FIFA WORLD CUP!

this entry is specially written for football match (world cup 2010)

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now i understand the feelings of football's fans as i, myself excited to watch every matches..

wowww that was amazing rite..

but

seriously

when i watched the match..

all of my worries will fly away and i can release my tension...

i think that was good for me

and some other party as well..

=)

but

the thing is

i cant be quite when i watched the match

i kept on shouting and screaming

(i supposed that were usual habit for the fans)

still oke bout that

but for this thing

i cant help it anymore.

my heart beat will always goes fast when it comes to the critical time..

oooo--hooo

am soo afraid that my chosen-team not win the game...

and

when it happened..

i will go upset..

hurmmm

that was not good!

whatever it is..

*i watched Portugal vs Brazil that night till the end of time..without miss anything*

(cristiano ronaldo=picture was not during that match)

I LIKE WATCHING FOOTBALL MATCH EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT KNOW MUCH ABOUT THE GAMES, PLAYERS etc....

thats it..

hopefully i can help my eyes to keep on awaken to watch argentina tonight

daaa

xoxoxo

on my own!

do i have to follow what others said???

or

should i just follow what my heart says???

really3 dont noe..

yes,

i sometimes tend to listen to others but i dont noe whether they are right or wrong...

for me myself as well

i dont really noe me soo deep...

soo

what should i do?

there is always something blocking...

can i just ignore all?

and

do what i want to do??

ermm of course i cant

i'm not living in a jungle neither in a cave..

living in a society must have the manners to be followed!

yes...

MANNERS

everything is based on our manners..

soo

please behave!

people are judged based on their manners.

p/s: owh, how i really miss my dearest best friend........ how nice if i could share everything with her...she is the one who can understand me. understand my situation. understand my condition.

Allah knows better what is the best for me.

i accept that.

ALHAMDULILLAH

..........

the time has come!!!

maybe the time has come........

everybody was worried.....

till this age i do not even know how to cook......

i dont know how to operate fish as in malay *menyiang ikan*

i am afraid of frying (i.e fish n chicken)

because of the pops it will make...

i have tried cook something but nobody ate....

so

better for me not to waste my time and energy for that.....

and i realize something...........

I DONT LIKE COOKING

thats why i dont have any feelings or any interests in cooking...

i just cook whenever mom asks me to help her...

to be precise, i just help mummy to cook...

i am not the one who cook for my family like others who cook for their family when they are up till this age or even younger than i am....

before this everything was oke...

but now, i have to make myself to love with all the cooking things...

all rite...

i'll try...

try

try

try

then

when it comes to the time of trying..

mummy will end up like she wants to do everything because cant stand with my mouths..

too many questions with this and that...

like i dont know every single thing of cooking things...

in conclusion,

i manage to find out the factor of i-dont-know-how-to-cook with these 2 major factors:

1. nobody will eat what i cook

2. i've no opportunity to cook

but!

i have to do something...

because the time has come...

1. it was a shameful when a girl like me still dont know how to cook

2. it has 3, 4, 5 years to go before getting married

oke..

thats all from now...

do wish me luck for this thing...

hohohoho

p/s: really need to practice this like what mama long said, cooking is just like an experiment...if failed for the first time then we have to try again until we get the well-done-cooking...

~i'm missing you so much baby~

it was only 1 week he left...

but my heart cant help it...

missing him all the time....

we had been sleeping together for more than a month...

listening to ur cries was i missed the most....huhuhu

love = coffee + wind

.....love.....

is when somebody makes coffee for you and she takes a sip before passing it to you to make sure that the taste is okay....

finally i can manage to have my hobby back..

READING N.O.V.E.L.S.

i love that damn much..

but, i dont noe wat happened, there has been about 2 or 3 semester breaks that i did not practice my hobby...which is reading novels...

i was really happy for this semester break as i can finish up to 5 novels by now and i am going to finish them all which i have 5 more to go.... =)

i have to read them all before the semester officially started for i do not practicing my hobby during the class on...

its not like i want to concentrate on my study with all the linguistics and literatures and diagramming books but i tend to do another hobbies when i'm not at home...

probably gossiping and watching movies will do better besides studying...

~GTG~

just finish a good one and i'm going to start a new one in minutes time...

yeeehhaaa----

....love....

is in the air...

come and goes as the wind blows....

p/s: reading novels too can gain knowledge as the authors explained the terms, places and everything in details...and yes, somehow they are overrated... huhu