Sleep Crying

Hellooooo.

I finally tried the new mudpie mcflurry i was dying to try since forever and i can still feel it inside my tummy!

Quite sweet because it's practically oreo mcflurry + chocolate sundae's chocolate. :D

Anyway today was quite a sad day for me and you wouldn't understand how i feel but nope that's not gonna stop me from telling!

Okay the day started from
i skipped school. :)

Had this weird dream around 10 something where i was crying like a baby when my maid left.

THENN,

I WOKE UP TO FIND TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS.
SWEAR IT FREAKED ME OUT SINCE THIS IS THE FIRST EVER TIME I'VE DREAMT OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND,
CRY IN MY SLEEP? o.o

Nextt, since the maid is gone for 2 weeks (or maybe forever i'll talk about that later) ,
i had to peel + cut my own orange!

Cutting was already hard enough i think i used the wrong knife. T__T
Then i had to peel it's skin and the juice kept splattering on me, hence dried oranges. T_T

Later on in the evening i felt hungry again!
Was thinking of frying nuggets but since i didn't really know how to i got mei jean to teach me something simple.

Scrambled egg it was and guess what i figured out today!

I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO BOIL AN EGG.
T_______________T

Sigh if i'm ever to live on my own one day with no one else by my side i'm sure survival would be the last thing i'd ever learn.

Went down and decided to try frying nuggets instead but the minute i turned on the fire,
i got all freaked out and started thinking that what if i burn down the house or something then dad'd prolly slaughter me into a 101 pieces and there goes my dream of marrying a stinking rich husband just like that. T____T

Thank god for the thought of my future billionare husband,
i changed my mind and cooked scramble egg instead!
Plus i heated up dad's leftovers for lunch how pathetic. T_T

Okay here comes what made me feel worse aside of freaky dreams, dried oranges, boiled egg, nuggets and leftovers!

The maid called up this afternoon and asked dad to send her remaining money over because her father is apparently sick.

Before this she said that her younger daughter can't recognize her already so it's actually quite obvious that she wants to stay back there but then again SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO LIE.

The feeling of someone close to you, whom you've seen/talked to practically everyday for 3 years
in return tells you a stupid big fat lie
seriously can be one of the most hurtful thing to a girl.

*sigh

SO GUYS, DO NOT EVER LIE TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND!
(or go play dota instead when she tells you she's crying and totally forget how sad she is)

At night,
was supposed to go for steamboat at sunway with sayaka kai yee jeralyn fiona and jan ying but,
all of them ffk'ed us (sayaka and i)!
So ya we thought of many other places to have our dinner (18 steamboat since it's nearer, bazaar, pyramid etc) and finally settled for parade.

In the end she couldn't get a cab since it's puasa month or something so it was cancelled. T_T

Right now i'm trying to study but at the same time thinking of the maid and nothing anyone's saying seems to make me feel better.

Maybe i should just go to sleep.

P.s : I have people from "undefined" country viewing my blog. Where's that?


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Peeeeeep :D

Hello!

I have so much to say that i don't know where to start!

Okay since i'm clueless i shall start with my favourite thing/topic ever which is non other than, food! :D

Just had a huge bowl full of oxtail soup along with a large plate of spaghetti and watermelons for dinner just now hehehe.

It's either i eat too much or i have super low metabolism because..
well..
i happen to feel fatter
AGAIN. :(

You know what, maybe i'm both as in i DO eat too much + low metabolism = FAT LIKE ANYTHING. T___T

Grr and to make things worse, I HAD, AND STILL HAVE SO MANY PIMPLES RIGHT NOW THAT I PAID RANJIT MY 632245876 VISIT ON SATURDAY.

He gave me like, 60 tablets to eat for a whole month and then i'd have to go back and see him again.

BOOHOO. :(:(:(

Worse still, i have a bad bad feeling that my allergy's coming back because i happen to be scratching again. T__T

Ranjit says it's because i think too much and get all stressed up that the pimples start to pop out sigh why is life so unfair i'm sure i'm not the only one who thinks. T_T

Ahh isn't my life just so full with interesting things!

(OMG I JUST CAUGHT A BUG ON MY HAND AND THREW IT INTO THE BIN I HOPE IT'S DEAD)

So anyway, mum's birthday was on sunday and the plan was to go to Look Out Point for dinner on saturday night along with elaine's family which was cancelled in the end due to some farewell dinner dad's family held like so last minute.

Went for Lionel's birthday party after the sad, sad dinner which i don't even wanna talk about.

Okay here are some pictures before i continue!

Pyramid last last saturday :

Myself and quarter of wan yee in jusco. :P

This was in Friday's
where the singaporean (more like indonesian/philipino) waiter couldn't stop bugging us and repeating "VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRLS" for like more than 10 times. -_-
He actually thought we were japanese so we have this master plan to act japanese the next time where wan yee's name would be sakura and i'd be sayaka hahahaha.

Handphone pouch!

Ordered a bowl of mash potato and..
two glasses of water. :D

Yes that's all hahaha.

Sheng ling's birthday dinner at night :

Had to change into a dress since it was sort of the "girls' dresscode" hmm. :D

Me yvonne and michelle!

Self timer. :D

My unagi set!
So yummy hehe i wonder why yvonne and michelle hates unagi. T_T

Lionel's party :

Yee mae and fiona!

Okay i think i wanna watch 21 now while waiting for william to wake up.
It's been 1 hour and 20 minutes already since he fell asleep after dinner. :(

Bye!

P.s : The maid's left to indonesia for 2 weeks and i'm already missing her like crazy. :'( I even cried when she said bye to me this morning. :(


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Missing You

Hello meet hippo,

the pencil case. :D

This is misliah,
our hot bm tuition teacher
with the most interesting (be it grandmother or not) stories ever. :D

The four of us!
(jeralyn, hippo, misliah and i hehehe)

In case you didn't know,
i was trying to kiss hippo there. :D

Watched episode 34 of moonlight resonance today which means there's only 6 episodes left!
You know how angry i get watching that show sometimes grr feel like slapping the second wife and that aunty's daughter. T__T

Plus, i cry watching like almost every episode of that show wtf why so sad one. T_T
Maybe it'd be much happier without the existence of those two people grr i hope something really bad happens to them at the end! *evil curses

Anyway school's tomorrow and i'm so not in the mood + lazy + sick (headache).

Knowing mum's gonna ask why am i so lazy again if i tell her i wanna skip school so yes i shall be a good girl and go to school and do nothing but rot. :)

Good night!

P.s : It's the dad's big 5-0 today. :D


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Dishonesty

Birthday girl in green. :)

Mooncake festival was yesterday and sad to say that i didn't really get to celebrate or anything.

Oh wait maybe i did!
By eating one miserable slice of mooncake. T_T

On saturday, wan yee got me to accompany her to pyramid in the afternoon and then i went for sheng ling's birthday dinner at night.

Will update more on that soon but the reason i'm blogging now is because i wanted to share a rather interesting essay with you. :D

Our english teacher got the class to each write a sentence and pass the paper around and this is what the class came out with!
(i was absent btw got the paper from sheng ling ahahah)

Okay before i start lets name that person X. :D

I was walking when i suddenly saw X appeared out of nowhere. He was posing, as usual, hands on his hips with his chest puffed out showing his man boobs and big belly. The win blew against his hair.
I puked like there was no more tomorrow. When i finally recovered, i took a lozenge to sooth the bitterness of my throat.
But after that, i found that he was kind of hot and sexy. I started drooling at him. When i reached home, i had a very interesting dream about him.

Oh ya, as usual the poser. What else other than posing. It's what i have been pondering about.
I potrayed him wearing a red coloured spandex. He did a strip dance for me. I then was starstruck for days and days or forever.
I ask for his phone number. I called him, then i invited him to have dinner in a 5 star hotel.
But he rejected me.
He said that a 5 star hotel is not good enough for him because he is only qualified for a 1 star hotel.
He is so generous and we finally fell in love.

I threw myself at him.
We fell on the bed in that 1 star hotel.
I could see cockroaches crawling on the floor but i didn't care because i only cared about that person in front of me.
Then, i suddenly smelled something bad and a faint sound "pooot" (WTF).
I realized that X just farted.
Oh my god, the smell was so bad it filled the whole room i couldn't stand it. I started suffocating then i puked on X's naked body.
I quickly got up and ran out of the room, leaving X dazed when he realized that he had just been ditch while having sex because of his smelly fart.

Hahaha okay chemistry tuition awaits me now. :(

Bye!


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Class Genius

HAPPY SWEET 16,
SHENG LING! :D

(note the title and yes she's one!)


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Inside Me

Hello beautiful. :D

I know i've been slacking on the updates recently and i almost couldn't even be sitting here blogging right now thanks to the father who messed with my computer the whole day and!

Spoiled the monitor. T___T

But fear not because I (being more pro than the dad) fixed it! :D *flatters self wtf

Okay fine actually nothing was wrong
and it was just the loose wire but i doubt you believed me when i said i fixed it anyway. :(

Moving on!
School's been more about class trip (to malacca!), diagnostic tests and some animal game li hsien taught us instead of studies this week which is obviously a good thing or i'll just end up sleeping on the table with sayaka as usual ahaha.

Oh and i baked vanilla choc chip cupcakes the other day! :D
Will post the pictures up when i'm finally not lazy to get the freaking cable and transfer them into the comp hehe.

Watched CampRock yesterday (shut up i know i'm out outdated :() since i missed it last week when i had to go for the grandmother's funeral.
Wasn't as good as i thought it'd be
which is why we should always have low expectations on things/people and even tv shows eh? :P

Okay time to watch Sex And The City!
(got the dvd from yee mae)

Pictures before i go. :D

Outing with mei jean a month ago. :)

Lastly,

I wish vivien a safe flight to london
and hope you'd enjoy studying there! :)
(future fashion designer okay :D)

Bye!


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Awkward Silence

Ahh HI. :D

Sorry for the lack of updates people!

Have been pretty busy with my moral project and other things for the whole week which just reminded me, I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING. D:

Anyway school was okay as usual and prolly the only unusual thing that happened this week is that yee mae actually came to school for 5 days.

Normally it's just 3 or 4 or even 2 days BUT!
Not for this week. :D

Andd, i managed to rush 5 moral essays (okay fine i copied!) on thursday itself since the due date was on friday.

Got the maid to help me to take the pictures after school today and here's one and only one of them since the rest turned out like shit, or maybe worse. T_T

Caption : Saya sedang belajar! :)
(i purposely used a moral textbook just so it'd look as if i like moral then hopefully can get extra marks hahaha)

Went to pyramid later on with yvonne and li hsien to develop the photos and also to look for some things which i'm not gonna mention what here yet!

Had yummy yet fattening food at secret recipe for lunch/tea.
Gourmet pie, yoghurt cheesecake and also brownies with ice cream!
(no picture cause camera died, again. T__T)

Came home around 5 something then i had to finish the stupid folio up in like 30 mins omg you should've seen how ugly it turned out i think standard 1 kid also can do better sigh SHAME ON YOU BIANCA. T_____T

Dropped it off at sayaka's when i was done (finally) about 6.15. :D

So yes!
NO MORE MORAL PROJECT TO DEAL WITH FOR THE YEAR. :D
Hence, less pimples!
(hopefully la i don't know what is happening to my face suddenly so many pimples sigh must be the stressss i'm facing but then again, WHAT STRESS?)

BOO. :(

Okay i'm getting lazy to type already let me just show you a few pictures before i go!

At Ole-ole Bali
during merdeka's eve. :)

Came home before 12 and celebrated merdeka alone since william was being the meanest person ever and refused to go to pyramid for me because of the jam.

:D

Okay good night and sweet dreams, pumpkins! :)


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