i didnt know it've been that long.
how long has it been?
close to 6 months?
i'm not the one who really counts for such matters.
I am living to make your name high!
There are many prodigal sons
On our city streets they run
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People’s hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures
This is an emergency!
There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved
We’re crying for them come back home
We’re crying for them come back home
And all your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In its state of desperation
For Your glory
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children, in Christ you stand!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children, in Christ you stand!
-lyrics of Tears of the Saint-
i love the lyrics and in christ i stand.
i love you father.
I am living to make your name high!
today's not the day for ferrari.
when massa had that incident at the pit stop.my hopes of him winning all crashed.
oh well.kimi didnt finish the race,crashing at the last few laps.
but everyone has their own fair shares of wins and loses.
so i'm pretty sure they experienced such setbacks before.
but anyway,nico rosberg won 2nd,so that's enough to make me not that sad.
all the F1 racing makes me in the mood of Driven.i love that movie.
i rmb standing at the shop,looking at the show,without sounds,and going to ask my dad to get it for me.
anyway,went to church today at indoors at 9am!
but thankfully,i wasnt sleepy.
well,i love this song,tears of the saint.
beautiful lyrics.it's my official blog song.
anyway,i love shawn's voice.
I am living to make your name high!
who goes to a F1 race without ear plugs?
apparently an adorable friend of mine.
what did he do?
covered his ears with his hands.
poor thing.
give me back my usual hangout place.i miss suntec area.
went to IMM today and the feel was just not right.
and it wasnt just me.we all felt that way.
anyway,F1 fever.i support ferrari.
I am living to make your name high!
i can't get corey's sexy voice out of my mind.
and i've grown to like Slipknot's Psychosocial.love the chorus esp.
what a headbanger song.
I am living to make your name high!
thanks mae for the wonderful invite.
thanks keer for companying me.
awesome.
I am living to make your name high!
i totally love how slipknot looked during this year's vmas.love the formal wear.
and i like christopher too,the only guy without a mask in the photo.
he's not a member.but i think he's cute.
plus,i love corey taylor's talking voice.sexy.
and their masks all reminded me of the masked KANE,wwe.
I am living to make your name high!
this tickles the hell out of me.look at syn's face.
anyway,totally hooked onto London Ink.
and my mom is cranky,over fruits, is pissing the fuck out of me.
I am living to make your name high!
so today is extremely hot.
dang it.
i got my new earphones!
finally.
you think you know someone.
but nah..what DO you know.
I am living to make your name high!
God can take the tears of yesterday and transform them into the miracles of tomorrow.
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guessed i wont be going to arrow today.pretty sad.
it's been almost more than a month since i last heard pastor benjamin.
but i wont be shortchanged.
today's my sis's birthday,so i guessed it's nice to company her during her special day too!
the biggest attraction in a guy is his love for his family.even though he dont speak it often,his small actions and declarations are the most priceless and adorable.
:D
I am living to make your name high!
here's a testimony which i heard.
once there was this girl,who's a believer.
she was walking in this dark street alone,and saw this guy,who looked really suspicious.so she quickly walked passed him.
the next day,she heard that there was another girl, who was also walking in that very same street,got raped.
so the girl,who is a believer,was called in for police investigation.
curious,the police asked the rapist,why didn't he raped the first girl,since she was alone too.
then the rapist answered "she wasnt alone,she had 2 big guys beside her."
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we could never know just how god sends angels to protect us from any danger.
even if the angels are in the form of muscle men.
hahaha.
but frankly,when i heard the testimony,my goosebumps stood up a little.
but praise lord yea!
thanks si hui and yinzhen for the wonderful cross!!!!!jesus loves me!
and to ryan,hope you are feeling better.shall pray for you even though you probably poured the anointing oil all over yourself. :D
anyway,i had fun today.lots of fun.
I am living to make your name high!
i was feeling absolutely nauseous yesterday night.
i dont think i can go to arrow this sat.
it's my sis's birthday and she wants me to go shopping with her.
a little part of me wants to do some serious shopping but a little part wants to go to arrow service and see UNLEASHED.
damnit.
anyway,my invite to all girls,who can make it next wed night is still up.
it's a movie premier.
see last post.
I am living to make your name high!
*drums rolling......*
look at this!!!!!!!!!!!!! and an EXCLUSIVE INVITATION TO ALL GIRLS below.
MY AVENGED SEVENFOLD TIX!!!AWESOMENESS!!!!!!
i am grinning away just by looking at the ticket.
a total worth.
anyway,i am extending an invitation to all GIRLS who i know and reads this blog.
are you guys...sorry....GIRLS free next wed night?
mae has invited me to the movie premier of The House Bunny.
and it's going to be an ALL GIRLS NIGHT OUT.
it will be at 7.30 at vivocity.there will exclusive freebies and stuffs i guess.
really thankful for the invitation.
if you want to go,hit me at either the tagbox or drop me a text msg.
there is only 1 vacancy.
I am living to make your name high!
so you still pop in my mind every once in a while.
but i had my closure.
and i am happy.
for many reasons.
I am living to make your name high!
meet this guy above.i think he is handsome.seriously.
but apparently tch doesnt agree with my taste.
to quote they said i have "an acquired taste in guys that seem to be screwed up"
what's that suppose to mean?!
i really think that guy above is HANDSOME.he has this rugged but yet gentleman kind of look. and he does look good in certain angles.like the second photo.haha.
shir said that's because we cant see his face.WTH!
but anyway,he's this contestant from some model show in taiwan,i dont follow that show but a quick glance is enough for me to decide if that person is handsome or not.
he's name in english spelling is wu shou ming.
but he looks better with glasses.but the judges of the show dont seem to agree.
I am living to make your name high!
something is keeping me awake.
and it's AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously feel like it's all a dream.
i woke up today,and wondered if what mae and i discussed was for real.
and it is!
anyway,among all this WHOOOOWHEEHAHAHA moments.
church service was what kept me sane.
today's service was the FUNNIEST i've ever attended.i laugh from start to finish.
and it's so powerful.
and the mooncake festival celebration was fun.we played murderer.i played that game before with my caregroup,only this time,with the use of poker cards.
but it was really nice to see my classmates since it's the holidays. :D
okay,as i am typing this,latest news from mae,TASTE OF CHAOS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!
IT's A ROCK festival.okay,maybe more towards POST-HARDCORE festival,which is really famous overseas.
and it's coming to our small country!!!
OH MY GOSH!!!!
my head is really starting to spin crazily.
oh lastly,i saw alwin today at the bus stop,and i totally went OMG IS THAT HIM?!
i feel dumb.must be too insane.
I am living to make your name high!
i seriously wanted to blog about today.and the delicious food i had,but i totally forgot about that.
A7X is coming.the excitement is engulfing me.
mae and myself are aiming FIRST ROW.
I am living to make your name high!
AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS COMING!!!!
mark this day,24th october.
it's a FRIDAY!!!!
oh my sweet lord,this is just AMAZING!
tickets purchase are open on tuesday!
mae is going to get the tickets for me!!
i'm so excited!!!!!!!!!
my heart is pumping really fast,my hands are turning cold.
i think i am going to pass out.
I am living to make your name high!
yesterday caregroup was alright.
there was no food available at FC2.even macdonalds was closed.but anyway,yesterday the caregroups celebrated the september babies!
let me try to recall...felina,desmond,timothy,gum wai [i know i got the spelling wrong],yong jie and myself!
but yesterday we had lots of cake.first was the cakes jeremy brought from work.chocolate and cheese cakes.
then the birthday cake,which was so rich in chocolate.
but anyway,we shared our dreams during the caregrp,like what we want to be in the future.
so for me,there are so many things,i want to serve in church full-time.it may be tiring,but it's so fulfilling.i want my WHOLE family to be save and see the blessings of jesus,and my closest friends to have the lives they dream of.
shared about my problems with bro yesterday.am really glad that i am able to overcome those problems.
well,PARAMORE ROCKS! was watching mtv video music awards yesterday,almost didnt want to go caregrp.hahha.
but paramore was amazing!tokio hotel was there too.shocking.but it's nice to see TOM.
yeah,ok back to paramore,i love josh and zac.whenever i see zac,i think of darrel.they look so alike.and both are drummers.wow.shall do a photo comparison one day.
but yeah!!!!!! I LOVE PARAMORE!
anyway,shall end with this.
Psalm 91:7
A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come near you.
this is one of my fav verses of the bible.
I am living to make your name high!
5 reasons why i DON'T take a cab:
1)RECKLESS
2)RECKLESS
3)RECKLESS!!!
4)RECKLESS!!!!
5)I FEEL INSECURE WITH A ROAD RAGE DRIVER.
went to meet tch for dinner today.and a couple of us decided to share a cab home since we live in the same part of singapore. :D
so we got in,things were alright,until our driver kept TSKING,he kept doing that,of whatever reasons,i dont know.
but i sort of got the message that he is pretty angsty and pissy.but i didnt bother about it.
we came to a junction where there was a car in front of us trying to make a U-turn,but didnt turn because of other cars approaching.so that was fine.but our cab driver decided to give the driver in front a LOUD SUDDEN HONK.
and that was when the shock began.
the driver in front eventually made its turn and gave our driver a curious WTF look.
and then our driver unleashed his true angst.
he shouted KA NEE NA! [pardon my spelling if there is actually a correct spelling for that phrase]
but he didnt stop at the 3 words,he decided to swear a little more.
so i was totally shocked.like jaw-dropped shock.
i was so scared that through the angst and everything,that driver cant focus on the road,so that was when i decided to pray.trust in my lord and SAVIOUR.
praise lord nothing happened.
so yeah,then mike, who didnt understand what KA NEE NA means, said to me.
"i dont understand what the driver just shouted but i'm pretty sure he just cursed at someone."
that made me laugh softly.didnt want to piss the driver.
so yeah,remind me again about this incident the next time i want to hail a cab home.
but of course,i shan't generalize.not all cab drivers are like that,but majority of ones i encountered are.that sucks.
I am living to make your name high!
BANGKOK PHOTOS!alright,even though only 5 photos,but that's not all i took.
i dreamt that i was in bangkok.hmm....
I am living to make your name high!
thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.
this year,the rules were all broken.
i said no surprises,but there was.
i said no cds, [a quirky rule of mine] but i got one.
i love my gifts and the kachings i got. $$
thanks for the surprise really.i dont fancy surprises because i dont know how to react.but i'm glad i reacted well.
surprising me straightaway after church service is really cunning.
i rmb i was talking to shir about how i had to keep my luggage within 15kg.and when i was about to reach the CLIMAX,i heard the birthday song.there goes my hollywood blockbuster story. :D
thanks.i saw my "shock face photo".really so unglam.haha.
anyway,thanks tch and caregrp for everything.thanks to all my friends for the well wishes!! thanks thanks thanks!
thanks to my family,my mom,my dad,my bro,my sis.
oh and thanks to the bright yellow shirt dude who i totally dont know,but sang so happily during the surprise.i only rmb him cause of his shirt.thanks anyw.
okay,calling it a wonderful fab day.
oh but most importantly,thank lord for everything.
and a little something to share.it's from my church,and their take on mothers.it's so true and funny.do your mom say that? :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3zV5Y7FGGA
I am living to make your name high!
when i was in bangkok.when i left my footprints at siam square.
so did they.
who?
pastor prince and pastor mark.
what a coincidence to be at the same part of the country at the same period of time.
today's service was absolutely amazing.i got my portion.
and thanks guys for the lovely surprise!thanks for the advanced birthday song and everything.
thanks to those people whom i dont know but sang along too.
wont expose everything yet...hushing now.
I am living to make your name high!
TIRED!!!DRAINED!!!EXHAUSTED!!!
i never thought serving in church would be that tiring!
went to indoors stadium today for my church's mooncake festival service.so we servers had to go there in the morning to pack mooncakes.and the poly custer,guess what,we packed more than 3000 mooncakes within half an hour.WOOHOOHOO!we are fast man!
after that,we had a short prayer session.prayed in tongues.awesomeness.
then we decided to go an anoint EVERY SINGLE CHAIR in indoor stadium with the anointing oil.so that means thousands over chairs.so we went brisk walking throughout the stadium each covering one row.
that was really fun.touching every chair.it's a first time. :DD
then we played a short game of UNO which was interrupted,for we had to go eat lunch,which was delicious.praise lord.
then we played the longest UNO game ever.it was like 20 over mins.i kept shouting UNO,only to draw more cards as my turn comes again.shoots.then we had to stop playing.went to watch the service.while waiting for the service to start,amanda,shuying and myself actually fell asleep!!gosh!!so unglam!hahaha....ooh shawn looked really good today during the song segment.3344 rocks! :DD
in the end,left a lot of mooncakes.and i was so thirsty and tired.but it was fun.
thanks rafael for carrying my bro's bag.he kept insisting to help me.such a sweetheart.
anyway,after that,went to suntec to eat dinner with family.had japanese food.yummy but i was soo tired.
I am living to make your name high!
a small chat with tch.here goes...
mel [me!] : have you guys felt like culture shock before?
mike : yeah!when i went....blah blah blah....[his story damn long.]
ryan : yeah i agree!i rmb that time...blah blah blah....[i wasnt listening most of the time]
mel : i didnt really experience any shock when i went to bangkok leh.
shir : good what.for me,i experience culture shock when i come back from overseas.
mel : WHAT YOU MEAN?
shir: i come back,see singaporeans so %^&!$^&*&^%!#.that's when i get shocked!shocked at our behavior!
the rest of us was laughing away.seriously.that's pretty true.i'm sure there are singaporeans who arent !%#^%#^&# but there are those black sheeps out there.lots of them as a matter of fact.
I am living to make your name high!
go easy on the bread guys! :D
well,i bought some toasted sugar bread for tch from thailand.
sawanee's recommendation.
and they went gobbling it all down within like what seconds?!
anyway,it's nice so i dont blame them.
well,come to think about it.i think the bangkok trip was something that worked well for me.before the trip,i had some issues that was on-going in my mind causing me to dwell on them so much so that i was effected mentally.like they came popping up in my mind and i was fighting to stop thinking about them.
but all's good now peeps!so dont worry guys.had a good heart to heart chat with tch.and realised some issues weren't even suppose to bother me but i let it come in my way.
but with the trip and everything,i realised that during that 5 days overseas,i stopped thinking about them.and my mind was just relax.and when i came home,i wasnt bothered about the issues anymore.so that's good.
i always tell people to let things take their natural course and to let go of things that arent going to happen,but to use that advice on myself,it just seem so much more difficult.
well,i need to sleep early tonight,tml needa go to indoor stadium at 8 plus to serve in church!mooncakes people!i hope my parents enjoy the service tomorrow.a part of me really wish they get save soon.but i'll let god work that out for me.
oh,happy birthday lester.
I am living to make your name high!
so i'm feeling way much better than the day before.
tomorrow's my bearbear's vet appointment.praying that she wont need to go through surgery like tofu.
i totally forgot that i'll be serving in church on saturday.woohoo!
anyway,when tch said they wanna celebrate my birthday.i was caught by surprise because i totally forgot about it.just dont seem to have that feeling of "WOO MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING."
anyway,today is......*drums rolling* BIG T and CHARMAINE's BIRTHDAY!!!!
i hope i got that right.
but anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEEPS!
I am living to make your name high!
hey peeps.feeling really bummed out beacuse of the clip i saw about thai rioters beating the dog.news should not post that.
anyway,to see my review of the bangkok trip,visit http://meleton.livejournal.com/8929.html#cutid2
yesh,i got a livejournal.though i let tch used it and they fake some crap on there.
but watever.
I am living to make your name high!
LEAVE THE DOGS ALONE!
was watching the news this morning and there was news of bangkok riots and stuffs.
cant believe i was just there yesterday.
and i saw the rioters beating a dog.
and that sets me off.
those motherfuckers assholes should just concentrate on their main purpose and fuck off.
what's their problem?! 5 people against one dog,what shitty fuckers they are.
i cant stand it at all.and it's bugging me.argh....i cant stand it.i feel like shoving their bats or watever weapons up their pie holes.
those devil people who hit the dogs or animals in general,GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AND THEY SHOULD ROT IN THERE.
since that's where they belong.
right smack in HELL.
I am living to make your name high!
