Silkair MI 608

Now at board gate E6, eagerly waiting to board Silkair MI 608.
Tentatively will reach Phnom Phen about 5:10pm local time.
(Cambodia is one later than us)

Leaving Soon

In 10 minutes time, I will be boarding Silkair MI 608, deaprting to Cambodia Phom Phen.

Starting to get excited about the trip.
Father bless us with a wonderful trip ahead. Grant to us good health & safety.
Keep us away from all harms & danger.
Give to us wisdom & understanding to handle all situations ahead.

Be ahead of us to path the way.

Thank you Father for what You have done.
And thank you for what You are going to do.

Help us to trust you and enjoy your love always.

Living the Dream of MICHAEL JACKSON

Starting tomorrow for the next 7 days, I will be trying to live out the very dreams of Michael Jackson. That is to;

Heal the world
Make it a better place.

I know 7 days is not enough, what I can is to pray that Father will multiply what little my Cambodia MIT team & I had gave into some greater. Father help the millions of people in Cambodia to see how much you love them.

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me



The Final performance of Michael Jackson caught on video.
MJ is really a talented talent gone forever.
His music never will.
His music is ageless.
His lyrics touches the hearts of millions.
His dance move can never be replicated.
His talent is matchless.

Only Father knows the detail

Behind every face of smile & laughter.
How many will actually know the detailed hurts & pain inside?

My answer?
Only TWO

1: My Heavenly Father
- He will only be the one to know all the details of all the hurts & pain.
- He will only be the one who can mend the hurt 100% & much more.
- He will only be the one who can give a love that won't hurt.
- He will only be the one who can love all pretender back to whole.

2: A close friend?
- Probably she will understand, but she will never know the details, as many a times details are hard to put into words to make this friend answers.
- All I can say is, when the needle is not prick at you, you will never understand the pain.
- But be thankful always, at least there is a tangible listening ear. Someone who is outside your trouble.
- Therefore she can be clear to a analyse the whole situation, scold you & slap you helping you not to choose the wrong path.

But the one & only one who can mend a broken heart is still the answer No. 1

Father I know this is wrong. Forgive me please. I'm sorry.

Nicholas Tong HS, I CURSE you & your whole family to die die DIE !!!
I curse all to meet with a terrible accident !!!
Why do you want to destroy my life which I spend years to maintain.

Tears kept flowing.
Hurts kept beating.

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Pretending I'm doing well
My need is such
I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I play the game but to my real shame
You've left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown

Too real when i feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're...
Pretending that you're still around

24th Aug 2009

Dear FriendsWhat I am about to share, is rather personal to me. I am writing this to testify the deep & faithful love of my Heavenly Father to me. And you are part of this.This mail is long; because if I would leave out some details you may not be able to piece the whole picture. So if you don’t want to read it is practically fine. No worries, you are free to delete this mail now.

Let me see, where should I start this.
On sat 22-Aug-09, after serving in DL & fellowship I went back home, after taking a bath I heard the Father’s voice telling me to talk to Him and read His word. It was about 11pm+, honestly I was tired and I wanted just to go watch TV to relax myself. Anyway I dragged myself to my study table, I flipped the Bible to Exodus 12.In summary, Exodus 12 talks about the how God miraculously delivered the Israelites (His people) from the hands of the Egypt whom had kept them in captivity & slavery for over 430 years.When I read about this, what came to my mind was God’s faithfulness towards His people. When He promised to Mosses & them, that He would deliver them, He meant what He said. I thought nothing more about this; I was tired so I close the Bible and went out to watch TV.Little did I realize Father was not finish with this chapter in my life. The very next day, I went for Sunday 23-Aug-09 11:30am service @ PL. While worshipping I was reminded of what I read yesterday, and also what had happened to me exactly 1 year ago. (Some of you from my blog would have known what happened?) Back track a little, 1 year ago, Father spoke to me and wanted me to give Him 2 years of my life (starting from 24-Aug-08), focusing on & trusting Him, and allow Him to use me. He promised me that within 2 years, He will restore double to my life what I have lost, and He also mentioned within the first year I would see a difference in my life. As I worship I being telling myself; “Within 1 year? Today is Aug 23, what kind of miracle will I expect to see?” When I continued to worship, Father brought images to my mind, one of them was the KTV we were going to have that night.
Indeed the first restoration He brought to my life is Friendship. Yes when He said within 1 year, Aug 23 was also considered within 1 year. Father meant what He said; He is indeed always faithful to His words.I began to smile and appreciate what He has blessed me. In the mist of the worship we sang {You Are My All in All}, one of my favorite singer Dennis Jernigan’s song. And to my surprise towards the end of the service, we sang the song [I Serve A God Who is Faithful]. God even gave me a song to remind me & thank Him for His faithfulness.

Talk about timely coincidence.If this is not God then who?

Friendship is something, which I treasure deeply; I would rather enjoy a laugh with a friend then win the conversation. If it’s within my means I will go all out for a friend. And to me money is not an issues, what’s most important is everyone must be happy. So if possible let me give you a treat. Then again don’t take my kindness as a weakness, don’t try to borrow money from me. I will ask you loads of question, and this is for your own good, just in case. Ha-ha J

I used to think my birthday was “destroyed” one year ago, I never expected friends would stay till late to sing KTV together with me. (Yet I am sure you all had fun also right?) You know this to me it’s a miracle. The gift & the photos will become a sweet memory in my mind/heart for years to come.By the way, Audrey pointed out to me monday, which I never realized. Father also reminded me (and also us) of His love for us in the mist of our KTV session. Who would have thought we would sing the song [Lord I Lift Your Name On High]? What kind of logic is this? A christian worship song in a KTV? What’s more it is only famous for Chinese songs. I really wonder what made Sean Seet YongYu click on this song. Sorry to say, I actually wanted to cut this song. As I was thinking; “wah ! church never sing enough ah ? Come here also want to sing !” After I saw how excited you all wanted to sing this song I held back that thought. It was indeed a surprise joy & laughter.Talk about timely coincidence.If this is not God than who?Yong Yu thanks for choosing this song. This song actually carried a deeper meaning to me. Before I was a Christian, I was from an Anglican school and one of my favorite morning assembly songs was [Lord I Lift Your Name On High]. I don’t know why, I just like it la. Probably because of the melody? To me this song is amazing, because a simple 5 lines chorus is able to so strongly summaries the life of Jesus, and His love for us.In additional, I have told one of you that during my Cambodia mission trip, that I got a surprising shock that on the very first day I was supposed to lead Glorify. On the back of my mind, I’m wanting also to choose [Lord I Lift Your Name On High].Talk about timely coincidence.If this is not God than who?

An additional bonus of Love from the Father, today 24-Aug-09 while I was on my way to work on a bus. In most circumstances I will have a seat to sit so I can sleep, but today I am “forced” to stand. I finally knew the reason why a few minutes later. As I gaze outside the bus window, I saw a milky white construction lorry (GT4288Y), and at the side there was these words printed in light blue { God is forever loving you }.How in the world? Who will bother to print such words on the lorry

For a second I was amazed, the very next second I felt an instant Love of the Father. Once again a re-affirmation of His love for me. An actual birthday gift, on the actual day. Thank you Father.

Talk about timely coincidence.If this is not God than who?

Thanks everyone, you played a part in piecing up the whole picture of the Father love for my life.

Lord I lift Your name on high
Lord I love to sing Your praises
I’m so glad You’re in my life
I’m so glad You came to save ME (us)

You came from heaven to earth
To show the way
From the earth to the cross
My debts to pay
From the cross to the grave
From the grave to the sky
Lord I lift Your name on high
Lastly, just want to close this off that Father has used Dennis Jernigan (DJ) to so amazingly in my life. That throughout seasons of my life, his songs never fails to strike a deep chord in my heart. It is as if Father is using DJ’s song to sing His love over me and at times for me to just to simply worship Him.Attached is one of the song that Father gave to me on mon 24-Aug.

I have breath & I have life
I have friends to walk beside
I have treasures deep inside
My memories

I have home & family
I have joy & I have peace
I have everything I need for this dayI have been bless & I’ll thank the Lord this day

What's wrong with you ?

What's wrong with you ?
Can't you change your point of view ?

Everytime (and yes it's EVERYTIME) when people just come seems to agree with whatever actions, decisions, situations or person. The problem mainly lies in ones opinion. There's always 2 sides of the coin. Just change your view point and you will feel better.

American Idol

I am watching the American Idol again now.
I still feel that Adam did a better rendition of No Boundaries.

American Idol results kelong !!!

Take your time to read Joshua 5:13 to 6:20 (niv)

This particular portion of the Bible tells us the story of The Fall of Jericho. It revealed to us how the Lord commanded Joshua (Commander in Chief over the Israelites army) to position the Israelites to conquer the Promised Land that God had promised to Moses, within 7 days.

It's astounding how God had used such a non-conventional way to aid the Israelites to conquer Jericho. From (Joshua 6:3-17), we witnessed that the Lord commanded Joshua to position 7 priests carrying trumpets of rams' horns in front of the ark and to march round the city with the armed men once for the first six days. Joshua instructed armed guard to march ahead of the ark, and rear guard to follow the ark, I presume this is done in order to protect the priest & the ark of the covenant. On the 7th day the Lord specifically commanded them to circle the city 7 times.

Side-track:
Did you see the special reference to the number 7 here? God commanded;
7 priest to carry
7 trumpets of rams' horns to march round city of Jericho
7 times and on the 7th day the are further instructed to march
7 times.
I once heard a Pastor sharing that that the number 7 in the Bible signifies completeness, just like how God created earth in 7 days.

During National Service how many army men dreaded out-field training? Especially the tiring process of filling & carrying sandbags, cordoning the so-called “battle-ground” with con-wires, and how many of us hated digging trenches. I believe all these serve one purpose, ie to worn us out. After all the activities everyone of us will be tired. We are then “forced” to take up position in the trenches, and await for the “enemy” to strike. After hours of waiting when tiredness & sleeplessness slips in,wondering when will it all going to end. It is during such moments, the officers who acted as the “enemy” will come attacking, and all of us under-paid (and over-worked) calefares will shout; “ENEMY AHEAD, CHARGE !!!” Strange as it may be, but in that instant all of us will be awaken of our senses and make sure the “show” ends well so that all of us can return to our bunk to sleep. What a memory to some, right?

Can you associate how Joshua's army would have felt? All the while only Joshua knew the plan of the Lord (ie to command the priest & his men to march round Jericho 7 times etc), all of the other priests & men just had to follow his instructions. For the first SIX days they have to wake up early carrying the ark, rams horn, armour & swords etc and march around the city once. I believe Joshua's men would be wondering why were they doing all that? Isn't it obvious? Not only they would be tired & worn out, it also openly revealed to the soldiers of Jericho how many fighting men are in the army of Joshua. That will give the enemy ample time to plan/launch a return attack. To add to this “madness”, on the 7th day they were asked to circle Jericho 7 times.

One day as I re-called this particular portion of the Bible, God began to reveal to me why He had instructed Joshua & his army to position & moved in such a non-conventional military tactic. God simply wanted to empty Joshua & his men in and of themselves. God wanted to paint clear picture that the victory of Jericho was not based on the strength of men, but it was all on God. I used to think that it was the SHOUT of Joshua & his men that had move God to bring the wall down for them to conquer Jericho. Yet if you would to re-look at the Bible, on the 7th day they were instructed to march 7 times. Marching 7 times in the heat of the day, even the strongest man will be tired somehow. You see in Joshua 6:2-5, which is Day 0, God has had already revealed to Joshua that the Wall of Jericho would fall. That means to say victory has had already been won.

In that case what is the purpose of SHOUTing? Definitely it was not the shout that cause the wall to fall, nothing more than a tree-cutter shouting; “TIM...BER... !!!” that caused the tree to fell, it was actually a means to warn others around. Likewise I believe God wanted Joshua & his men to shout to serve a purpose to awake one another and to raise up (and also built up faith) to charge forth to conquer Jericho.

Something natural in our body reacts when we shout. I do not have time to google to see if it can be medically proven, but this is what I have realised over the years. In the army, we shout; “CHARGE”, it somehow releases a sense of courage. When running in a race, as we approach the finishing line some of us like to shout; “arhhh !!!”. Do you feel that this somehow gives us the additional strength to propels us forwards? I hope my examples can well illustrate my point on shouting. No matter how tired & worn one may be, additional boost can be ushered by shouting.

In our walk with Father, there will be a lot of “walls', that we need to constantly surrender and trust Him to bring it down and help us to walk in to claim that victory. Father has told us in the Bible that He gave us Jesus, and His death & resurrection has won all the victories for us. The wall had already fallen. Now it's time for us to SHOUT, awake our spirit-man and raise our faith level knowing that we can walk in and claim our victory, knowing the fact that Jesus is our King victor.

So does SHOUTing means praying loudly. Well, yes & no. It's is definitely not about praying loudly; “Father pls help me in this ! Father pls heal me of this ! pls deliver me from this ! etc”. When we shout we pray “loud” prayers like; “Father we thank you for your great love & grace, Father we proclaim victory by the resurrection of Jesus, Father we proclaim healing through the stripes of Jesus (Isa53:5) etc.” In other words we should not be trying to “gain favor” from God, we must release faith knowing that Jesus is our victory. Amen !

Why wait till you are in and out of yourself? When you and I know full well that Father should be our first resort. When we know that by our own strength we will never do a complete work, many a times even fail. When in the valley, tired and worn out, guess it's best time we need to 'shout' and let there be a proclamation of faith that Father will bring the 'wall' in front of us down, allowing us to move forth and claim the victory.

All in all we should all learnt that from the start we need to empty of ourselves and place our complete trust unto the Father's hands, knowing and giving thanks that He will bring it to completion in His due time.

On the other hand even when you are on victory ground, we still need to constantly 'shout' to stand in faith, to ward off the devil from wavering our faith. Of course knowing that Father will always be there to love us and uphold in His hands of victory.

In conclusion;
Shout !
For the Lord has given you the city !
(Joshua 6:16)
Mon 11-May-2009

P.S:
Father showed me children are the ones that prays the “loudest” prayer.
Simple and untainted with human desires.
Just a simple complete child-like faith in their Heavenly Father.

One Day - Amy Sand (盛晓玫)

There is a God that Truely Deeply love you.
Don't give up, just allow God to love you.

爱到灰心

关德辉 - 爱到灰心


suddenly woke up from my nap this afternoon, and so happened heard this song over the radio. once he was crown one of the 4 Heavenly King in malaysia. it's really a classic in the making.........

true true very true

Old Story, New Revelation

There was a man by the name of Michael. He has just bought himself a posh Porsche. On one particular day, He was driving it round the neighbourhood, as he approached a turn into the ally, a huge brick was thrown to the side of his car door. He jammed the breaks and immediately got down his car to check the severity of the damage. Indeed the brick has caused a deep dent on the door.

Michael look around and realise that it was a little boy (probably around the age of 5), who threw the brick. Fumingly mad, Michael walked over grab that kid by the collar and pulled him to his car. Without reasoning Michael shouted; “Did you realised what you have just done ! This is a new expensive car. Do you know how much your parents' going to pay for such a damage.” When Michael has finish his statement, he realise there were tears rolling down the sides of the boy's eyes. Michael loosen his grip, and asked; “Why are you crying?” The young boy replied; “I'm sorry sir. I really didn't meant to throw that brick. My elder brother has just fallen off the wheel chair, and I am not able to lift him back. I tired to get attention, but there was no car willing to stop.”
Upon hearing the boy's reply, Michael's heart was soften, he walked over to the boy's brother and help him back to his wheel chair. Both the boy and his brother gave thanks and left Michael's presence with much gratitude.

Michael walked back to his car pondering what had just happen. He never got that Porsche repaired. That dent serves as a reminder for him not to cruise through life so fast and not realising there may be others around him needing help.

This is the story shared by Pastor KeetKeong in today's sermon over Trinity@PayaLeba. I have read this story before, and frankly speaking from the start of the story I had already knew the ending. Not until I realised it at the end of the service that Father is speaking to me.

Before I continue, I just want to share what happened to me the day before Fri 08-May-09. On Friday night I was spending time with Father. I poured several of my issues to Him, likewise Father also showed me one vision/promised He has for me. As usual I doubted. Father began to speak to me, encouraging me to go up to the altar the following Saturday service to receive ministry. Why do I say Father encourage me? Tell you the truth I kind of dislikes going up to the altar, not that I have any negative feelings about people going up to the altar. I simply just don't like it. I would prefer to just stay at my seat to worship & enjoy the Father's love. On Friday night I told Father if He want me to go up to the altar than He must remind me, because I have short term memory.

On Saturday service, when the sermon is about to end. Lo and behold Father suddenly reminded me to go to the altar. I hesitated, but I still “forced” myself to walk up to the altar. It was at the altar that I was reminded of the above story. I am the car. I have asked Father almost every night to heal me from the hurt I have received from my previous relationship. Yes thank God, I must admit that my heart is not as painful as it was few months back, but the scar is still there. All along I presumed that the scar was a source of perpetual pain I have to endure and plead for God to rain down and wash it away.

At the altar I reflected the above story.
Is Father never going to remove this scar?
Is this scar going to serve as a purpose to encourage others with similar plight?
Is this scar going to serve as a reminder for me to handle my next relationship carefully?
(provided Father bring me into one.)
I don't know.Or rather, I am sill waiting for an answer.

I reminded of the below song, that Father used it so lovingly to soothe the pain in me a few months back.

it's gonna be all right child
even through the darkest night child
I'll even use your darkness to teach you how to hear me
it's gonna be alright now
even if you don't seem how
I'll even use your failures to help you to draw near me

just hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me

it's gonna alright here
if you will let me hold your heart near
I'll even use your sorrow to teach you how to love me
it's gonna be alright child
I'll hold you really close & tight child
I'll even use your wounding to help know more of me

so hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me

why do you hold on to the things of your past
let go & cling to me a love that will last
how can you know me if you do not trust my love
let go your fight my love is more than enough

so hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me
letting go will set you free

it's gonna be alright now
even if you don't seem how
I'll even use your failures to help you to draw near me

Give Thanks (part 2)

Yesterday in my blog post "Give Thanks" I mentioned that Father God may be reminding me something. Well I guess here it is.

1 Thessalonians 5:18 (NIV)
give thanks in all circumstances,
for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

I stay at work today. While working I was listening to the songs in my thumb drive. Suddenly I was attracted to this song, I began to play it over & over again. The lyrics touches my heart. The title; "In My Heart".

It reminded me that no matter what situation I am in, I must always be thankful of the greatest blessing Father has given me. And that is Jesus. I used to tell myself (as well as others) that no matter what happens, circumstances will not determine my joy in thanking my Father. I can always thank God for the cross. It is a fact that will never change. All that I am begins & end with the cross. Jesus's sacrifice on the cross, gave me the greatest reason to thank God.

Irregardless who I am, lame, blinds or bound by situations of the past, all these are not to bring me into a state of lamenting. I must always be reminded of the cross and be thankful.


If I was lame and could not walk
I would still run to where you are
I would just run inside my heart
And if I was blind and could not see
I would still know you're watching me
I would just look inside my heart

In my heart there is a fountain running deep
In my heart a shepherd watches over me
In my heart there is a place we always meet
In spite of what eyes see
In my heart I am free

If I was bound by lock, and chained
I would still love you just the same
I would know freedom in my heart
And if I was silenced physically
I would still shout inside of me
I can't be silenced in my heart!

Give Thanks

Today Mon 04-May-09. Just another boring Monday. (due to recession, I am force to take leave every mon). Went for a short catch up with an Army friend.
On the train back home, I started to feel bored. I talked to Father God a little. Silently I tried to sing songs to Father, but I couldn't really think of any songs at that point in times. Or rather I wasn't able to sing the songs in full lyrics. I got off at Simei MRT, after which I proceeded to the AXS machine to pay some bills.

While paying, naturally I begin to hymn out the song "Give Thanks". Seconds later I realise it was someone was playing some instruments. I felt compelled, I took a turn to see who was playing. It was a blind lady playing the harmonica, I reached into my pocket and donated some money to her.

With that inspiration, as I walked home I began singing this song "Give Thanks". I was surprise I could sing it it full.

Why am I sharing this is because, minutes ago while I was re-visiting my previous blog posts, it so happened that I actually shared on this song "Give Thanks" before. And it was way back in Mon 03-Jan-05, woah 4 years already.

Father must be reminding me something ???

http://michaelkee.blogspot.com/2005/01/give-thanks.html#links

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy one
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His son

And now let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give Thanks

I will be there

Went to catch the movie "Taken", with group of friends. It is a fantastic movie and the script is fresh, I mean no one has ever shot such a theme before.

Here is the synopsis of the movie;
Former government operative Bryan Mills begins the longest 96-hours of his life--and the hunt for the fearsome organization that has taken his daughter Kim. Mills had only recently given up his government career as what he calls a "preventer" to be near Kim, who lives with Bryan's ex-wife Lenore and her new husband.
To make ends meet, Bryan joins some former colleagues for special security details (like guarding a pop diva), but most of his time and energy are spent re-connecting with Kim. Bryan's familial goal is nearly derailed when Kim requests his permission to spend time in Paris with a friend. All too aware of the dangers that could lie ahead for Kim in a foreign land, Bryan says no, but Kim's disappointment leads him to very reluctantly relent.
Bryan's worst fears are realized when Kim and her friend Amanda are suddenly abducted--in broad daylight--from the Paris apartment at which they've just arrived. Moments before Kim is dragged away by the as yet unseen and unknown assailants, she manages to phone Bryan, who begins to expertly piece together clues that will take him to the darkness of Paris's underworld, and to the City of Light's plushest mansions. He will face nightmares worse than anything he experienced in black ops--and let nothing and no one stop him from saving his daughter.


In this movie I saw the deep love of the father (Bryan) for his daughter (Kim).
After hearing that Kim & her friend Amanda was being kidnap by Paris's underworld (who's main business involve drugs, human trafficking, & forcing innocent ladies into prostitution), Bryan did not hesitate to go on a mission hunt risking every inch of his life to rescue his beloved daughter. In this show Bryan had only a 96hours time frame to rescue Kim, as after that she will be transported out from Paris. The wisdom & dangers Bryan put himself through, to locate and fight for his daughter's life. Bryan made every second counts.

Sidetrack;
While watching this show I was reminded of the story in the bible about Joseph. Joseph was being betrayed by his brother, sold to Egypt as slave and the story continues on how he suffered and eventually end up as second in command over Egypt. All this suffering has enabled him to save his own family from famine.

Bryan Mills likewise, his occupation in the movie whom he term as "preventer", he works for the government, I believe he is involve in some special operatives. This career had cost him his marriage. Yet it was this set of skills that he had acquired in his occupation that had enabled him to utilise and ultimately rescue Kim.

This movie reminded me of my very own Jesus. He went through so much suffering, just to rescue me from sin. Jesus went to the cross, that is more than enough to show me how much He loved me. That very act, has brought me closer to the Father.

I have wanted to post this song sometime ago. Well it spoke back then. Guess this is the more appropriate period. title of the song; "I will be there". What a beautiful title. Where ever we are, which ever state we are in (joy or sorrow), He will always be there to uplift us and to love us. In the movie Taken, no matter where Kim is her Father Bryan risk everything just to be there at the precise moment to rescue his beloved daughter.

Jesus thank you for rescuing me.

I will be there - Dennis Jernigan

children where can you go that I can't be
from the highest of mountains
in the heat of the desert
in the life consuming deep & lonely heart of life's sea

tell me where can you hurt that I can't feel
when you feel like you're dying
need a shoulder for crying
come to me I'm waiting here with open arms that can heal

I will be a Father to the fatherless
a faithful friend when none are there
child my heart of love is fathomless
and yes it reaches anywhere

I will be there, through the long lonely night
never letting you go
I will hold I will love you with all my might

I will be there
I will be there
I will be there
I will be there and I want you to know
I will never leave you alone
I'll never go
I'll never go
I'll never let you go

I will be there
I will be there
I will be there
trust me I will be there

tell me what can you feel that I can't bear
any burden you're baring
any sorrow you're carrying
any heartache any loneliness or any despair

tell me what can you see that I can't do
even death was defeated
all the work was completed
I've prepare a special place here in my heart just for you

I will be a husband to the husband less
a faithful friend when none are there
child my heart of love is fathomless
and yes it reaches anywhere

不甘心不放手

“Above all, don’t fear difficult moments
The best comes from them."
-- Ms Rita Levi Montalcini (100yrs old)
(oldest living Nobel Prize winner, Italian scientist)



动力火车 - 不甘心不放手

不再执著于昨天的痴狂
我的心像是台北的街头
不知该往哪儿走

你的心像闪烁的霓虹

叫人迷恋却也迷惑
我没有把握

谁在怂恿夜的脆弱

抚平的伤又隐隐作痛

是谁说过不再回头
还是让你淹没了我
还是让你将我淹没

想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等著伤心不如学会承受
反正你不会是我的

想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等你想起不如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我

voice that touch the heart

Currently there are 3 singers in this world in my opinion, when they sing, their voice will instantaneously touch your heart and naturally tears will well in your eyes.

Dennis Jernigan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ab3Bvi0DHFY

Connie Talbot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWNoiVrJDsE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtR4jxybC_U

Susan Boyle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

I Will Meet You There

I really wonder why is Father so amazing. In my deepest of hurt, He really knows how to bring the perfect song using the true comforting words to counsel & console me. Yes this is another Dennis Jernigan song. It so amazing, that Father has use Dennis' song so mightily in my life.

Just now while I was crying to Father about the pain & anguish I am in now. He prompted me to knelt down before Him, and literally I felt one of His hand touching my head. For a few seconds there was such comfort.

After that while surfing Facebook, once again I just happen to bump into this song. Again what a timely song, as I am writing this and repeating the song, tears is welling in my eyes. My Father is so lovingly amazing. Thank you Father.

Yes where ever I am, You will meet me there.

( things did not turn out right
vision you have had died
and all of your hope are shattered on the ground

so here's how you rise again
and here's where your story end
surrender to Me and lay those burdens down )



suffering all alone
even your friends are gone
seems like the pain is always standing there

things that you always knew
familiar you hold onto
strip from your soul and you're left naked there
I will meet you there

in your suffering i will hold you
in your Calvary I will show you
in your pain you will find comfort
near My face

in your hurting I will hold you
no deserting, I will show you
in your pain you will find comfort
in My embrace

I will meet you there
I will meet you there
I will meet you there

things did not turn out right
visions you have had died
and all of your hopes are shattered on the ground

so here's how you rise again
and here's where your story end
surrender to Me and lay those burdens down

I will meet you there
I will meet you there

Bridge
come to Me and lay your burdens down on Me
a thousands times a day if that's what it takes
seek with all your heart and you will find Me
a thousands a day and I will embrace you, face you, gaze you there I will embrace you
yes I will meet you there

I know. But how?

I know I should forgive. But how to forgive?
I know I should let go. But how to let go?
I know I shouldn't look back. But how to control my mind?
I know I should move on. But how to move on?

Why is she in love with an idiot?
Why am I so affected by her?
Why am I still concern about her?
Why am I still praying for her?
Let that idiot & his family, be cursed into eternal hell !!!!

I know I shouldn't curse. But I can't control.

GOD HELP ME PLEASE

Thank you Jesus

John 1:29
Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!

Thank you Jesus, for being the sacrificial lamb, the atoning sacrifice for my sins.

You know if there is one love story that I can watch & hear over & over again without feeling bored, and tears will just welled up in my eyes. That will be the passionate love story of Jesus' love for me. The love that Jesus displayed, must tie to the word 'Amazing'. Jesus' Amazing Love. His amazing love that made him went to & suffered at the cross all for me.

Still remember the Mel Gibson movie; "The Passion of the Christ"? Nobody has does it like Mel, this movie is based on the true account of Jesus' last 12 hours before He was betrayed, trailed, tortured and nailed to the cross. I love the title Mel had choose. Indeed Mel depiction of Jesus was based on Jesus' Passionate love for the world.

Today is Good Friday. I wonder why is it call Good Friday, when this was the day 2000 years ago, Jesus suffered on the cross. Probably it is Good, because we can finally go back to the Father?