hmmSs... i'm still a little sick? went to work ytd and seriously, it just doesnt feel good... u noe how it is to feel ultra sleepy when u're down with heavy flu and cough? it's due to e lack of oxygen supply for the brain... =S

so, i didnt went to work todae... haishh... i saw the company bus leave right under my eyes ( i was on the overhead bridge when it scooted off).. initially, i wanted to take e sbs bus which will get me to the company within an hour =S but, thinking of the torture of working under my terrible health condition, i headed home... hiax... And i was sweating like mad!!! y is it hellish hot in the morning!?!

hmmMx.. did nth much todae? actualli, i think i do nth everyday... feel quite empty... well, i slpt half the day away... yesh.. i slp a lot when i'm sick... come to think of it, i fall sick quite frequently as compared to the past... immune system hibernating as i waste my youth...

anws, despite my sick self, i went out last sat! (coz i was feeling better and juz feel like gg out... ya noe, breathe some of the air outside..) and dere's GSS... haz.. but din hv the mood and time to go far =PpP went JP for crystal jade and movie... ;) den went west mall to juz walk ard b4 my tuition...

crystal jade was cool... it's e first time i go dere ... =P hahaz... yesh.. dun bash mi up S13... anws, e two of us ordered 3 lan2 of xiao long bao, beijing sth bao and sth... wakaka... abit too much lahz...
movie... wasn't good... ppl, dun watch pirates of the carribean..

i dunno if i can still take leave on friday lehs... coz i've been on leave for so mani days alreadi... hopefully so.. but i dun wan any hard feelings lehs... hmmXxx..

anws, i've decided to stop working by mid june

ps. dun think u'll be reading but i'm glad u called :)

time for a little update...

ytd, i fell sick... boos... woke up feeling so terrible... body aching and hot all over.. FEVER!!~ :S tt means, it's my third day on leave...

so wad did i do ytd? slp slp and more slp... LOL... woke up @ 9 plus for a cup of coffee... slpt again @ 10 ... den i woke up for 15min at 12 plus... measured my temp...39.4degrees... den i drift off to slp again... so on n so forth... din eat much... 2 pieces of bread at night n coffee in e morning... lol... i recovered ytd nite... tt's how i manage to eat e bread...

a sidenote... ytd is e start of GSS... wahahah

Read this in the book I borrowed:

“After a painful break-up, a woman is likely to do one of two things. She may opt for quiet contemplation and strive to be a happier, better person, just to show him. Or she may go down the path of self- destruction.”

Personally, I agree with these words.

Whether a woman chooses the former or latter, in my opinion, depends on how much she loves herself. Is it reasonable to disintegrate because of a wrong guy? Guess not. But well, there’s no reason in love? Seeking physical pleasure to fill the void can be effective. But, is it a wise method? It only serves to avoid the real issue; part of an escapist. Moreover, there might be consequences. The other option seems to be much better. After all, life is short. Why waste time grieving over what’s past? Striving to be a happier, better person is a wise choice. So people, brace yourselves up when experiencing break-ups.

As I rot my life away, my mind wanders. So, I suppose I can share some of my random thoughts here in this blog. =PpP

Toddler vs. Adult

As we grow, our responses to stimuli changes.

Here’s an illustration:
A toddler falls down and cries. Stimulus = pain, response = cry… Simple as that… it’s only a natural instinct…

Somehow, as years go by, we read too much into things.

An adult falls down and most likely, won’t cry… Why is that so? Is it such a disgrace to cry when we fall? Our response is definitely different from previous response when we are toddlers. Be it putting up a brave front or laughing it off, life has become complicated. It’s no longer so innocent. We become increasingly self-conscious and care about other people’s opinion of us. We tend to hide our vulnerability.

I believe this process is only natural as we live in a society where we have to accommodate with others. BUT, have we lost ourselves? Ultimately, we have to admit we put up a façade. We react differently in different circumstances. Which is the real you?

As we transit from childhood to adulthood, have we changed for the better or for worse?

At the end of the day, it’s only a matter of perspectives.

“When I strayed from God during my Secondary School years”… hmmx... really wonder wad this means… but I guess nobody trusts mi enough to tell mi their secrets bahz… and I know there’s this thing known as privacy and it’s not right to probe… oh.. These words make me feel more mature... different from that ever so kpo girl, always trying to show her concern...

Ppl change… tgt with their surroundings, tgt with time… Come to think of it, we’re a bit like chameleons? Great adaptability… can change our appearance and behaviour with accord to circumstances… I’m getting more n more like a loner as I work… I learnt the pleasure of enjoying “me” moments… hahaz...

It’s lunchtime now… and I was glimpsing through the archives of my blog… noticed the change in me and some of my friends in terms of looks… some did not while others did… I pondered, “does outward appearance change with the difference within?” “what constitutes to these changes?” … LOL… am I thinking too much? Hiaxhiax…

I’m like a piece of wood
Drifting in the sea
Aimlessly
Fading in the scene
Slowly
Statue-ing in the office
Unknowingly

it's now 6.52am.. draft my entry ytd... shall add on

ytd.. i went to clear my outstanding fine in the library! hoho... 11plus dollars... yesh.. i'm bored to e extent of borrowing books to read to eliminate boredom... hmmMx.. it's been so long since i last read a book... didnt know wad to borrow... ended up borrowing light-hearted stuff... e one i'm reading now is "single picky girl".. a collection of columns by a singaporean lady... a pretty, eligible one... i see cute stuffs in dere...

anws, i've got a new goal! shall work towards that goal... NEVER to give up... i'm no defeatist...

on e other hand, somebody asked mi to take more pride in my work ytd... not my supervisor... someone else... zzz... P-R-I-D-E... i'm certain i have that in me... i'm sure that's not an appropriate word to use... anws, for a moment, i'm fuming inside... yet, i put up a fake front and appeared diplomatic... ladies and gentleman, give me applause for tt... ;))))

HMMMmX..updates

nth much gg on?

hahaz.. life is juz slack... work.. and play... LOL

work for money... money for play... hahaz.. i've a feeling this entry will b full of crap...

anws, last sat.. went play mj.. originalli could hv won abt 30 bucks? but in e end, due to sleepiness, i keep fang4 pao4... so in e end, onli win $7... hehez... yesh... 2nd round i'm =.=

sun... went kbox... 2 person... whaha.. last min sorta thingy... but it was !!!! *grins* went cck de... twice e size tt of cine..!!! juz for 2 person~ woohooo... anws, sang for 5 whole hours.. but miraculously, still not tired...

ytd... went for movie!! spiderman 3~ e movie is long.. 140mins is worth $8 lahz.. hahaz.. anws, e movie is a little funni... humorous sia... i din expect spiderman to be funni lo.. wahaha... anws, i prefer spiderman2... but tis is not too bad either...

i miss my friends... i miss school... i miss the good old days... hahaz.. i look forward to e future.. i look forward to uni days... i wan to know wad my future presents itself...

alrite... shall end here.. tag more so i update more... wakaka

wahaha.. some LOL encounters.. i'm bored ya see.. =P

medicine interviews:

2 rounds

Round 1-
3 interviewers in a room.. it was 5.45pm.. e moment i stepped in, i said, "gd morning, sirs n mdm"... realised my mistake n i said, " gd afternoon, sirs and mdm"... =.= thanks to my brain which malfunctioned for a sec... luckily when i sat down, "good evening" finalli came out... waha!
but it's not a terrible mistake bahz

it went fine bahz.. one of e interviewer mentioned kahfong.. i shall not say y... sth to do wif my essay lahz...oopss

Round 2-
2 interviewers.. one went, "it's gd to see ppl from other jcs, as in other den those fr top jcs... dey always give generic answers".. LOL.. den ask mi, 'if those from vaious jcs form their own cliques, and being competitive smtimes equate to being selfish; dun help u, wad wld u do?' wahaha...

den e other asked mi if i'm veri interested in e HISTORY of medicine... coz i wrote abt li shizhen in my essay and said tt abt a century ago, dere's a virus veri similar to avian flu when dey say sars came b4 avian flu.. oops... hahz... ya noe y dey said tt? coz dey asked mi, when sars first occur, wad disease did scientists first tot of? lalala... as if i noe.. i tot of mad cow disease but dun dare say.. so i said i din follow the news tt closely... den after tt, i made a guess... avian flu... buahaha... till now, i still dunno the answer... hahaz

ask mi bt my opinion of "mint" testing.. i dun even noe wads tt lahz! mint= pronuniciation onli...

after tt, i asked them how's life like being doc... their answers sorta make mi change my mind... dun relli wan tt sorta life bahz..

work@ tuas:
2 funny ppl

Character no. 1:
this 30... THIRTY... yr old guy... from china... came here for training onli... came sat beside mi on company transport bus... when dere're lots of empty seats ard... =.= tok to mi bla bla bla..even ask mi b his guide.. tour round sg...zzz... for 3 days le now... kns... gonna give him silent treatment till he go away...

Character no. 2:
u see... i'm supposed to ans calls when e others are away... so tis person.. also from dhl team... but based in changi area... calls.. den started flirting...LOL... thx ahz.. ask mi go mambo/karaoke.. LOL... when i nv c him b4... wahaha.. den ask for mi friendster... -.-

wahaha... these little things spice up my life @ least lah... LOL..think positive