May it be, oh, so may it be
For the things that we change not
Make us strong, and true, and free

One of those

Today I like the alone time. And I wonder if I should be more competitive, more ruthless (hah, if I can!), because it seems like I'm falling behind, or find myself aiming for second place because I don't want to get the limelight, and ending up way behind.

Today's one of those days I acutely feel the nice naive guys finish last.