AWESOME!spot my lookalike. :D
no prize though.
I am living to make your name high!
with all my guts and all my trust in the lord.
i made that call.
lets hope he agrees.
I am living to make your name high!
CHALET WAS AWESOME!!!
superly awesome!! i had so much fun there,even more fun than i expected.so am looking forward to the camp in june! woohoo!!!
the best parts about the chalet were the bonding among all of us,the sharing(love alex's time management thingy,effective),praise and worship,one to one chat with deacon sam for the 1st time,and the treasure hunt!
when i was talking to deacon sam,i told him that i don't have the urge to move up,and maybe it's because i'm comfortable in my cg, but ever since i talked to him,suddenly i felt like even if i do move up real soon,i'll be excited for it.so praise the lord.
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yesterday was a rough day for me, i wasn't feeling too well,and during the service i started feeling feverish,so after that,while i was waiting for my bus with bro,i told him i needed to puke,so i rushed to the nearest toilet,and soon we went back to the bus stop,and suddenly i felt like puking again,but i knew i can't control all the way to the toilet,so i puked at the roadside.
i really hated doing that.
some other things happened.all i want to say is i really love my mommy and daddy.
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since the chalet i've been wondering if i could marry someone,who would it be.and surprisely it wasn't who i thought it would be.instead it is someone else.wow.
this may bring a new revelation the next time i see him.
I am living to make your name high!
tomorrow is the CHALET!
honestly,i don't know about such things, normally don't really like to go for chalets,but since it's a custer thingy so thought am going to give it a shot.
going early to help clean.........wonder if i will get to play games,but wouldn't die if i don't have to.hahha.
anyway,it's just one night,so i wonder what we could do over there.....
this yr's american idol is pretty boring,i used to support Matt like shittzo,but now it's pretty straightforward who the winner is.
that adam guy.never liked him except for that mad world song,which i grew out of it cause it wasn't spiritually right. whenever i listened to it,inside of me feels a little depressed.
but david archuleta aka archie came on the show today
such REFRESHING SIGHT!!!!! so sincere and real.
love him.i love his smile.
I am living to make your name high!
when my friends asked me about a relationship.i realised my views on relationship is really not of the world's view anymore.
i don't want to get into a relationship just to try.
neither do i want to get into one,which from the beginning,you know it won't work.
i want to get into one,who is going to be my appointed one.
when we were asked us to start trusting god for our partner.all of us blushed somewhat.
too young to handle such things?
perhaps.
going to SPCA tomorrow.
I am living to make your name high!
this week probably was one of my toughest week by far.
losing my toffee is still such a sad thing,but i no longer feel depressed over it.and praise god of that.
jesus died on the cross and took all my brokenness,so that today i won't walk in brokenness.amen.praise the lord.
arrow service was really great,love praise and worship.love the skit.zk was absolutely funny.praise lord for favor with the 2 newcomer i met,though i only rmb the guy's name.....oops.but charis wanted me to attend to them.
got my first publicity assignment.it's funny how when kenn asked me to prepare for rejections,i didn't feel new to it at all. hmm.rejections sound ever so familar.yeah...
yeah.today's service was really great too.
i love when pastor said "even though things might not turn out the way you want it to, jesus won't let it torment my soul."
praise god. i really love my god!!
toffee, i really love you too!!!!
rest well my boy.eat well too.
I am living to make your name high!
today is another tough day.
for the past 2 over weeks i have been waking up at ard 6 plus to hand feed my toff.
but today i woke up at 8.
honestly,i would rather wake up at 6 and still see my little boy.
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the afternoon was extremely tough as i sat in the living room.
all i recalled was how i carried him till his last moments.
and when i refilled the girls' hay,i always would refill his first and he would eat finish so fast.
and how when i have my lunch,he would always come out to eat his "lunch" too.
all i have now is the urn of his cremated body.
my little boy's body................i'm still very sad.....
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the last moment i had with my little boy was like in a movie,where the lead actor would hold someone he loves so much in his arms, begging her not to leave him.
that was exactly how i felt yesterday.
I am living to make your name high!
my baby lion was a fighter.
one of my dearest piggie passed on this morning,in my arms.
oh my gosh.... D:
cried like a waterfall the whole day cause i really missed him and love him.
but i'm sure jesus is taking care of my boy right now and he is freed from all illnesses.amen.
i'm so honoured to be the one who held him when he took his final breath.
toff i love you always!!! your ashes are with us now and you are always here in my heart.
who would have thought 2009 would be like this....i can't stop crying....my boy....
I am living to make your name high!
on tuesday...a stormy weather...2 guys and 2 girls.....take on....
MT FABER PARK
ALEXANDER ARCH,
HENDERSON WAVES,
TREE-TOP WALK,
TELOK BALANGAH PARK,
HORT POT PARK.
BEEN THERE, DONE THAT!
NEXT STOP: OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL.
I am living to make your name high!
yesterday was an amazing time. the service was fantastic,quite emotional actually.
what was great was when i was walking towards the toilet before service,i had a feeling that i would see amanda, and turns out.... I DID! hahaha!
she joined us for dinner yesterday :DD and as we are sitting at the fountain of wealth,it was nice chatting,and lots of laughters included!! kinda wished she was still in my cg. such a blessing.
but now i am not afraid to move up to genrev when the time comes, cause amanda's there. so i'm not entirely lost without anyone i know.come to which, i really wish publicity would contact me soon, so that i can start serving.
anyway, looking forward to tomorrow's morning walk with amanda, yi liang, and brother! haha....lovely. can take photos i hope...and in jesus's name NO RAIN!!! amen!
" Without GOD, we CANNOT.
Without us, he WILL not."
hallelujah.
I am living to make your name high!
tuesday,which was yesterday,was fun! went out with candy to shop,look look see see, the term.
bought bangles, cause i'm kinda bored of my usual ones.bought an eye mask from body shop,super relaxing,cause i was supposed to put it on for 15 mins, but i ended up falling asleep and left it on for 30 mins?
and the lip butter came in the nick of time,cause my lips were peeling today.ouch.
next week candy has agreed to go shopping with me.can't wait. :D
had a bad dream last night.really scary,dreamt a friend of mine accidentally fell off a building.really really bad.didn't help me relax from the flu bug which i had,probably due to my sis.
but i'm healed! feeling a lot better except for the fact that i'm all clogged up in the nose.can't smell anything.
oh and today is APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!
well,i'm not a fool so i'm not celebrating it. :DD
and my myspace is now in chinese.oh no.....
I am living to make your name high!
