half way-

Well...nothing much to say...
I'm half way to go...
Can't wait to finish this...
All of them are going to put this to an end...
Okay, I need to have lots of patience+determination towards this...
Everyday is a long day to me...
Aaaa please make me strong...
Many things have come across all of a sudden...
Don't know why, don't know how....

Okay, bye...
Till we meet again....

P/s: feelings of uncertainties...please go away, I don't need you to be in my heart...


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:-(

The class of this semester has started officially...
Usually, early classes in this first week are cancelled or postponed due to some unorganized schedule....
Therefore, we have decided to go out for shopping....

My aim is to shop the blouse or dress or shirts....
And somehow shoes and handbags....
Unfortunately, what make me feel depress is......
I AM BIGGER than before....
That makes me difficult to choose the suitable size for that....
When we did shopping yesterday, I couldn't buy a few shirts and blouse because of this problem of mine...
Most of the sales girls will said this: SORRY, THIS IS THE LAST SIZE WE HAVE.... And.... THIS IS THE LARGEST SIZE WE HAVE.... Urghhhh

And one more thing is about my face.....
Now, I regret I did facial treatment at that beauty care...
Yes, I am wrong because immediately agree to do that because of the cheap price was offered...
Now, pimples here and there....
Hope there will be no more pimples to come out and there will be no scar for the already-pimples-on-my-face ....

For now on, I've decided not to upload the pictures of mine till I am ready to face the surroundings....
But, maybe somehow there will be 'ter' upload-pics of mine....oooPpss!

P/s: I am so afraid to meet him during day time because he will notice my bad look at my face....so, let's just meet during dinner and that's it, oke?
Well, yes, I feel that my confidence level is decreased because of these problems.... Ooo-hhoo



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-the holidays end-

the time goes so fast...

the semester break will end tomorrow as i step my feet out from my house...

i did lots of things during this break...

including meeting my school friends....

oh no!

to be precised, i met only my besties...

etty..

and

mieja..

just to let you know:

nur syamimi zahari

nur amiza makhtar

nur izzati hamdan

these three girls are the third in their family and have five siblings including two sisters and two brothers....

our fathers are actually known each other before we actually met each other..

and..

the precious one is...

mieja and i were at the same school since we were in standard 1 in Zainab till form 5 in

MJSC PC...

etty was only from form 1 till form 5...

however,

those five years been in hostel together made us more intimate until now....

we shared all the sadness, happiness and everything...

*the pic was taken when we were form 2*

no meeting other friends...

but

i felt extremely happy...

we did all the gossips...

the first meeting was at mieja's house...

we're having breakfast there and off we went to kb mall

(well, no other place to go)

the first met was really good as we talked non-stop..

about our family, friends, lovers and all....

and about the breaking news we've heard...

that was so exciting...

the second place we've gathered was at my house...

i really had fun by preparing breakfast and lunch for them...

i woke up early that day to cook for them....

and..

we had lunch together with mummy, papa, kak leen, adeq and rizq...

yeah...

they were lucky because they can meet rizq as kak leen was at home during that time...

our outdoor activity was going out for shopping...

still only the three of us...

still the same place-kb mall...

the last one was at etty's place...

before we were all off to have our great holidays with our family and before the semester starts...

etty has done a very good cooking to us...

shepard pie and macaroni cheese were all awesome

and..

ibu cooked nasi beriani for lunch...

that was really good as well...

*the latest pic of us*

really had good time spending with you girls....

hopefully we'll keep in touch and keep each other updated yeah!

next semester break probably will not be same anymore if any changes being made....

p/s: i noticed that i am wearing the same blouse...hurmm need to buy some new outfit... ooo-yess!

suddenly i can't wait to go back to my study place...

tomorrow i'm leaving...

the day after tomorrow i'm meeting him...yay!

till then..

xoxo