top four bands on my playlist.order is in random form.

but i must say anberlin is like the only thing i am listening to right now.

GODSPEED is just amazing.

but i heart BFMV,A7x!!!! and HILLSONG UNITED!

woohoo!

one of the smallest things that makes me happy is listening to music.well,my fav music.

The Lord says, "I will guide you along the best path way for your life.I will advise you and watch over you."

Psalm 33:8

Gabriel.

started out as a random sketch turned into the girl above.

she's not a real person.so dont bother asking who is gabriel.

anyway,why gabriel,because it sounds really suitable.not that girly and goodie two shoes.

hahaha.ANBERLIN ROCKS!!! I CANT GET GODSPEED OUT OF MY MIND!!!!

IT'S STUCK in my mind.hahaha.

anyway,tml going to cut my hair!going to do a prayer before that because a bad haircut is really bad.as yinzhen said "tou fa hen zhong yao." translates: hair is very important.

:DD good news,my mom seemed to not mind if i pierced my nose.i asked her today and she wasnt that against it as much as tattooing.in fact she even said that it's pretty nice.and wondered how she looked like if she pierced her nose.hahaha.how cute right.

well,i'm just hoping that if i really want to do that,and asked her again,she will keep her word.

yesterday was a very tiring friday...went to eds early to prepare for my consultation...actually..not really.i reached early and surf around the net to see what i can download,which is one of the perks of school's computers.but...ssshhh...this is suppose to be confidential.haha...
anyway,didnt get to sleep much on thursday night...so was freaking tired when i was in school.
my school ended like 12 but had to do projects like eci simulation game and vda.
anyway,i played like one superly long race of NFS:carbon on psp.and i wasnt really used to it.but i guess i still got the skills ah...get first..hahaha...kidding lah,it's probably in easy mode.
anyway,so thankful that azhar didnt disapprove our vda idea.i was so scared he is going to have some negative comments.so thankful.
after vda,went to caregrp at fc2 for dinner first.daryl also joining the shu something something design competition.i saw like he was doing ONTOGRAPHY.poor him.
yesterday caregrp was structured activity so we played a game,called mafia.it was really fun.ting hui anyhow kill people.poor cherri keep getting killed.hahaha.to others,i was the silent killer cause i dont really talk much during the game.hahah...
well,we ended the caregrp with a prayer.charis asked wendy to open the prayer,then timo to prayed for education matters,ting hui for health matters and I to CLOSE THE PRAYER...such honour.but it was my first time,so i didnt really know when to close it.so i was a little paiseh ah...but just want to tell lord that the next time i get such an honour,give me the confidence and wisdom to do it properly.haha...
anyway,yesterday we shared the little things that make everyone happy or angry.and to me the smallest thing that makes me happy is able to joke with my friends in school.cause without friends,school is really boring.so i am so thankful for them.
so lord,bless them and guide every single person i know with your love and guidance and wisdom.and when they are down,give them the hope and faith that they are looking for.when they are lost,guide them back to assurance.give them your love and show them that you have and will always be there for them.in jesus's name,amen.
also i want to give thanks and praises to lord for fulfilling one of my requests yesterday.i was so happy.thanks lord!

an illustration done for mike.

cant wait to do one for myself.

silly mike,was doing eds when he disrupted me.

and not to mention distracted me with this.

ONE OK ROCK!

you can say the only japanese rock band i like.

alex is hot.

this post is all about my friends.you'll see just how quirky and fun they are.
1)jun hao comes out of church and say he saw a pretty girl.it happens all the time.haha
2)darrel first thing that he said to me was "eh i also want to shake your hands." hahaha...so to your qn,dar,about whether we shook hands,YES WE DID.wtf.
3)mike has this face when he tries so very painfully to keep a surprise in.cute.
4)ryan loves to lie down on his study desk.dont ask me why.
5)shirley goes haywire after 10pm....never fails.
6)my friends ran out of the foodcourt to go watch fireworks last sat.
7)candy is always open to me and she was so funny when she said she really seem like she cant hold her bladder on the train.hahaha....
8)my sec sch friends who are so lovable.
9)school friends,esp my classmates,school without you can be just plain boredom.
10)everyone who i didnt mention but i dear so much....dont think i dont heart you ah!
11)ooh. to dan and jon,hello army boys!miss you guys.

I GONNA HAVE HAIR LIKE YOURS MATT TUCK!

soft and silky...well that's what it looks like in the Waking the Demon video.

anyway,i love the video all except for the bloody scenes.

i prefer them censored.somehow i hate bloody scenes.

but matt tuck is hot.

friday is structured activity.wonder what we will be doing.

hopefully chilling out somewhere.

anyway,the reason why i said i gonna have hair like matt's is because i APPLIED the holy anointing oil on my hair.haha.so my hair will be like matt's just short.hee.

well,ytd updating my diary with jesus.felt so good.

thanks bro for the lovely email.

and to darrel,stop asking me dumb questions which makes me wanna just laugh.

either way,i love him.

church services yesterday and today were great.
yesterday arrow service was an answer from jesus for me.a week ago,i told jesus that i hate myself for keep being judgemental and keep comparing myself with others.so i told him to help me change myself.
and guess what,yesterday pastor benjamin was preaching about that!!hahaha....
to others,they may think this is just a coincidence,but to me,it's an answer from jesus.i wont say that i have completely change,but i know i am slowly.
after service yesterday,went to eat dinner with caregrp,and it was really fun.had a great chat with wendy and amanda.
thanks jesus for the fun time.saw sheryl at church too with her bf.hee...
today's service was great too.we prayed for our anointing oil.haha..olive oil.the fresh oil!hahaha.
anyway,tml is school reopening....and i am so lazy.my eds is just a bad thing.i didnt do any illustrations yet!haiz....how?!
anyway,i watched dont mess with the zohan,and i shall say DONT or NEVER watch it!
it is so shallow and yucks.the humour is all sexual.disgusting.

~Life is knowing that his loving kindness for us is greater than life.~
~Jesus is the giver of all the pleasures in our lives.~

paramore icons!

i did these 4 for fun.had the urge to do icons.

hayley's hair is so damn red.i didnt edit it to be that red.it was already red.

anyway,i feel like going out with my mom!

will do so next wed.

i dont want to go to school.that sucky feeling again.

photos time!

the first 4 photos above are some of the many photos i took at changi airport.hahaha...i am really lazy to edit all.

anyway,yesterday was seriously fun...i am missing the moments already.

sometimes i wish that everyday it could be like that.just being with the people i love,like my family and friends.

i guess everyone would love that right.

oh well,if life was like that everyday,then it wont be called life anymore.

but sometimes i feel as long as i dont expect so much,i dont need to pursue so much in my life.

well,these thoughts are stressing me out.i need to go church soon.i want to sing away my problems.

but i adored yesterday.candy is like my best friend and to spend time with her is really great.

i just wish we could do this more often...but school is starting so it can get really tough meeting up.

anyway,i am looking forward to our next outing!

hmm...as for the last photo,i was shocked at how delicious looking it became after i edited the photo.

thanks mike for this god-send yum.i could finish the whole thing,but i think i am heaty these few days so i must watch what i eat.either way,daddy god will be there for me.

to all those who love me,i love you guys too....i dont say it but i seriously do.

and i am daddy god's beloved daughter!

xoxoxo.

today was really fun.like one of the most fun days of my holidays.
thanks candy for the company!hahaha.
anyway,we went to CHANGI AIRPORT!hahaha.yea....it's been so long since i went to the airport to walk or to take a plane -_-...i need a holiday!
candy wanted to take some photos for her project.so i brought my cam along to help her snap photos.
can keep for my memories too.haha...
anyway,we went from T3,which is nice,to T2,which makes me sooo wanna travel,and to T1,which is filled with people.
i want a holiday or at least take a plane!that's all i am asking!hahaha
anyway,ate popeye.it was alright....good meal but i dont really see the difference between it and KFC.
walked around.it was nice..seeing the people departuring and arriving.haha
well,after that,we went to orchard to walk walk....went to far east and bought a pair of shoes.haha...well,had a great time today and great company.
and a nice chat with candy.
photos are going to posted soon.
how i wish everyday can be like that.going out with the people so dear and close to me and just having fun and doing nice things.
there's arrow this week!hahaha.cool....

the weather today is terribly hot.
like i can feel my skin feeling so hot and burnt at one point.
and the worst part was i had to carry a heavy tripod,which weighs like 5 freaking kg or more.
it was like soooo darn heavy.but the filming today was pretty good.
we manage to film everything within like what an hr.hahaha...hopefully the final product will be good.
jesus make the video good!hahaha..
anyway,came home and had this TERRIBLE HEADACHE.it made me so frustrated!
i rub tiger balm on me like a million times.and said like healing prayers...
and i just said one to daddy god and my head feels a lot better.so thanks daddy god!!
now i just hope my mom's cough will go away.
i need the anointing oil soon....i want to see the powers of it!hahaha...

random hot photo.

HAPPY FATHER's day!
hahaha.well that was yesterday.
i was so tired ytd.had no idea why...went to church in the afternoon.then went to shop for gifts.and then go have dinner.
i tell you,the bus system in singapore can be pretty screwed.it took so long for the bus to come.
anyway,today is a hot day.and the tripod is so damn heavy.i bet my muscles will be popping out more.
i cant wait for my holy anointing oil.

tofu is doing good.

thank god for that.

my piggies have to be fine.

love them lots.

have you ever felt like you have this feeling,which is a nasty one.
like when you feel this way,it makes you really evil in some way or another.
well,i do.like this fucked up feeling inside.at times when i see someone else doing better or doing something that i could not experience,i will get that feeling.like why didnt i get that.what makes him/her get that.
and i dont want to feel this way.but it seems so natural that one feels this way.
so i decided to change for the better.because i HATE myself for feeling this way.
when i meet with a situation which makes me feel this way,i always seem to reason it out.like console myself to be satisfied with what i have in my life or whatsoever.which is wrong because i should accept it as it is.
so i found myself a notebook and i want to change for the better.
because i have jesus inside me.and i know that he can help me.it would be for him.like i will write whatever negative feelings i have inside the notebook and tell him.and let him help me in his own time.
because i know i cant change if i count on myself.because i tried that many times.like tell myself "MEL DONT FEEL THIS WAY,IT'S NOT RIGHT!ACCEPT IT THE NEXT TIME!" and it doesnt work.next time comes, and i feel fucked up even more.
so i will start like tmr.and that notebook can be the same one i bring to church to write down notes.
hahaha....i used to feel like christians are so weird.like they seem so enthu all the time about jesus.and why they seem to always hear christian songs and sermons.
but i get it after being a christian.because the little things jesus do in my life,it's just so amazing.like he always watching out for you when you want him to.but at his own time.dont rush into things....and when i listen to christian songs,it touches your heart.and sermons work amazing.if you experienced something that was preached.it can make you cry.it made me cry during last church service.
hahha....but that doesnt mean byebye non-christians stuffs.
i can never say byebye to heavymetal or rock music because i listen to them not worship them.
avenged sevenfold,fret now.always gonna be a sevenfoldist.
i guess jesus wants me to be one.hahaha.love him,love them.

thanks jesus for everything.

another reason why i love him soo much.

today was pretty fun.

you quan (spelling might be wrong) asked charm and i to go have lunch with our internship company people.

well,it is also to celebrate him and guan hong for entering army this fri.

anyway,ate at yum cha.food was good.love the fried rice.haha.

anyway,went back to office.they had a NINTENDO Wii!!

amazing.had a go at it.played tennis and baseball.

tennis was fun but baseball damn hard to score.

and soon time passed and left at ard 5.45pm.so late..haha

after that,i went to taka art friend to get eds stuffs.

start eds-ing!...but i am so tired...plus a headache.sucks.

tml is my tofu's surgery...jesus bless and protect her!

please let her be strong and wake up after the surgery!

jesus,i need her to wake up and be strong....worried.

tml bro going to bintan for church camp.caregrp people going too....have fun guys!

joel's short hair.suddenly thought of it.

hahaha...he rocks!

totally hooked onto MIGHTY TO SAVE.

"Everyone needs compassion

A love that's never failing

Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness

A kindness of a Savior

The hope of nations

So take me as You find me

All my fears and failures

Fill my life again

I give my life to follow

Everything I believe in

Now I surrender

Shine your light and let the whole world see

We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus

Savior

He can move the mountains

My God is Mighty to save

He is Mighty to save

Forever

Author of salvation

He rose and conquered the grave

Jesus conquered the grave"

one of my fav songs to praise and worship

today's church service was really funny and meaningful.
pastor mark was really funny.and his funny is not done purposely.his jokes come about naturally.like how he phrases his sentences.but his english isnt good but for him to do a main service in english,praise the lord!
today's word of gospel is to tell us that no matter what we've done and the mistakes and failures we experienced in our lives,jesus lord will be there to lift us up.
i was listening to the service until what pastor mark preached touched a personal note in my life.and that was when i felt soo blessed.
basically,he said that when we have a temptation,we dont resist it,we escape from it.rather than using our strength and willpower to overcome the temptation,let it rest in jesus's hands.let jesus face the temptation for us.
and it was really true.i am sure everyone has temptations which are not good.and this past week,there was this temptation,i dont wish to disclose,but it was soo strong.and i knew for sure i didnt want to fall for it.so i just prayed to jesus to take that feeling inside me away.and it did.i didnt succumb to the temptation.and it is gone.in fact,i detest it now.
so when i listened to the service today,it felt really real.during the prayer session,where we bowed our heads and closed our eyes.i couldnt help but to tear up a little.
thanks jesus lord for being there when i make mistakes.
anyway,had quite a good chat with ming hock.hopefully,jesus will take away all his sch probs.
anyway,after service,gathered around to chat.wendy was saying her b.dae is coming.suddenly ming hock asked if she came from a japanese school.then me,ammanda and yong an all stared at him.hahaha.what made he think wendy is from a jap sch.hahaha.ohh...dar,you look good in specs...love it.
anyway,a new week is ahead,got stuffs to do.
VDA and EDS!HERE I COME!!!hahaha..that sounded really lame.but i mustnt procrastinate anymore.

PARAMORE!

totally hooked onto josh.far right.

he's hot.that's a fact.

love the short hair.and he reminds me of RYAN.the shape of their eyes.

and zac,far left,reminds me of darrel.and once again their eyes.

hahaha.

ooh.i saw shaun at his workplace today.he's still working at the choco shop in suntec.

i was watching LIFE OF RYAN to pass some tick tock today.

and i realised that the 3 dudes above look alike.

in some angles,they do.but some angles,they dont.

hmm.i think i am too free.

syn,syn,syn

thanks amber7x for the screencaps for dear god video.

i heart these 2.because firstly,it's syn.

first one,syn looks so tired and all ready to call it a day.

he has the "i'm tired and it's bed time!" kind of face.

and the second one just shows he loves his dog.

i would imagine him keeping a BIG dog,like german shepard.

but this is cool too.cute.

i changed my blogskin!

on impulse,i wanted to change it.

why is matt tuck's hair sooo silky looking?!

could it be papaya extracts........?

anyway,HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO....

me and A7X...it's been a yr plus since i love them.

want to go arrow this sat.but might need to go out with sis.

what a pity.main service and youth service really kinda different.

first of all,nicholas dont play on main service.

hahaha.but both are really fun.love it.

after 2 weekdays at home,i finally got to go out!hahaha.what to do,no one wanna hang out with me.
hahah..kidding.shirley and clique got tests.so study first.
anyway,yong jie did ask me if i wanna go watch naria with him,bro,and daryl.but i didnt.stayed at home to help mom with rice dumplings.
which i didnt help at all.guess just company her.if not she all alone. D:
anyway,yong jie was talking to me about how he walked the catwalk at this yr's grad show BIRTH.he's from interior design.he asked if i saw him,i said nope.didnt.wat a waste.

anyway,happy belated birthday sawanee!glad you found yourself an ang moh balloon bf.
hahaha...i think i saw nicholas just now at vivo with his gf.not very sure..might just be someone else who looks a lot like him.
but the figure and body shape look damn like him.
anyway,i think his earrings are really awesome.and when he plays his bass guitar,he looks so WTF IS HIS PROB..those kind of face.hahaha...
everyone like so into praise and worship but he looks like he is looking around the crowd.hahaha.
funny....anyway,i realise i know a lot people by the name nicholas and justin.

let's see....nicholas > from dcmd nicholas > church nicholas > sec sch
justin > brother justin > dcmd justin > church
and my bro and the other justin from church share very very similar names.
my bro's name is JUSTIN LIM YONG SHEN and the other one is JUSTIN LIM YONG AN.
just one word difference.hahaha.

okay.amusing myself.

hot synyster.

thanks zachbaker for this superb pic.

edited it a bit by adding the icon.

boohoohoo.

yesterday something amazing happened.

i ate dinner and this sharp thing poked my throat but i managed to spit it out.

but it made my throat hurt and my left ear in result hurts as well.

so i went to the room.prayed a healing prayer.

and immediately i felt soo much better for the rest of the night,my ear wasnt pain anymore.and i didnt feel that pain anymore.

so praise daddy god!!thanks!!hahaha.
my tofu seems to eat slightly more.thanks daddy god.

geeky handsome dudes.

hooligan aura.

muscle dude.

quirky random-ness.

today's service was good.went there at ard 3 to get the ticket.then went to foodcourt with bro,shuying,yong jie,rafael to have their lunch.rafael kept saying he was so tired.then suddenly before he went to buy food,he said he wanted to go shopping.then i gave him this smile which he thought was very funny.
he told yong jie,who in return said "I THOUGHT YOU TIRED?!"hahaha..yea man.i thought rafael so tired.random guy.
anyway,soon,daryl,jeromia,alvin,fuling came to join us.
then went up to wait to go in.sat down to wait.then darrel and his grp came and said WOW YOU ALL SO EARLY FOR WHAT?!
he like so hooligan lah.they walk like some gang with this strong aura among them.
then i saw ZAI JI.handsome guy.hahha.he so geeky handsome.hahaha..okay.thank lord i got to see him.haha...
then darrel stared at me.what's his prob.
went in.today was a guest pastor.pastor terry from USA.he is sooo funny!
hahaha....but what he said was so true.if you think jesus can do everything,he can.but if you think he can only do this and that.then that's what he is.
believe in jesus for he has the power and ability to do everything.
praise the lord.
so believe in jesus.dont be like philip who looked in the bag when jesus asked him to feed the people and said it's not enough.
jesus,heal my guinea pig tofu.take away the lump in her body.make her perfectly alright.dont let her go through surgery.jesus,i rest this in your hands.i know you can heal her.give her strength.
i love her soo much.i love all my piggies.
holidays are here.time to take some break.but need to do eds.hahaha...
been a week since i last saw hillsong united.
miss joel houston.hahah.he and his short hair.handsome.
after service.went to eat soup spoon with bro.he and his chunky clam chowder.i love the wedges.yummy.
bought lots of bread for family.love it.
bought a pair of shoes for myself.awesome.
hahhaha....good day.next week pastor mark is preaching in ENGLISH.surely damn funny.

Random Facts.

my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me. and i really love my daddy god.


I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!

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