lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, September 12
-10:24 pm
I've decided to change to wordpress! because they give more privacy. i'm kinda tired of writing everything in code. haha.
there will probably be posts which needs you to enter password.. hmm. i haven't figure out the system for doing that. so if you see any password-coded post.. well, we'll see how. hahaha.
new blog is
dreaminglilies.wordpress.com
no post up yet. but yep farewell blogger. for now. i may jus come back here again. :]
Monday, September 7
-9:55 pm
"We don't read and write poetry beacuse it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life.
But poetry, beauty, romance, love these are what we stay alive for."
- Dead Poet's Society, John Keating
I koped this from someone's blog. Sharon I think you know who. Haha.
Isn't it beautiful though to think as even when the world is operating in a logical and systematic manner, there are room enough for dreamy abstract-ky ideas like beauty, poetry, love? While let's not pursue my thoughts about the 'staying alive' part, but I guess they are what makes the world softer and liveable (if there's such a word). It gives us the motivation to live life as it is. Anyway, the thought of two absolutely differing ideas being able to coexist in harmony and are complementary at times makes me happy for some reason.
I had a fleeting thought about God and Psychology during CWN's seminar but I forgot what it was. -wry smile- It was good though. Hope it will come back to me again.
It's 10pm and my work is not finished yet. So back to studying..
Wednesday, September 2
-10:58 pm
Happy Birthday MOM!
And that's all I have done in honour of her and well, staying at home for the night. My family is not one that loves to lavish attention nor care too much about birthdays. Been called weird, but well, that's how the family functions. HAHA.
My brother actually doesn't remember my mom's birthday. =.=
越来越靠近的感觉，让我不超兴奋，也不让我超讨厌。是因为矜持吗？还是因为老了而不想放任自己的喜怒哀乐？但无论如何，走到今天这个样子的确不在我的预料之内。
人人都问，人人都猜。其实我也不知道这是怎样的一个情况。只知道这时候的我们让我能打自从内心里开心地会心一笑。
我们的不同有许多 - 喜好不同，爱听得音乐不同，爱看的电影不同，说话的方式不同，教会不同。但我们最大的共同点是同有一颗爱主的心。
只愿上帝带领。
Monday, August 31
-9:57 pm
I slept at 3 am last night to rush for a summary article which is due only NEXT MONDAY. I feel super cheated but oh well, now that it's gone, I can concentrate on other things rather than worrying about it again this coming Sunday.
This coming and next Sundays are going to EPIC. Why? Because of 《我心献曲》. We'll be having 2 more 3 hour choir practices in addition to those on Fridays. It's epic madness I tell you. After that concert, there will be Hosanna elections and Hosanna camp registration on the following Sunday. Then Hosanna sentosa games day on Monday. Wake me up when September ends?
Week 4 and I'm already tired. How I wish I can only have that few things to be bothered with.
But thank God, even when things are looking so unmanagedable, He always seem to bring a ray of hope.
- FYP is more or less settled after all that drama - as in we finally have a framework which the Professor has helped to beautify it. Tomorrow's session will be finalising details. HOORAY!
- Change in decision to go Bukit Timah from Bugis became a blessing in disguise when the train emptied out to let north-bounded passengers to board instead. Something went wrong between Orchard and Somerset stations. Massive amount of people were stuck at Raffles Place. Even it was knocking-off time, but never have I seen so many people waiting for train on the opposite platform. Even the train to Marina Bay were almost packed. Thank God we decided to 'go' to Bugis, or else we would have missed that north-bounded train. Haha.
- Now that HA201 slides were actually done on Saturday, I'm a little carefree about what I should do now. But I should go refine it and then finish up on the evaluation meeting minutes or finish up on my ever increasing stack of readings.
- Framework for HP429a presentation is out too. I'm totally in a lost of what to do about the structure. I hate coming up with an outline. Why can't you just give me one. .... I'm prolly like CWN in that sense - cannot come up with a structure. But I'm someone who needs one in order to function efficiently..
- I had a 60cents worth of dinner just now. HAHA.
Elections in church has become ... should I say, more complicated. The new rules have implications on who we may and can choose in this upcoming elections as the leader of the fellowship. While there are mixed feelings on my side, I don't know how the others may feel. And it's going to be tough if you are to be elected to be our leader. I will keep this in prayers and will ask everyone to do so too. Don't know how it will turn out to be but I can only trust God has His plans.
The more I try to hide something, the more it gets exposed. Why bother. And why do I have to feel gulity or scared or whatever. I'm only answerable to God in this. I can only ask for guidance from henceforth.
