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Cheryl Tan
23 May
Child of God
YCCA-Xxon; Cell-u-lites
RPCCC-Spiritual Multiplier
Youth Entrepreneurship IG-President
Herwishes
I want to... join full time(when?)
I want to... go mission trips
I want to... have more christian books
I want to... be the salt and light
I want to... graduate with a GPA of 3.0
I want to... get driving license by 2010
I want to... get into the teaching industry
I want to... get a Degree in Business Administration, SIM(UB)
I want to... get a MacBook/MacBook Pro
I want to... get a iphone
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Saturday, January 31, 2009 @9:34 AM
♥ hot title:A Solution Dispenser?
Is God A Solution Dispenser?
In fact have you treated Him as a solution dispenser?
For me I guess....
In one way or another.. i had...
For example... Right now as my IG is in a merging process...
At first I kept on **pestering** God... Give me an answer pls! NOW....
should i cont. to be in the MC team? shd i continue to join the IG?
I fear this and that...
God kept SILENT! So i took it as **NO**!
End up things turned the other way round...
I'm asked to stay on! FEAR!
Leslie did some **spiritual brain washing**...
I stayed on full of fear... and i know now is... I NEED TO TRUST HIM!
If He can use me from no friendship in the previous MC to form a group of click-able friends... no doubt... He will do it again if i trust in Him...
Sometimes is not just about waiting and getting answers and solutions...
but is about the bonding of relationship with God...
God has created us her on earth for no reason...
He created us so that we can FELLOWSHIP with Him!
I know this is NEVER going to be easy!
and im still learning...
and in this process of fellowshipping with Him...
i guess... God doesn't want us to put a mask while doing that...
God wants us to present ourselves transparent to Him...
**since He knows everything liao... still put mask for what?**
With an ending note...
no need to be afraid to put down your mask!
God loves u! and i love u too!:)
Thursday, January 29, 2009 @4:27 PM
♥ hot title:
大家!
新年快乐!
Silly me... I've actually typed out 2 posts about CNY 2009!!! But CHERYL TAN FORGOTTEN TO SAVE AND POST!!!!
Its alright... NOW!!! do SUMMARY!
大年初一
730am - woke up by a false alarm... by the pass-by lion dance group!
**So, we all rushed out of our room... with tiring eyes... so... bro when back to sleep... daddy when to get ready... i tried going back to bed... but i couldn't! that's sad... that is sad when u no nid to go school... and when u are very tired! HAHA! so ended up help mummy to 抱红包! its so fun... u really feel happy... of course la... money not from my pocket mah... Hahaha! then after awhile my cousin, serlene with my aunt came over to my place... and awhile more the LION DANCE came ,to my hse... this is a yearly thing... quite fun though...**
9am - before my cousin left... she took all my piglet out of my room!
**and of course i was protecting them as they are my precious mah... ended up... i got bullied by her... she is so violent la... she take my long RULERS! with an "S" to wreck me... and pinch me... and sit on top of me... argh~!**
11am - left for GUGU's place!
**as usual... my family went to the temple again... and i stand there like robot again... HAHA! but ended up saw one of my other gugu which i don't even know who is she... randomly... my dad say... "叫姑姑!" Orh! "姑姑!" and an ang bao came ,to my hand... HAHA! then left the temple ard 12 plus close to 1pm... reached bedok reservoir rd, my Gugu's place at ard 115pm... sat down talk talk talk... eat eat eat... then talk talk talk again... then after that when up to my shushu's place... they stay in the same block mah... left bedok ard 3plus...**
330pm - depart for ah ma's place@yishun
**back in yishun... but timing so off that i missed out quite a few angbaos... HAHA! so irritating... but... God hasn't short changed me... ah ma gave me and my kor 2 angbao... haha... we are the beloved ones... and i know in the days to come i will never be short changed!**
5pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**rested awhile... com-ed awhile... then so fast 7plus... where on earth to get dinner??? so me daddy and mummy spent our threesome time at northpoint xinwang... yumyum food...**
大年初二
HAPPY MOOD! JIEJIE COMING BACK!
10am - left for breakfast
**on our way to talk a lift... daddy's phone rang... a call from china... "lao zak" dunno the chinese word la... this is in teochew... HAHA... the last time i saw him... probably is about 10years ago... then my mummy tell him i want to talk to him... lol... it wasn't on my mind... and although i use to serve in dialect church... i can speak hokkien and a little of canto... but NEVER TEOCHEW!!! with my little knowledge of language... i wnet "lao zak... wa si ah peng!" and i quickly passed back my phone back to my daddy.. then my daddy malu me... tell him i dunno how to speak... sad... but im hoping to visit him in china soon... then went breakfast we daddy mummy ah ma aunty cousin and maid... we went the new long john silver... but we queued super long la... but overall... its good... then went back home to prepare for relatives' visit...
1130am - shushu they all came... then yuling and junming came after that... then jiejie came... sorry guys... didn't really get to entertain u guys... busy entertaining my ernest... ernest is so cute... he told me about his dream... in fact a nightmare... ernest say "yiyi, ernest dream... dream monster... ernest cry... mummy hughug!" so cute they way he say... so yiyi also hug him... when he say got actions one... then after everything... we wanted to go out together... but... ernest want to go out... eddric wants to go home... so we reated awhile then me daddy and mummy spent threesome time again.. we went to city hall... we walked to spore flyer then to he pan... actually was thinking of boarding the round round cabin... but no la... my very first time stepping into that round round thing will be reserved for my future bf and/or my best friends... then we went to "he pan" practically nothing much... so boring... so after that we went to marina square... walked around then went to starbucks... daddy love enjoying a cup of coffee at such places...**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**online... blog hopping... then know that xinhui had her threesome time there also... so qiao...**
大年初三
11am - mummy woke me up for breakfast
**had breakfast at the coffee shop at the market near my hse... in one whole year... chances of me having breakfast at my hse there the market with my parents... can really be counted... LESS THAN 10 TIMES! sad hor...**
12noon - Home slacked... with mummy...
**then daddy called around 1pm... that we need to make a trip to one of the grassroot's leaders hse for hse visitation... and i gotten myself 3 angbaos... a worth trip... though i was tired! haha... they are the one seeing me grow up... from a baby in my mummy's womb till a big 20 year old gal...**
230pm - **was at my parents' empty stall to unload the goods... then left for home**
330pm - bank
**instead of going home... me and mummy went to bank... the queue is slow and long... finally mummy banked in her money... and finally i manage to change my atm card to GO! card... was there till ard 5pm**
5pm - walked to northpoint
**decided to walk around and wait for daddy to come out for dinner... me and mummy spent abt an hour or more at watsons to buy cosmetics... u see... when gals do shopping... they really NEED TIME! haha!**
7pm - met daddy for dinner
**we went amk hub for dinner... finally i brought my milk... dinner get to drink milk for a few days liao!**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
大年初四
IT'S SLACKING DAY FOR ME!!!!
Tomorrow... 大年初五
11am - mtg mah mah to depart for karen's place to bai nian...
**will spend time bainian there... have a time of prayer and lunch as well...**
2pm - depart for CHERYL TAN's place to bai nian... hee...
**pls help me eat up my CNY Goodies... and my cherries are waiting for u guys... hee! although no durians... but fruits are all around for u guys... hee:)**
4pm - depart for estella's place to bai nian...
**me dunno what we are going to do there...**
545pm - leave estella's place...
**she needs to be in church at 6pm... shall see what i can do with karen... cox i only need to reach church ard 7plus...**
Satuurday... 大年初六
Going xinhui's place... time nt confirm yet...
hopefully get to go out and chill with zhang...
then meet jj and jx at 8plus...
next week... got a few things to do...
MC mtg... job interview... job training...
hopefully i get the job...
im gonna be free in the night time... so pls... need to jio me out just say okie...
but nt every night la...
need to spend time with family also.. HAHA!
@4:27 PM
♥ hot title:新年快乐!
大家!
新年快乐!
Silly me... I've actually typed out 2 posts about CNY 2009!!! But CHERYL TAN FORGOTTEN TO SAVE AND POST!!!!
Its alright... NOW!!! do SUMMARY!
大年初一
730am - woke up by a false alarm... by the pass-by lion dance group!
**So, we all rushed out of our room... with tiring eyes... so... bro when back to sleep... daddy when to get ready... i tried going back to bed... but i couldn't! that's sad... that is sad when u no nid to go school... and when u are very tired! HAHA! so ended up help mummy to 抱红包! its so fun... u really feel happy... of course la... money not from my pocket mah... Hahaha! then after awhile my cousin, serlene with my aunt came over to my place... and awhile more the LION DANCE came ,to my hse... this is a yearly thing... quite fun though...**
9am - before my cousin left... she took all my piglet out of my room!
**and of course i was protecting them as they are my precious mah... ended up... i got bullied by her... she is so violent la... she take my long RULERS! with an "S" to wreck me... and pinch me... and sit on top of me... argh~!**
11am - left for GUGU's place!
**as usual... my family went to the temple again... and i stand there like robot again... HAHA! but ended up saw one of my other gugu which i don't even know who is she... randomly... my dad say... "叫姑姑!" Orh! "姑姑!" and an ang bao came ,to my hand... HAHA! then left the temple ard 12 plus close to 1pm... reached bedok reservoir rd, my Gugu's place at ard 115pm... sat down talk talk talk... eat eat eat... then talk talk talk again... then after that when up to my shushu's place... they stay in the same block mah... left bedok ard 3plus...**
330pm - depart for ah ma's place@yishun
**back in yishun... but timing so off that i missed out quite a few angbaos... HAHA! so irritating... but... God hasn't short changed me... ah ma gave me and my kor 2 angbao... haha... we are the beloved ones... and i know in the days to come i will never be short changed!**
5pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**rested awhile... com-ed awhile... then so fast 7plus... where on earth to get dinner??? so me daddy and mummy spent our threesome time at northpoint xinwang... yumyum food...**
大年初二
HAPPY MOOD! JIEJIE COMING BACK!
10am - left for breakfast
**on our way to talk a lift... daddy's phone rang... a call from china... "lao zak" dunno the chinese word la... this is in teochew... HAHA... the last time i saw him... probably is about 10years ago... then my mummy tell him i want to talk to him... lol... it wasn't on my mind... and although i use to serve in dialect church... i can speak hokkien and a little of canto... but NEVER TEOCHEW!!! with my little knowledge of language... i wnet "lao zak... wa si ah peng!" and i quickly passed back my phone back to my daddy.. then my daddy malu me... tell him i dunno how to speak... sad... but im hoping to visit him in china soon... then went breakfast we daddy mummy ah ma aunty cousin and maid... we went the new long john silver... but we queued super long la... but overall... its good... then went back home to prepare for relatives' visit...
1130am - shushu they all came... then yuling and junming came after that... then jiejie came... sorry guys... didn't really get to entertain u guys... busy entertaining my ernest... ernest is so cute... he told me about his dream... in fact a nightmare... ernest say "yiyi, ernest dream... dream monster... ernest cry... mummy hughug!" so cute they way he say... so yiyi also hug him... when he say got actions one... then after everything... we wanted to go out together... but... ernest want to go out... eddric wants to go home... so we reated awhile then me daddy and mummy spent threesome time again.. we went to city hall... we walked to spore flyer then to he pan... actually was thinking of boarding the round round cabin... but no la... my very first time stepping into that round round thing will be reserved for my future bf and/or my best friends... then we went to "he pan" practically nothing much... so boring... so after that we went to marina square... walked around then went to starbucks... daddy love enjoying a cup of coffee at such places...**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**online... blog hopping... then know that xinhui had her threesome time there also... so qiao...**
大年初三
11am - mummy woke me up for breakfast
**had breakfast at the coffee shop at the market near my hse... in one whole year... chances of me having breakfast at my hse there the market with my parents... can really be counted... LESS THAN 10 TIMES! sad hor...**
12noon - Home slacked... with mummy...
**then daddy called around 1pm... that we need to make a trip to one of the grassroot's leaders hse for hse visitation... and i gotten myself 3 angbaos... a worth trip... though i was tired! haha... they are the one seeing me grow up... from a baby in my mummy's womb till a big 20 year old gal...**
230pm - **was at my parents' empty stall to unload the goods... then left for home**
330pm - bank
**instead of going home... me and mummy went to bank... the queue is slow and long... finally mummy banked in her money... and finally i manage to change my atm card to GO! card... was there till ard 5pm**
5pm - walked to northpoint
**decided to walk around and wait for daddy to come out for dinner... me and mummy spent abt an hour or more at watsons to buy cosmetics... u see... when gals do shopping... they really NEED TIME! haha!**
7pm - met daddy for dinner
**we went amk hub for dinner... finally i brought my milk... dinner get to drink milk for a few days liao!**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
大年初四
IT'S SLACKING DAY FOR ME!!!!
Tomorrow... 大年初五
11am - mtg mah mah to depart for karen's place to bai nian...
**will spend time bainian there... have a time of prayer and lunch as well...**
2pm - depart for CHERYL TAN's place to bai nian... hee...
**pls help me eat up my CNY Goodies... and my cherries are waiting for u guys... hee! although no durians... but fruits are all around for u guys... hee:)**
4pm - depart for estella's place to bai nian...
**me dunno what we are going to do there...**
545pm - leave estella's place...
**she needs to be in church at 6pm... shall see what i can do with karen... cox i only need to reach church ard 7plus...**
Satuurday... 大年初六
Going xinhui's place... time nt confirm yet...
hopefully get to go out and chill with zhang...
then meet jj and jx at 8plus...
next week... got a few things to do...
MC mtg... job interview... job training...
hopefully i get the job...
im gonna be free in the night time... so pls... need to jio me out just say okie...
but nt every night la...
need to spend time with family also.. HAHA!
@4:24 PM
♥ hot title:新年快乐!
大家!
新年快乐!
Silly me... I've actually typed out 2 posts about CNY 2009!!! But CHERYL TAN FORGOTTEN TO SAVE AND POST!!!!
Its alright... NOW!!! do SUMMARY!
大年初一
730am - woke up by a false alarm... by the pass-by lion dance group!
**So, we all rushed out of our room... with tiring eyes... so... bro when back to sleep... daddy when to get ready... i tried going back to bed... but i couldn't! that's sad... that is sad when u no nid to go school... and when u are very tired! HAHA! so ended up help mummy to 抱红包! its so fun... u really feel happy... of course la... money not from my pocket mah... Hahaha! then after awhile my cousin, serlene with my aunt came over to my place... and awhile more the LION DANCE came ,to my hse... this is a yearly thing... quite fun though...**
9am - before my cousin left... she took all my piglet out of my room!
**and of course i was protecting them as they are my precious mah... ended up... i got bullied by her... she is so violent la... she take my long RULERS! with an "S" to wreck me... and pinch me... and sit on top of me... argh~!**
11am - left for GUGU's place!
**as usual... my family went to the temple again... and i stand there like robot again... HAHA! but ended up saw one of my other gugu which i don't even know who is she... randomly... my dad say... "叫姑姑!" Orh! "姑姑!" and an ang bao came ,to my hand... HAHA! then left the temple ard 12 plus close to 1pm... reached bedok reservoir rd, my Gugu's place at ard 115pm... sat down talk talk talk... eat eat eat... then talk talk talk again... then after that when up to my shushu's place... they stay in the same block mah... left bedok ard 3plus...**
330pm - depart for ah ma's place@yishun
**back in yishun... but timing so off that i missed out quite a few angbaos... HAHA! so irritating... but... God hasn't short changed me... ah ma gave me and my kor 2 angbao... haha... we are the beloved ones... and i know in the days to come i will never be short changed!**
5pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**rested awhile... com-ed awhile... then so fast 7plus... where on earth to get dinner??? so me daddy and mummy spent our threesome time at northpoint xinwang... yumyum food...**
大年初二
HAPPY MOOD! JIEJIE COMING BACK!
10am - left for breakfast
**on our way to talk a lift... daddy's phone rang... a call from china... "lao zak" dunno the chinese word la... this is in teochew... HAHA... the last time i saw him... probably is about 10years ago... then my mummy tell him i want to talk to him... lol... it wasn't on my mind... and although i use to serve in dialect church... i can speak hokkien and a little of canto... but NEVER TEOCHEW!!! with my little knowledge of language... i wnet "lao zak... wa si ah peng!" and i quickly passed back my phone back to my daddy.. then my daddy malu me... tell him i dunno how to speak... sad... but im hoping to visit him in china soon... then went breakfast we daddy mummy ah ma aunty cousin and maid... we went the new long john silver... but we queued super long la... but overall... its good... then went back home to prepare for relatives' visit...
1130am - shushu they all came... then yuling and junming came after that... then jiejie came... sorry guys... didn't really get to entertain u guys... busy entertaining my ernest... ernest is so cute... he told me about his dream... in fact a nightmare... ernest say "yiyi, ernest dream... dream monster... ernest cry... mummy hughug!" so cute they way he say... so yiyi also hug him... when he say got actions one... then after everything... we wanted to go out together... but... ernest want to go out... eddric wants to go home... so we reated awhile then me daddy and mummy spent threesome time again.. we went to city hall... we walked to spore flyer then to he pan... actually was thinking of boarding the round round cabin... but no la... my very first time stepping into that round round thing will be reserved for my future bf and/or my best friends... then we went to "he pan" practically nothing much... so boring... so after that we went to marina square... walked around then went to starbucks... daddy love enjoying a cup of coffee at such places...**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
**online... blog hopping... then know that xinhui had her threesome time there also... so qiao...**
大年初三
11am - mummy woke me up for breakfast
**had breakfast at the coffee shop at the market near my hse... in one whole year... chances of me having breakfast at my hse there the market with my parents... can really be counted... LESS THAN 10 TIMES! sad hor...**
12noon - Home slacked... with mummy...
**then daddy called around 1pm... that we need to make a trip to one of the grassroot's leaders hse for hse visitation... and i gotten myself 3 angbaos... a worth trip... though i was tired! haha... they are the one seeing me grow up... from a baby in my mummy's womb till a big 20 year old gal...**
230pm - **was at my parents' empty stall to unload the goods... then left for home**
330pm - bank
**instead of going home... me and mummy went to bank... the queue is slow and long... finally mummy banked in her money... and finally i manage to change my atm card to GO! card... was there till ard 5pm**
5pm - walked to northpoint
**decided to walk around and wait for daddy to come out for dinner... me and mummy spent abt an hour or more at watsons to buy cosmetics... u see... when gals do shopping... they really NEED TIME! haha!**
7pm - met daddy for dinner
**we went amk hub for dinner... finally i brought my milk... dinner get to drink milk for a few days liao!**
9pm - HOME-SWEET-HOME
大年初四
IT'S SLACKING DAY FOR ME!!!!
Tomorrow... 大年初五
11am - mtg mah mah to depart for karen's place to bai nian...
**will spend time bainian there... have a time of prayer and lunch as well...**
2pm - depart for CHERYL TAN's place to bai nian... hee...
**pls help me eat up my CNY Goodies... and my cherries are waiting for u guys... hee! although no durians... but fruits are all around for u guys... hee:)**
4pm - depart for estella's place to bai nian...
**me dunno what we are going to do there...**
545pm - leave estella's place...
**she needs to be in church at 6pm... shall see what i can do with karen... cox i only need to reach church ard 7plus...**
Satuurday... 大年初六
Going xinhui's place... time nt confirm yet...
hopefully get to go out and chill with zhang...
then meet jj and jx at 8plus...
next week... got a few things to do...
MC mtg... job interview... job training...
hopefully i get the job...
im gonna be free in the night time... so pls... need to jio me out just say okie...
but nt every night la...
need to spend time with family also.. HAHA!
Sunday, January 25, 2009 @11:54 PM
♥ hot title:CNY Preperations!
As usual... Over the many years...
I've been selling mandarin oranges as i prepare for CNY!
Its super tired...
im glad that the prep for 2009 is over! PTL!
This year... dunno why... THERE'S NOT ENOUGH ORANGES!
everywhere running out of stock... while we still have some...
our prices shoot all the way to the top... $27-$28!
if im the buyer... i would think that its very EX!
i think me and my family... instead even my extended family...
either we have free or cost prices oranges...
thats pretty good...
but this year's CNY i feel very rush... as im still having sch... and fri was my last day of sch... so i had to travel here and there everyday... and also making sure that i at least attend Xxon at YCCA...
and every year without fail... we'll only get to do spring cleaning like tonight... so rush due to the busyness... then need to go ah ma place for reunion dinner also... and now... im zooming off... im super tired... and tmr morning... 8am... lion dance be at my house... oh my.... arh~!
speaking abt CNY! i wont be seeing my sis tmr... cox she can't celebrate CNY cox her father-in-law passed away less than a year ago... sad... im gonna miss her deeply... but she being kind enough... gave me extra allowance to replace the ang bao money... thank you jiejie... i special... i bro dont even have... hahaha...
and randomly... my sis sms me yst that she has many bags that she seldom use... and she is going to give it to me when she comes back home on tuesday... and she randomly asked me... "u don't have camera ah???" i said have... the one she brought for me when i was in sec 3... but my uncle borrowed from me to go thailand and came back spoiled... so its equal to camera-less... and she say she might be getting one for me... God is good... jiejie also very good... hee:)
alright... people!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
MAY U GUYS HAVE GREAT HARVEST!!!
Friday, January 23, 2009 @7:57 AM
♥ hot title:Excited or what???
I can't describe my feeling now...
Yesterday while i was on my way back with karen after leading DG... Leslie Sim called me... I expected to receive the call sooner or later... Yup... As my IG gonna be combined with 5 other different IG... So new MC Team will be formed... New advisors... i do not feel too good about it... so i indicated to the new advisor, Victor Tan that... "Yes, I am interested in being part of the new IG but currently I am unable to commit the necessary time/resources to be part of the management team. Student ID: ___ Year:____" In my heart... not true that i don't have time... cox im someone whom can multi-task well... but i guess... there's fear... especially after having a meeting with SUI! people yesterday, my fear went deeper... i fear working with new MC team... i fear working together with new advisors... i fear handling many more ppl... as of now... YEIG... we need to handle 160 members... can u just imagine 5times more the size... its tiring... physically and mentally... FEAR IS ALL I CAN SAY!!! Probably even more fears coming UP! i told everysingle details of these to leslie... he talked to me for awhile over the phone... about the purpose and what is on the very heartbeat of his heart... He sounded very serious over the call... i understood what he said... one thing he asked me that triger me to think deeper... "did u pray about it? did God answer you?" and my answer to him is... "i prayed but no reply..." and he said... "so God remained silent right... why not u try out for a few months first..." so i replied... "okie! i try till God answers me..." he too reminded me something... "to be kingdom minded! is never just about ourselves is about the ones God treasures!" Yup... so my final answer was i will be in MC Team... as what? i don't know yet... but throughout the conversation, infact the past few months that i know leslie better... he keep telling me that i'm greatly treasured by the advisors... that leads me to my title of my blog... im happy and excited yet have a feeling of burden on my shoulders... haix...
and and and... im gonna fly in march... HAPPY! its gonna be my very first time on budget airline... first time going to budget terminal... i'm leaving in the evening on 18 march(wednesday)... at abt the same departure as last year to melbourne... my flight is leaving at 715pm... i need to be at the airport at 515pm... flight number... TR 952! Be back on 22 march(sunday) at 330am, TR 953... only fear i have is... will i wake up for service... hahaha.... lame i know... want to know where i will go for shopping? its all wholesale market... hee:)
My Trip Itinerary:
- IT wholesale market
- IT factory
- Jade market(HK)
- Temple Street Market(HK)
- Yau Ma Tei Market(HK)
- Oil Painting Village
- Shenzhen museum
- Fashion wholesale market
those without brackets are in shen zhen(china)...
most of my time spent will be in shen zhen... thats explained my itinerary and the cheap trip cost... HAHA! some of us are very excited about the trip... infact all of us... hee:)
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @8:14 AM
♥ hot title:Broken hearts of RP!
Hi everyone...
Yesterday RPCCC had our slot to pray for LOVE SINGAPORE 24/7@REPUBLIC POLY! We did prayer walk... even as i just started... during worship... i just feel that God gave me a prompting about the Broken hearts of the students and facilitators in RP... i wasn't very confirmed until we started going around and pray... when i started praying for the believers in RP... i prayed that God would continue to use us as He's vessels to bring revivial... and allowing us to be His hands and feets... for a momemt i forgotten about the broken hearts that God has prompted me... but as i pray... those words just came out of my mouth... i really believe that was from God... due to time constraint... i didn't really get to pray until my burden was lifted... as i walked back to gather with the rest i felt really burdened... my heart is really heavy... shared with them my burden and after that i met karen and i shared with her... went back and pray... i think this season of my life will really be a praying season for the broken hearts and soon to have... Lets continue to pray!
We have also come to the rear end of this acad year... many of us would have said we have done alot... gone through alot... many breakthroughs... the year had been GREAT! But what i want to say is GREATER THINGS HAVE YET TO COME, GREATER THINGS HAVE YET TO BE DONE! So put on your seat belts!
Talking about the end of sem... is also a time ppl will start talking about work...
I have a mixed feelings about this as well... cox... initially... i want a 9-5pm office job... which i might be able to work with my sis... but looking at the number of days of leaves i need to take... i think can forget it liao...
Days i need to take leave:
1day - in feb for ST Mtg
2days - in march for Photoshop trg
4days - in march for HK/SHEN ZHEN Trip
3days - in apr for SM/ST Trg
**SO IN TOTAL I NEED TAKE 10 DAYS OF LEAVE!**
So who on earth wants to hire a part-timer who needs to take 10days of leave when she can only work for 2 months... CHERYL TAN NEEDS A FLEXIBLE JOB! any recommendation???
HOW?HOW?HOW?
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @3:55 PM
♥ hot title:I WILL MISS THEM!
Yesterday was the last LM of the semester!
Even as we go for our holidays, our message of the day was abt Lordship of Christ by zhiqiang! It was a great one... powerpack... haha...
Then we had a time of APPRECIATION for GRADUATING Students:
A time that we say GOODBYE to...
ESTELLA MAGGIE AUDREY YUKI RAYMOND VICTOR EDWIN QIUYUN
Then we had a time of prayer for all the 3 new STs...
who? CHERYL YVONNE JEROME
and also a time of prayer for our IG application...
then ms IRENE NEO...
she shared that she's gonna leave TRP Ministry...
SAD!!!! **irene... must meet to catch up okie...**
its really gonna be a "NEW YEAR NEW COMMITMENT!"
Special Notes:
ESTELLA - HAHA! don't think u will even see this... but still... wanna say thank you for everything... its really so amazing how we know each other from sec sch to becoming your disciple in RPCCC... i think that is specially thankful to have u as my DGL... thank you for all the PTs... the encouragements... if not i had never step out of my COMFORT ZONE... thanks for all the patience and care and concern... indeed our relationship has grown closer... My prayer for u is that God will really grant to you whatever u want to do after your poly life... and is gonna be a life that u will enjoy... so u GO! gal...
MAGGIE - my special thanks to CHERYL-ALIKE! its really great knowing your... although only able to serve with u in the same comm for one year... but im gonna say... its really fun working together with u... do meet up to catch up ya... and i pray that God will continue to direct your paths in the coming months as u make ur final decision... All the Best my friend!
AUDREY - though we don't really talk... i just wanna thank you for ur presence... and the time of fellowship... it never fails to brighten my day... your laughter really bring joy to my life... hee:) take care as God directs your paths.
YUKI - Mr Yuki... i remember u as the guy who loves to go "meow"... HAHA! But really wanna thank you for always being there... being our spiritual brother... talking and fellowshipping... showing care and concern... i will definitely miss u bro...
RAYMOND - Our dear DAI LO! Thank you for always taking care of me whenever we go cycling... u are a great brother... and im definitely gonna miss ur fellowship and outing together... take care BRO! u confirm can go UNI one la...
VICTOR - Woah... know u dunno how many months only lo... Thank you for the fellowship always while walking to MRT Station... HAHA! I pray that u will find peace and favor in NS!
EDWIN - Thanks for being a great bro... always being there during lunch... hahaha... dont worry okie... i sure wont see u as a student for another sem de... take care:)
QIUYUN - My lovely sister... thank you for always being there with a ready pair of ear to listen... May the Lord continue to guilde your paths.
IRENE - I still can't imagine that u are leaving us... but however... i wanna thank you for always being there... and always helping me to step out of my comfort zone... you never fail to encourage me... i really appreciate the extra miles that u have taken... XIE XIE NI!
Monday, January 19, 2009 @6:46 AM
♥ hot title:A Thankful Sunday!
Suppose to meet ms chin cum mentor at 740...
But guess what... i woke up at 745... when the thing suppose to start at 8am...
Cabbed down... had no choice...
Cheryl is thankful for the PAPA Prayer... reached hm ard 1pm... did some study... and i fell asleep... thank God i ask yuling msg me when she is done... and i was awoke by the sms...
Met at toa payoh... went to get my long awaited CONTACT LENSES! and walk ard for awhile to find yuling's hp strap... sad to say... CAN'T FIND the one she wanted! then we took a bus down to bishan...
Went bishan to collect yuling's hp... after many months... haha... then shopped around... just feel that i brought alot of things yesterday... hahaha... oh ya... and we went to do EXPRESS MANICURE!!! woah... never thought that i will go get it done... HAHA! i like the colour combination for my nails... HAPPY!!!! and we went makan at thai express... imagine... alll the eating buying manicuring... i spent close to $80 in one evening... HAHA!
But well i enjoyed... i think i deserve the enjoyment!!! :)
Friday, January 16, 2009 @10:38 AM
♥ hot title:MY TRIP IS CONFIRMED!!!
Yesterday i got the greatest shock of my life...
everything is still pending...
this one later then i elaborate below...
For now...
MY TRIP IS CONFIRMED!!!
WE ARE ALL VERY EXCITED ABT IT...
WE ARE GOING TO HONG KONG & SHEN ZHEN...
Is basically a learning trip... learning how ppl do business overseas...
we are going to all the night markets... HAHA! happy...
me baoling and bertina are thinking of buying something cheap and nice to come back singapore and sell during our holidays... really... i SUPER EXCITED!
The biggest news yesterday that gave me the GREATEST SHOCK was that 5 other IGs are combining with us to become ONE HUMONGOUS IG!!! Everything gonna be NEW! new ppl new members new advisors new MC team... myself and huisi and kelly don't feel good about it... cox the whole identity we created will be gone... from here i don't know what to do... shd i continue the IG? should i continue to be in the MC team? HOW??? its really thinking time... now adays seems like alot of decision to make ah...
Shd i stay away from IG to focus on my role as an ST? Or shd i stay to create a good portfolio for my uni admission?
Im CONFUSSED!!! its time to talk to karen loh again... HAHA!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @8:01 PM
♥ hot title:here or there?
HAHA!
My trip details are always changing...
and i got no idea why is it...
At first... Vietnam...
Then... Bangkok...
Then... Vietnam...
Then... China OR Vietnam!!!!!!!!
Actually i'm okie with all...
Cox all never go before...
But if say go missions... i will want CHINA!!!
But of course i can't decide anything...
Can i go all places??? HAHA!
But i guess if i go to China then will be away for a longer period of time bah....
Thinking of going overseas... will need to prepare alot of things eh...
need to pay $200 for the trip...
Probably save $300 for the trip...
buy a luggage... a cheap one will do... dont want borrow from jie liao... hee:)
im excited to GO!
but need go briefing on thurs first... HAHA!
Monday, January 12, 2009 @11:14 AM
♥ hot title:Crazy Body Clock:(
Happy and Sad Things happen this week... Ppl whom spoils my day and ppl whom make my day... You know who u are... Well... On alternate days of the week... i woke up early... On other alternate days of the week... i woke up LATE !!! and i guess it was also caused by the tiredness due to OPEN HOUSE! Open House was fun... crashing friend's booth... but sat's OH was crazy... suppose to reach at 9am... guess what i overslept... plus i cab down and i reach at 130pm... Oops... But i enjoyed myself... 
On friday and Yesterday... i visited YCCA... it was fun... hee... i enjoyed myself... God really opened up my eyes... hee... Not forgetting about yesterday... WE CELEBRATED... VANESSA'S 20TH BDAE! We went to Douby Exchange again... Just Acia... YUMMY! I hope that our bdae gal was happy too... hee:) That's all for now... take care ppl:)
@10:43 AM
♥ hot title:Forever God is Faithful
Forever - Chris Tomlin
In all... i just want to say that God is so faithful...
In times of emotion...
In times of problems...
In times of needs...
In times of decision...
In all this time, God was the one always there encouraging and helping me grow though i was alone with all these...
Just like what this song says...
Give thanks to the Lord
Our God and King
His love endures forever
For He is good, He is above all things
His love endures forever
Sing praise, sing praise
With a mighty hand
and outstretched arm
His love endures forever
For the life that's been reborn
His love endures forever
Sing praise, sing praise
Sing praise, sing praise
Yeah
Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever
Forever
From the rising to the setting sun
His love endures forever
By the grace of God
We will carry on
His love endures forever
Sing praise, sing praise
Sing praise, sing praise
**i dunno what u readers are going through right now... but all i have say is that MY GOD IS ALWAYS FAITHFUL, MY GOD IS ALWAYS STRONG AND IS ALWAYS WITH US! Maybe u are not even a Christian while reading this... i just wanna say... give it a try...**
Thursday, January 08, 2009 @7:15 PM
♥ hot title:ZOOM IN ZOOM OUT
hahaha...
the title of my blog so funny...
nevermind... haha... i like can liao...
You must wondering how was OH yesterday...
I kind of enjoyed myself...
new more facilitators from CIE!!!
it was fun working with sua keong(YA advisor) and ppl like prem(my yr1 sem 1 faci)...
basically im not really there to promote my IG la... im like there to facilitate the "Inno Venture Games" is a set of games came out buy CIE to help the visiting students know more about innovation and business... as long as they answer questions correctly from the various booths and earn as many RP$ they get to exchange for gifts... even hoodies lo... good hor... then huisi and yuting came to help me at a later time... appreciate it... and went lunch... visited yvoone's estells's and bertina's booth... and yvoone drew henna on my hand... nice nice... went off at 6plus, suppose to leave at 4 de but the guard of govern came at 5plus... must wait for them to leave... one of them is non other than the prime minister's brother... it was super tired... that i woke up late today anad didn't make my way to school... btw, this year's OH tee is NICE! and another round of OH will be on sat...
alright... now let me further explain the "ZOOM IN ZOOM OUT"... hahaha... nothing special... just that many different thoughts came in and out of my mind... and i guess my final decision is more or less confirm... especially after talking to zhang... so simple...
and i just suddenly think of the things that had happened for the past one year... i just got to say... im thankful that my God is a faithful one... in Him only i will trust... and i can say, after going through so many things, im loving God more each day... but i want to love and to serve Him even more... yup:)
Lastly, i'm really thankful to be in RPCCC... i think and i think... if without RPCCC i would have fall long ago... its also RPCCC that allowed me to serve more with a joyful heart with no regrets... this is so so so true... but ultimately, it was all God... and my DGs... i tell u... WONDERFUL!!! Oh and yeah... i'm having DG tmr... how great... that has been quite sometime liao... im looking very forward... time for me to receive...
**TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!**
**Life is a process. We are a process. The universe is a process. I'M STILL IN THAT PROCESS!**
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @12:20 AM
♥ hot title:First 2 days of SCHOOL!
  Like what i said before... i'm excited... Yet... TIRED!!! It just feel so sianx... Not quite me... Imagine CHERYL TAN NOT blogging, facebooking, etc... IN CLASS!!! Totally not me la... First day of school was System & Analysis Design... In short it's called SAD!!! and i'm really SAD... my team members did all the easy things la... Mine was the most tedious one... although it is not super hard... its easy just that there's alot of steps to take lo... HAHA! Lesson end pretty early too... at 3pm... but my lappy wasn't with me for 2 hrs... and was real bored as i waited for LM@5pm... But God saw my bordem... At first i was walking into the lib wandering... dunno what to do... So i decided to go to E1 Cafe... Sofa... maybe i could just catch a REST! As i climb up the stairs... Someone shouted "CHERYL"... Its wanting... and God came true to me... I was with the staff... and had staff prayer meeting... not too bad eh... we all finish in time to collect my lappy back... HAHA! Then LM was wonderful... we had a great time together... We also celebrated MAHMAH's 20th bdae... HAHA! mine is 4 mths away... am looking forward to it... HAHA! after LM almost everyone chiong hm for SNR... haha.. the last epi... wondering what SNR??? SIAO NIANG RE... u know u know... the famous LITTLE NYONYA!!! haha.... So i went back too... buy dinner back cox daddy went for meeting... i ate KFC yesterday... **SINFUL** Today!!! another sian day... i forced myself to wake up early... cox i was late yesterday... plus meeting germaine at 8am... am trying real hard to tune back my BODY CLOCK!!! for school... HAHA! went IT help desk then to class... so tired really... plus today's was tedious again... although not difficult... But lots of energy and brain juice used up... Oh My... why why why??? had lunch break... to get away from work... had my tom yam... yummy... and fav. PAPAYA MILK!!! and also saw a bunch of CIE Faci... which includes my CUTE GAIL GOH & PRETTY JOYCE LOH!!! haha... i kind of miss Gail... with her comes joy and laughter... her laughter always take away all my STRSS AND WORRIES!!! haha... after lesson... went hm REALLY TIRED!!! I SLEPT at ard 430pm till 9 plus pm when my dear "OH MAN~!" sms me... HAHA! then do RJ and now blogging... and tomorrow is OPEN HOUSE DAY 1!!! **STRESS** the coordinating is stressful la... everything is in a mess... sch not enough OH Tee... haix... sianx... tmr is another whole day in school... Thank God Vanessa and Qiuping is coming... HAHA! someone to have lunch with me... That's GREAT!!!! So hopefully all things will go on well tomorrow... **IF U COMING RP OPEN HOUSE... COME FIND ME OKIE!!! I WILL BE AT CENTER OF INNOVATION AND ENTERPRISE(CIE) BOOTH** Alright! need to get myself ready for tomorrow!:)
Sunday, January 04, 2009 @11:31 PM
♥ hot title:Last day of holidays:(
Actually i'm pretty tired now...
My eyes are closing...
But im forcing them to open... HAHA!
To blog this "SPECIAL" post...
Not that special after all...
Firstly, i need to address the issue regarding my status in FACEBOOK...
It says:
Cheryl is making a life time decision:)
It's not just a decision in one aspect of life but quiet a number...
Don't worry... its not about having boyfriend or a hubby not even abt getting married...
if u know me well and we have pretty good relationship then no need to be afraid...
i will find u and talk abt it if i want to...
if not then u will know it one day la... HAHA!
alright change topic....
today was kind of a fruitful day for CHERYL TAN!!!
woke up to do up myself a personal time-table...
which i feel good after that... i feel organize now... HAHA!
Then left hse at ard 12pm to go my cousin's place to give tuition...
deep in my heart im quite upset and angry...
one never do homework... one never learn spelling...
im make a decision... next time i shall check with them if they done the work if not im not going to go over... i don't want to sit there for 4hrs just to watch them do work... is a waste of my time... im okie if they dunno how to do... but im not okie with it if they didn't even try... it really hurts my heart...
left my cousin's place ard 630pm... reach hm... then nuah for 15mins...
and im out again...
when we were boarding the car... my mum close the door without realising my finger was there... and it hurts till now... its still numb now... haiyo...
btw... we went to Sun Plaza for dinner...
then brought some taiwan muah ji for CNY...
and surprisingly... i brought 2 more tops and a shorts for CNY...
thank God i have a shorts... if not i will REALLY CRY!!!
really.. imagine... my mum say no pants for u!!!
argh~!
but mummy is still good...
i enjoyed shopping for the last day of sch holidays...
so in total...
i brought 2 dresses for CNY!
i brought 2 tops for CNY!
i brought 1 shoe(flats) for CNY!
i need 1 more heals for CNY!
i need 1 bag for CNY!(if i can find)
i need 1 new purse for CNY!(sick of mine liao)
as i said today is last day of holiday...
im quite excited to go back to school...
and just do my best for the coming 3 weeks...
i wonder how things gonna be like...
but no matter what we just got to face it positively...
AL...RIGHT!!!
CHERYL TAN NEEDS TO SLEEP LIAO!!!
Saturday, January 03, 2009 @7:27 AM
♥ hot title:A Pain Start... :(
YES!!!
A PAIN START!!!
On 2nd day of 2009!!!
Cheryl Tan when cycling...
BUT not first time cycle...
BUT is my first time cycling and FALL!!!
BUT its also the first time we cycled till the REAL END of EAST COAST PARK!
We could actually continue cycling to CHANGI BEACH!!! That's real far!!!
Now i have slightly walking difficulties...
My wound on my knee is so painful...
Ouch!!!
At least i had a great start ah...
HAHA!
I mean a memorable start...
The funny thing of the day was MR RAYMOND WOO was think of that POYEPOES(whatever... dunno how to spell... but is the famous fried chicken fastfood at changi airport la... HAHA!)... he was really thining of it the whole day can... why leh?? cox we went to the airport after ECP to send jacq tan off... she went back to america yesterday... gonna miss her badly... she will be away for another 6-8 mths...
As i look at her, going in alone... i feel so sad... i was wondering if i were to really go aust and study alone... how ah??? i think everytime i come back and leave the airport... i will cry as i walk leh... REALLY!
And these really kept me thinking about life after RP... what shd i do??? study??? to really go be a teacher??? or take up some double degree course from SIM... the buiness admin and psychology??? or leave singapore to study in aust(thats gonna be 4 yrs away)??? or go work in a hospital with all the skills i have??? or go into full time with SCCC??? or full time church staff(but... lots of concern too...)??? MANY THINGS TO CONSIDER!!!
HOW????????
Friday, January 02, 2009 @7:45 AM
♥ hot title:2009... WHAT'S GONNA BE LIKE???
First i blogged about "2008... HOW HAS IT BEEN???"...
Now I'm blogging about "2009... WHAT'S GONNA BE LIKE???"...
This is only the rough guide... its just like... God don't reveal EVERYTHING to you at one go... So exactly, I don't know what exactly is going to happen...
Jan 5th - marks the start of my last 3 weeks of school
Jan 23rd - marks the last day of academic yr 08/09
Jan 26th&27th - everyone is having 2 days off for cny... but i have the whole of 15days of cny to myself as holiday has started
Feb(Beginning) - JOB HUNTING! I need an admin job
Feb(Mid) - Most likely going on a trip to Genting with yuling
Mar(Beginning) - Photoshop Training
Mar(Mid) - YEIG Vietnam Trip
April(Mid) - Start of Academic yr 09/10
May 23rd - 20th Birthday
Allow me to elaborate more on the above dates!
Jan 5th - marks the start of my last 3 weeks of school
Right now i'm enjoying the last 3 days of my holiday... i believe when school starts on monday... everyone will still be in the "holiday" mood... but... truth is... im quite excited about school starting... i just want it to finish fast enough... i don't know how i will do this semester but i know i did my best and God is gonna do the rest... Everyone thinks being in RP is the most "RELAX" poly... N.O=NO! im telling u this... i'm feeling stress abt all these... ppl may ask is it because of ur IG and Crusade??? i want to say yes... but it turn out to be the other way round... im more stress over lessons and UTs... sometimes is really IG and Crusade that drives/motivate me to come to school...
Jan 23rd - marks the last day of academic yr 08/09
This is gonna be real happiness... 3 Months of BREAK!!! I'm just gonna make good use of it and enjoy myself... don't just let the 3mths to bypass me... hee:) i don't really know what's gonna happen...
Jan 26th&27th - everyone is having 2 days off for cny... but i have the whole of 15days of cny to myself as holiday has started
HAHA! i guess i'm just gonna be overjoyed!!! ANG BAOs!!! Hee... i guess its gonna be a time when family and friends gather together... a time of LOVE JOY & LAUGHTER!!! Can just Chio me out anytime ya...
Feb(Beginning) - JOB HUNTING! I need an admin job
In this period i really need to hunt for JOBs... i mean one job... a good one... Cheryl is not always going for those super high paying job... i don't mind those $6 or $7/per hr job... its alright... admin job be good... but any other job is okie too but not touching my weekends i will be fine... if have lobang must tell me okie... i need to work so that i can pay for my own expenses to genting and vietnam!
Feb(Mid) - Most likely going on a trip to Genting with yuling
It's still in the midst of planning... i dunno want to go anot leh... we will see how... but seriously i felt abit stupid to go again after 2 months...im still considering... how ar... haix... and there's also other factors to consider cox im going vietnam in the following month... EXPENSES!!! FINANCES!!! STILL IN ARISE & BUILD!!!
Mar(Beginning) - Photoshop Training
This is actually one of the workshop that i had been waiting for... i really want to learn designing... haha... i don't just want to use paper and pencil an markers to design... need to be more high tech la... HAHA! i'm definitely looking forward!
Mar(Mid) - YEIG Vietnam Trip
It's gonna be an IG trip... We are going there to... To visit the various wholesale market; appreciate the various elements of international trade such as effect of foreign exchange, the theories of competitive advantage of a country etc etc.; to appreciate the economic development of a 3rd world country. I'm super excited... actually months ahead i was thinking of vietnam... i brought up to zhang but we came to a conclusion that we won't go there cox the roads there are rather messy... perharps my mum won't even allow... so i dropped the thinking of going vietnam... but the thought of going came to me again and again... but now... im glad that IG has allow my dream to come through... But ultimately i thank God for that... i thank mummy for allowing me to go as well...
April(Mid) - Start of Academic yr 09/10
Its the last year of WAR!!! ACADEMIC WAR!!! gonna due with lessons and UTs... wad's more... FYP!!! but i guess at least next year's module im more excited... im chosen "HEALTHCARE APPLICATIONS" & "MANUFACTURING N LOGISTICS APPLICATIONS" & "FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING" & "IT PROJECT MANAGEMENT" i'm quite excited too... just that the most irritating part will be 2 FYP that my team has to do... but i pray that God gonna lead us... and there shall not be any conflicts in my team... this is my ultimate concern... Lets just jiayou together...
May 23rd - 20th Birthday
Lastly... i wonder how is it gonna be like to enter the "2" club... looking forward... How am i gonna celebrate??? No plans... i guess at that period of time we are going to be busy with sch and ministry... really no plans yet!!! HAHA! But don't worry my wish list will confirm chop be out de... HAHA!
I don't know if u realise... there's kind of no plans for me in church in CG! I'm quite lost in church for the moment... cox for this season im still in my "SLOWING DOWN" mood... We shall see how God is gonna lead... there are still many many things to learn... Lot more mouldings and scolding... HAHA! but its all for greater cause... BUt hopefully things will begin to change for the good... i think only God will know what's on my mind...
So look out for more updates of mine in 2009... next 11mths and 30days!
Enjoy...
Love all of u...
Bye everyone!
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