My first and last wordy entry - this explains it all- or at least enough
I enjoy reading - and I enjoy words- I'm a fan of english. Really, I love - to use my english words together- and relentlessly spout words- enough to fill a book with most casual conversations that I host. I grew up- learning to talk... learning to make conversation- even when none was needed- even when no one is on the other end. I love to tell stories- stories all about fascinating me, my likes, dislikes, passions, fears, my life. In all truth- I have spent most of my life- talking to other people about me. It is akward to realize that for the past 26 years I have not been listing (well, with a few exceptions). I want to learn to communicate- and since I have no trouble finding something to talk about-- I will try to refocus to listening... I want to explore more silent expression.
See- I think that the need for self expression, acceptance, and notoriety can be lessened as I learn to genuinely listen to others. So this blog will be for me to express my self- non-verbally. Sounds like a boring blog to read- and yes, this is a selfish tailored endevor; however, to keep some outlet- and to make this blog longer than this one talkative post, I will draw- to express my thoughts and opinions-(hopefully it will be interesting to others as much as talking/writing) as often as I can/need to- and I'll continue reading others blogs- learning to listen and respect other people's points of view-, and their lives- and to give my voice a rest.