Hello world

Typed a pretty long post and decided that i do not want to publish it. So, here's a very short one instead.

Went to popular today and saw that 2012 diaries are already on sale. Time flies. People changes. Sometimes, things are just to complicated. Things you think you know do not tally with things you heard. Lol. Guess that happens in life all the time. It's the choices u make that affect the outcome.

Shall mull over it.

With a huff and a puff, they blow my pain away =)

Stupid wound looks worse by the day. I know i act nonchalant about it but i am in fact pretty worried that it still looks pretty bad right now. What's worse is that the cream from the doctor doesn't seem to be helping much. The surrounding area is now red when it previously wasn't. Sighs. Me and my carelessness once again. I flinch now not because of the pain but because of the memory of the look of concern and worry in my parents' eyes. The slightly harsh voices and the insistence of me seeing the doctor. Them helping me to blow on the wound when i complain that it hurts. All these little things make me feel loved =) I should really learn to be more careful and less careless. I should learn to not let my parents worry.

Thanks mom and dad! I LOVE YOU! I really do owe u a huge thank you for being so understanding.

life as i know it

My brother posted this:

People come and go. Chances come and go too. But THAT person comes once in a long long time, and THAT chance comes once in a long long time too. So, know when to give up, and when to never let go :)


Lol. Makes sense. Problem is, how do you know THAT right person and THAT right chance? Right? Lol.

The start of a busy period. I'm gonna try my best in everything and i promise not to slack anymore starting soon. lol. October's coming real soon. Sighs. Time flies. Very soon it'll be 2012. End of the world. LOL!!!!!!

It's kinda true that (good or bad) things come when you least expect them to. Weird right? Lol. I'm not complaining though. It's all part and parcel of life =)

scars and faith =)

I complained to my dad today about having an extra scar on my leg. He said something which i truly agree with. "It doesn't matter how many scars you have on the outside. As long as you don't have a scar in your heart, you'll be happy." External scars may never truly fully heal, but it's the internal scars in our hearts that we should be more worried about.

Faith does not give you the answers, it just stops you from asking the questions.

when mr sleep comes banging on my door to collect the debt i owe him

I swear research methods is the most challenging course i've taken in Inti so far. 40% research project is gonna be tough. I need access to mothers with young children. Hmm.. Honestly, starting to get a bit worked up for this assignment. It's like even more weightage than finals! And what's worse, i kinda don't really understand this course. Sighs.

So much work to do recently, and so little time. Workload is really catching up with me. Sighs.

Ok. i should stop sighing!

Slept at 8pm last night, woke up at 8am. Had breakfast, slept again at 9am, woke up at 11am. Lol. Went to college. Got home. Slept at 5pm, woke up at 7pm. Still feeling sleepy now. I am a pig. Guess i'm repaying all my sleeping debt accrued over the past few weeks. I want my 11pm bedtime back!

Hate making online transactions. Especially when an error occurs. The phone calls that have to follow are tedious and time consuming, especially when they have a long list of numbers for you to press before reaching a human speaking and not some machine recording. Still, talked to pretty helpful and friendly people today so i'm happy! =)

Happy mid autumn festival!

Music test today was... oh well... ok i guess, considering the fact that i hardly touched the textbook. Lol. Had 2 tests this semester so far. Never studied for both. Lol. Kinda unlike me. I usually study, albeit it being a last minute one.

Went for a jog today after deciding that i should not procrastinate my plan to resume exercising any longer. (It's been delayed for 9 months already. Lol. Have not had a real jog in almost a year.) Anyway, i'm super unfit! Ran, wait, scratch that, jogged is the more appropriate word here, so, i jogged for like less than 200m and i suffered from a shortness of breath, a racing pulse and a stitch in my stomach. Yea, i'm that unfit. I think i only ran 500m in total. Walked the rest of the distance. Sighs. I should make jogging a habit. Maybe swimming too. Lol.

Received an email from someone today which made me smile for a couple of reasons. LOL. Thanks for the timely reminder of who i used to be.

OH! Happy Mid Autumn Festival!!! Tonight's gonna be tradition night =) Missed four years of home celebrations. Not gonna miss tonight!

by a very sleepy me.

I realized that i'm extremely slow.

我相信缘份。

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scratch the previous =) post. i'm kinda starting to lose faith in that saying already.

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chatting with my brother =) =( sighs.

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不放弃，存希冀，前路就会美。