had GP n Chinese promos todae.............HAISH!!~ i knew i would do badly for GP.... 99.99999999% chance of failing... that means i will hv to retain!! this is sick...frustrating...dont know how to relate to qns...my ans n qns have absolutely no connection...

i feel sick now... 6plus hours of exam is realli too stimulating an experience....pls dont let mi encounter this again....*prays*

i was lucky tt i dun hv to take CA paper...browsed thru... e zao ju is killer lahs... i onli noe e meaning of 2 of the ci yu...and even though i know e meaning, i dunno how to zao the ju zi...i tik their worst fate is yet to come...e lit paper...LOL

anw, tml i'll be leaving for Medan, Indonesia... Yeah!~ shd b quite fun... hehe =) hv to wake up at 5am sia... y muz e airport be in changi? haha...crappy me...

ps. my mobile network is wierd lehs... when ppl send mi sms ytd, i only receive them todae...late afternoon somemore...y??

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PROMOS... JIA YOU BAHX, EVERYBODY =)

days went by

hmmMx...damn slack...went shopping on sunday... wif ys... lol...wanted to buy jeans initially..but no kan de shun yan de...haha...soo, went looking around... in e end, bought a wallet and ..... hehe... dun say...v good deal la... say le ltr ppl snatch wif me...LOL..jus jk

hehe..malu myself ytd... i was supposed to go for a mt-ing...turned out a TOTALLY forgot... ms leo called mi n asked mi where i am... i went, "at home...y?" haha...how ignorant can i get....shit lah...she den told(a bit louder i guess) mi tt i was supposed to b in skool... huh??! omG!~ i quickly rushed to skool, ended up 30- 40 mins late.... bleah =P everybody looking at mi when i enter.... pAiSeH...

haha...todae...went to skool in e morning...supposed to mt qamarul at 10.30 though i onli c e sms on e bus,..i reached skool 9plus....anw, he came onli at 12plus...
had mass dance, singing session, yoga, etc todae...quite fun n a bit sian sometimes... yoga rm is sooo stuffy n HOT! aiyohh... n haizz...10 of us hv to dance dere..my dance not polished de sia...haha

pW

feelings: mixed

heartache from spending too much ytd.... $80++ in a hair salon... lol... hmmMxx...nvm lahs... quite a nice xperience... shall go again nxt time i feel rich...haha (wait long long) *wish to be more well-off* buahaha...tat's like everybody's wish...come to think of it...

happy tat pW is almost...n i stress on the word almost.... done... yupZz... e others still hvn send mi their parts... :(
they're supposed to hv finshed b4 mt-ing in skool ytd lahss... turned out they're REALLY late n unprepared... haizz...sadden...was fuming a little when i turned out to be the first one to reach when i was late for 20 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KaOzZz~ ended up w al doing his comparison n ks re-orgasnizing his filter part dere...N they r still not done! haizz... i muz hu xi hu xi... get away fr dem a while to relax... at e same time, ask ms ho math qns...and tok abit...

i know that promos are coming... n pW also has to be done... i tried to alter most of the parts as far as possible.. but... i cant do all... i'm certainly not wonderwoman u noe??
anw... i oso dun tik promos has too much of effect on some ppl... still c ppl slacking... asking mi out to play...

actually, my pW mates v gd already lahz... its e time constraint n everything(since we got back our WR only on tues/wed)... i can understand.. but late-coming?? SHIT... abt one hour late is NOT acceptable..wad i did dere? nth.. jus supervise them do work...yah... how v nice...

ps. is my time not precious?

surfing like nobody's business

yeah!! its study break!! i love tis break...
hmmMx... wan ask mi qns? NO PROBLEM...but no guarantee..hehe

PW written report is due on tuesday 3pm../.. woke up tis morning at 4 to do parts i'm in charged of and ks's part on diagram!! ks!!! u owe mi one..took mi 4hrs to complete all e things(2.5hrs spent on YOUR 2 diagrams)... haizz , still not completed.. nid to collate everything in skool ltr... sorry ppl...muz take time off to do PW.. but hmm, if i collate wrongly.... den DIE... better play safe...(ps. i dunno how to alter e organization of the filter part)

hehe...muz b wondering y i can wake up soo earli rite?? ans: i slpt at 8pm ytd... woke up to c 3miss calls n 1 sms from ks...which means work... yah...

was tired after skool lahs...as usual...

pon physics lecture todae...slack in cafe,play hp games...e whole cafe was overwhelmed by ex-CSS J1s who are slackers(oops...i'm toking abt myself) all soo lz...pon lectures...

den went canteen onli to c bai lao shi dere...tis spelled trouble...(i intended to pon chinese oso..but...) aiyoh..suai...muz go for CL lesson..

math lesson was ok la...coz he hv teach...=P he let us do some questions...quite gd
revision...THOSE WHO PON MISSED TIS OUT...wahaha...sooo mani ppl PON TODAE!! kaoZz

e math mock exam rather easy... rushed thru e paper onli to find out i do too fast... 1 hour of free time stone there... suba best la...when i finish at 4.30pm, i saw her already slping... win liaoz...den wanted to reply jq's, ys's and carol's sms....BUT fone no battery!!! haizz... play too much of game in cafe liao...sooo i stone AGAIN...sianified...when 5.30 finally reached, e teachers still dun let us go....walk around look c look c...WASTE time man...

i jus wanna go HOME SWEET HOME and drift to dreamland...haha..which i did soon after i ate dinner... oops..eat le den slp...v piggy..haha

***nid to buy tees, shorts and jeans... anybody free to go shopping?

GP

a quick update here...

promos is 8/9 days away...

I hope to do well for GP... muz make it man... Had TCA4 ytd... and i actually prepared for it!!~ yeap... soo, pray for the best... *cross fingers*

hmmMx... lagging behind quite a lot now... lots of papers not completed, etc... todae's chem assignment nv study(except on e bus where ms ho said," students nowadays ah..... ......")... haha... but shd be okay la... e paper quite easy... heng ah...

back to update

updates

tis wk been quite bz... eom, past year papers, xtra lessons, going out, etc......

jun's bdae is over... ha..we treat him to seoul garden... hope he enjoyed himself... yupZ... stayed dere quite long... i ate too much ice cream i guess... 2pid...
anw... luffed till stomachache n headache... blood gushing to my head like nobody's businesss...wahhaaha... soo damn funny...

den friday, we had mooncake festival celebration... went to explore e skool a little n played with candles ... yah, reminds mi of e past... haha

promos coming... but, i'm definitely not prepared... got a feeling gp would be killer... for mi at least... don wish to flunk lo... sheesh~

haizzz...soo mani papers to do.,.. den i nv do...kaoZz....i've got my own life, own targets... with so much work, how am i gg to achieve them?? shit! i shall live my life my own way...

looking forward to medan trip...yups.. till e day~

gloom

...chopped me into bits and pieces and dump mi into the sea...

ppl are getting more n more pychotic as e days pass... do u tik anybody would b crazy enuff to murder someone n disect e body first before disposing it?? i dun tik so... however, e fact is, such ppl exists... free of emotions... cold-blooded creatures... haha... perhaps life has been a bed of roses for me...with small thorns which can be easily removed... yes, i do experience failure, but... nth drastic ever happened...

life is cruel as it is... dark... gloomy...

ooo... i dont hv any idea y i'm feeling sad... wadever lahs...

e earth is still spinning... e sun rising every morning...

tis morning isn't bright for mi... sianzz... wanna isolate myself but hv to go school... yah i'm anti-social at times... i tik my face is black on e bus... walk quite fast fr bus stop to skool... dun wanna tok at all...

went to staff rm to hand in math file plus chinese hw... mrs joey tan waved at me... all i could was manage an awkward smile... haishh... really, not my usual self... on e way down, saw ms ho walking up... tik she in same bus as me... walk like snail crawling... she gave me a wierd facial expression... again, i din tok...

haish... sians... where is e old, cheerful, energetic, bubbly, cute, smiling me??

gone... all gone...

ps. i'm a complete goner...

life sux

L-I-F-E

S-u-c-k-s



okay...e person living a sucky life sux

yes?

no?


dont know~

intended to go jrl ytd wif part of estrellas... turned out dere wasnt place for us( dey said so).. haha..i was late lahs...oops..dey say i always v man4...lol

yeap..dey waited for mi outside pizza hut at jec.. soo, when i came, dont dey look glad? lols... elated.. coz dey finally can go eat..haHa.. I LOVE PIZZA!~ had e set lunch..quite worth it la.. though i don like e soup.. hmmMx...shall stop spending soo much money..yah..went to arcade after tt..para para n DDR..lol..FUN..but waste $$..lol..i nid sponsor..muz save $$ for haircut lehs..

was supposed to study lahs..but i din do any work..onli explain to hailin ionic equilibrium thingy..n a teeny weeny bit of maths..yup..other den tt, NTH was done..hahaZz..win liao lo.. came back home watch tv den slp..how piggy can i get?
yesh..e variety show shot in JJ..dey cheer i oso cheer..haha..damn dots, my mother ask mi how i noe all e cheers somemore..LOL
e show actually quite boring de..but den, wif cheers..e standard brought up a LITTLE bit lahs..hahas..

ltr got lessons..n supposedly, a treat fr huang lao shi..dunno wanna go anot..no mood

slacker me

YEAH ! it's holidays! nah..juz a short break..but still, better den nth.. =)

anw..din go to skool on friday..HeadAchE!!

missed out quite a bit.. mr ng briefed them again..since i was not dere, i din get e form...consent form (has to b handed in by MONDAY) sooooooooo...being resourceful, i got to know e details of e trip to indonesia n cip plus some other thingy..got e consent form too..thru msn..Thx daphne for scanning n sending dem to me! thx jg for calling n asking me if i nid e form! HAHA..hope we hv FuN while e others take promos..hehx..to those taking promos: JiA yoU, kaes? =)

dey celebrated graciie bday too! soo sorry i wasnt dere..knew it but couldnt turn up..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BDAY TO U, HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO GRACE', HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!~~~ WooHoo!!~
to grace: wish u all e best in wadever u do, alrite? takkire alwayzZz

i'm slacking!! haishh..realli shd buck up on schoolwork..not performing well..merely pure luck to make it to fes..but jus cant find e strength to study..actually, super duper lz..as usual! haha..
or issit temptations too great?? i'm d/ling movies, songs, games,videos etc etc etc...n burNinG precious time away..LOL..mayb i shd isolate myself in my room..

~till then

teachers' day celebbration

teachers' day eve

back to update...actualli, i come my blog everyday but lz to update lahzz..hehe

To all teachers: HappY TeacheRs' DaY!!!~
ha..dey probably oso wun c tis..lol

yupZ...tis teachers' day is rather meaningful n eventful...

we are supposed to give teachers presents as a class...ya.. it ended up wif 'grace a bit bu shuang...hehe..but nvm, all is over n fine now..i hope.. =P our class is still generally supportive..rite?

e day b4 teachers' day eve...i spent 4****** hours doing "certificates" for e teachers...designing, printing, wrapping...all soo tedious...BUT BUT BUT!!!! it's worth it ~ e teachers deserve it..dey worked soo hard for us afterall...

MASS DANCE ROXXX!!!! I SIMPLY LOVE IT!!! yep... ... reminds mi of those good old orientation days...sooo super fun times tt we had..danced wif aikleng ytd..he more enthu compared to kokswee la... haha

guess wad?? we were dismissed at 9plus!!! can u actually believe it?? nn wads more...we got a special package to help promote JJ... hahaZz (actuAlli no need lah, w/o e package still will hv lotsa commonwealthian de)

had a briefing fr Mr Ng, toking abt e FES thingy...yeah! we will b gg for a overseas trip n b on a local attachment... yupZz...saw soo mani css ppl being exempted for promos...glad tt WE r performing..yesh! do CSS proud~ (oki...i'm attached to CSS)

We went back, of coz... to e place where soo many things happened...e place where many of my "first" is experienced...e place where we love n hate both simultaneously..oh man...am i speaking sense?? mayb not..jus emotional..=)

yah...e gate, e canteen, e staff rm, e hall, e toilets...lol..oki, u get my point..=) CSS was flooded w ppl fr JJ..everywhere u go, u can c JJ-ians who are ex-commonwealthians..lol..we waved, hugged, talked, joked, gossiped, etc... time flies~

noticed tt most of e teachers r not dere anymore..haishh...onli saw mdm chang in e few hours dere...2 went overseas, 2 left early, e others not in sight..hmmM..to tik abt it, it's saddening..
BUT nvm, 4/2 reunite! yup..was good

went out after tt.. ekky, jo, ros, huiting, me, eunice, carol, hailin, ys, ben...haha..eat den shop...kill time..haha..don wan split soo earli... yah..jus sth to share: 5gals, 1 guy in e bra department look WIERD...buahaha!

anw...went to delifrance for "dinner"...e place is more like pasta mania or swensen now, considering e food they serve.. yah.. e atmosphere is v nice..ben played e guitar, we sang.. secrets, gossips, speculations, suan-ing.. I LOVE U GUYS, NV BE SKEPTICAL ABT TIS

ps. do i look like e type hu always will hv bf?? hmmM.. pls stop asking me tis qns..esp. hailin~ =)
lalala..mayb i'll b e last one to marry la...haha..den all of their speculations are wrong.. *winks*