Stagnant

I suppose I'm in that time where i feel like a pail of stagnant water left at a ditch, with the rain and wind for friends and the ocassional passer by. The rain refills me and the wind and sun evaporate me. But then again, when will I be of use again. You could simply take me to wash the floor, or anything else but don't leave me here to breed mosquitoes!

I just wonder, when will it be time for me to be useful again. I just don't wanna stay stagnant here...

Even the rain travels... If only I can evaporate into the clouds and travel. But not much of me actually evaporates... Seeing that I'm in this forsaken corner. A forgotten pail of stagnant water...

Sure people pass you by, but who gives a damn about a little pail of stagnant water.

Maybe someday... I'll make my mark...

Sigh.

New Template, New Postings

Hello Internet,

I've changed templates, and left everything in "History" for those who would like to see historical postings, please head there.

Meanwhile, as I won't be posting as often on this more or less staying with me for quite some time template, do follow me on Twitter at http://twitter.com/xLadyzStarx .

As usual, I've been kind of emo-ing since the day I left... that place... but good thing for me, Mambo always cheers me up.

Then again, I've been really having no motivation to do most of the things I love to do; like writing the foodie reviews, making skins, and reading stuff online.

Of course, I still can't live without my books, and I've actually dragged myself to revamp my blog template and to haul myself to blog at least... something worth while. It's been ages since I've last written anything substantial, save for Approval papers, reports, and Emails, d'oh, but I hope to be able to touch my poetic side again. Have been having writers block for ages and couldn't even compose any cohesive poetry.

Love the weather today. After my bout of sore throat caused by this god forsaken weather, I'm actually kinda glad today was rainy as well. I'm trying to re-connect with my inner poetry demon and just let the romantism flow. Today did kind of remind me of louging on a huge flouncy cushion with a novel in hand near a large window with raindrops pattering upon the pane. Ah... The sweet remembrance of my literary roots.

I miss that feeling. Hopefully, I can bum around a little more and get in touch with my inner poetry demon before the modernisms and idosyncracies of this urban jungle reclaims my butt in labour again.

Hmm, speaking of which, Toto has been awfully quiet today, save for the afternoon stint when she was begging for food.

I hope to drag myself again to blog. The trouble of actually logging into a blogging account and then making a new post is tedious. I've fallen in love with Twitter...

I won't be making my own facebook account anytime soon but as request from our fans to support Xeqouz Technology's URES and Boot Release Interface, I've started a fan/business account in Facebook just for this purpose.

I will always remember Mr. J's comment when I told him I refuse to use FB... "Get a life, girl!" I don't see that I've become any poorer by it? Well...

I suppose this has been an online diary, well the long version of it actually.

Alrighty then, toodles for the moment, til the next time I drag myself to blog.