[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Monday, August 21, 2006

{*the future*}

my parents seems pretty much getting a divorce soon. However, tHis has been on for ages so i was not really surprised when they say it.

Holidays for Me seems really bored. I dun know why. i just feel like starting my project by doing for somE research. I basically doing the software part while wan ting doing the hardware.

I can not believe that i am graduating less than half a year. lots of things flashing past my mind. most probably going to either business or medicine. I am a science and maths student. I am able to do well in those subjects especially mathematics. i could be the next ah teng. haha. just kidding.

It is so weird as i have been so thrifty but i can be pretty generous when comes to buying presents. My friend just given up her 3 yrs relationship for a guy. There is always the case that one of the parties kinda of consider having more freedom. I totally agreed to a certain extent that i also needed freedom. Sometimes, i found that what i have given up for a thing called freedom seems to be more than i expected. I gave up one relationship with a guy who i initially tot that i can not have a future with. However, you guys may think i need guys desperately. that is so not true. i am very happy with my life at this point of time even though there are times that i will cry for no reasons. It is natural to cry? I am happy that my second ex becomes my good friend and call up once in a while even he has a gf now. That's what 1 thing i am sure of is i never lost a friend after a relationship. I can't turn back the time but i can plan my steps to a brighter future. i have thought it for a very long time. Life is not about relationship. It is about the process of how you try to fulfill the things that you want to achieve and loving one and another.

Stella is going to germany two weeks later. i am sure that i going to miss her lots. 5 months in a totally unfamiliar country. i think i could not bear leaving anyone in singapore. i just hope that she will be doing fine there.

Everyone who is having exams this week. i wish you all the best for your final examinations that you going to take in np. haha. enjoy the adrenalin rush in you. haha.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 2:23 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

{*i want to do well*}

finally presentation is over. i know that i did not get into the second review. pretty much disappointed in myself as i want to get A for attachment. i know that i did not do well for it. my dreams of getting into uni soon will become a virtual thing. nothing much to say about my studies.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 3:16 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

{*haiz*}

Attachment ending real soon like in a week's time. having someone confessed to me last night. did not know what i was suppose to do. clueless as usual. waiting for the right person at the right time. he seems to understand me real well. but i fell for him and those feelings did not last. i dun know. he knows what we are not meant for each other becos of our age gap. i did not know what to tell him when he asked me whether i still like him anymore as i dun want to think about it.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 8:04 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

{*being forgotten*}

It is how weird that life can be. At times that i really believe that what you say as me being your best or good friend. may be we were too young to understand what that really means. may be nothing in life last forever eventually. I admit that i was always too naive and trust almost everyone. I lost a boyfriend and a close friend as well. we simply drift apart. i know that each of us has things that we simply don't understand each other. Life is not always sweet. may be life is sweet when you finally put your heart into what you want to achieve. i think for now, life is going to be bitter as i am so worried of my grade for my attachment as i know i may not do quite well.

Michelle as usual, worried these and worried that. Forever worried about anything that is part of her. Anyway, having plans on how i should spend on my holidays. simply daydreaming. i may be i should be independent and realised that i have other friends.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 7:48 PM