work on thurs was stressful... e ballrm was so packed... cant even walk with ease... aiyohh... den my table has got 2 vegetarian... one of whom is a monk! whoa~ hmmMm... luckily, got a not bad partner n xy to pei mi... lol...though she got company herself... haha

fri had trg... was fun!! coz dere was lots of balls!! nice ones... not some lan4 lan4 de... haha... tt means, more practice...! anw, i found out sth surprising!!! used my right hand to spike... erm... dunno wad to make of it also... haha... can serve using left hand den spike using right hand...
O.o try using right hand nxt time =P got e vball tee alreadi *happy*
after tt, we went for steamboat at jos house... her place is quit3 inaccessible w/o a car... but nevertheless, had great fun... rocky barked at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omG... *heart pounding fast*** he ran after me lahZ... i din even touch him or anything... but ok lahZ... after tt scare, i'm ok le... how worse can it get?
played on e "swing"... !! v nice horZ... xcept for tt psychotic monkey trying to touch mi... beat mi... etc... n except for being scolded by jos neighbour for luffing too much n too loudly @ 10.30pm... 0.o
went upstair to jos rm... n i became a victim.. xy, my was trying to poke mi wif e devil's dagger, tickle me, beat mi somewhere.. n do all sorts of funni things... waH... i veri gd to bully horZ... like a small kid horZ... i hvn show my power lehZ...
anw... played n slpt... nxt morning, i woke up to find tt jx was being tortured by mi on bed... haha...
ate a sumptous breakfast n went home... almost fell aslp on e bus... overall, tired but fun!

sooo sorry guys... cant make it for tian tian huo guo on monday... hehe... nxt time dun give soo short notice lahZ... my schedule abit packed nowadays worz... anw, miss u ppl!!! ;)

fri gonna hv steamboat @ jos's house... reminds mi of CNY sia... haha...

sunday went out w estralles... eat den go far east walk walk... talk talk talk lahZ... catch up on things... ehhhh... carol, thx for e thingy... his bag v nice horZ... wahaha...
anw... i went back home n study math... fr 10plus to ard 12... skip skip skip lahz... e nxt day, went do retest... e qns okok bahzz... initially tot its quite hard... but after i do, tik can get at least B bahz...wun fail de... no worries!! coz me mahZ... LOL..jkjk

monday trg w boon lay oso... mingle ard w dem... haha... e "shuai ge" quite cute worZ... jie bai w xy le... woohoo... tts fast... haha... anw, e sec ones quarrel lahZ... small kids... aiyohhhh... once upon a time, i oso lidat... haha... took e bus home w sh, yile n siewzhen... fun joking ard... lol

am v tired now... ytd slpt late... woke up earli todae... trg... overslpt AGAIN... but not late.. haha... contact lens cant even poke in... hehe...
anw, trg is gd... got abit jelly leg in btn... :P lack of slp... after trg went eat kway chap... v nice!!! haha... den went sharon's house slp.. hehe... tired...

**lesson**

todae went for o/c (outside catering) ... was quite nice lahs...at victoria... not v bz... slack most of e time... haha... n e manager not bad... towards e end, jovine (dunno e spelling) brought me n a chair downstairs... den ask mi sit on e chair rest n wait for e lorry... good horZ... lidAt slack oso get paid... wahaha...

anw... when he came down e 2nd time, he was smoking... den i sit he stand... funni?? hmmm... i offer e seat to him... but he dunwan mahs... haha...
tok abit lahs... toktoktok... den he told mi how he got into hotel thingy... how he go fr ite to army den to hotel... tough life.. but still went on headstrong...

"it doesnt matter wads ahead of u, its how u cope with things"
"work not to get personal achievement, but to glorify others"
etc,etc, etc

cant realli rmb e exact words... but dey're inspiring n insightful... seriously..

he oso mentioned tt ppl gave him feedback, saying i'm a fast learner... huh?! hu iz tt? ok... ... wierd...

wah... i feel slpy... nitez everyone

its complicated

many ppl do things to seek approval...
yet dey suffer demselves...
faking...
i certainly see no reason for tt act...
act cute, act chio, act gentlemen, act demure, act bitch, act shuai blablabla
it's pathetic...
frankly...
juz be ur true self...

some people told me dey wanna change...
for others...
if it's for e better...
i seriously got nth to say...
otherwise...
it's stupid...
dey say, "it's e power of love"...
!!!...
wadeva...
i dunno wad love is anw...
its juz sth hard to understand...
game of guessing, perhaps...
two-timers like jianyi sux...
haha...

o well...
enuff is enuff...
frankly, i dunno y i typed tis...
sounds abit illogical yah...
mayb ppl telling mi things...
sooo, such thoughts...
lol...

**Work**

worked 2 days alreadi...
hmm... 1st day v tiring lahs... coz carry drinks around for quite long time... den my table nid lots of beer... wa piang... walk here n dere w lotsa drinks... yahh... dun like e shoes!!! got blister alreadi... n i dun like e heels... haizzz... nvmm.. dun complain...
2nd day horz... not too bad... juz tt i hv no direction sense... n i cant find e lift n all tt stuff... aiyohh... den i ate dinner alone!!! pathetic lo -.- anw, was involved in e first course presentation... abit scary lahs... muz tok to e guests... hehe... but nvm lahs... over le... worked till 1am.... den home sweet home...
todae woke up at 2pm... trg @ 1.30... haha... obviously late =P played w BLSS... lol... sec ones soooo cute... scream alot... -.-

singing+movie

**singing**

after trg todae, we bathed, eat and went to a ktv to sing... introduced by hf... haha... e place at nite abit za one... got xiao jie somemore... haha... we witnessed ourselves at ard 4plus pm... haha... budden quite comforstable lahs... big oso... hehe... not bad not bad... i nv sing lahs... better not crack e mirrors dere...haha... anw, went off halfway to catch a movie. hmmm... was not really willing to go lahs... v fun mahs...dey sing "ai wo bie zou" somemore

**chicken little**
but movie oso nice! juz abit too short... super cute lahs...!!

a few hiccups though..
when we were abt to buy e tix, ms ho called me!! aiyohhh... ma fan de lahs... den hv to settle both things at e same time... wrong timing~ -.-
when we went in wif e nachos n drink, we were abit earli... n e advertisements were sooo long... soo we munched on e nachos n shared e drink... oh my gosh... tt clumsy pig spilled e drink lahs! got it all over e place... luckily, i got away unscathed...phew~ e person on e other side was apparently quite angry.. heard "fu*k"... -.- after he came back fr washrm, we moved to e back to sit... yah... fr e middle of e row out... wif my ultra BIG bag... -.-

nevertheless, i enjoyed e movie... he watched b4 alreadi... haha... but nvm lahs... he luff even louder den me... haha =)

after e movie, went looking ard lahs... walk walk walk... my bag make my shoulders ache lahz...so heavy... ended up we swap bags... lol
den c so mani ppl we noe... -.- alamak... dey like to tik crooked lo... diao... say intimate...dunno wad sh*t.. had dinner den went arcade den headed home

!!! he walked me home for safety's sake... den at e void deck, when we were bt to sit down, my father called me fr behind!!! wa piang~ sian half... hope he dun get e wrong idea *cross fingers* how suai can i be?

interesting quote

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

**reflections**
17plus yrs of living... growing old by e days... recently, getting more grouchy... haizz... angry wif my brother (who is super irritating) ...wif my mother (who is also irritating... kept repeating e same words to us every now n den)

come to tik of it, perhaps its mi who is too hot-tempered... too easily agitated... blame it on e hormones? nah... guess its jus ME... mayb i dun noe how to appreciate... how to make e most outta everything tt comes along my way... at least i dun hv to suffer poverty... beg for food... worry bt chaos in SG... hv to tik of those in africa, etc... we're much more fortunate

speaking of past failures n heartaches, i presume everybody has dem... let go of dem n start anew... yeap... life goes on... e clock cont ticking... e earth rotating... life resumes as per normal...

ps. shd i? shd i? shd i?

LS n sians day

**sianss**

my stomach played a plank on me ytd... made mi LS soo damn mani mani mani times... grrr... no strength le...

coz of tt, i din go for gym trg @ je n citylink dere... cant go for movie w huimin/yf n bs... aiyohh... ytd sux like hell for me...

i was @ home resting... budden nth to do de... sian dao!!! my bro keep e com to himself WHOLE DAY LONG!!! den i cant go out... stayed @ home n watch e 4 walls stand... at least dey nv topple... -.-

wadeva lahs... wake up too early le... daydream bahs