Tuesday, January 29, 2008 10:43 PM
moved

MOVED!


Sunday, January 27, 2008 1:33 AM
life is pain

what right do you have?
your not even around to see anything

accusing me of using the phone every night
as though the phone is glued to my ear

accusing me of not being considerate towards people
why is it you dont scold melvin?
are you that considerate for doing all this to me?

always threatening to take my privillages away from me
do you think im still a little girl?
HELLO IM GOING TO BE 20 SOON!
how am i going to be 20 like this?

telling me not to call you father
what the hell man!
always using this technique on me

you suck alright
i hate you
i just hope you get out of my life
always thinking you're right
always so unreasonable
i hate you


on a lighter note, some funny things that happened the past few days(:

jin yan : so have we decided on the fyp project?
siew mai : there's this mud-pie cultivating project
me : mud-pie?
siew mai : ehh, mud crab!
HAHAHAHAHAS


Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:55 PM
stressed, shagged, stressed

it's been one hell of a crazy week!
and i thought i'd never make it through UT4 but i guess i did
consumer psychology is slowly sucking up my energy and brain juices

i think im starting to feel how florence has been feeling
im just never good enough for anyone/myself
no matter how much i effort i try to put in, the results are never good enough for anyone
i feel so pressurized
i feel so stressed
it's so hard to keep this going on

why is it things cant be simple?
why is it there are so many expectations?
everyone has expectations of me and im suppose to fulfill them without a qualm
why cant things be simple?
no expectations
dont pin too much hopes on me
if i happen to reciprocrate then good if not dont be disappointed at me

it's not like i have very high expectations of you?
wait, do i? okay now i really dont know?
enlighten me would you?

i've had enough of people expecting me to do certain things
i wanna be irresponsible, reckless and a stress-free person!

im so worried about fyp ):
im not a people person
and i blunder 3/4 of the time
im a screwed up person
im just not good enough for anyone


Tuesday, January 22, 2008 11:20 AM
free loaders

dont you think it's rather annoying when someone comes along and takes notes from you?
the notes that you painstakingly prepared, wrote out, drew out, paid attention in class for!
and someone justs comes along and takes photos of them and keeps it for themself
how would you feel if that happened to you?
because all i know is that im quite annoyed at the fact that someone came and just free loaded off me
im sorry that i use such harsh words but i really took time to take down those notes and everything alright
it's my hardwork and pride and you just come and take it away like that in a few minutes while i spent hours doing all that
do you think it's fair to me?
i dislike it so much
and i cant really study with you because you just affect my concentration

you should reflect upon youself
it's seriously (swear word)


Sunday, January 20, 2008 11:06 PM
one tree hill addict

i am such an addict for one tree hill
i believe if not for school, i would have finished all 5 seasons in like a few weeks?
less then 3 perhaps?
my oh my! i watched so many episodes of one tree hill in one night.
to think i was just talking to sean about saving it and savouring it bit by bit bahhh
FAILED ATTEMPT


hahahahas
im going to die for my cell culture UT
i know siew mai nagged at me to study (like my mother!) but i didnt study
sorry mom, dont punish me!
hahahahas

heros is another nice series but there are only two seasons!
so little and one tree hill has 5. hohoho.

im getting bored as there are 2 more weeks of school left
holidays holidays holidays
i wanna do so many things during the holidays
i hope that i can work for one month and study for one month
and and enjoy somewhere in between(:


Thursday, January 17, 2008 3:51 PM
perhaps perhaps

maybe, just maybe, just maybe im not over it yet
im still very much affected by it
everytime i try to get over it, something comes up to ruin my progress
somebody save me please

now it's worse ever, oh goodness me
but i guess if i surpress it everything's gonna be fine right?
i dont know how to tell you?
if you understand me enough you'll know?
but knowing doesnt necessarily mean you'll understand how i feel about this

our focus group findings were not up to julia's expectations as usual
and to my surprise, wani says that the class she least looks forward to is consumer psychology
looks like im not the only one who feels this way phew
this Nike challenge is highly annoying
sean's doing so well(:

like siew mai said
"we've got the you hang up, no, you hang up kinda love"
so niceeeee! i love this phrase from a song!


Saturday, January 12, 2008 1:34 AM
bunny is happy

so today was rather confusing but i think i get the take home message
and today i also slacked after school as i was super tired
i played a little diner dash 2 till it decided to fail on me
NOOOOO! I JUST REACHED THE 45TH LEVEL AND IT CHOOSE TO JAM ON ME THERE!
why does it have to do this? i wanna see how far i can go and it fails on me now. NOW!
oh great, so now i have to rely on diner dash 3 and 4.
and if it fails? screw me. hurhurs.

there's something which i definately have to rant about and that's the school's internet speed
ever since we went back to school the internet speed has been so slow and so inefficient!
it annoys me everytime we have to do our work
the pages wouldnt load fast enough, it affects our productivity.
and best yet, msn wouldnt allow messages to be delivered except the very rare occasions.
get this, only min jia's messages get through and norman's once, the rest hahahahahahas!
THIS IS RUBBISH
how are we going to pass links to each other? PURE RUBBISH.
i hope they'll fix it up soon by next week
we cant go on like this
and msn is a must in school

i love talking to min jia(:
especially on days where she'll keep me company! so nice!
i hope every friday can be like this, can it?

gossip girl's episode 13 is out
it almost made me tear
all that stuff that happened to blaire, ohmygosh!
her world came crashing down (poor girl)
i can never imagine that happening to me
i'll just die lah!
episode 13 is the sad episode and also the last episode of season one? and so i've heard?