Dear bloggy, I do miss ue soo veryyy much.... Sorry, i dont have enough time to update my lovely blog... ~~~~~~~~~~~ there have been soo many things happened in my life..... sadness happiness etc
this is a very touching experienced of mine...
it has been more than a month i did not go home... n this is the first time it happened to me and because of that too, i did call my mom every day just to listen 2 her sweet voice, 2 make sure everything is fine throughout the day....
when its the tyme for me to go home, i was too excited as well as mummy, papa n deq nur...
at first, i was quite upset when the ticket of mine is on saturday morning, not on friday night... haish, what should i do...no more tickets left....hurmmmm
just accept it, oke, fine...the gud thing is, i'm not alone as eppoo is going home with me too... =)
when the day has come....
suddenly, the bus had been delayed for about 45 mins...haish......
still, can control my feelings during that tyme...
be patient...
relax...
calm down..
well....well...well....
during this season, of course we will stuck in a heavy traffic...n, that was what happened to me...aiyyooo
i really have to get home early today.... my family has arranged programmes for us today...
i'm supposed to get home in the evening and straight away we should go to mama long's ouse because she had invited us to go to her ouse for hi-tea because all of us are coming back this chinese new year (its actually normal event for our family when everybody is home).
however,
it was soo sad when at 4pm, i just arrived at merapoh.....haish.....
i dont noe how to do n what to say....
maybe it was a mistake to buy the bus ticket that time...or maybe i should have bought flight ticket n i wont be stucked in the traffic jammed n i can join all the activities together...
(am i that rich to have much money to travel with planes?) hmmmm
from tyme 2 tyme, my phones are never be quite... there were lots of incoming calls which i received from mummy, papa, abear and also him....
seems they all worried about me...
the very big event of the day is....
we're supposed to have our dinner together... mummy said that she was really happy when all of her children will be home this time and she had arranged for us to go out for dinner... (makan besar??)
oke than...
but....
what happened when i'm still not arrived??
everybody had no idea about that.. me too...
everytime they called, i keep on telling that they cannot go out for dinner without me.....
k.lynn said that, they will wait for me no matter what.. thats relieved me...
its at 8.43pm when papa called me and asked where am i that time..
i was still in kuala krai n the traffic was very heavy that made the bus not moving....eeeiii
i still keep on saying the same thing and this made me feel soo very sad...
papa said that they should go first because everything is booked already n we cannot cancelled last minute like that and papa added that we can go some other tyme together... i was screamimg that tyme in the bus...
i noe...
it'll be far away of some other tyme like this...the following day, we had the invitation from c.bi to have dinner in some other place..the next day will be from c.nah and after that there is no more abear n adeq in the ouse because they all will be leaving on tuesday.............
then, from that moment, i started to cry...
drops by drops tears were falling down from my cheek...
it was fortunate because it was already night, so the possibilities of others to see i'm crying is very low...oke---
kringgggggggg
another call from abear...
oke, i picked up the phone...the same question again...where am i??
i was in machang that tyme...
abear was not soo clear about what i'm saying and try to make jokes and i can hear the joyful voice of abear n others.....
i was so frustrated that tyme but i dont noe who to be blamed to......
all i noe was crying and i realize that eppoo was sleeping beside me and that was a good sign, i think...
oke, thats it..
after talked to abear, i chose to put my handphones on the silent mode, put in the pouch and the pouch i put in my handbag......
oke...try to comfort myself...but i cant...still tears rolling down....
when i think i can manage to control myself,
then only i took my handphones back and i found that sooo many missed calls and also text messages from them...
i was already in wkaf che yeh when another incoming call...it was c.nah....
ooo-ho please dont say that mummy n papa also invite all of the uncles, aunties n cousins...
okay, i picked up the phone...same question again n i answered with a very low voice for only 2 words of speech...
then,
at 9.45pm i arrived in front of giant...
after saying goodbye to eppoo
abear called, and i told him i had arrived...
not more than 10 mins, he came to fetch me....
he seems to go to somewhere else and i said to him that its not the way to our home..
he said that mummy n papa is still in the hotel...
ooo-hoo..
please i dont want to go...lets just go home, i'm tired, i want to do something in ladies etc.....
sooo many excuses were given but he just ignored and get the car parked in front of ansar hotel..
from outside i can see a.ngah...hurmmm what is he doing in here at this time??? this is for sure mummy really did invite all of them.......
slowly i walked to the sliding door and suddenly when i stepped in there a very loud music of happy bday song was played....
wooowww!!!
what kind of surprise bday party.....
i've never dream to be treated like this in my whole life....
it seems like i'm in the novel n in the tv...
the moment i got in there, my tears were again rolling down from my cheeks....
i dont noe exactly why i'm crying...
all i noe is, it was very touching when everyone in the hall standing and sing a happy bday song together....i ran to mummy n hugged her and i cried on her shoulder.... after mummy, i went to papa n hugged him and i'm crying again.....waaaa
actually it was shameful when all of my cousins, aunties n uncles were also saw that tragic moment...
furthermore they did record that moment and also captured some photos...haish...
this moment should be happy, not like this...
but i really3 touched with this superb surprise bday party.....
with swallowed eyes i blowed the candles and gave away pieces of cakes to others to have a try....
this moment will always remain in my heart....
tq soo much to all...for the commitment...for the perfect gifts...i really3 appreciate that...
special thanks is owing to beloved mummy n papa... the surprise party was extremely great n it was well-arranged.....
*love u soo much* *my family is the best in the world* (yeah, everyone will note this too for their own family.... =))
----> sorry no pics were captured by me as i'm not in the good mood at first.... all of the pics are still with them--------------this is a very touching experienced of mine...
it has been more than a month i did not go home... n this is the first time it happened to me and because of that too, i did call my mom every day just to listen 2 her sweet voice, 2 make sure everything is fine throughout the day....
when its the tyme for me to go home, i was too excited as well as mummy, papa n deq nur...
at first, i was quite upset when the ticket of mine is on saturday morning, not on friday night... haish, what should i do...no more tickets left....hurmmmm
just accept it, oke, fine...the gud thing is, i'm not alone as eppoo is going home with me too... =)
when the day has come....
suddenly, the bus had been delayed for about 45 mins...haish......
still, can control my feelings during that tyme...
be patient...
relax...
calm down..
well....well...well....
during this season, of course we will stuck in a heavy traffic...n, that was what happened to me...aiyyooo
i really have to get home early today.... my family has arranged programmes for us today...
i'm supposed to get home in the evening and straight away we should go to mama long's ouse because she had invited us to go to her ouse for hi-tea because all of us are coming back this chinese new year (its actually normal event for our family when everybody is home).
however,
it was soo sad when at 4pm, i just arrived at merapoh.....haish.....
i dont noe how to do n what to say....
maybe it was a mistake to buy the bus ticket that time...or maybe i should have bought flight ticket n i wont be stucked in the traffic jammed n i can join all the activities together...
(am i that rich to have much money to travel with planes?) hmmmm
from tyme 2 tyme, my phones are never be quite... there were lots of incoming calls which i received from mummy, papa, abear and also him....
seems they all worried about me...
the very big event of the day is....
we're supposed to have our dinner together... mummy said that she was really happy when all of her children will be home this time and she had arranged for us to go out for dinner... (makan besar??)
oke than...
but....
what happened when i'm still not arrived??
everybody had no idea about that.. me too...
everytime they called, i keep on telling that they cannot go out for dinner without me.....
k.lynn said that, they will wait for me no matter what.. thats relieved me...
its at 8.43pm when papa called me and asked where am i that time..
i was still in kuala krai n the traffic was very heavy that made the bus not moving....eeeiii
i still keep on saying the same thing and this made me feel soo very sad...
papa said that they should go first because everything is booked already n we cannot cancelled last minute like that and papa added that we can go some other tyme together... i was screamimg that tyme in the bus...
i noe...
it'll be far away of some other tyme like this...the following day, we had the invitation from c.bi to have dinner in some other place..the next day will be from c.nah and after that there is no more abear n adeq in the ouse because they all will be leaving on tuesday.............
then, from that moment, i started to cry...
drops by drops tears were falling down from my cheek...
it was fortunate because it was already night, so the possibilities of others to see i'm crying is very low...oke---
kringgggggggg
another call from abear...
oke, i picked up the phone...the same question again...where am i??
i was in machang that tyme...
abear was not soo clear about what i'm saying and try to make jokes and i can hear the joyful voice of abear n others.....
i was so frustrated that tyme but i dont noe who to be blamed to......
all i noe was crying and i realize that eppoo was sleeping beside me and that was a good sign, i think...
oke, thats it..
after talked to abear, i chose to put my handphones on the silent mode, put in the pouch and the pouch i put in my handbag......
oke...try to comfort myself...but i cant...still tears rolling down....
when i think i can manage to control myself,
then only i took my handphones back and i found that sooo many missed calls and also text messages from them...
i was already in wkaf che yeh when another incoming call...it was c.nah....
ooo-ho please dont say that mummy n papa also invite all of the uncles, aunties n cousins...
okay, i picked up the phone...same question again n i answered with a very low voice for only 2 words of speech...
then,
at 9.45pm i arrived in front of giant...
after saying goodbye to eppoo
abear called, and i told him i had arrived...
not more than 10 mins, he came to fetch me....
he seems to go to somewhere else and i said to him that its not the way to our home..
he said that mummy n papa is still in the hotel...
ooo-hoo..
please i dont want to go...lets just go home, i'm tired, i want to do something in ladies etc.....
sooo many excuses were given but he just ignored and get the car parked in front of ansar hotel..
from outside i can see a.ngah...hurmmm what is he doing in here at this time??? this is for sure mummy really did invite all of them.......
slowly i walked to the sliding door and suddenly when i stepped in there a very loud music of happy bday song was played....
wooowww!!!
what kind of surprise bday party.....
i've never dream to be treated like this in my whole life....
it seems like i'm in the novel n in the tv...
the moment i got in there, my tears were again rolling down from my cheeks....
i dont noe exactly why i'm crying...
all i noe is, it was very touching when everyone in the hall standing and sing a happy bday song together....i ran to mummy n hugged her and i cried on her shoulder.... after mummy, i went to papa n hugged him and i'm crying again.....waaaa
actually it was shameful when all of my cousins, aunties n uncles were also saw that tragic moment...
furthermore they did record that moment and also captured some photos...haish...
this moment should be happy, not like this...
but i really3 touched with this superb surprise bday party.....
with swallowed eyes i blowed the candles and gave away pieces of cakes to others to have a try....
this moment will always remain in my heart....
tq soo much to all...for the commitment...for the perfect gifts...i really3 appreciate that...
special thanks is owing to beloved mummy n papa... the surprise party was extremely great n it was well-arranged.....
*love u soo much* *my family is the best in the world* (yeah, everyone will note this too for their own family.... =))
owh!!! one more thing... mummy n papa also did arrange the suprise bday party for abear n deq nur... well... it was belated bdays for me n abear n a birthday in advance for deq nur actually... at first they arrived at the hotel, nothing was unusual..everything seems to be okay... when all of them had got their seats, suddenly a happy bday song was heard... everybody was shocked... and it was for abear... how sweet of that...
while for deq nur.... when all of them enjoying their dishes, the happy bday song again was played and the cake fo her was straight away goes to her place.... very nice, rite... deq nur said, she was nervous that tyme, she did not expect at all that it was for her.. he thought that it was for abear again but suddenly the cake was put in front of her... =)
and finally... it was for me... it seems like it was arranged that i was stucked in the traffic jammed so that everything was going on smoothly... thats what people always said, everything that happened in our life must be something behind of it.. so, whatever it is, we just need to be believe that everything is His fate... we have no rights to cahnge it... all we can do is just pray so that He can lead us to the right path.....
-THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN TO MUMMY N PAPA-
-THANK TO ALL FOR THE GIFTS AND PRESENTS-
