At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,
Friday, December 31, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:14 PM

Today is the very last day of 2010. In less than an hour, it will be the start of a brand new year, 2011.


2010 has been a very eventful year indeed. Full of ups and downs. Lots of choices made, lots of inevitable changes to my life.


I remember at the start of 2010, I was still working at Naughty G promoter. Spent my countdown night at the Sentosa's Siloso beach party working. My flat was also under renovation then and my entire family stayed at my brother's place for about 2-3 months. The start of 2010 was a busy one, busy working and also with the renovation of my house, painting and moving.


Some time in March, I quitted my full time Naughty G job and worked several other part time jobs at the same time including USS: JPR. Then I was slacking around while waiting for my A levels results. The A levels results came out very soon after. Devastating results. I managed to get over it and moved on from there, and here I am studying at NYP getting a diploma. Started school much earlier than expected in April as compared to the June/ Sept Uni semester. At the very same period, my grandfather fell sick and passed away. He left us. The funeral clashed with my start of school semester of NYP. And everything seems to be happening sooooo fast.


After school started, months seem like weeks and weeks seem like days. Time passes really quickly with the fast pace of our curriculum. Non stop tests and new subjects to study such as anatomy and physics. School was really taxing. And sooner then we know, first semester ended just like *poof*. But also, because of school I made some really great friends. HUIWEN, ALICIA, PAIGE, JIEYING. ♥


Right after our first semester, there was our very first block of clinicals, year one semester one. The first time working in a hospital. First week in TTSH and the second week in CGH. Great experience and learnt alot there. Especially when we are so new and there was so much stuffs that was not yet taught in school. We actually conducted real x ray procedures on real patients. Not one or two patients, but hundreds over the 2 weeks. Awesome. =)


During the semestral holidays, Genting trip with my classmates. First time in my life. =P The trip was awesome with loads of memories. We took all the rides in the theme park. THRILLING. Shopped. Karaoked. Arcaded. Pubbed. It was fun filled.


Back from Genting and had a throat infection, fever and rashes. Was really sick and it took more than 2 weeks till my full recovery. =/ And before I know, holidays was over.


Semester 2 started off hectic and stressful, fast paced as usual. The 2 week semestral break is coming to an end. And 2010 has also came to an end.


Hopefully 2011 is going to be a smooth and happy one.


HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D



Sunday, December 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:35 PM

Its been more than a month since my last post.


The first half of semester 2 is finally over. Like finally. The past 9 weeks was such a nightmare. Torturous, stressful and depressing. The coming 2 weeks of term break is just what I need right now.



I NEED A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING. =S


I am feeling kinda depressed lately. Finding my life getting more and more meaningless. Wondering what is it that I am trying so hard for. I find it harder and harder to get by my everyday. I know life isn't easy in the first place. But it just seems to get even tougher lately. It's becoming so hard for me to keep faith that I feel like giving up. I feel that I am going to breakdown any minute. I find it hard to even find someone to talk to.


I am losing myself. Where's my motivation? Where's my confidence? Where have my goal in life went to? Where are my dreams?


I don't even know what I want now...


Thursday, October 14, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:58 AM

So what am i fighting for?

Tell me, is there anybody out there?



Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:04 AM

It's cold again and I do not know what to do
I need a friend, but all I really want is you
Where have you been? I haven't seen you for so long
I guess you're gone
You're really gone
So long ago you told me you'd never leave
What do you know. Things have changed so suddenly
Here I am. I am moving on without you
Without you


Now the years have passed us by
And I still do not know why
Before you tried
You chose to quit
So where are you tonight
You could make it all alright
But instead you're missing it
You're missing it


You're missing it. All the things that I have done
You're missing it. Everything I have become
So wave goodbye. You can never get it back
No you can't. You really can't


There'll be a day when you wish you could go back
When your mistakes will catch up with where you're at
Before you know all your chances will be gone
They will be gone



Sunday, October 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:10 AM

10/10/10 10 10am =)


Just so happen to be awake now and hence this blog post.


The weather lately is like seriously so HOT. I have been having sleepless nights because of the weather. And last night was the worst so far. I havent catch a wink for the entire night. Horrible! =S


I am sooo tired. Will probably try to get some sleep later. =/


Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:17 AM

Love makes you stupid.

I gave it up, but i guess it was not enough.

I know I'm not perfect, but at the end of the day, who is?



Monday, October 4, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:21 AM

You might think that I wont make it on my own.

But now I'm stronger than yesterday.

Now it's nothing but my way.

My loneliness aint killing me no more.

I am stronger.



Sunday, October 3, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:41 PM

you fill my heart ♥♥♥



Saturday, October 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:31 AM

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

- Groucho Marx


Happiness is something that everyone wants but find it hard to get. So what's happiness?


For me, I think happiness is to be myself, be what I really am and able to do what I want. Live my life to my purpose. There's no need to hide my feelings, no need to fear anything, no need to change for anyone, for this is MY life and it will be the way I want it to be.




So live your everyday as if it the last. Enjoy your every moment, have fun and be happy! Then you will live with no regrets. =D










love me, xoxo ♥


Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:47 PM

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