thursday was great, went out with candy! went to orchard area.shopped at daiso for like an hr,buying lots of stuffs,some are pretty weird.but it's worth a shot. also went around looking for comestic or skin care products,because she wanted to research,so i learnt a lot.found this lotion that gets rid of dead skin.pretty good. i won't talk about the watson thingy cause...let's just say what we did is so SINGAPOREAN.sheesh.shall never do that again. :DD i had fun,love the riceball!! yummy.and i'm craving for it now. friday,which was yesterday, was fun too! had cg at night,and rain kept calling me a rocker chick.it's so funny.but she clicks better with the newbies,because i'm just not one who goes GAGA over fashion or taiwanese boybands?? even if it was a rockband, i won't go madly gaga. :DD or and officially i still can't rmb zen's face.seriously.
i can't remember zen's face! i can't rmb how he looks like. and i just saw and talk to him a few days ago....my god. whenever i try to think of his face, i picture this taiwanese celebrity.no...... omg, i can't believe i CANNOT even remember how he looks like.no impression at all.i'm freaking out. i never experience such lost of memory before.
this weekend was wonderful! youth service was amazing, love praise and worship.i've found the perfect love,that never fails! amen. then today was great.was asked how i feel about leadership.and frankly,i'm not a good leader,i don't think i have the abilities for it. and as i was sharing with my c.ris about that,i also told her i don't wish to leave the cg so soon,and she had the sentiments as well. i love my cg a lot.like A LOT! yeah,but during service god seem to be telling me regarding my thought of having no abilities to be a leader. because pastor said god will take the most undeserving area in my life, and use it to impact others.amen!!! yeah.was sharing with bro,and he said when he saw me sharing with my c.ris, he said something inside said "your little sister is going to be a cg leader." wow.if that's what god has for me,then i'm sure he will make me one supernaturally. but it's quite an interesting thought.hahah. and ronny today started making funny actions while he walked pass.hahaha.and today's prayer had this section for singles,to find their appointed partner.and pastor said beware of who we meet later for who knows. hahaha,and when i turned around,a few rows down, i saw zy smiling at me.hahaha.that's so weird.bro said it could be a sign.but obviously not he's attached! hahaha.
thursday,i've to admit was a little emotional for me.the last submission for my poly life, makes you kinda look back at the 3 yrs spent rushing assignment,burning midnight oil with my friends.that was tiring,but i've to say was quite an experience. --------------------------------------------------------------------- HIVE 1 farewell party was not too bad.but i was tired from the pdp submission so my energy level wasn't at its peak. apologies for that. they played some videos and as i looked at it, good memories came. i love the bangkok trip, especially going back to the hotel to rest, or pack up. because that's when my roomies (yz & sh) and i get to chat and just really slack out with home clothes and stuffs. and i love it when we open our luggages and set our alarms,and take turns to bathe.it's nice to see our wake up look and hairstyles.classic. :D well, it's sad that it's all coming to an end because it was really fun these 3 yrs. but i'm sure the ties that matters will last forever i'm also excited to start the next season of my life and see what god has for me. i'm also excited to that sushi date with the girls. yummy.
sorry folks regarding that font size thing.and r.boy, you don't have to keep reminding me about that. i just don't feel like doing changes to that. today's mock interview was good,and after that, shopping was fun.went to peninsular plaza and hotel with yz. found cheap buys.esp the bag she bought.when the uncle said the price, we were all like "what?! did i hear wrongly??" hahaha.makes me feel like buying. but perhaps not today...some other time. and i finally got my NKJ bible!! WOOHOO! i waited long enough! HAHA. now i can read the different english.love it.
woke up with a headache today.no idea why,but it could because i had a terrible dream last night. bad dream.disgusting too. but i just had holy communion, for i am healed in jesus's name! amen! this year is shir's first year spending v.day alone.but she had fun.i can tell.haha.lovely. my mind is in quite a whirl. lord i don't think i should be feeling this way towards him. deliver me lord! hmmmmm............so sleepy and damn weather so hot. and yay! i'm cutting my hair on fri. fri shall be good, bearbear's op shall be awesomely successful! amen!!! okay,need to go do my webbie.bye peeps!
yesterday's cg was awesome. i had such a fun time.was the first cg with the newbies,and we had to do some introduction thingy. and my ability to remember everyone's names shock everyone.i rmb yj giving me thunderous claps.hahaha.thank you thank you. anyway,it was nice to see the newbies from our cg.really nice.wacko was fun.luckily i didn't lose. and fellowship was amazing.it's lovely to see how god touches our hearts,and healed our brokeness. lovely. anyway HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everyone!!! muacks! love you guys!!! happy v.day daddy god!
jon's leaving tomorrow. for study trip,to aussie. goodbye mate! shir wishes to see him off at the airport alone. let them spend some alone time. i'll miss you jo dude. though you're going for 3 1/2 years,you'll be back every year. in the meantime,i shall look after shir for you and make sure that she don't get too hooked onto mr al.i shall remind her time to time that she has a boyfriend.and i dont mean boy friend. i hope to meet you when i go aussie this year,but everything is still in the midst of planning cause must save up to go israel at year end too.
today is awesome. assigned to lead a small grp in cg.god shall guide me.amen. service was great.god's grace healed a man,who couldn't walk without support,to walk normally again without even support. amen,that was an awesome testimony of god's healing to us.when i saw that man,who walked out limping with the support of the usher,it's just so awesome when after praying he walked back to his seat all by himself. right now,i kinda want to start tithing to the lord.shall seek in the lord.i want to serve! i want...lord,give me a revelation.
yesterday,i had an arguement with my sis.but all is well now! anyway,my bearbear was bleeding,but i prayed for her.now all that's left is to see my daddy god's powers. service was really awesome yesterday! jesus bore all my brokeness. i met mr al. yesterday. he dressed down alright.so shir,stop going gaga over him.you got a BF already....just a reminder. :D watched london ink yesterday,and it was pretty funny.shall watch it again if i can rmb the timing. looking forward to church service later! got to think of illustrations for the welcome cards to the newbies in our cg.so shall do so,later during lunch.lovely. god,i want to serve in church,lead in.put me in a ministry that will call forth the calling that is within me. rocker jacket,i love you.
"in case our timing don't tally tomorrow, then i guess it's time to bid our byes. what i felt was long gone,but memories will never leave.regret is not in my mind, and never will it be. what i have for the future,is just well-wishes for you.when i wish to see you,i will. but it will just be still images on your online profiles. and still images are mostly happy ones, so i'll be glad by just knowing that." --------------------------------------------------------- goodbye.
the weekends have been treating me well. friday and saturday were fun! friday was the TGIRD party.and they had 2 guest speakers.one was kevin tan,the photographer,and the other was shaun from BBH?.....sorry i'm definitely not an advertising person.but kevin reminds me a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot of zan!!! and zan is also into photography!!! he's whole mannerism reminds me of zan.so it was really funny and cute.the party was fun,and i enjoyed myself. then came saturday!!went out with xinyi,was supposed to have a sec sch gathering but it was cancelled.but anyway,we went out to PS area.we decided to watch bride wars,which was an alright funny movie.but it is quite meaningful because it shows how friendship is so important. we also had dinner at ASTONS,recommended by xinyi! good recommendation,for the price is very cheap,and it is very yummy.i love everything about my lemon lime chicken,from the mashed potato to the colesaw.total yum. and i had a good time catching up with xinyi,and we have a "plan" in the midst of planning. hahahaha.just wait and see.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!