home alone with a cough and 2 bloodshot red eyes. i was supposed to go to my cg's gathering cum graduation party. was so looking forward to it because it's something special and plus i'm one of the graduates. but it's alright. i'm going to have fun resting at home. and plus it takes wisdom to know that i should be resting at home getting myself fully recovered.praise god. even my brother said "mei i think you should rest at home and not go later." wow.must be my eyes that gave my unwellness away. ----------------------------- my mom thought that I HAVE A KOREAN BF and started telling my family about it. it's all my bro's doing. it's just a JOKE....well at least for now it is. :D
so glad that i can get some rest tomorrow. so sleepy,can't wait to crash into my bed later,but not till i take my holy communion before zzzzzzzzzzz..... i'm completely free tml! was supposed to go swimming with am.da, but it is postponed. so i can start writing postcards to people,way overdue.and i guess i could upload photos from the camp.but i am always super lazy when it comes to such things. the photos are way overdue.i think i should edit them first before dispatching them out.hahha.sound so serious right. -------------------------------------------- oh today while walking out of my estate,i met this.....not too bad looking...punk rocker....strange....caucasian dude.the only reason why he was strange,was because when he saw me,he seemed really shocked,to the point he turned back to look at me.and of course,i stared back. alright,nite nite peeps.hello my sweet bed.
HISTORY MAKER CAMP WAS AWESOME!!! no wait....BEYOND AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --------------------------- i love my daddy god!!!! nothing can come between us!!!!!! highlights of the camp
1: my expectations for camp were all fulfilled,in fact even way much more fulfilled.
2: i experienced a fresh new revelation of the love of my lord towards me.
3: i experienced being slained in the spirit. it's really amazing.twice it happened,when deacon sam laid hands on me and prayed,i felt this white light i could see and the force that i can't resist so i just fell back. amazing.
4: cried twice during praise and worship. the 2nd time was really weeping my eyes out. i felt the so endearing love of god on me. it was amazing that tears just keep pouring out.
5: kingdom friends. this is my first and last arrow camp, so i treasured it a lot.
6: lead devotional twice. once even deacon sam sat in, but it was amazing.
7: seeing how daddy god worked not just in my life but my friends' and my brother's lives. praise god!
8: PRAISE AND WORSHIP TILL PAST MIDNIGHT!!! WOOHOO!!!!
9: women's meeting till past midnight.ladies' night out!
10: DADDY GOD's SUPER SUPER SUPER LOVE US!!!
11: presenting deacon sam's card to him, it's a great honour to be the one who designed it. really really my honour. he's really amazing.
daddy god, HAVE YOUR WAY. I'm YOURS and YOU ARE MINE!
sometimes i feel extremely pissed off with some people. i think to me, one's maturity is extremely important. i no longer can tolerate a guy,who is always teasing a girl,or keeps doing stuffs that is extremely irritating. i used to be able to stand it,but now i just really want to scream at them. but the saving grace for today were noel (no-a) and the service. --------------------------------------- noel is this boy whom i just met today,and he is super ADORABLE! such a darling!!! i really like him a lot!!! not in a BGR thingy,but more like IF I CAN HAVE A YOUNGER BROTHER,I WOULDN'T MIND HAVING HIM AS ONE!!! he's superly adorable,and pretty matured for his tender age. :D his jokes are funny but they're not those cheap lame jokes or teasing methods..........i like him a lot.he's so adorable.so different from others.hahahaa,and he's extremely friendly.i love it when he took the disc deco and started showing it around as a dress. " OOH THIS CAN TOTALLY BE ON PROJECT RUNWAY,LOOK AT HOW IT REFLECTS!" he's so so adorable.i love what he said. i really wish i get to see him again or hang out with him, but i don't know if that would ever happen cause i'm not in productions,but he is. nvm,i'll keep myself informed with his well-being through my brother and mh.i would love to know how he is doing. thanks daddy god for such an opportunity to meet such a darling boy.
JUMP JUMP JUMP! GOD IS MOVING! GOD IS MOVING! CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF REVIVAL?? yesterday was ABSOLUTELY FUN!! I LOVE THE JUMPING MOMENTS where you just give it all to god! i sing out loud because i know MY DADDY GOD LOVES ME! and not to convince myself. AMEN.
went to watch Blood:The Last Vampire today the girls,candy and subha. all i can say is it's one show which is all action,blood,gore but a lot of loose ends that they didn't really explain.the final battle contradicts with all the wooha about the villian's strength and power. but if you love gore and blood,then watch it. for me,i didn't love it at all. BUT the previews of other movies' trailers were really good. what really shook us was "The Haunting in Connecticut" trailer. it was really simple scenes of the ghost but extremely scary. made us literally jerked in shock,which a second later we all laughed it off cause it was like we were the only ones who reacted in such a BIG way. what's good is Kyle Gallner is acting in it!! he's HOT.but too bad it's a ghost film.
all i want to say is "ALL GLORY TO JESUS!" the past few days have certainly been the doings of god. i admit that i started my crowbar preparation really late,due to some commitments that needed my time. so i couldn't really have the time to stay at home to do. but yesterday, i managed to complete everything,and is really god's doing! because my desktop couldn't on,so i had to settle for my lappie which was super lag! and mike's wacom couldn't work on my lappie,so i had to manually adjust the pressure of the brush tool in PS. but i managed to finish. PRAISE THE LORD! i even had time to go for publicity meeting just now! hahaha! basically it's a meeting with the photographers and other designers from the youth ministry, and there's even one whom owns his own design house! god's glory!
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!