yikes..
think i m gonna fail cellbio..
dun even think can pass..
anyway..
was with yvette e ping & siew chan at amk ramenten
then we talked about alot of things
people..
relation..
looks..
yea..
was fun talking with them..
feeling sleepy now..
dun want to think of other things..
.....
come to think of it..
i think i m losing faith in people..
i dun seem to be able to trust ppl anymore..
for everytime..
they betrayed my trust..
why do people always take me for granted..
..
IS day is usually boring..
especially today..
when i kept quiet for 4 hrs..
incredible huh..
how could a person like me keep quiet for 4 hrs??
no mood..
*sigh*
anyway..
after school i was glad to go down to orchard with siew chan and yah fong
so happy with them..
finally something joyous after so much sadness..
we crapped..
ate..
shopped..
talked about past..
yea..
really enjoyed going out with them..
u 2 really made my day..
i think something is very wrong with me...
not right in the mind..
just now..
i saw how my sis fren quarrel with her stead over the phone..
i really felt sorry for her..
that guy is such an ass..
he was somehow involved with another girl..
and yet he still always dont realise his mistake..
still dare to yell at her..
i felt that my sis fren should have broke up with him when she found out lor..
why do she still bother giving him a chance..
now that she will be hurt in the end...
am i going to die?
i accidently breath in the dichloromethane gas that was said to cause cancer..
now i m feeling headache..
everything looks blur to me..
feeling abit weak..
feeling abit sickly..
wasted my time for about an hour..
standing at the steps of the library..
forget it!
stormed off in the rain..
all of us had a part to play to result in todays situation..
seriously...
what have i done...
was i wrong since the beginning...
all these wouldnt have happen..
if i didnt matchmake the both of them..
fine.....
everything is my fault...
the wheel of fate has started spinning..
what ever happens is due to the sins we have commited during our past life..
just a simple misunderstanding among 3 person..
causes such great destruction and devastation..
they crossed their paths..
leaving behind marks of joy laughther sorrow and furious..
nevertheless..
their paths are entwined by the past, present and future..
what ever happens..
we will leave it for fate to decide..
nowonder ppl always say...
dun be a matchmaker and ur life will be better for 3 consecutive generation..
now that i violated the saying...
nowonder i got my retribution..
i was really depressed this morning.. i didnt really want to talk..
but i m so glad that..
my classmates still cares about me..
at least some of them still know that something has happen..
and bother to give words of consolence..
thanx to raine alvin amanda and especially siewchan..
better than someother people..
from the day the 2 of them are togther..
things will never be the same again..
i pity apple...
who always has to tolerate their intimate behavior..
i m fine with that.. for i dun really want to see it anyway...
people in love are always selfish..
for they wont notice how others feel..
in their eyes they only have each other..
however, i m pissed of with the fact that..
apple is always telling me...
vanessa was angry at us for telling abt her relationship with edmund..
if u are scared that ur relationship is exposed..
then u might as well dun enter a relationship..
what does it got to do with me..?
when other people knows abt u and him..
pls... get this straight in your head..
look at his blog...
its stated so clearly what happen..
so pls do not come putting the blame on me!
if i dare to write this out..
i m not afraid of u coming after me..
so if u wants to pick a fight with me..
i m more then glad to accept your challenge..
after so much discussions and what so ever crap..
finally E & V are together...
what a troublesome pair...
yet looking at them..
shd i be envious or jealous..
what about myself...??
so sad...
depressed..
maybe i should not think abt her le..
she wants to focus on her studies now...
so the fortune telling was real after all..
obstacles...
hai..
dun want to think abt her anymore...
just treat as nothing has happened..
background music is how i feel...
Title : No Way To Say..
siew chan wasnt feeling well today..
due to some reasons that should not be revealed..
she was such a strong girl..
so me yvette and yah fong send her home today..
scared she fainted on the road..
she keep on wanted to run..
cuz she says shes wasting our time..
no~ its not!!
how could we leave u in lurch when something so serious happened..
hai...
saded...
what a nice saturday morning..
to be awaken only to see the heavy dourpour...
as i dragged my heavy feets off the bed..
for i have a date with apple vanessa & edmund to kbox
looking at the weather..
cant help by closing my heavy eyelids and sleep for awhile more..
ended up late again...
no choice.. had to do the housework before i can leave..
plus the dark clouds seem to be overlooming the neighbourhood..
this worsened my late habit..
anyway kbox session was fun
sang so much songs including solo & duets
and its not really that expensive also
around 6 per person
after that we went to vanessa house
and OMG i love her house lor..
got so many windows and its so windy!
then the hamster is so cute aw....
had few rounds of mahjong session..
but didnt win any..
her mum cooked laksa for dinner
nice wor alot ingridents
then sat down to hear her mum and brother talk
it was so damn funny..
her mum was very pro in complaining yea
then her bro was talking about army life..
and we ended at 930
so nice of her bro to drive us out to the bustop..
because her house is not on the main road..
this marks the end of my saturday
enjoyed it so much! i was out whole day!
this reminded me that i didnt studied..
haiz..
week 4 ended with a cellbio peer tutoring
so fast huh?
yupx
on thursday
partially of my class went for lunch
wilson alvin royston kelvin yvette raine siewchan
at 1st went to bukit panjang plaza
then realise jackplace close down
then proceed further north to causeway point
went arcade
then got a bunch of lians and kids playing ddr and para
sad ar
dint get to play
Dear Diary,
monday physio test was straight forward
today OBC test was horrendous
don't know will i be able to pass...
5% ley..
lesson ended at 12...
1F08 was once at kap mac again!
then some of them left for orchard..
some went home..
i was supposed to go for the movie with them...
but... king arthur looks eww to me..
went back to school to find my jie and her company..
juan, jane, zod, xiaoqiu, zhiqiang & candice(lalala)...
then i wanted to go home..
they dragged me along to pacific coffee...
noel (AD) joined us after his lesson at SP
dawn came too! and zhiqiang was shy
he just wants to see dawn..
rotted at there for such a long time..
left only around 830..
went to grandma hse for dinner and only reach home at 1030
cellbio tutorial untouched...
don't know how to do..
tml then go stare at her and wait for answers...
Nitez & sweet dreamz...
ISFJ
Ok. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts.
You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic.
You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family...
You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order.
You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot...
You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done...
You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING...
You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside...
Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much.
ISFJ: "I Serve Family Joyfully"
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i went out with her to tiong bahru plaza...
purpose is to see mall and more
saw bryan ben & yi fong and they were so funny
so happy..
then we stroll around there...
sat at the long john silver for so long...
and shun bian visit my classmate siew chan
then she asked me to do some survey...
why is the survey so comlicated..
i see le feel like complianing..
anyway it was fun with her company..
and wth!
i dropped my phone again!
this time it really sustained some injuries...
xin tong ar..........
Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.
what key signature are you? brought to you by Quizilla
celebrated my apple mei bdae at fish & co and we had so much fun today...
took neoprints...
crapped along...
*sigh* this is supposed to be a happy occassion..
and yet i am sighing again...
i feel sad for this girl call ailing...
she's jacintha's fren... a person who clicks with jac... her best friend to be...
however...
on 12/0704...
she met with a mishap....
she was knocked down by a motorbike...
and is now currently lying in ICU...
even the doctor feels that she wouldnt make it...
although i don't know who she is...
but yet i feel so sad for her...
for shes one such nice person...
and yet she had to suffer from such mishap...
why is it so unfair....?
*sigh*
here am i sighing away again...
there are so many things awaiting for me to do...
but yet...
i don't know how to do...
feeling : stress & stupid...
whenever lesson..
i feel stupid..
because i cant seem to be able to absorb any info...
so far i still dunno anything...
and its test next week...
am i hopeless...
cellbio project topic is like greek to me...
"the kinks have it"
wtf is this!!
its really greek...
cant even find any info on it...
and my denise is expecting me and vivian to search for info by sat..
please lor..
next week got test also..
why do you have to always work so fast...
u may have 8A...
but we don't...
what u can do...
we can't...
now i can only wish...
tomorrow will be a better day...
the kids from nkf really are so poor thing..
seriously we should donate money to them..
haiz...
saw the 9pm channel 8 show...
its about all those poor kids...
everytime see le i will cry..
so saddening..
imagine...
this kind of thing happen to me...
i think i wun even have the will to live...
its too hard to live on like that...
shit eh..
its week 3!!
next wk is the quiz week!!
and yet i still dun really know a single damn thing..
argh...
die lor..
i hv said it......
i hv said it......
finally i plucked up my courange..
she was surprised...
and yet she dint know what to do..
cause she never encountered this before..
anyway..
u are always on my mind..
time really flies...
its the end of 2nd wk of school
so much has happen
yet i dunno where should i start
lectures were kinda arabic..
practicals were kinda difficult..
people were kinda friendly..
hmm...
have alot of things to say..
but i just simply dunno how to start..
suddenly...
theres this feeling within me...
so ususual...
whats this feeling...
that i am currently experiencing...
Lesson One:
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>An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit
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>saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"
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>The eagle answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground
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>below the eagle, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped
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>on the rabbit and ate it.
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>
>
>Management Lesson?
>
>To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
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>---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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>
>
>Lesson Two:
>
>A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to
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>the top of that tree, " sighed the turkey, " but I haven't got the energy.
>
>"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my dropping?" replied the bull.
>
>"They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung,
>
>found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch
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>of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the
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>second branch. Finally after the fourth night, he was proudly perched
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>at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who
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>shot the turkey out of the tree.
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>
>
>Management Lesson?
>
>Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
>
>--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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>
>Lesson Three:
>
>A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird
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>froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there,
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>a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay
>
>there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was.
>
>The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and
>
>happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird
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>singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat
>
>discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug
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>him out and ate him.
>
>
>
>Management Lesson?
>
>1)Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
>
>2)Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
>
>3)And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
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>
>
>This ends your management course.
yea i have so much to say! but i dun have the time to say!
erm 1st thing
yea i am glad i know so many people le
though some of them i still never really got to talk to them
but i m happy that i can fit into the class le
futher more know ppl like priscilla and the toa pai gang
yea its so fun... now everywhere i go i also see people i know
yup i am so happy...
now so many people added me in msn such that i already dunno who is who le
then erm... yea 29/06/04 was a memoriable day!
Happy Bdae to Jacintha!!
we celebrated 1 day earlier though
at plaza singapura cafe cartel
got jac fang jl ht ed cj ly ym
then ordered a small cheese cake as bdae cake put candle somemore
after that took neoprints wor
we all chipped in to buy a musical stand and a necklace
but jac broke the musical stand!!
aw.... its alright to break things yea
most imptly u hurt ur fingers wor...
must take good care of ur fingers k
haiz miss 4e4^2003...
then we went home at amk mrt with ym fang jac shocking to realise the street lights were all out!!
there was a major black out all over singapore yea
one thing lucky was the mrt didnt get power cut
if not we sure kana stuck then song bo!
haha
hmm lucky my blk dint kana
jac de kana but then power came back soon if not i will send her till her doorstep le
ym and fang worst cuz their block was simply in pitch darkness haha...
actually it was quite shiok to have black outs
still remember last time when i live at terrace house always black out one...
so fun sia...
i am sick!! still sick!! forever sick!!!
dunno why...
getting serious and serious
everyday got sexy voice
even b4 lsct foc already sick le...
think due to the wet games somehow caught a cold..
then now coughing like shit
sad rite...
haha
but i still enjoyed myself!!
