ahhh!!
i feel so saturated!!
help!!!
11 hrs to go..

damn..
terrible headache again..
and its on the wrong day la..
i have to study..
argh..

to our dear huiting :
dun be so upset or so stress up..
dun be a bottle..
if not we will be ur shovel
=))
dun self explode self angry
(zi bao zi qi)
good luck in the cts wor..

yup i think sometime its best to keep quiet ba
talk less really seems to help..
at least there will be less troubles..
only talk when necessary..

sighs..
i really hope all of u will be happy..
and smile..
i will do wadever it takes..
even if by means of sacrificing..

i tried so hard to study today..
even forbidden myself to on the laptop..
and managed to went through everything the whole day..
but only to realise..
theres not enough time to memorise everything..
somemore my memory working against me..
cant really adsorb everything..
all my abc has be desorbed..
wth..
i m talking abt instru here!
oh..
and i guess its inevitable for me to take the retest..
damn..
how to study!!
sighs

i feel so down..
suddenly feel tt i got so much stuff to study..
i m really afraid tt i cant cope..
i dun wanna repeat module..
then theres so many things happening too..
i m scared..
really..
tmr i really have to study the whole book..
sobs..
i m blanking now..
i dun remember anything..

take me to a land far far away~
where i can escape from everything~


the sun is so scorching hot..
the air is so smoky and polluted..
making me giddy..
and my room is infested with mosquitos!!
irritating..
such that i had to moblise my sheltox..
and stink my room..

missed the chance of gg to pasar malam today..
think its over..
sobs..

the glory of being my fyp partner goes to..
AMANDA!!
><
hope we will do well~
lets go eat sakae this coming holiday XD

gotta cramp abc n ccta stuffs into my brain..



i bit my tongue..
*ouch*

i feel like going to the pasar malam near my house..
and buy alot of food..

hmm..
a lizard was being accidently smash to death by the door..
who knows it was hiding in between the door & the frame..
oh well..
poor thing..

we were being briefed abt FYP & IAP..
oh well..
so fast rite..
*searching for a partner*
found a candidate
just waiting for comformation =))

crazy cyc is talking abt retest..
which he says will be difficult..
crazy old man..

exams are coming..
time to study hard..
dun wanna repeat all these stupid modules..

i dunno..
i m very sad today..
oh wells..

if theres no power..
there wont be any fighting..
humans..
they are all the same..

i miss yf.. who always pon lesson such tt i wun get to see her.. and misses shopping with her..

i miss ht.. who is very busy with S&S day..

i miss zy.. who i dunno where is she.. cuz just never see her..

i miss sc.. who soul is always not in the body..

i miss ron.. who is stuck at nuh and scurrying ard..

but...

sighs..

hyuu~~~
i finally exfoliated!!
because the old skin got some errors
=))
sighs
i realised alot of ya are pissed with lots of stuff..
i m too..
but wad can we do rite?
*hopes for world peace*
i shall study hard for abc n ccta instead..
i really really wish for all of u to be happy..
but i guess its hard..

i hereby announce..
i m dead
the instru paper was like nothing i have seen before
damn..
getting sick and irritated of some of the ppl ard me

my instru ct2 is in few hours time
i m so dead
never really study much..
sighs
lets talk about..
FLAME IONIZATION DETECTOR!
From capillary column, nitrogen and hydrogen is being supplied to the flame jet.
When the gas reaches the flame jet, ignitor will light up the flame.
Air is supplied to aid in the burning of the hydrogen which is a fuel for the flame.
Burning of the gases will then produce ions which will be captured by ion detector as an electric signal.
ha lets hope that this question comes out tmr

ooo i went kbox again today
cuz got this national day voucher
which says free k twin
sounds like free 2 person rite
then my sis , her fren and i happily sing sing
the waiter bring this 2 cone of fries and sotong ball
we said we never order
the waiter say is the voucher
we tot 'wow so nice free 2 person and free food somemore'
till when footing the bill
huh how come so ex?
3 of us look at each other
and realise
k twin = the 2 cone of food
zzzz

it has been such a long time i went to kbox
especially with royston raine and zw
so much fun and laughter too!!
cuz royston will make funny lyrics
then went back sch to find ht and company for dinner
urgh
i need to start study for instrumentation...

wad the hell..
u asshole!!
go to hell!!
u will receive ur karma one day!
cheap bastard!
To u know who u are :
always remember
just take it as if u are climbing a mountain
yet obstacles always pops out
but whenever u pass one obstacles
u are one step nearer to ur summit
where all ur happiness awaits
=))
dun always keep everything inside u
dun forget..
we are by ur side
u need not worry that we got too much stuff to handle
for no matter how troubled we are
we are still willing hear ur problem
i believe the rest of them feels the same as i do
=))

something happen again today
ask the person go n die
i cant be bothered!!
after sch went to cck lot1 with andrea =))
went to buy cai chun jia new album
dunno why i buy also
her songs v nice to sleep..
LOL
then we had high tea
ya kun kaya toast!!
it has really been such a long long time since i ate this
then the 2 of us started thinking..
on.. and on..
and we think till very far
okay we are too imaginative

well i m amazed
actually not that surprized
some ppl are just so great in acting
such that they ought to be awarded the oscar award
*claps*
but shd i say the person is dumb or stupid
hmm
going around saying as if themself are so godly
wow that really DOES make my toes laugh
why dont u have a good look in the mirror?
i bet u dont even have one
or it cracked before you all could see ur own reflection
i have only 1 word for u all
P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C

as usual
i feel great once again after a night of sleep
yup i shall not care what others think about me
how they treat me
maybe i think too much too
but i m sensitive i guess
yay huitingg is an efficient worker =))
gotta say the whole project she really did alot of stuff
thanx alot for ur hard work =))
today went out for lunch with andrea & wenlin @ NYDC
finally got the chance to use the coupons
its really quite worthwhile
we 3 eat till wan burst le
and only each pay $10
it has really been such a LONG LONG since i went out with the both of them
actually its fun hanging with them too
we went shopping too
andrea bought a nice bag!!
cost 57 bucks
and i had my eyes set on this leather sandals..
which cost like 89 bucks
buts its really cool!!
if only andrea is more of a town person rather then a home person
we would enjoy shopping together!!
next week!!
crystal jade xiao long baos
and the week after!!
xu liu shan
and the week after after!!
crystal jade at B1 which sells dim sum
after exam!!
pepper lunch
so much stuffs awaits =))

i simply HATE...
so filled with hatred and grieviance...
please purify me...

stephen chow old shows are more funny compared to the new ones..
hmm
i prefer his ah siao way of acting
just caught one on tv and had a good laugh
and as usual
headache sets in on fridays
yesterday eping wasnt feeling well
mofo sent her home
n i went to the tea session in his place
wasted my time only
the only thing interesting is the food
just nice wenlin was there too
and the 2 of had so much fun over there eating
then went to boonlay for some gathering
didnt stayed on cuz really headache
left just as most of the ppl arrived
slept my way home on the mrt
bumped onto my pri sch best pal on bus
cuz i was like eyes closed throughout my way home
then i tot who is the ah siao person next to me keep on looking at me
i still xie yan look abit and continue to slp
but never see the face
then later i look again the saw is him
so diaoded
i realised something
i m actually quite a quiet person afterall

i cant help but feeling..
temperamental..
my feelings torwards u are no longer the same..
it has turn into a kind of awkardness..
i dunno..
its just..
different..
for i just cant treat u the same as before..
maybe its because of our difference in status..
i guess..
i m just a spoilt child..

i feel so much better today =))
thanx to zy ha..
anyway..
happy 40th bdae to singapore!!
and also 18th bdae to zy!!
so fun having the whole lot of us at swensens
ice creams!!
pastas!!
fries!!
and we walked from bugis to cityhall..
we were stucked at raffles city there..
cuz ndp were starting and the road blocks
we slowly squeezed our way through
and its really people mountain people sea
cuz of the road blocks
we ran all the way somemore detour to in front of marina square there
fireworks!!
they were sooo spectacular and gorgeous!!
beautiful!!
it was tiring but worth it
feel so peaceful looking at fireworks
P/S : sc.. see doctor lehhh


You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

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my renci project seems abit screwed..
cuz the person is on leave..
waste my time..
..
i was home in time to go out for dinner with my parents..
actually it feels nice to eat with them at coffee shop..
i dunno why..
that kind of atmosphere really gives me sense of warmth..
really..
sitting down with the both of them at coffeeshop..
despite its noisy..
crowded..
but its really comfortable..
nowonder ppl always says..
whenever u feel down..
ur own family is the one whose able to comfort u..
..
seems like i haven been alrite..
i m okay in sch..
but whenever i goes out..
at first i m alrite..
but then all of a sudden i will just become silent..
just dunno wad to say at all..
..
P/S: sc can u pls go and see a doctor..

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seriously..
i dunno wats has to become of me..
*quotes*
was having dinner with my relatives yesterday..
and.. i just kept quiet through out..
then they started saying strange stuffs..
"got smoke anot?"
"got drug anot?"
"y so quiet? got generation gap with us ah"
its like..
i just dun feel like speaking tts all..
recently i think alot..
and.. i m beginning to talk lesser..
i dun smile as often..
i feel tired of interaction..
to me now..
life is like a dna replication..
others are the leading strand..
and i m the lagging strand..
and need some dna polymerase to link my okazaki fragments..
if not..
i just not complete..
i m beginning to lose myself..




had good news and bad news
good news
a) i was in time for abc quiz
b) i scored full marks for the quiz which contributes to 1% of my abc =))
bad news
a) i failed ccta ct by 2 marks
b) failing ccta is not enough, worst still.. acmb ct failed by 9 marks
sighs..
most demoralising thing is..
my class is those pia mia ones..
all score 90++ ones..
ha i think i m the only one who failed both la
hurs..
gotta scold myself..
do some self reflection..
sighs
i smell fish...

we had a mice killing session today
*aww*
poor mice..
had a few scare today..
1) everyone was so afraid to kill and disect the poor mice
2) one of my lab partners almost threw away my cells
3) dunno wad wilson do and the 70% ethanol caught fire and was burning away
then cyc lesson bores as usual..
headed for renci hospital..
i think those people working there has been somehow affected my those patients in IMH..
such that i think the way they talk kinda lame too..
the person briefed us on wad we shd do ..
me sc eping *jaw drop* *stunned*
sounds lotsa stuff
and our project is due 2 weeks away
damn..
ha..
WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!
i hope..

hmm..
i reach home at 1pm today..
so early~
and i mapled away my whole afternoon..
boreds..
tireds..
sighs..
u were lucky..
if not i would have scolded wadever shit out..

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.