i think I dreamt you into life

and so once again, I miss you

So I just sniff your moisturiser, wear your spray jacket and hold my pillows closely to pretend that it's you. Anything to make me feel you're close to me. I wuv you poopie. 11 more days of loneliness after today <3

I found out I have 27 hours of work next week

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I don't remember how to smile anymore

Since you left me, I think I've been crying every hour thinking about you. Today, I woke up at 5am sweating and head pounding thinking of you. I think I've been dreaming of you again. I've completely lost my appetite and I just feel like doing nothing but to watch my MSN show you are online somehow. I haven't heard from you and it's worrying. I didn't think it would be this hard, baby. But now, I think I can't live another day without you. I don't know whether I can continue because I might go crazy, literally.

Baby, please come home and hold me in your arms .

now.