today didnt start really well.
tofu,one of my piggies needs surgery because of this lump she has.
i love her sooo much.nothing must ever happen to them.
daddy god,protect my piggies.
well,eds presentation 1 was today.spent the morning rehearsing my presentation and timed myself to fit everything in 10 mins.
went to sch like at 2 to just sit around.even though my timing was 3.45, time seems to pass rather quickly until it was about my turn.
waited for my turn....during the wait,i felt a strong urge to JUMP.just to shake off my nerves.
i prayed prayed and prayed.
finally my turn.lester gave my a high five just before i went in.
went in,waited and azhar gave the green light.
started.looked at the script i prepared.i felt i presented not too bad.
at least i projected my voice and paced myself.
after everything was done.
azhar asked me a question.like what was the experimental part of my project.then if my characters are going to be 2d.sawanee said i must focus on one part for the experimentation.
huei then said for once she managed to hear me without sitting too close.and that i manage to explain clearly the points even with the noisy noise outside.
frankly,i didnt notice it was noisy outside.azhar seemed to agree.he was saying yes yes.
shirlynn liked my characters.remind her of mr men's ones.and also she said they are cute and happy.
adorable a's colors needs to change.
went out.and the stress was gone.thanks daddy god for the strength you given me.
went out to shop with sis.we all need a break.
bought donuts.J.CO DONUTS ARE NICE!!!!!!boohoohoo.had mos burger.the nuggets taste different.hmm.....miss ryan.sorry for the long post

my tofu needs surgery.no!!my sis's crying her eyes out.

feel so worried.my poor baby.

i love all my 3 piggies so much.

daddy god pls protect them.

it's been ard 6 days since i last saw hillsong united!
i miss them!
hahaha...tml is my eds presentation and i feel like i am losing my voice.
so i am counting on my faith that i dont lose it tml.
i am preparing for my presentation tml.
not nervous one but i will a nervous wreck tml.
gotta wear my cross for faith and confidence.
daddy god,pls make sure i have confidence to present successfully and dont let me fall ill.many thankies.

these few days so tiring!though nothing much but i feel so drained.
maybe it's holiday mood for me.
cant wait for holiday.long hours of zzzzz.
i miss you ryan.

i'm seriously still in the mood of 24th may.

i had such such such an awesome time.

listening to saviour king made me recall how we all lifted our hands up high and sang the song along with hillsong united.

seriously in the withdrawal symptoms phase.

today was pretty tiring.went sch late.was tired.

stared at the hillsong tix.recalled JOEL.

saw ryan.

praise daddy god!

i give my life to honour this, the love for christ. the saviour king.

even though they said no photography there.

i managed to snap like 2 photos of the stage,one is above.

and a photo of amanda(right) and pei ting,not sure if that's her name....first time seen her.

hahaha....the stage is just before everything started.

i dont have any photos of the band playing because firstly they dont allow and secondly,i was too focus singing along.

it was so high!!!!!!!!!!!

the place was super crowded.when we went in,amanda and i held hands so that we werent lose each other..hahaa.....

ytd when i was watching hillsong united,it didnt really occur to me that THEY WERE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME PLAYING!

i was so focus singing and praising daddy god!!!

and today it struck me that what the holy wholly that i SAW HILLSONG UNITED LIVE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!

going crazy!

and that wasnt the first time i went mad today.

was watching amplified today,when A7X VIDEO AFTERLIFE came out!!!!!

must go vote!!

a7x rocks my life too.

praise lord for today!

officially suffering withdrawal symptoms from hillsong united.

YESTERDAY WAS AMAZING!!!
i had sooooooooooo much fun yesterday!!
met with caregroup to have lunch at bedok....lunch was awesome.
finish everything,even the rice which is a rare case.
haha...after that,we went to expo max pavilion to wait.
while walking there,we saw the city harvest church people queuing for their youth service..haha...
amanda started wondering what they're doing there.
anyway,went there.was one of the first few groups to reach there.
the concert started at ard 6.30 and we were there like 1 plus!
haha.....during the wait,i wanted to do my eds,but the caregrp started playing HEART ATTACK HIGH LEVEL.so it's not your regular heart attack.
poor bro keep losing.haha...
so like that,the hrs passed really fast.thank god,we were indoors so there's air con.if not it will be so hot!
and ard 5 there were games for us to win HILLSONG UNITED STUFFS.
hahaha..so funny!
then at 5.45,the doors were open.the first batch got to go in first.i was sitted somewhere in the middle of the standing area,not that far from the stage.i was soooo excited!
during the wait,i felt a little sleepy.
but when the band came out,everyone started screaming and clapping.
the good news is JOEL HOUSTON was SOOOOO HANDSOME!!he cut his hair!!!!
SO HOT!!!
Marty Sampson was also there!but jonathon douglass wasnt...so sad.was looking forward to see him.
but it's alright!!!
was so fun!!when they sang hosanna,everyone screamed!hahaha...lovely song!
at some point all of us,which is ard 7000 people,were singing.and the band let us sing.
at one point,joel stopped singing to let us continue and all of us were singing out hearts out.
and he smiled a little at the support we were giving them.
amazing.there were lots of moments when the singing was done by US.they were just playing the music.while us the church sang.
then pastor benjamin came on.it was so great.
when he came out to preach,it was amazing.we had to seat on the floor,which was really cramped.it wasnt a long service but it was so meaningful!
then the band came out again,getting ready behind pastor benjamin,who asked those who wants to accept christ to step forward to front.
so many people accepted christ.praise lord!!!
then all of us prayed along.
pastor stepped off the stage to let the band play.
when they played saviour king,everyone was so in the zone.my hand was up high during the song.it was amazing.
after the song,joel said "we're just getting started!"
and that's when all of us SCREAMED!!!
they played many other songs!!and the band was so HIGH!!with joel having some sleek moves with his guitar!
and then after some time,they left the stage,and we were shouting "ONE MORE SONG ONE MORE SONG!!!"hahaha..
then pastor came up and threw some autographed posters!!but i didnt get it.too bad...
then the pastor said "YOU WANT SOME MORE!!"
WE SCREAMED!!!!
the band came up and played like a few more songs!!
and just before the last song,joel said that it was the last song.and he had an awesome time playing for us.
the last song was SOLUTION!
after that,they left the stage,and pastor came up to lead us in our prayer.
thanks daddy god for the most wonderful time yesterday today and everyday.
left,the caregrp wanted to eat supper but my bro and i had to go home.so we left with wendy and jeromia and daniel.
LOVE IT LOVE IT!
i hope they come again!!!!!!!!!!AWESOME!!!!
PRAISE DADDY GOD!!!
when nicholas asked me during last fri what do i do when i am stress?
i said i go to church.that's really true.
when i am praising and worshipping god,i have no sense of stress.
thanks daddy god for your undeserved love.
HILLSONG UNITED IS SUCH AN AWESOME LIVE BAND!!!!

HILLSONG UNITED!!!!
yay!
but the thought of having sooo many things to do over the weekends just suck!!
what the fuck,i cant wait for next next week.holiday!!
changed my bg for the blog.watever.love the blue scheme.

today i had 2 presentations.and none which i rehearsed before.
so in the morning,i knew i needed some support physically.
so i wore my cross necklace.having it near me gave me some form of strength to perform well.
but i was still nervous.
eci presentation was alright.
my classmates are the people i am pretty used to presenting in front of.
they're great people.

anyway,david cook won lah!what the fuck.i dont hate him BUT i dont like him either.
i like DAVID ARCHULETA!so cute!
anyway,he can sing anything so at least they established that.
awesomeness.

i was happy.seeing your cute small backpack.cute light blue tee.

lying down on the computer table which you shouldnt.

like you.

i told him about my situation regarding you.

and i know you wont feel any existence of this.

but if things do happen,then great.

if not,i know he will be there to lessen this self-called pain.

praise you daddy.praise you.

today was all good.
went to kino with wang yi and hui ying.i bought my kerrang!paramore!!
haha...anyway,then went to arrow service.
rush like mad...saw justin along the way..haha....no time to stop and chat.
anyway,we were on the opposite direction escalators..so...it's a hi and bye thing.

went to arrow.they were having this arrow idol thing...so funny!!
john can seriously give simon a run for his bucks.
so funny.my bro bought me a bible.love it.it's so nice!
thanks charis for helping my bro choose the bible.
service was fabulous!!had a wonderful time through the praise and worship.
joel didnt come...mc bluff people.but it's alright.
lead guitarist from the band looks a whole lot like ryan!
hahaha....thanks jesus for the wonderful time.
next sat is THE ZONE!!!!!!cant wait!
i need to borrow camera!
hillsong united!!!!*faints*
pastor benjamin,may you shine in front of all us.you have my prayers and blessings!
no more lame jokes!

honey bunny!!

look at this shoe!!

i want!!!! it's so nice...

i need socks to go with this.shoots.

but first,i need to buy this pair of shoes.

topshop!!!!!!

zacky vengeance.

i wouldnt say it's really well done.

details could be better but...

i did this ytd.

when i was super duper sleepy.

after i save the jpeg,i went straight to bed.

zzzzz....tgif.

went shopping with sch clique today after school.
dont know why but we seem so relax.could be because tml we got no lessons.
anyway,went to far east plaza.
wanted to get a pair of shoe,but couldnt find the suitable one i wanted.
saw some pairs of aviator sunglasses.
will get them soon.they fit so much better.
saw 2 sevenfoldists.
well,it's back to doing schoolwork.
this week got arrow!they said JOEL MIGHT BE COMING!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!HE'S SO HOT!!!
but let's not get my hopes so high.

when i am staring at my com with my wacom beside.

the birth of this came.

random illustration of syn.

mecoco.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!!!

my family celebrated this occasion last week..hahaha..when the restaurants didnt increase their pricings yet.

i love my mom lots.

caregrp last friday made me realise just how much i love my family!!

to my mom,thanks for taking in my crap when i am hostile.

i love you.

to all other mothers.happy mother's day!

Honour your parents and have a long life.
something which i took away from today's caregroup.
basically,today what i learnt is how to appreciate my family and how to experience and share god's love with them,even though they are non-believers.

when charis was talking about what i appreciate about my mom or dad.i was thinking about it.
and i realised that for my mom esp,she takes in the crap and shit which i give her almost every single day.
when i am in a bad mood,she's always a victim for my tantrums.
and we sometimes argue because of that.
at times when i am stressed out,i will be so cranky and hostile.
but she didnt give up on me.she didnt stop taking care of me.
so i really really appreciate that.
and i love her lots.everytime i argued with her,the nasty things i said,i will always take them back.
to my dad,he shows his love and care in another method.
i experienced that when i was in hospital.though it was years ago,i still remembered how he stayed over to look after me.
that period of time showed me how much my family love me.

charis asked if there was ever a time when i felt like changing my family.
nothing that i can rmb.but no...i love my family a lot.
i also learnt to share the love and not just know the love.
head knowledge is different from heart knowledge.

well,today's was the last day of my eci module.
thank lord for letting it be successful.
and the little things i prayed for,thanks for fulfilling!
i bought a cross necklace from the competitors,DDM.hahaha..not competitors lah...
*pics of plushie to be posted soon

so extremely tired!
these past few days,i've sleeping at around 2 or 3am.
if it's not sewing my plushies for my eci module, then i would be storyboarding.
yesterday i did a crowbar entry.
i dont have confidence in it but i thought i give it a shot.
i need a boost of faith man...
so drained.
so behind time for eds.....screwed me.

i need to have a short break away from all the hectic things that are confusing my mind.
i need a big piece of blank paper to list down everything i want to do.
what the fuck,i feel so screwed.
cant believe i'm yr 3 with such inexperience.
god help me.
my mind cant focus.i miss someone badly.and i know he's doing good without me.screw him for that.hahaha.

i'm really tired.i feel so drained.
today was a hectic day.
early morning,went to the library to print stuffs.
apparently they changed the system of printing.
and i was totally clueless.and a kind girl guided me.hahaha..kinda malu given the fact that i am year 3.
well.too much hive printing.lost touch of library printing. :D
today there's a submission for my eds.i had to change those tiny little PUNY changes.
and i was late for submission by 4 FUCKING minutes.
i was pissed obviously.barge my way into the toilet.fuck it.
to think i went there at 9am with my printed stuffs.fuck.

after that,stayed back to sew some stuffs.then we went to chinatown to look for thread and materials.
the weather was so hot! made me feel even more tired.
went to meet my parents at their workplace.cool.
went back really tired.
sleepy.tml got arrow.i want to go!!!
but i promise my sister to go out with her.haiz....i need a break from everything.

Random Facts.

my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me. and i really love my daddy god.


I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!

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