so the topic for the day is towels.
yesh,towels.those things that you used to wipe your sexy body with.i said yours,aint mine.
that was random,but yea.was chatting with tch about towels.why?
because we just feel like talking about towels.
everyone has their habits of towels.like for me,i changed mine once weekly.
but for sihui,she actually changes them everyday.so wow.that's a first time.
but for tch,we have same towel habits.
actually,i was thinking changing towel daily is a good thing.first thing first,i dont have to hang my towel.i just throw it in the laundry basket.
how awesome is that?
alright,i find it awesome because i hate hanging my towel.it's a simple task,and doesnt take much effort,but i just dont have the habit or discipline to hang it straightaway after i showered.
i'll always leave it somewhere on my bed,then my mom would come in and shout MEI YOUR TOWEL! then i will go running into my room hanging it.sometimes i just let her hang it on my behalf.but it comes with a price.a short series of her nagging.
or sometimes,before she walks into my room,i will zoom pass her to go into my room first and hang it before she can say anything.
so yea,i hate hanging my towel.
but changing my towel daily is just out of question.aint possible.
anyway,enough of towel talking.
i'll be in thailand from tml to monday.
i'm starting to regret my decision to go.because of many reasons.
just wishing everything will be alright through the trip.oh shoots,which reminds me,i need to fill up my anointing oil bottle.
see you guys on tuesday.cause i figured i'll be too drained on monday to type something here.
I am living to make your name high!
Goodbye EDS.
yesterday was the final presentation for my eds project.
so now that it's done.
i'll part my ways with eds.
sunday's church service was great.and jeremiah totally made me feel like eating sushi.so i bought some for dinner.
amanda is really very funny.that's all i can say.
I am living to make your name high!
so mae told me that a7x MIGHT be coming.
now that's OH MY SWEET GOD!
seriously.if they do,it'll be in late oct?
now,i got 1 month plus to ask someone to tag along with me if they do seriously come.
time is ticking.
so who wants?you get to see sexy syn.
I am living to make your name high!
my sis is going to langkawi tomorrow.
may lord bless her and have a safe trip to there and back to singapore.
i had lots of fun at caregroup today,will post about it tomorrow.
what i asked jesus,he answered me.
I am living to make your name high!
"was this over before it ever began?"
yes.
anyway,recently,if you guys have not read,i have been really bummed out.
my mind is too free,so probably that's why all the weird thoughts are filling it up.
well,mentally,i aint feeling the best.really just BLAH.you know,just blank.
i should start sewing my plushies for the eds ppt.and start rehearsing,so i wont have to do it last minute.but i'm just lazy and BLAH.
get the idea.
but when i am really bummed out,what made me so happy was jesus's answer to me.
yesh,he answered me,how? through daily devotion emails.
well,these days i have been thinking a lot about some stuffs and how some of them just seem so IMPOSSIBLE.so i was really troubled and just BLAH.
before i went to sleep yesterday,i just told jesus,that whatever impossibility that i may be feeling,i leave it to him.
guess what! *see photo below*
this is a print screen of today's daily devotional that my church sends us everyday to read. (i love daily devotional btw)and see what it says.
FOR WITH GOD,NOTHING WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE.
amen!
so when i read that,my mood was better.and i am feeling a whole lot better.
looking forward to tml's caregrp!
I am living to make your name high!
was chatting with sis and bro.
and the bro was lying on my bed,which has this photo of a beautiful house on the wall.
then he suddenly rmb the story my sis told us to scare us.
"once there was a little girl,who stared at her photos,and suddenly she was in it,and got trapped inside."
my sis told us that.i rmb being very scared till i didnt dare to stare at my photo,even though it's so pretty.
and my sis told me the story about not covering your blanket,and how a ghost will come and find you.
since then,i always cover my blanket when i sleep for the night.if i forget to,i will wake up halfway and cover myself.
and the story of the double decker bed.how this girl who slept on it,went missing the next day.
thank god,i dont have double decker bed when i was young.
after chatting,my sis cant stop laughing.
she's so mean.
being the youngest is nice at times.but my bro always say i am BORN 2 GET 1 FREE.
so my mom gave birth to my sis and bro,and got me free.
I am living to make your name high!
when someone blogs twice a day,it only shows that the person is really free.
or that the person blogs for a livelihood.
for my case,i'm the former.
so the day was fine,played sims,like FINALLY.
in my mind,is all filled with thoughts and possibilities.
and after that,reality hits in,and possibilities become impossibilities.
feeling slightly bummed out.cant imagine how the next semster is going to be like.
roller-coaster ride.
when you go up,you know there's always a down.
but pastor benjamin said,when we hit rock bottom,the only way is to go up.
we may have lost battles,but the war is not over.amen to that.
anyway,i listened to pastor joshua's sermon.that sermon is so powerful because i got my portion.and it's so true.i cant change myself or take away the bad habits.i asked jesus to do so,and he did.it's not me,it's all my lord's doings!
enjoy your holidays peeps!!
I am living to make your name high!
thisissogood.
i can relax now.not totally but for now.
next monday is my final presentation for eds.
shall not be worried about it now.
anyway,for me i am looking to 6th sept!
cause i will helping out in church for the moon cake festival event.so will be packing and giving out mooncakes to fellow beloveds.
so yesterday was fun.happy birthday to hafi!
blessed meal and fellowship time.
and i saw UTT!hahaha...was with si hui at paragon,when he walked past,and i said UTT.but si hui didnt hear me at all.i thought she did!utt glanced over at us.hahaha...
well,anyway,so seeing utt,checked.i mean come on,how big is singapore.i have to see the mtv vjs one by one someday.so utt down,denise and taya to go.
and mr dope,how much i love your teeth.so dont need braces ah.
I am living to make your name high!
i did my journal by faith.praise lord!
anyway,yesterday,i was feeling really sad deep inside.
i really really wanted to go to church service yesterday,but i couldnt. and i felt really sad because i have been waiting for arrow service to come.and partly because for the next arrow service,i will in thailand.so that means that i have to wait for 3 weeks before my next arrow service.
so i was really sad and stressed up.because going to church is the only most effective way of me letting go of all my stressed.when you are in the house of god, no devil can condemn you.
i texted my bro and charis that i wont be attending and that i was really upset.
my bro texted me saying that even though i cant go,i wont be shortchanged.and that jesus will always be with me.and that he will share with me about the service.
you guys must be wondering what's arrow service? well,it's the youth service for our church.so the topics pastor benjamin talks about are really personal and could happen in our lives daily.so you could really relate to it.
well,after reading my bro's msg,i instanteously felt really cheered up.praise lord for my beloved bro.charis was really sweet too.
and i think jesus is just so amazing.because even though i couldnt go to church,i had an awesome time with my friends,yinzhen,wang yi and apb.
haha.yea....i totally didnt feel sad anymore.and i had so much fun listening to apb and his funny stories.really blessed for such awesome friends.
having such awesome friends just shows me just how great my god is.
anyway,yea,so it's really funny and i had a good meal.love the chicken.
well,after dinner and a little walking ard,went to marina square to meet my family. and saw the caregrp there,sort of expected it since we always go eat at marina square to eat.haah.i find the way desmond waved at me really funny.he was so secretive.haha...
well,today,cant go church,need to chiong eds.but my bro bought pastor joshua sermon.so i can listen!! i love that sermon!
anyway,i have a feeling my time of the month is going to come during thailand trip.shoots.no.
I am living to make your name high!
From this
TO THIS: 
it's really funny now that i think about it,but alright.the truth is out.i've never been a sevenfoldist all my life OKAY!
and FINE,i used to be in a phase where i go GA-GA over ENERGY.
esp in secondary school days,i am in the TAIWAN BOYBAND PHASE.
not that it's a bad thing.i'm not ashame of it at all.
so what if i used to like taiwan boybands?it doesnt speak anything of me.so who is one to judge me. well,but it's really funny cause the genre is sooo different.
taiwan boyband songs and heavymetal.
people always wondered,when did i started liking heavymetal.
i dont know exactly when but i always love Linkin Park's songs,esp those with screaming inside. so from there,i pretty much knew that i am into that genre.haha.coolness.
well,ok,so to one who doesnt know me well,they will go WHAAT A SHOCKER!!
taiwan boybands?! come on,it's not like i look like someone who listens to heavymetal. i told my friends and they always have this shocked face when they know about my genre of music.
anyway,yea i used to be a HUGE HUGE HUGE fan of ENERGY.i think their music is alright.sometimes these days,i still used to listen to the songs just to revive some memories of the good old days.and my fav member in the band is TORO,the second from the right.haha..okok...enough.SYN ROCKS!haha \m/
well,i think my sec sch friends and tch are the only people who has been with me through this change.i mean when mike knew i started liking english songs again,he said "WHATEVER HAPPENED TO CHINESE SONGS?!"
right.nothing happened to them.i changed.
AVENGED SEVENFOLD ROCKS ALRIGHT! SYN!!!
energy is not that bad too compared to other boybands...just a word of justice.
I am living to make your name high!
trying my very best to go along with you.
i have been very patient with you.but you seem to be unhappy with me.
always asking me questions.always stoning on me.
what have i done wrong?
you know,when you have problems,i always asked jesus to be my patience.
see,i am trying my best to be understanding.
just tell me,what is wrong with you?
what is wrong with you?
you are driving me bonkers.
but nonetheless,i will bear with you,INDESIGN.
watch this video,it's sooo funny.was starting eds,when yz send me this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoJwPdLXjjY
TOTALLY WORTH THE DISTRACTION.
I am living to make your name high!
my dad said my mom is cranky lately.
well,the pot is calling the kettle black.
let's hope this stops soon.put my faith on that.
I am living to make your name high!
i dont wish to start on eds.
i am procrastinating.
what a bummer.
but i'm starting it anyway,just for the sake of ending it.
on the contrary,i finally started reading pastor prince's destined to reign book.
not for the sake of ending it but i want to know more about my lord and saviour.
cant wait to go arrow this sat,it's been a while since i last went to church.
I am living to make your name high!
today was pretty good,even though there was school.
actually,to be fair,school isnt that bad.just that sometimes,when you are feeling lazy or tired,the thought of "going to school" isnt very motivating.
but anyway,happy birthday ming hock!may the lord be with you.
after school,went to vivocity with sis.she bought this dress.hopefully her back heals.
anyway,dinner was great.my sis brought me to sushi tei to eat.
we ordered sushi,this fried cabbage (TOTAL YUM!) and pork cutlet.
really thankful for the food and the company!i love spending time with my family.
i love shopping with my sis though sometimes she can get too draggy with clothes.
well the only prob i had with sushi tei,was the service.apparently over there,it kills to smile.because hardly anyone did.
also i didnt like the eel sushi.yucks....i hate that sensation.
anyway,i want a new phone soon.it's so tempting.motorola razr v9!
well shir asked me a qn just now.it goes..."what if someone whom you know suddenly act hostile towards you.and you have the feeling that she hates you.and you dont know why.what do you do then?"
my answer,which shir said was very nonchalant.
well my answer was "if you feel that way,to a certain extend,that might be true.if it is true,and it bothers you,ask her.ask her what happened.if you dont want to do anything,then asked yourself if it could be something you did.if you realised there was nothing you did,then dont blame yourself. because if it's nothing you did,most likely is that she just dont seem to be that fond of you anymore. you cant live your life,wondering if people like you. you dont need the whole world or everyone around you to shout "SHIR I LIKE YOU!". some people have to be the bad guy that goes "I HATE SHIR,WHAT A BITCH!". come on,you hate people too."
i am sure there are people who goes "i hate melissa.she's so.....xxxxxx"
as long as they dont cross my path and step on my toes.then i wont step on theirs.
I am living to make your name high!
fashion gone wild.interesting experience.
first photo has 2 of the closest friends from school.cute outfit.
si hui's sarong is sooo familar.i wonder where have i seen that thing before.it's so flowery.
and i will not put eyeliner anytime soon.or at least until i learn how to rmb that i have MAKE UP ON and that i should not rub my eyes,which i did.
what to do,when eyes itchy,you should rub it with a tissue.which i did,and it turned black.
i swear when i was rubbing my eyes,i didnt rmb i had eyeliner until i saw the black thing on my tissue,and then i went eh,OH SHIT.I GOT EYELINER.
yup.not for me.i prefer to head out and whenever i feel like rubbing my eyes.i should not be restricted of such privileges.
meet dopy.dedicated to ryan,who is a dope.
I am living to make your name high!
about a few hrs ago,i was laughing like crazy at a photo i saw regarding someone close. (i cant say cause he told me not too.probably disclose later)
i didnt know he sings.seriously.
and he even sang vocals at one of his gigs.
and he's really cute,in the photos.hahahaha.and i didnt know he likes metal.
hmm...have i been missing out on something.
anyway,happy birthday singapore!
i guessed the ndp was good.i mean the boy who means so much to me is there somewhere.
but still that didnt made me watch finish the whole thing.
and shir,i had an awesome time.lunch was good but now i am afraid of chicken and rice.
I am living to make your name high!
"When I see your face
my hearts burst into fire"
~ abstracted from Hearts burst into fire lyrics~
so yesterday was a unique party.
and i am pretty looking forward to tch's annual sleepover.
anyway,ryan,you are a dope.
that's a fact.
oh,and yesterday there was this weird fellow.he/she called me the first time.i missed the call.then i thought could that be someone i know.
cause having my previous phone died on me,some contacts were lost. so i waited to see,if it is urgent,he/she will call again.
and then after the party,i got 23 MISSED CALLS and 3 texts msgs.
and the txt msgs were really weird.there was crude words inside.
so i text back saying "sorry but i think you got the wrong person.i dont have your number in my phonebook."
and true enough that's the case.
but poor dude,he/she has been dialling the wrong no. for hrs.
I am living to make your name high!
LOOK AT THIS!WAHHAHAHAHA!
A7X's DVD on SEPT 9!
this is the perfect gift i could get for my birthday!so honoured they are releasing the dvd on my birthday.
anyway,no worries guys,no need to get for me this.
rmb my policy about cds related to my fav bands?
yea.i prefer to use my own money to buy.just this cranky screwed up habit.
but i love the illustrations for the cover,look at syn,the one with the fedora hat.
now how awesome is that.
and RYAN,stop playing with your food lah!mix mix mix.
I am living to make your name high!
i had the weirdest dream.
i dreamt that immanuel is this flirtatious guy who hooked up with this chick.
it's so weird cause immanuel isnt flirtatious at all.and plus after pastor benjamin session about love and relationship.it is even weirder that he is flirtatious in my dream.
and then i suddenly dreamt of ryan.and guess what,in my dream,he's BATMAN!
no joke.when i woke up,all i thought was WHAT?!?!No WAY!COME ON!
oh geeshes sheeses.ryan....no.......that's way too weird with a capital W.
anyway,i'm in the whole UGLY BETTY CRAZE.
i like Michael Urie.i think he's hot.like hot and funny. and Becki Newton and him just have soo much chemistry. so who cares about betty,i'm all MARC!
I am living to make your name high!
LOOK AT MATT's BIRTHDAY CAKE!! ARGH SOOO FREAKING NICE!love the deathbat,seriously.
if my birthday was this,i would never poke candles in it.i rather have a candle-less birthday cake.so tch...roughly,you get the hint.wont settle for anything less.hahaha.kidding.
i dont really like to make a big deal out of birthdays.presents are great.parties are just so not me.
and yes,this aint the first time you see me saying that i am TIRED!!! i am exhausted,drained and broke.just spent close to 80 bucks on school project. today didnt start well for me,i woke up at 5 plus to prepare for my eds printing.and guess what,i woke up with a headache,and dried throat.yesterday i had one full day of running nose which made my throat feel so uncomfortable. then when i started doing my eds,my nose started to act like a running tap.but i had to bear with it.
anyway,went to school, was feeling really terrible and tired.teacher didnt come for lessons.wth.tables are turned now yea.
well,we wanted to log and captured our video,but we had to wait for our turn.which was about 1 over hr later. so what do i do,i sleep, while the rest played psp. when i woke up,i realised this ddm person was looking at me,probably going "WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT GIRL.SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP."
but you know what,i slept quite well.though it wasnt comfortable,i just needed to close my eyes. my nose started to sneeze,and i felt a change in my voice.wtf.i didnt feel good at all.
then finally,yinzhen said " CAN LOG AND CAPTURE ALREADY." and yes,finally,it's about time yea. so went to capture. and i have to say something, in a room filled with DDM students,or simply being in their territory, i cant help but feel a little intimidated. but did i mention, there is this guy from ddm,that gives me a not very good vibe. yesh,when i see him,i just feel like shunning away.
anyway,feeling lots better,praise lord.by his stripes i am healed. i am preparing to sleep a good night.
I am living to make your name high!
Jesus i am yours forever,
close to your heart,held safe in your hands
i'm carried high upon your shoulders,
nothing can take your love away from me.
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This is the gospel revolution,
you came you gave your life for me
now and forever i am righteous by your finished work at calvary
your love for all to see,
the truth inside of me,
says you'll never no no no,
you'll never forsake me!
this is the love the world has been waiting for!
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sitting at a corner,his friends were all chatting away happily.and i looked at him.
he seems really focused on his work.
praise lord.
I am living to make your name high!
FILMING is NOT MY THING TOO!
i am seriously not graced for this too.cant imagine how ryan and mike like this kind of stuffs.
but anyway,mike is off overseas.miss him dude.
well,back to the filming part,went to film for our vda today.
and a BIG THANKS TO ALL OUR ACTORS!really glad we could find actors at such short notice.thanks thanks thanks.
anyway,CHECK OUT MY BLOG's SONG!it's sooo awesome.well gospel revolution is just addictive.i listened to it for like countless times today.i love shaun's voice.
amazing.well UNLEASHED rocks!
well,if you're wondering,unleashed is the youth band from new creation church,which is my church fyi. :DD
and one last thing,J if you're reading this,shir doesnt want you anymore......KIDDING!
she's just currently head over heels with ALWIN.
bear with it.i'll constantly remind her just how attached she is already.
I am living to make your name high!
COMBINED YOUTH CONCERT WAS SOOOOO AMAZING!!!!
how i wished it lasted longer!!!
today was soo amazing!we had a combined youth concert.so the DARE,ARROW students and Arrow YWA ministries combined to have a PRAISE AND WORSHIP SESSION!
and today is also the launch of our church's FIRST YOUTH BAND CD!!!!the band is called UNLEASHED.one word.AWESOME.
i love GOSPEL REVOLUTION best!the others are great,but that song just gives makes me want to raise my hands and praise jesus!
well,i was listening to it when i went to the airport to pick my sis,and i raised my hands.this guy stared at me.but who really cares.
but praise and worship was sooooo great! the band was AWESOME!
ALWIN WAS AMAZING TOO!hahaha....shir must be jealous.
well,shir for your consolation,i was at the back of the auditorium.but he was directly positioned in front of me.
hahaha.anyway,pastor benjamin gave a great preaching too.it was short but POWERFUL! love romans 1:16-17.
well,i have to admit my legs were so pain due to the standing up.hahaha..well,but i didnt care,i just wanna praise and worship!!!
but all awesome things have to come to an end too.so it ended with GOSPEL REVOLUTION!
anyway,after service i went straight to get the cd,and when i opened it for amanda to see,the disc cover broke.to me it wasnt that much a big deal cause it happens to me all the time.but we had it change.
i had sooo much fun!
jesus PRAISE YOU LORD!!!!
oh the band's drummer is good too.
I am living to make your name high!
KING OF FIGHTERS!
STREET FIGHTERS!
all my childhood games!brings back so many memories.
i first started playing street fighters since primary school,when the nintendo work station was still using game cartridge.hahaha...i rmb competing with my bro and sis and i would always use chun li.hahaha.
but i always thought ken was a himbo.but he is good.his legs.damn power.
and KING OF FIGHTERS.secondary school days.
i love KYO!!he is handsome.hahahha...i also rmb this female character that uses fans as her choice of weapon.
anyway,school today was kinda fun.y8 has 2 players games like street fighters and KOF.i compete with yz they all.so fun!!!hahaha.
anyway,apart from some bugs in the game,it was an enjoyable experience.
I am living to make your name high!
