny la.
I can know what she's going to do with me whenever her hand near my face.
It's like a daily routine for her.

xD

Ah too~ ~ ~You t0o cute le la... ^^


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Asma Chinese Society will held a function at Taman Padi Emas tomorrow.
All the best for us, please~
We put so much effort on it.
Exam is next week, we still busy for it.
So, hope everything will go as plan! ^^

+u!

131009

Hohoho~
I can still on9.


Did an experiment yesterday during chemistry lesson.
Know what.
I found something funny.
Burette bully short person!!!

I had to stand on a stool to see the reading.
Pity me.
Ah Too even laughed at me.
T_______T

She said I drank wrong milk during childhood.
LOL. Funny die.

But I do love experiment.
Cause no need listen to teacher teaching.
Boring...


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As you all know, exam is coming soon.
Next Sunday!!!
And Sejarah Chapter 3 and 6 are driving me nut.

God bless me~
wish me good luck~
All the best~

Off first.
Studying.

021009

It has been decade I didn't blog.
So, now, I'm back!
Home Sweet Home. ^^

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Feeling better right now.
No more tears.
I had faced the reality.
Death is the end of life but also the beginning of a new life!
I just realize it.
So, I'll keep her in my heart forever.
Sometimes, just need to recall back the memories.....

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Hmm...
So, 2 weeks to go.
My final exam.
Eeeeee....
Scare die.
I haven't study.
See how lazy am I!

Biasalah for me.
Last minute...
Haiz...

These few days will be very busy.
Busy studying and busy preparing for Mooncake Festival.

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Sunday for sure is a challenging day!
Teacher Noni, my + Math teacher, will ask us question on DIFFERENTIATION
If one of us cannot answer her question, the whole class will be doing 300 questions within a day!!!
Gosh~ ~ ~ I don't know differentiation.
This chapter is killing me!

I don't want to cause trouble to my classmates!
Will revise back this chapter later.

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Nothing much.
Off then.
Tata

My beloved aunty

It's Wednesday!

Not a nice day.
My aunty in Penang has passed away this morning.
It's so so so sad.
I really hoped she will recover.
But, who knows...

She has gone forever and ever.
I quite close to her.
BUt now....

Last few days, I went Penang to visit her.
She looked torturing.
Many tubes....
She just done operation.

My uncle looked weak and tired.
Very obviously that he loses weight.
He took care of my aunty everyday.
He even didn't want to go home.
He stayed in hospital everyday.

I'm so sad when look my uncle.
I bet he very down now.
He's crying when told my parents about my aunty.
I never saw him crying before...

I still remember when my aunty gonna do operation.
She was in unconsciousness condition.
My cousin talked beside her ears.
" Mom, if u really feel torturing, just go......"
So sad.....

Aunty...
Rest in peace.

I'll give up

I knew it
Just now.

I'm crying for almost half an hour, I think.
It's quite hurt actually.
What you hope, what you expect can't be the reality.
I wait for almost 4 years already.
But, I'm not dare to tell.
Today, Ah Herng give me a talk.
What he says really encourage me to say out.

And yes.
I do so.
I made a first step.
Finding topic.
And yes.
I had done it successfully.

I thought everything will be fine.
And I planned to say already.
But, he told me by himself.
Ya. Listening from him is kinda hurt.

I used other more indirect way.
And result shows that I really cannot do what I gonna do just now.

If really like that, fine.
I should think earlier.
I shouldn't be so stupid.
Don't worry.
I decide to give up.

And know what.
I regret.
NO more second chance for me.

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Thanks Ah Herng and Ah Mi for accompanying me.
Comfort me.
I feel better right now.
Crying is the best way for me.

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Off then.
Mood-less.

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Happy Sweet 14 to my cute junior,
Sha~
May your dreams come true~ ^^

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Back from Alor Star Mall.
Arghhh~
Super duper tired.

Watch 2 movies today.
Where Got Ghost and Final Destination 4.
Overall, quite nice.
BUt, I'm not really like the ending of F.D4.

At first, Do Re Mi gang planned to go for shopping.
But, we run out of time.
We can't manage to do so.
I really want to buy things....

I feel that I become a shopaholic.
xD

Nice day, anyway.
Gotta go.
Sleepy.

Raya ~ Raya ~ Raya ~

Today school was absolutely rocks!

We just study for 4 periods.
2 for Physics and 2 for BM.

Then, the Malays all went to hall.
We just stayed at class.
Do nothing.
Oh no~ My friends did nothing.
But I do did something.
I did my Chemistry peka.
So, this is the consequences for being lazy.

After a while, the prefects called us go to hall.
They said all must go.
Fine. Go then.

Reaching hall...
Fuyoh~
Bustling with noise and excitement.
Principal gave all of us, including non-muslim RM5 duit raya per student!
Wah~
I bet I will regret if I reluctant went to hall at that time!
RM5 is quite a large number already.
Just imagine thousands of students multiplay by RM5

RM5 is enough to top up my phone credit!

Well, we played till quite mad actually in the hall.
We keep chatting, playing around, snapping photos etc.



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Selamat Hari Raya to all Malaysians!!!
Enjoy it!!!

16th Birthday - Memorable day

Thanks for everything.
I'm so lucky to have friends like them.

Happy Sweet 16 to me! ^^

Well, I wait for 16 Sep 2009 long time ago.
Cause I'm now officially 16!
However, still got a little bit of sadness.
I'm older 1 year already.
HOw time flies!


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The cake that almost finish eaten by us~ xD

Anyway, I'm going to talk about this morning in school.
I never ever thought they will prepare this surprise party for me.
During recess, I went to canteen as usual.
Still chatting with Ah Mi happily on the way to canteen.

Then, when I reached there, I was shocked.
I saw a birthday cake with candles on it.
My Do Re Mi gang, Shin Yee, Bao Wei and Ah Too were there.
Gosh!
I burst into tears.
It was so so so so so so , super duper so touched!
I can't describe my feeling on that time.
It was just...
Oh man! I'm gonna cry again..One more time.

I was touched till forget to make wish.
They urged me to blow the candles.
So, I just blew it.
After that, we only know that I forgot to make wish.
How funny we are!
So, we changed the procedure.
After blowing, then only made wishes.
hahha...

I bet this is the most memorable birthday along these years.
Really unforgettable!


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Anyway, I also want to thanks all my friends that wishes me or even give me presents.
Whoever you are, THANKS guys!

And And!!

Happy Birthday to Jing Hern too~ ~

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Friends~
Thanks for everything that you all have done for me.
I'm really so happy that I have friends like you all. I LOVE YOU ALL~
Muacksssss~

150909

Yoyoyo!

Boring day.
Go to school today.
Although no class today.
Just go to school for chatting and playing. xD

At first, there are 8 people of us only.
I mean Form 4 chinese students.
However, Poh Wei and Shin Yee went back earlier.
So, left 6!

NOthing much can say about school.

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Tomorrow~
Lalala~

I'm growing older....

Treasure Hunt

Leng lui gong wei~ Muackss~

Xhin Xhin~ Stop zou xiao-ing~

Co-operation is important!

This one...Hmm... Test for your memory!

This game~ I think is the most exciting game.

Gong Wei tried to confuse the juniors about the treasure.

Congratulations! You got it!

Treasure Hunt.

130909 - Treasure hunt of Chinese society.
Finally, the activity that has been planed for 2months was a great success.
Although, we faced some problems.
Well, this is just my opinion.
Cause since we took over the post, this is the first time we plan for activity like this.
So, i think is good as we can gain experiences.

Learn from the mistakes.

Hopefully, all the juniors really had fun with it! ^^