[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Monday, June 21, 2004

{*hi*}

todae has been a very tired dae for mi as i have to stand like 7 and 1/2 hrs non stop in starbucks. working is pretty tiring now but it is fun so i kinda of like so into work. todae i saw dennis the mtv vj. she is pretty man as i saw lot of acjc guys staring at her like never see gals before. haha. i wasted 3 cinnamon raisins bagels due to my carelessness. damn, should stop thinking abt my boyfriend man. just kidding abt that. i can't stop thinking abt him as he has that innocent look on his face so i can't bare to like get angry with him haha.todae i have seen a lot of pretty gals and a very cute guy. the guy is damn hot BUT my bf is the hottest guy man (onli to mi). muahaha. the pretty gals make mi feel like i am a grass and they are the flowers among mi so that no one will choose mi. i am happy as there is a guy who is able to see the beauty in mi and his birthdae is coming soon so anyone who noe my bf must buy him a present . just kidding. i think i will write more tmr.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 8:16 PM

Thursday, June 17, 2004

{*LoTsA oF fUn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*}

it has been realie long time that i did not write anything in my blog. Anyway, i went to chalet and spend lots of money in the past few daes. i realie have to work damn hard now in order to earn more money. i have phobia in cycling down or up a slope as i just to fall out of a bicycle after holding the brake to fast. hehe. Met lots of ex-classmates in the chalet. i realie feel that edric is realie too good for mi sometimes as ppl especially gals will tell mi that my bf is rich and gd looking blah blah blah ........... BUT i am not looking for a guy who is rich or either very handsome or hot. i am realie looking for a guy who i can realie count on and always there to love mi.Sometimes a gal will tell mi that my bf is a gd catch for mi and i am not gd enough for him. i realie felt heartbroken after hearing it for the first time. Now, if a gal sae that to mi again, i think that they are just jealous of mi in order for mi not to fell sad after hearing the comments of the outsiders. after spending 3 yrs and 2 months 24 daes with him, i feel that he is already a part of my life. if i lost him one dae, i realie dun noe what i can do with my life.ed is a guy who i want to settle down with not because he is rich or cute. it is because l truly madly deeply in love with him ever since i start this relationship. sometimes, i think i realie try too hard to make this relationship to work as i always get upset after a small incident. the poem below is pretty lousy as i write this within 10 mins.

when our lips meet,
do you realie want it to happen?
love,
do you realie expect it to come?
For me,
i did not expect those to happen.
i onli expect you to come.
though you are not always there for me,
i realie sense your soul and spirit
just standing next to me.
after a long time,
i finally realise you are the one.
the one who able to let mi noe what love is
without you,
i am just a walking corpse hunting for souls
while our lips meet,
i feel that our souls are meet together for a reason
a reason that no one knows besides us
while everyone is shutting door in front of me
you are the one who welcome mi with open arms
i know that i am not a prefect gal
with you, i feel as though i am perfect
as you show me my strengths instead of my flaws
sometimes, i wonder
i wonder whether you are an angel sent by the god.
Now, i believe that you are my angel
an angel that guides mi my true path of life
gives mi the love which is so great that i never felt before.
i am truly thankful that you come to my life now.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 1:52 PM