hello everyone..
its been a while since i didnt post something in here..
so many things to do..
so many things to think of..
so many things happened..
nothing much to say..
just peeping into this blog..
well, this year we gonna have the family day: Ibrahim & Sons Family Day which i cant remember the seventh, eighth or ninth..)
it sounds good, as we can meet each other, playing games and enjoying ourselves with all of those fantastic activities plus, the never-fail-to-be-happy during the dinner with the fabulous theme chosen.
however,
this year, im not so looking into this family day because i already know the most famous question to be asked to me is about: "when am i going to finish my study", yes, this is so true!
i hate being asked that question because everyone the same age as mine were all successfully graduated..
maybe people out there dont know and dont feel me but i really feel like i am too slow in learning when people keep on asking the same question over and over again, and still, i am not yet graduating..
well, people who graduate late basically is because of they have repeat papers or they are really problematic students.. or, they must be medical students..
but, im not.. i only took english and why cant i graduate early??!! hurmmm
i got many wedding invitations day by day..
it is not that i really want to get married..
my point is that they graduated early, get the good job therefore they can settle down easily..
even one of my bestfriends is now expecting to have her first child..
but me?
i dont even finish my bachelor degree.. :'(
up to now, up to this point, i still be upset and frustrated to myself upon thinking and reminiscing about my spm result..i know, it was 6 years back but still, i cant help it out of my mind..not even a second..
it was so frustrated and regretful not to score during my spm.. i was being left by most of them in Malaysia, doing my diploma in a place which i myself dont know the existance of that instituition (UDM, previously, so called KUSZA) while others start to do their foundation for the degree programme and A-level to go abroad..
but i do believe ALLAH has chosen the best path for me to go..
i just need to follow the correct and right way of going to the end of my life..
after all,
i am so grateful with what HE had given to me and i am so blessed with what i had now..
i am writing here not to complaint of anything, i am just pouring what i have in my heart and mind..
i cant wait to graduate as an English for Professional Communication student from UiTM and inshaAllah will further my masters degree soon..
p/s: let us pray for the best as we dont know whats the best for us. inshaAllah everything will be smooth as planned..
