ok... let's close tis matter...

koped tis from bay's blog: xiang tong le dan shi fang de xia ma?
ehs... fang bu fang de xia is my choice... n i think nobody can do anything except myself... persuading is of no use... it's onli animal instinct to hv a sense of self-protection bahs...

tis matter prove tt u ppl r realli friends... at least u ppl cared... at tis point in time, some mite not even give it a damn... haha..

wadeva happened happened... no point talking/ thinking abt dem anymore... plz be focused n do wad everybody is supposed to do... that is, STUDY and ACE the exams.. =)

now, i declare case closed =)

did 3mcq papers juz now... super siann.. haha.. home alone... anw, realised nid to find mr oh for help on some qns... hmm.. shd i? tt wld mean less time for revision... n those qns r like abit out of txtbk stuff...

haha... i'm juz boredd... =P

went grace's house to do presents for e teachers ytd... yahh.. haha... now feel abit guilty coz i went home n slpt straight away... no work is done!!! zzz... noooooooooooo~~ no time alreadi!~ but e funni thing is, my stress lvl is not veri high yet... =P

anw, talked to dem... pls stop trying to change my views.. cuz ur efforts will b futile... mayb 'e six' is right...i just din exactly noe wad is happening... so? does tt mean he can forget his morals n lie? to me, those lies aint necessary.. even if wad u all said is true.. does tt mean he can forget wad friendship is all abt? i believe friendship is built upon mutual trust n understanding...
CH is right.. it isnt easy to become friends in e first place... but friends are meant to be cherished... n u dun cherish ur friends by lying to them time n again... being unsure is not an excuse... when e impact is nearly gone n u deal a greater impact, it realli isn't nice..

b4 u try to persuade mi, tik again... if u put urself in my shoes, wld u forgive n forget? moreover, i din say i wun forgive... mayb one fine day, i will... i just said we'll not b friends anymore... no trust, no friends... it's tt simple... break a vase and e vase will nv be e same again...

ps. e meaning of friends is subjective

wadeva it is, let's all focus on studies... put everything aside... nth matters anymore... studies is of top priority of coz... buahaha... i want get straight As!!! =D

hmmm... slacking for two days...

went to study ytd... but ended up watching tv, playing com, etc... in e end, onli do one chapter of phy tys: dynamics... haha... watched shao nian te gong dui for 2 hours lahs... after surfing around... oopss... sorry to drag u into my slacking mood sharon...

i shall do more physics ltr... yah... if not i wun b able to hit my target for prelims... =P actualli, come to tik of it, i hvn finish my revision for math n chem oso! aiyohh... gotta buck up le...

anw, tik tml i dun wanna go for e math mock paper... hvn revise stats topics at all... i shall mug physics nxt wk... leave chem n math to e holidays... whaha... now i hv a study plan... hope i can finish revision on time... if not.... scary~ haha

wed mock paper... i oso dun wish to go... wads impt is prelims n A's mahs... mock paper? -.- mr oh oso dun hv time to go through... rite?? =P

leena... dun forget hu to ps hors... ur holiday is mine! wahaha...

oh no... tis entry is all abt revision... haha... blog of a hard core mugger... =PpP ok... shdnt laze ard anymore... studytime~

ok.. updates...

ehs... nth much to say... haha...

i knew u ppl were worried and searching ytd.. but i juz nid some time alone.. e wind was gd... e walk was gd...

it feels gd to talk to someone... yah... talking bt u, "cute friend"... wahaha.. she has to say she's cute... LOL.. though u dunno any details, u managed to cheer mi up... abit amazing lehs... haha... i'm alrite now... thank you, my dear friend... =)

o yah... i'll b gg for grad nite.. though tt wld mean i have to save $$$... >.<

went to skool todae and found tt e class was almost empty... mr chua got e "cant-do-anything" look... tik mr oh was disappointed oso...
haha... as yf put it... dunno physically sick or mentally sick... (exclude ch).. shall not comment on tis..

lastly, i make my stand... i dun hate u... but i cant take someone i dont trust as a friend... so, we're friends no more..

guess i shall end here... =)

went to watch "e breakup" ytd... din feel like studying... haha... from e movie, i realised the importance of communication... many a times, quarrels are due to misinterpretion of words n stuffs... hope dere wun b misunderstandings in my life...

ehss... seems like another person blogged abt ... ...
though i dun entirely understand tt entry...

i'm sorry if i appeared to be unusual for the past week...
BUT...
it's realli alrite now...
things tide over...
a new chapter began... =PpP

will i enjoy this rollercoaster ride? haha.. =)

i trust... ... =)

will stay happy... i dont want wrinkles... wahaha

i'm blogging again...

hmm... i gotta say, my mood wasn't fantastic these past few days... it was fantastic few days ago... den it wasn't... but wif relief... i hv to admit, i was being pessimistic... all e negative thoughts juz bombarded me.. to hell wif dem... wadeva it is, i shall be optimistic... go back to e usual cheerful me =) at least i no longer suffer from insomia already... back to dreamland... wahaha~

i'm 18 now... should be sensible.. siann...
A mugger's life sucks to the core... haha... i feel tt i managed to mug quite alot todae bahs... yeah~

words left unspoken... e decision agreed upon so readily... is it the right thing?

Quote:
Why ask what life gives u?
question urself...
What did i achieve for myself in my life?
It is your life...

from a drama... sorry for e bad translation... too bad i cant type in chinese... =P

after read those words from jun's blog, i tot dey will stop all nonsense n really pia for e coming exams... i guess not... 3hours of pool... n god-knows-how-long hours of gaming... truthfully, it's perfectly fine if dey relaxed a while (mayb abt 1-2 hours) ... but...
haish.. actualli, i'm oso guilty of playing too much ytd... 4-11pm... was shopping, slacking.. boos..

wadeva it is, hope dey realli pull up their socks... on e day we collect our results, i hope we'll smile... not cry...

i'm confused...

updates... ok... feel like i'm on a rollercoaster sumtimes... haha... i'm crazy... dun mind pls... perhaps it's juz tt exams r coming... perhaps...

anw, went out study wif MY n sharon todae... studied e entire morning till abt 4... den went queensway =P y? to buy bag!! finally...

went to eat cheesecake n choc wif banana at secret recipe after tt (shared wif dem)... hmmMx... cheesecake is nice... but i tik last time at esplanade better... anw, cheesecake makes me feel better... tt's a new discovery.. haha... we talked n relaxed... seems like everybody cant wait for a levels to be over.. haishh

well, ytd mr chua said sth to us... makes mi think... yah, i was listening...
juz read jun's blog... here's sth tt caught my attention:
"To all my friends,
put aside whatever that's troubling you now.
stay focus. FOCUS!
whatever that does not concern A levels can wait.
if not, you will really regret it"
ermX... i do agree... yup... it's e reality... we've gotta face it... but it's a sort of difficult task bahs... hope i realli can do it... shall keep my fingers crossed.. seriously, i want no regrets in anything...

30 days to Prelims... 80 days to A levels..
such a saddening truth... i wish i'll survive this period... gotta be a mugger..

the future is so unpredictable... now i begin to doubt myself...

first of all, happi national day to all!!!~ lol... thou it's alreadi over... =P

had a stayover at someone's house... n i'm now blogging here... shall not go into e details.. haha...

HmmmMx... tonning... not too bad lahs... at least i had enuff slp... =) and fun... =)) and got to know more abt some things too... hee... =P i guess i slpt most peacefully ytd nite... compared to e past few days... haha... =P

ok... i shall mug now... easier task now... =)

who doesn't know prelims n A's r coming?
am i silly? guess not bahs.. =)

ok... todae's e eve of national day! haha... n i ponned e morning thingy... met up wif others for breakfast... lol... somtimes, it feels great to relax lidat =) gee... chem was sianified... sian sian sian... den went to hv lunch... wif nice distribution n question hors... lol

anw, rewind to sunday... had a realli superb time playing wif little kids... haha... my cousins... dey're soooooooooooooooooooo cute can... haha.. n super naughty... but still, cute... haha... franchesca even got herself a manicure n pedicure treat lahs... quite funni seeing nail art on such small nails! haha... anw, playing wif dem realli makes mi feel tt i'm old... dey nv seem to b tired de... super hyper all of the time... haha... i'm tired after playing w dem for a few hours... den sleep n waited to go home... zzz... quite a long wait sia... almost bored to tears... oops... nevertheless, good day w/o any work... guess it'll b one more yr b4 i can c dem again... sobxx

i wish to go shopping! =PpP

thanks for everything!!~

ps. i'm recovering well... =)