REST IN PEACE JIMMY.
still cannot believe that the rev is gone.
avenged sevenfold would never be the same without you man,you wacky ass.
never thought a thing like that would happen to my fav band.
avenged sevenfold would never be the same without you man,you wacky ass.
never thought a thing like that would happen to my fav band.
this sucks big time,esp when i was at that airport just now.
brought back memories of the first time i saw you in person.
when i first got the news,i thought mike was just kidding.
and i really wished that the news was just a STUPID joke from someone,or a misunderstanding.
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I am living to make your name high!
AVATAR!
i went to watch avatar again with my family yesterday.
well,mike said i'm really crazy about the show,but really i'm not much of a movie person,so JUST LET ME BE CRAZY for this movie yea.
plus it's sam worthington,i love his short shaved hairstyle,like terminator salvation.love guys with such hair.
i dont know why i like this show so much,could be because for once the humans are the ones who are stupid/superficial and are "punished" for it.
cause sometimes in life,it's not about money,material goods.
it's about the environment,relationships,and connection.
kinda makes me feel like going to PANDORA,if it is real.but it's not.
i wished that we have such deep connection to our nature,that deep sense of belonging to our nature,and not belonging to our physical materials.
i guessed,it makes me feel so thankful that amidst of my working life,my physical material needs and desires,i have a life that my abba provides me with.
it's not supplied with material goods,but real life inside,that feeling of really pure love and happiness and fulfillment.
going to church later,i need to fill up on his love!!!!!
I am living to make your name high!
MERRY BLESSED CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
happy birthday jesus,my saviour!
spent christmas with candy this year.normally i don't really do anything special on christmas cause our xmas service would always been held earlier,i mean since 25th dec isn't the actual date of jesus's birthday anyway.
but this year,it was a time to catch up with candy,and our long awaited meet up.
was so sweet of her for the gift.love it.
well,we wanted to watch avatar,but it was impossible to get tickets last minute,so we figured we would just hang around orchard,but we basically really just wandered around aimlessly,going from malls to malls.realising that the shops are really about the same.kinda boring honestly.so we ended up sitting down,drinking a cup of hot tea.and peanut butter toast.yum!
after which,we headed down to holland village to have sushi tei.
well it was her first time eating soft shell crab,was my honour to witness that.
food was good,price was "good" but it was worth it,considering the quality is really great.service was great too.
well,i shall have fun,today is family time!going to do some shopping.got some stuffs i have not gotten yet.geesh right.
I am living to make your name high!
feeling a little emotional today,could be because of pms,or not.
had xmas service today,it was so special,"you raise me up" was sang,and i just rmb the version where dbsk sang it,and i love jae's voice in it! but the meaning of song is really beautiful.
HAD CHRISTMAS CAROLLING on SATURDAY! went to 2 people homes and sang for their parents/guests.
really interesting moments,sort of brought me back to the days of choir.haha!
well,the yr is coming to an end,it has been one awesome yr,with my graduation at the beginning.
it's quite an eventful yr,with studying/graduation at the beginning and working at the last months of the yr.
it's like in just 1 yr,i became from a student to a working adult.
well,i'll be moving up next yr,so that means i will be leaving my current cg,and i feel really sad,cause so many beautiful memories were formed,basically this was my FIRST cg,so all my church memories were formed with them.
but i believe the next season has come,and i'm want to grow in the lord,and really just feed on what he has for me during my season.
but there are a couple of people i still want to walk the journey with.they are all so precious to me.
i believe this change is also important for me,and is an opportunity to just forget my feelings for yt.
I am living to make your name high!
I AM GOD'S BELOVED!!!!!
the only he crowned with GLORY and HONOUR!
the one who he loves the most!
I am living to make your name high!
supposed to meet candy today,but she wasn't feeling well so it was called off last min.
she's probably the only person,whom it's so difficult to meet up with.everytime we arranged,for some reasons,we will postponed it.
honestly it can get quite frustrating at times, cause sometimes the feeling of disappointment gets to me.
but of course,my heart is for candy to get well and rest well.all things are secondary.
but i shall proclaim in the name of jesus that our next arranged date shall be the one which we REALLY DO MEET UP.amen!
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2009 has been quite an awesome year.got lots of give thanks for to daddy god.
still trusting god for peace and faithfulness in my workplace.
not too sure if i can faithful esp during tough periods. but i still thank him for those moments,that he will be strength when i am weak.
well, in the new year to come, i already have a list of expectations for abba.
one of which is really to increase my spiritual hunger and also make more kingdom friends.
a part of me,wants to have a relationship but that's not the most important.
I am living to make your name high!
recently i had to deal with a lot of emotions stirring inside me.
a part of me really wished that after that event,our relationship would have grown.
liking someone can be really painful sometimes,and often enough i feel that there's a part of me that feels extremely empty.
that part that needs to be loved.
and i realised that that emptiness can only be filled up with my ABBA's LOVE.
not even the BEST BEST BEST BEST PERFECT BOYFRIEND could fill up that void inside.
only daddy god can.
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it was at that point that i realised that maybe us not developing into something might be for my good.
I am living to make your name high!
