somehow i just got this feeling like my supervisor is questioning my ability
hello i am first day at work
give me a chance to learn will ya?
sigh
my butt is sore from all the squatting down packing stocks today
i will grind..
and SMILE at my supervisor!!
endure endure!!
14 09 09
the day which i ORD.
back to being a civilian
its not that great thing either
i know like mostly everyone cant wait to ORD
but for me
the place is filled with alot of memories
be it good, or bad.
yes one thing is i finally dont have to look at irritating backstabbers
but yet i am gonna leave my trainees
i know they can do well even in my absence
if i were more physically fit
i would have considered sign on.
REALLY.
precision drills is a skill i will never forget.
yeah. time to look forward. move on.
then the next thing comes in
what am i supposed to work as a profession?
in the first place i only do what i like to do
is it that difficult
then my sis and mum will start nagging
and throw me all those common sales executive job ask me to apply
i totally have no interest in business la
well, retails associates have to burn weekends
pay is also not that high
but does it really matters
i get to meet all kinds of customers
and i get the freedom of looking after the store
most importantly
i like the apparels from that store la.
maybe i can get staff discount for purchasing the items
its like.
i never wanted to be like any tom dick and harry whom works in office from 9-5
like i just walk outside and throw a stone then find the person already
i would like to be a more professional profession.
some people would think
i totally have no ambition.
which is true.
i never thought of myself being able to earn big bucks.
as long as i can support myself
theres nothing wrong what.
i so wanna buy my own apartment and live outside myself
oh wells.
sometimes i feel that my life is withering away
given the fact that i am like literally waiting for things to happen
its like not everyone is free to entertain me anyway
oh wells.
the only thing looking forward to is the safra PK challenge which i had signed up
i really wonder how far my voice can take me
but before that, i need to secure a job soon
before my bank literally runs out of cash
darn it why is there so many peoples birthday in august.
somemore its the last time i am drawings governments pay
i am so so overdrafting
nnbccb
some fuckers just dont know how to keep their fucking mouth shut
selfish
talk big
try to act proficient but screws up(he thinks he is good)
thinks he is doing alot of things(ya rite cause he himself is trying to get advantages)
yeah the whole world cannot get advantage
only he can.
try to test my patience somemore
and i will guarantee you get the 'reward' you deserve
balless bastard.
PUI!
amanda sent me an email saying that the lab is hiring.
hmm.
i think i should give my supervisor a call tomorrow
time to secure a job or i will have problem supporting my high maintenance expenses.
its depressing to see her on facebook
especially the person beside her looks..
no where special
sigh
some personality quiz. its like 90% accurate i think
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self.
Your friends love you because you are a good listener.
They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (true) The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (true) Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (true) The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex.
In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (false) Your views on education
Education is very important in life.
You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (maybe) The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can.
The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. (true) How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (true) What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (true) Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (true)
