stayed home the entire day ytd.. rainy days make me feel lethargic. no force can pull me out :P

went out early this morning.. lunched at thai express.. people, pls avoid ordering tom yum red crayfish glass noodles. the crayfish has hardly any meat. though the flavour is nice..

walked around. and caught a lovely sight. one nice crumpler bag... it was love at first sight.. decided to go to the outlet at paragon to see if there's more designs.. in the end, i still stuck to my initial love.. it looks kinda small but a lot of things can fit in.

well, i'm uncertain about certain things.

anws, i couldnt go home cuz of the rain. which started pouring when i reached boonlay mrt. so i thought i could chill around and wait for the rain to stop. i had coffee while reading seventeen.. when i'm done, the rain only got heavier. i got fed up and went jp to buy umbrella.. LOL squeezing into jp itself is a great challenge.. apparently, everybody is trying to seek shelter in the mall.... tsktskkkk

School has started!

Though i dreaded the start of school, it turned out to be quite ok. maybe coz of the familiar faces.. i'm no longer a freshie! :) sorta got used to SMU and the seminars..

marketing has no class participation points! hahhaa quite unexpected.. i thought marketing would be the most fluff class i'll be having this term. guess i'm wrong..

it's great to be going for classes with friends.. makes me more at ease.

i'm going for corp reporting class alone. but it turned out to be quite alright as well. though i juz sat alone and was a lone ranger. it's not tt bad cuz i see quite a lot of lone rangers ard, the prof is friendly, and the class is pretty small. juz wondering how to form my proj grp.. shall mix with others the next lesson

this term, i have to be a mugger. lotsa exams making up the grades. and it's all very technical stuff.. time to do some mathematics!

signed up for quite a few CCAs ytd during Vivace.. hehehe.. must find my passion and go for it! =)

though i din study much this week, i felt tired. my body really need some time to adapt to the new 'lifestyle' ;) well i guess i'm still in the mood for play. not ready to study yet. afterall, it's only the first week!~

this afternoon, i had a silly idea. ironic.

an outlet to vent my emotions. whatever they are.

i still rmb monkey asking me if i keep a diary. i don't. it's exhausting to figure out what you're feeling, much more to put them down in words.

hope, faith, belief.. i feel like i've lost it all.

i realised i 've buried all emotions deep within. not wanting them to be uncovered. but suddenly, when the rain comes, the soil erodes, the emotions surface. but still, these emotions are too complicated. sadness, numbness, craziness all mixed up.

i used to think my life was pretty dramatic. alas, it hadnt reached its climax.

before school starts...

caught money no enough 2 over the weekend with benj. on national day! hahaha.. some bits are quite against PAP.. dunno why its still allowed to be screened.. ;) but nevertheless, it is a SUPERB movie.. hilarious yet touching as usual..

sun was post cip @ sunbeam! i'm such a sotong... forgot all abt it! crapppp... luckily it's in cck.. rushed down after receiving call from jh.. still tired since i reached home late the day before

played vball with ei too!! i'm gonna miss the interesting sessions with her and the little talks we havee.. dun get urself overworked kaesss? muz play with me more ;)

mambo night on wed!!!!~ hahahaha... with chi n friend n tianle who dunno each other.. i just wanted to go.. my first time in zouk! hahahha.. had fun! chi's friend n tianle bought lots of drinks.. enough to get me a bit high.. was nice catching up with these interesting people..went to the dance floor when the beat finally went up.. dance dance dance! one angmoh guy is quite hot!

it's a pity school is starting already.. hahahh

Billy Bombers

billy bombers..1st time eating there.. haha.. szeeee! i'm as mountain tortoise as euuuuu...

tt day was also my first time to walawala, and my first time to cafe del mar! hahaha

i realised these few days, i had alot of my first. first poolside party, first doesnt tally cash amount @ the end of the day ><

yep.. we were short of $27.40 dollars in cash.. if it seriously is not anywhere to be found, i would have to pay $27.40/3 = about 8plus bucks... bleahzzz so not worth it... haishhh

anws, back to billy bombers. went for the one @ JP cuz of tight schedule... nth much happened.. juz enjoyed the nice treat.. :)

the not-so-nice fish and chips (i was smart enough not to order this)

my delicious ribs
satisfied me :)

went suntanning with xy n sze on saturday! juz laid back and enjoy the warmth of the sun and the sound of the sea @ cafe del mar. even thou i wasnt moving, sweat trickled down like nobody's business.. hahaha.. shiok-ness

when we cldnt the heat any longer, we went to find leena to play some vball :) fun yet tiringggg.. realli was shagged after a little while.. and the sand was freaking HOT.

we ended up camwhoring again =PpP but i'm forbidden to upload the photos >< 

the next day, my bday, i woke up to the sound of the doorbell.. to my surprise, it was the deliveryman carrying a bouquet of roses. my mom complained that she nv receive flowers from my dad b4, AGAIN. it was funny looking at them debating about the practicality of flowers. 

anws, went to delifrance for breakfast with my mom. it's been a while since the 2 of us went for breakfast tgt. she looked so cute scruntinising the menu cuz she forgot her lao hua specs.  

went home and received another sms telling me to stay home.. telling me that there'll be a surprise for me... i'm supposed to stay home for most part of the day!! haishhh.. so i emo-ed and cla sensed tt emo-ness and she emo-ed too!! SO SRY GIRL!!! din mean to affect you.. promise i wldnt let this happen again! =P

anws, after crapping with my bro, napping, nua-ing ard, the "surprise"finally came.. was indeed a surprise when i saw what the gifts are! i ended up bringing the surprise to cla's place for the poolside party.. yep, brought my own cake! LOL

had a great time @ the poolside, enjoying the company, the photo-taking, the nice food specially prepared, the abit funny tasting aline alcohol, the "tricky" candles on the cake, etc etc etc.. hey, why is there so many candles on my cake?! i'm 20 this year!!!

headed down to wala wala for a drink after that.. went to the 2nd level this time round.. where the live band is.. it was more relaxed tt day... not rock or anything too heavy.. and i secretly think the lead singer is very attractive :P my first time trying long island tea.. hehe.. anws, gotta thank zm for footing the bill for all of us :) also received my pressies there! an elmo.. my newest nickname is inspired by the toy, tickle-me-elmo... that's why! and the card is really nicely done!! cla can be an artist alreadi :)

after drinking, it was mj the entire night and then, headed to cla's place to sleep, have beehoon (from sher's grandma) for breakfast, and watched troy!! hahahaa.. NICE show (= snacked on alot of junkies even though i was having sore throat..

serve me right for falling sick.. hahah... but it's ok! i enjoyed the junkies and had enough rest while i was sick =)

went to holland v with the girls.. had quite alot of fun, taking photos, eating the cake/ ice cream, receiving my pressie, being poked fun at...

thanks a lot girls!! i love the pressie to bits.. tt card is really the ultimate.. LOL

after tt, went to wala wala to chill.. my treat of champagne.. :) sometimes i'm generous too! haha.. good company, good talk.. i really needed this... i feel better now.. thankewwwww girls!

sharon is nice to drive all of us home... :)

but, i had a super scary encounter while walking back home!!! this guy, looking dubious and perverted, was at the void deck when i walked to the lift.. when i passed by, he followed.. muttering things i cldnt figure out... i thought he was talking on the phone... but later realised he wasnt.. i stepped into the lift. he wanted to come in!!! holy shit!

i extended my hand out. telling him not to come in. he came in, tugging at his jeans, and so, i went out. i took out my phone and said, "i call the police" so i pretended to call, and pretended to talk to an officer.. "this is blk.... there is a suspicious man here. i need help here"

he moved further away. and said sth like, "it's ok" i told him to GO AWAY.. repeated 3times. finally, as i become louder, he went out of sight. i quickly get into the lift and came up. trembled like nobody's business in the lift. really shaky when i opened the door... bleahzzzzz what a terrible experience!

mayb he meant no harm. i'm not sure.. but it's always better to be safe than sorry

i vow not to get back home so late alone again!!!! :(

whoa.. time flies.. another week almost passed just like that! working is quite a good way to pass time really.. though the pay sucks, i love the company of my colleagues. they are very cute and talkative, thus entertaining..

played vball with eunice ytd.. YAY! was reluctant to continue playing after lunch.. u know, lethargy sets in. but in the end, we continued to play as eunice more or less dragged me outta the hse.. looking forward to more vball with u, girl :)

anws, i finally got my battery charger for my camera.. after so longg... bought it on ebay @ 20bucks. but it came w/o the adapter.. so in the end, i spent 27bucks on it! canon actually sells it at 80+ dollars!!! -.-" pheww.. great saving... thank god for the internet.. LOL

so happy with the saving that i splurged on other things. bought new water bottle, shorts, hp pouch, pencil case, redken hair product, etc.. hahaha! i always fail to control my spending =PpP

anws, work was quite boring today. so i tried out the newly charged battery at work.


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caught my supervisor chit-chatting on the phone


















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