[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Sunday, December 24, 2006

{*i like matt*}

What a day today. I was being invited to a church service aka christmas celebration. it is pretty fun as it seems more like a concert and the drama is pretty entertaining. However, the actors and actresses will speak in chinese that i hardly understand what they are trying to say. better start brushing up my chinese or else i will be like a chinese who could only speak one which is the international language. This performance totally change my view of church service. There is a cute little ger sitting in front of me keep saying bye bye to me. haha. so adorable. Thanks for the invitation, matt. anyway, after that we went to have our dinner at vivo city to try the sarawak noodle. quite nice but slightly salty. haha. took a lot of pics. haha. what a wonderful day today.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 1:38 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

{*stupid shin*}

Went to perform some good deed such as flag day. Sometimes, you can see the real nature of human includes the ugly side of mankind. People are able to treat you like you do not exist at all. existence is what everyone is trying to proof that they have made an impact on someone? I have decided of travelling alone next year. a place where i could roam around the streets and looking at the sky that actually filled of stars. No matter where i am, the experience i gain will be forgotten. Slowly, ppl will tend to forget who i am. forget everything about my existence. how wonderful to have a life that you do not have to care what people around you think of you especially the one who you like. As knowing the real truth hurts a lot at times.

May be edric is right. my world simply revolves around him only. that's the past. future of blurriness is overshadowed by my past that i am not willing to share with anyone. when i need someone, am i able to find that someone who i can open up to? why i am crying every month for the same reason? a voice saying don't worry, i will be there for you no matter what or i will carry your tears away from you? a simple word from HIM managed to calm me down. a look of his face cheer me up. miss those moments. those moments worth more than gold. crying at a dark corner hiding the real me from everyone.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 11:34 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

{*finally over*}

finally all common tests end. i would say MIIT is very unexpected. CE is too much thing to remember and BI just okie. tired of studying a few days ago. having like 2 - 4 hours of sleep. simply tired. almost fall asleep just now while watching tv. terrible. my legs are sore. yay. i am going to have lots of sports in line for me. tomorrow, i shall play tennis with bmeians and ice skate with seniors and a few bmeians on sunday. finally get to do things i will enjoy the most. miss those sports. may be having a basketball match with them. trying to play more sports. i have decided to start picking up violin as i always wanted to play either violin or guitar. violin seems to be a more sophiscated instruments. anyway, i just found out that mr chua's gigantic goldfish just passed away so let's have a moment of silence for the fish. violin violin here i come. yay. start to pretty much like my life.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 11:07 PM