The Moos.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

im too tired to try and think the way you think..

rah. okay. its emo day today.
dont ask me why.
i dont know either

and yes. im going to change my blog soon.
after 4 years..
seems like a long time yea..hmm.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|16:03|
Friday, April 27, 2007

yoyo. okay week 6 just flew by LIKE THAT.
HMM.
and next week would be damn hellish):
besides the fact that i'd be going out with pea and huiyi of course!
okay. so i think er.. 5 things are going to happen next week
1)CSM
2)OUT WITH PEA AND HUIYI
3)baibai to zu xian:D (i think)
4)Chem sia due
5)Math Test
6)HCL prelims
7)napfa 5 stations

okay. so thats 7 things. better start doing some now. dont want to die next week.
wish me luck for chinese and math test:D
SOSOSO. lets see what happened this week..

1. jan pulled my hair twice and i ALMOST choked on my sweet. HAIL ME ESOPHAGUS! (however you spell it.)
2. md got gold with honours
3. strings got gold with honours
4. chinese drama got silver
5. theatre got bronze.
6. choir gold with honours
7.napfa 2.4. 14.25!:D happy because i made vast improvement WITHOUT practicing. but a little dissappointed since i missed A by 25 secs. but still. im more happy that sad(:
8. got back chem test
9. got back physics test.
10. did more math than i ever did (volunteerily) in the past 5 weeks. 19 questions:D im soso proud of myself(:
11.i trimmed my hair. FINALLY
12.stepped into westmall again after 2 years.
13.we didnt do chinese compo this week!
14. presented ppt on teenage pregnancy. YAY. i think it was pretty okay.. atleast i could answer the questions. WHEE.
15. ate ros's beehoon from home which was good.'
16 had history test (forgot all about that)

:D okay. and now my schedule for the looong weekend

1.History 'taegukgi' essay
2.study for math
3.study for chinese
4.CHEM SIA
5.class minutes):
6.chem worksheets 7
7. chem worksheet 8

whee. life's good. LG.
OHOHOHO. another pick up line.
from jingwei again!

'do you know CPR? becasue you take my breath away' HAHAH. laughed like nuts during IH until msteo had to come over.:P

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|22:52|
Saturday, April 21, 2007

my internet is screwed.
blah.
cant seem to excess some web pages(blogs!).
even TAGBOARDS.
ohmyshit.
SO. really sorry for not replying tags.
i cant see any of them. not like any one actually reads this.
im simply rambling for my own sake. heh.

hmmm. so this week just flew by like that.
cant believe syf was actually 5 days ago.
it feels so weird and surreal.
like the past 5 days never happened at all.
it just doesnt feel like reality!
and a large part of me just wants to go back to 160407.
it was totally indiscribable..
SOSO. i shall recapp!

reached school at 7am in the morn and headed to the dance studio.
gave out Freddo the Frog to those who were there already and those who came..
crapped alot and i remember lianghui telling us about her VISION about the judges checking our costumes after the dance >.< like HUH. damn funny when she told us. but the more i repeat it in my head, the more the novelty runs. HUR
OKAY. so after that, the bell ding donged and we headed for assembly.
lala-ed the national athem and was actually expecting someone to say like "nycd is going for syf today." HMM. but no one did. so was quite HMMMM about it. think everyone was feeling the same way actually. hoho.
okay. so headed straight back to dance studio. laoshi briefed us about the sequence of events, her expectations and how we should reach their expectations andand ofcourse motivate us!
then warmed up, perspired like mad! then dance around thrice in the audi.. but none was good.
everyone was like damn worried.
i was too! cuz my muscles simple couldnt wake up. . i didnt feel strained or anything. its just like DEAD. refusing to work on me. boo. could see that laoshi was worried too cuz the gan jue just wasnt there. ohyes. mrs teo came in half way and said that there were wishing us luck over the pa system! sadly. cant hear anything from the audi. blah. but nevertheless! we were happier(:
hmm after that, went for recess, tied hair, make up then chuan fu zhuang. by then it was already 1pm! everyone was damn huang. some seniors came back to support us:D
we danced twice in the studio. which were equally bad and more huang.
but all of us just couldnt jing xia lai!
so everyone was worried. resorted to sleeping on the bus(: seriously. the bus was very quiet. no one talked AT ALL.
heh
okay then reached ucc.
tried our best to jing more.
hahah. all of us were like trying to ignore the other schools becasue we musnt feel jing zhang!
hmm. and before knowing it, we were back stage.
even then, we all turned our backs to the performances on stage.
some of us closed our eyes. some even resorted to humming our music. HAHHA
i think from the outsiders point of view, we were damn weird. but to us, it was really a mark of some intangible bond because everyone was in it together(:
finally it was time.
went on stage. and ZOOM. it ended.
it was that quick. that when we finished. everyone was emoing.
perhaps. it was the sudden emptiness that it's over. those 3-8 practices, the times where we always rushed to the dance studio every recess. nothing will ever be the same. yet. at the same time, those were tears of joy-- that we made it. we've put in our best and we didnt let anyone down. argh. actually i dont know.
those emotions were so weird and complicated that i didnt know why i cried myself.
i certainly didnt just feel sad, nor was i happy. i know i felt blessed and touched. but yet. those tears just meant more than that.
but after that, we were all really really high and photowhored like made in the dance studio.
HAHHA.
i ponned tuition too! :D

thanks juniors for all your help.
it'd be you guys next. so better jiayou!
thanks to the seiniors too for your constant encouragment and support!

we got a GOLD WITH HONOURS!:D

HAHAHHA., i just remembered a realyl corny pick up line that jingwei told me.
"Do you have a plaster? i hurt myself fallig for you." :D

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|23:48|
Sunday, April 15, 2007

OMG. syf is TOMTOM
it feels so surreal >.<
and i dont know whether to look forward to it or dread it. HMM..
but what ever it is.
JIAYOU EVERYONE.
we can make it!(:

whenever i think of the dance, i'll just feel so priviledged and fortunate
the simple thought of laoshi,xiaoges, dages and nycd as a whole really warms my heart.
where else can i get to know such great people? people to share your laughter, your joys and your woes.
we've all come a long way, so what if it was decked with challenges? it made us stronger and more bonded as a society!(: YAY YAY.
haha. i dont know why im happy about that. but yea. i feel very very blessed.

but at the same time i still feel a sense of erm... forboding?
i still cant do my stuff well enough):
so here i am, contemplating what is best to salvage the situation.
HOHO. wish me luck people

BUT NEVERTHELESS.
everyone must really jiayou.
sleep early tonight people(:

ohyea. something that i told yenngee a few weeks ago,
when she asked me about something (dont need to know the details :p)
it was over msn a.k.a my most motivational speech :D
the english is quite broken though. it was impromptu!

[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
i think i will start with the norms first. like syf is really around the corner.. its no longet like two months away. its LESS THAN TWO WEEKS. im sure all of us are working very heart to acheive THAT GOAL. GOLD WITH HONOURS. so we must put in our very best. not only on stage but even in the remaining practices. for most of us this is going to be the first and the last time we're taking part in syf
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
as NYCHINESEDANCERS.
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
you can hear from all the seniors how they actually missed the times where they were able to dance in nanyang. such times once gone will never come back. IT REALLY WONT so we must all work hard. actually it really isnt all about acheiving the GWH. its more about the opportunity and YUAN FEN that we got ot work with one another. to understand each other and get to know each other better. after this
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
2 weeks everything might actually go back to the norms. everything will never be the same again. maybe by then we will miss the hours of practice, the times where we stayed back till 8 plus to practice, the times where we joked around during dance practices, the times where we got to help each other tie our hair. and the times wher we motivated and encouraged one another.
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
not only us. laoshi has been working very hard too. im sure to many of us, she is like our idols, the ling hun of nycd.
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
without her, we wont be how we are, we wont learn as much as we did and our passion for dance will not be as strong.
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
so for laoshi, for ourselves, for THAT goal with honours. we must really work hard together BECAUSE ONCE ITS PASSED IT WILL NEVER COME BACK. and all we can do is to remininces those times. which are often painful and even more painful when you know that you didnt treasure it enough. so now as we know. we only left with so few practices left and we have to make full use of it!
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
"i'll breifly talk about the story that i gave you today* "you dont dance with your feet". dance is really an expression of your feelings, so when you dance, bring that out. bring out your feeling, your passion for dance, your love for laoshi, nycd, show that you treasure this opportunity to be on stage, to be in syf representing nanyang most importantly, treasure THIS TIME where you get to know
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
your juniors, seniors your friends...
She's the type of girl who tries not to like him... says:

She's the type of girl who tries not to like him... says:
i think that's enough le~
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
its fate that you get to know the people around you. so TEAASSURE IT
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
HAHAHAHAHA
[suikim]]. its a sunny yellow banana day! WISHING WE WERE TALLER says:
okay.IM DONE


NYCD
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!!!:D

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|16:31|

yoyoyo. today was a funfilled day:D
haha.
no lah. it was okay... hmm.
nafa's dance room is really nice.
thanks zhou yi laoshi!
after dance, went to bugis for lunch at pasta mania! YUMYUM(:
that would include yenngee, naomi, rebecca, joanna, xinni, xiwen, jingwei, florence and ME! haha.
then looked for the embriordery thingo after lunch.
gosh lah. walked like crazy.
first, yenngee, naomi xinni and i visited golden landmark, then went to some place opposite islamic restaurant, textile centre (they have cool costume shops ard there!:D), arad street, back to golden landmark.
but sadly. still couldnt find what we wanted.
boohoo.
hmm. anyway. by then it was around 345pm?
then xinni had to meet her friend and yenngee had to go bukit somethingo
so left with me and nao.
went to bugis again and were desperately finding some place thats cheap and good to rest our butts. hurhur
so we settled at rockery! or something like that. cuz they were selling bubble tea at 1.20
HAHA. cheap thrill((:
and for 2 cheap cups of pao pao cha, we sat that for close to 2hours!:D
HAHAH
not bad eh.
talked bout loads of things(: that made me feel happy. heh.
LOVE YOU NAOMI:D i know you love me too!
HAHAHAH

hmm.anyway. syf is ONE DAY AWAY.
jiayoujiayou everyone.
we can do it!!!

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|00:29|
Friday, April 13, 2007

rah. im still thinking about ih.
never felt so screwed):

okay. so anyway. left class at erm... 8.25am today:D
hmm. i must say. I REALLY LOVE MY DANCEMATES!
really touched by all your care and concern(:
thanks rebecca for your 2 fruity sweets and sorry to qiuhan if i snapped at you today. even though you meant well. heh.
for the remaining 2 days, i promise i will push myself till the last minute! i wont give up:D

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|21:56|
Thursday, April 12, 2007

rah.. okay.
quite a horrible day today >.<
firstly. ih test was totally screwed up.
omgosh lah. i didnt understand the question at all. only the last minute.
it was practically equivalent to handing in a blank piece of paper since i really went off topic.
blah. and i didnt really study for it. that's the worst thing. since i could have put in more effort and know my stuff better. boohoo. i'll study harder next time! ):

okay. next was la timed trial. got it back today and i got 9/30
beat that man. not like i underperformed or something.
i didnt. thats the most worrisome bit of all.
HELP ME PLEASE.
some kind soul out there.
but thanks pea and jingwei for comforting me! really appreciated it :D

thirdly and most importantly, dance.
im totally freaking out now))))):
im still not up to standard yet. SHIT.
NVM. my worries ends today.
tmr, im going to be xing fu!((:

JIAYOU EVERYONE.
lets make the best out of tmr's practice(:

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|22:57|
Sunday, April 08, 2007

suikim -- [noun]: A person who is constantly high 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahah. super coolzzz manxzz.
okay. heh .thats was random.
better get something done before school starts again tmr>.<

1. physics assignment 8
2. physics assignment9
3. physics classworksheet
4. zuowen T.T
5.Study for IH test
6.Study for chinese test
7.Lang arts self initiated
8.PRACTICE DANCE:D

rahh. so screwed!
what do you study for ih?!
ohman. and i'd certainly be in some zonked out state while doing it.

JIAYOU NYCD! ITS REALLY THE LASTLAP(:

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|14:55|
Saturday, April 07, 2007

whee.
totally long day today >.<
started of with dance in the morn.
which was okay i guess. just that with the aircon off, the floor feels sticky and not so nice to dance. heh.
oh yes. everyone is starting to fall sick. so TAKE CARE EVERYONE!! drink more liang cha and get more rest. we all need it. definitely. bet it had been an exhausting week with so many cca practices and rehearsals. but atleast we have sun and mon to "recuperate" :D
haha. completely zonked for the past few days too. damn tired. i think i napped for 4 hours ytd>.< HOHO. broke record.
okay. HMM.
then after that. went home.
bath, ate.
left home at 2.30 to meet pea.
was like at dhoby ghaut at around 250pm when she smsed and said that she's going to be late and only reaching at FOUR.
PEA CHONG. damn pro can.
so while waiting, visited poh khim! and i am currently eyeing on another taiwanese drama serial!:D then started to crave for kinder bueno>.<
HAHAH. so went to watson to look for chocs but couldnt find. rahh.
tried watson then carrefour.
couldnt find either. BLAH. or more like carrefour was too big that i didnt bother taking too much time to find. heh. okay. then headed to orchard, having about 30 mins of waiting time. hoho.
dropped by pop to replenish my stock of pens.
but still had lots of time there. looked around aries and bought a shiny hairband:D $1.50. not too bad eh?
okay. but even after that. i still had loads of time left. HENCE. i started flipping through the Nlevel assesment books>.< HURHUR.
FINALLY PEA CALLED!
and said that she was at paragon.
sadly. the fashion parade was over already.
so we just walked and stoned. crossed over to taka, walked and stone somemore.
ate pasta:D YUMYUM.
headed to wisma. FOREVER21! found some nice dresses. but didnt buy. IM THRIFTY! haha.
pea found 2 too. but didnt buy either apparently due to bad services. heh.
okay. then we went isetan.. shopped around. and whoo. time flied. and it was 7!
ohyea. pea tried on this really nice purple dress. BUT SHE DIDNT BUY. TSK. it was really nice.
OHYESOHYES. WE SAW GARY TANG!!! omgosh. miss him loads. life was much more fun with him around. especially his banana smile. haha. and i certainly prefer him more than the current ***** teacher. BLAH. school was more er... humane with him around. okay. atleast we got to talk for awhile. HAHAH. he designs his own shirts! haha. and pea was gonig about saying that she'll design her own shirts too. GO PEA! :P

if you want us to be like friends.
treat me like one.
thank you for all the concern that youve showered on me.
but im confident of my ability to handle certain things myself.
i still wont pick up your calls. sorry.
i sincerely apologise.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|20:22|
Friday, April 06, 2007

rah. okay.
i have completely no mood to touch my homework at all.
my mind is completely filled with dance, dance and more dance.
with syf looming so closely. there's really nothing more that i can think of.
BLAH. talk about the zuo wen due on mon T.T
damn it. i seriously need to get some work done. the only piece of work that i remember doing for the whole of this week was ying yong wen>.<
probably cuz i left class early for 2 days and today is a public hol.
haha. so i only attended 2 full days of school:D coolio arh.
next week would most proably be quite hectic too.
with 2 tests coming up. omg. i am in no mood to study >.< boo.

HAHAH. yay. i just realised that i havent been using my "lahs and lors".
whee. ok. thats something(:

sososo. back to where i was.
JIAYOU EVERYONE FOR SYF.
xing fu de gan jue(:
9 more days left. WO MEN PING LE.
go nycd go!!!

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|23:12|
Wednesday, April 04, 2007

yoyoyo. just back from cca prac!
liu ren wu still needs alot of work >.<
IM BRINGING MY CAM TMR! so we shall see how we fair and work towards excellence!
GO XIAO GE!! :D
today's xi pai was okay i guess. but more gan jue should still be injected:D
hmm. other than that, everything seems fine? >.<
but i still cant catch my right leg. and my left leg still sucks.
gosh. i better start working even harder!
jiayou to myself.
yea. so cheryl and i were like damn on today. hahah
we shall continue to ping kay? :D

11 MORE DAYS TO SYF!

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|20:36|