there s a lot of things that i ve been through.
ups and downs definitely, well that s life right.
talking about job, alhamdulillah i love my job and i enjoy working with all my heart.
i enjoy meeting the different kinds of students in different programmes, in different classes and in different places too. they always make my day, through their actions and whatnot. thanks a lot to Papa because he forced me to go to UDM seven years ago. otherwise i ll not be here now. Alhamdulillah for that. many syukur to Allah.
however, being a lecturer is not an easy job like what people always see. there s a lot more to deal with, to do with etc. when you are a lecturer then you know how difficult it is to prepare the test items, how diificult it is to grab big students attention in class; just to teach grammar again which they have been learning that for at least eleven years at school, still they cant afford to master it, how to deal with support staffs and colleagues; the senior lecturers and the same-batch lecturers etc. phewww many many many more of complications in this field. and oh, please dont forget, the burden is bigger when you are an English lecturer or a language lecturer. you have to know how to organize your words properly before you throw them out. and the most important thing is you cant afford to make a single mistake!! in class or outside of the class. people will see, we do not know. ohh dont forget, in this education line u cant run from studying all the time, doing research, read journals and all those kind of things. a lecturer must be knowledgeable too. you cant guess what questions these smart kids will ask in class but u have to answer them all spontaneuosly with the right feedback.
oh dear, after almost two months i ve been in this field, then i start to think whether i am in the right track or not. well, i hope i am and will always be. experienced working in the private company during the intership was a disaster. that s not the company nor the people in there but it s me who do not like that kind of working environment. 9 am-5 pm everyday doing work at your work station like nobody cares. and i cant help myself to counting hours every day to get home and very much looking forward for the weekend.
well, this is life. ups and downs. happy and sad. it s just that you have to be positive all the time because i once tried this to myself. stop complaining things and look at the good sides of it. you ll be happier than you ll think. oh, life is about a learning process too. the process will never stop until you die.
that s all for now. Allah knows when ll be the next write up.. pardon me for that.. not that busy but not that motivated to write anything.
assalamualaikum all. happy fasting. :)
