Sunday Naps

So Bella was still feeling a little sick today so i took her home after I gave my talk in sacrament and we took a great nap together! I love taking a good sunday nap and so does she!

So you think you can dance!!

So anytime Bella hears music she loves to dance and everytime i try to record her or take pictures she stops and comes and looks at the camra!! but i got a few little moves and i think she is such a cute dancer!! Dancing on the table is her favorite! sorry its a little dark

Fun in the Sun

Bella has enjoyed playing outside so much! she always brings me her shoes and says outside! Her grandparents have alot of cute little bikes she likes to ride (or pull along).. and the ones that are battery operated she can't drive yet but she is happy just sitting in them and pretending! In the one picture it looks like she is driving really fast cuz the wind is blowing her hair and i thought it was funny.. She also enjoys when mom blows bubbles and she trys to catch them..

Easter!

So we had a great Easter down in utah..The Easter bunny spoiled us this year.Bella loved her easter basket filled with goodies and a new elmo movie. She also got some huge bunnies from grandma Everson and Pappa Samson..Grandma Judy gave her a cute bunny purse filled with fruit snacks Yummy!! We had easter lunch at my aunt midges with lots of food and i made these butterfly cakes! and we had a little easter egg hunt and Bella loved finding the eggs and putting them in her bag. She also like throwing the eggs and making them crack open!! I loved spending time with my family and I had a wonderful time!

Hop 2 it!!

So when i was at my sisters house we took all the kids to hop 2 it..i thought Bella would love it cuz she likes to jump and be crazy, however i was wrong she didn't like the ground being unsteady and she wouldn't jump..one thing she did like was the ball pit she just loves all kinds of balls!! And I made her keep going down the slide with me and eventually she started to like it! Me and mary raced in one of the things and I won the first time and she won the second time only because she cheated!!! All in all it was a great place and i plan on going every time i visit my sister!!

aching heart

So most of you know that we live in my in-laws basement..well they are freaks about dog hair so my dog paloma was not allowed to go upstairs with all of us and she had to stay down stairs and she was getting really discouraged(don't blame her) I tried to stay down stairs as much as i could but with no tv and it being a dark basement it was hard to stay all day with her..When we lived in our house we never had any problems with her and she plays with Bella so good..But I think the living situation got the best of her and she bit bella the other day..it broke my heart, Bella was fine but I felt so awful for my daughter but yet i felt palomas pain too (call me crazy if you want to i don't care) so to say the least we had to get rid of her and i am so heart broken..She was my buddy and i loved her so much..if you are not a dog person you won't understand I can't make my husband and his family understand why i am so sad and why I can't just get over it..I know what paloma did was bad but my heart still aches!!

So i don't really know how to write what im feeling but i need to get it out somehow even if its just for myself to read.. Why do people think that parents getting divorces are only hard when the kids are little? It sucks because im an adult and she be able to handle but there are days when i just want to scream and cry all at the same time..I love my parents to death and I am glad they like to talk to me but sometimes my mom will just act like its nothing to me and I get off the phone and have a melt down.. I do want them to be happy don't get me wrong but sometimes I just wish people would understand that just because Im an adult i might be having a hard time still...