i recently got to know someone.
and i want to call it quits now.
whenever i see someone in school,it reminds me of him.
NO....shit.
but when i said "remind me of him", i dont mean in those lovey dovey thing.
it's not quite a good thing.
I am living to make your name high!
Mike's msn nick.he's so petty.
i didnt say no just for CSI.there are other deciding factors.
hahaha.i promise after the extremely difficult subject's first submission,i'll go hang out with you guys.
i am not that heartless lor.
my internet connection is really bad.keeps cutting.makes me so pissed.
I am living to make your name high!
look.my new blogskin.
i guessed it's temporary.
kinda felt the previous one a little messy.
this one looks like matt.
didnt intend to.haha.
what the fuck,he's got bat wings.
no fair.
I am living to make your name high!
i was wondering how many emotions did i feel today.and i realised that i experienced quite a number of different varations.
1. i rmb i was pissed.
sometimes i feel hostility being a joke is an extremely rude thing.i dont see what's so fucking funny about it.
2. i was satisfied.
went shopping.bought a BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE tee.awesome.bought a pair of jeans,and a cardigan.cheap deals!peninsular hotel rocks!!!
3. i was disappointed.
someone told me something and i cant help but feel disappointed.but it's alright.feeling better now.
4. i am tired.
being disappointed is tiring.haha...after feeling the disappointment,i felt extremely tired.didnt really eat dinner.
5. i felt talkative.
while yinzhen and si hui were buying jeans,i went to this other shop that sells bands' tees.and i chatted with the boss a little.i told him how the other time i went and his shop wasnt open.i thought he closed down.hahaha.
that was all i guessed.
i realised that good service really starts with the customers.oh maybe on both sides.it takes two hands to clap after all.
but never the less,i feel that when you are being served,it's always nice to just thank the person.hahaha.this is random.
these few days,people are afraid that i will beat them.haha.today i was listening to songs on the mac com in sch.then yz went to purposely blast the volume.hahaha.i didnt react much.just gave this heck care fucked look.no idea how it's like but after that she said i looked like i wanted to beat her.hahaha.
then shirley that day told me something.and she said that she was afraid when i meet her,i will beat her.
i dont beat people.it's not in my blood.
i MISS WCB suddenly.wonder how he is now.hmm......haiz.
i realised that the more i desire for something the more i wont get it.
wow,that sucks.
I am living to make your name high!
i miss douglas.hmm....haiz.
anyway,i totally have no mood to do anything.so i am procrastinatng on my EDS.
sucks.but seriously no mood.
time of the month is not making things any better for me.
almost felt asleep at crowbar seminar.met cherrie at crowbar seminar.
we wore the same arrow shirt.haha....
did i mention i miss douglas?okay,i did.haha.
and i am seriously addicted to this song by this chinese singer.danson tang?ai wo?
yea.it's catchy.been a long while since i got hooked onto a chinese song.
so...not much going on ard these days yea.
a7x rules and i totally forgot that tml i got gathering!!
cant wait for hillsong to grace singapore!
I am living to make your name high!
Hillsong United is coming!!
they are here for this special service for my church's arrow youth service.
so yay!!check their myspace image above.
24th may.
we are welcoming everyone,even non-christians to join us and just have fun!
no pressure.just absorb the love and fun.
pastor benjamin will be preaching.but he's funny.
ytd's arrow was awesome.
i love and cant get enough of the song saviour king.
for those who wanna go,just let me know!
for details http://www.thezone.org.sg
it's just 5 bucks.
I am living to make your name high!
Marlboro.
Syn do loves smoking.
yikes.
by the way,i didnt like the tattoo.
I am living to make your name high!
i am not going to eat seafood for maybe about a few days.hahaha.
for mussels,i wont eat them for maybe one week.haha...
today went to eat seafood platter with keer at fish and co.why?because we had that craving since the last week of itp.hahaha....
so finally today,we get to satisfy our cravings.
i think we understimated the seafood platter for two.because when it came,the portions were so huge.
the squid seem never-ending.we had sooo much but still left so much.haha..
i had 3 mussels,and we left like 2? hahaha.the prawns were delicious and the rice was really good.
we were so full.i didnt take my dinner so it goes to show how full i was.
haha.after that we went shopping for some stuffs.
i bought something to fold roses.no idea what's that called but the colors are so nice!
i folded one and failed. D: haha...
anyway,today was great!!!GOOD FOOD GOOD COMPANY!
okay,on to the next craving!haha....wait i think the seafood is still digesting inside.hahaha...thanks keer!
for mussels,i wont eat them for maybe one week.haha...
today went to eat seafood platter with keer at fish and co.why?because we had that craving since the last week of itp.hahaha....
so finally today,we get to satisfy our cravings.
i think we understimated the seafood platter for two.because when it came,the portions were so huge.
the squid seem never-ending.we had sooo much but still left so much.haha..
i had 3 mussels,and we left like 2? hahaha.the prawns were delicious and the rice was really good.
we were so full.i didnt take my dinner so it goes to show how full i was.
haha.after that we went shopping for some stuffs.
i bought something to fold roses.no idea what's that called but the colors are so nice!
i folded one and failed. D: haha...
anyway,today was great!!!GOOD FOOD GOOD COMPANY!
okay,on to the next craving!haha....wait i think the seafood is still digesting inside.hahaha...thanks keer!
I am living to make your name high!
"it's hard to erase one's exsistence from another's memory.
just moments ago,i was thinking about you.
what could you be doing at that moment.
what are you thinking.
i dare not ask of you if in your mind,you thought of me.
but i just hold on to that hope.
i miss the times i watch you closed your eyes.
resting with a slight smile on your face.
i miss the times i walk behind you.your contour is the best i've seen.
anyone after you just pales in comparison.
the ones i liked were no where like you.
i miss the times where you stood beside me.my head reaches your shoulder.
your presence assures me that whatever happens,i can always lean on you when i can no longer stand strong."
-a paragraph from a love novel.
TO MY CLOSE FRIEND.everyone seem to have change.but i guess i can still count on your support.many thankies.
just moments ago,i was thinking about you.
what could you be doing at that moment.
what are you thinking.
i dare not ask of you if in your mind,you thought of me.
but i just hold on to that hope.
i miss the times i watch you closed your eyes.
resting with a slight smile on your face.
i miss the times i walk behind you.your contour is the best i've seen.
anyone after you just pales in comparison.
the ones i liked were no where like you.
i miss the times where you stood beside me.my head reaches your shoulder.
your presence assures me that whatever happens,i can always lean on you when i can no longer stand strong."
-a paragraph from a love novel.
TO MY CLOSE FRIEND.everyone seem to have change.but i guess i can still count on your support.many thankies.
I am living to make your name high!
the above are photos which were taken on the last day of my internship.the first one is a grp photo.
in photo are: back row (left to right) > marcus,james,charm,me,cathy,chris
front row (left to right) > yinan and yaoming.
the below 2 are photos taken with my cam phone.so it's slightly blur.basically the first one is the view i see if i turn and look at my right side. big space.haha...
and the last one is the pantry. photo is overexpose :D
will miss them.wont forget the plans yinan made with me and charm.cant wait.
my dinner today!!yummy!!! ate at PS cafe cartel. it was good.shared this with my sister because we wont hungry. bought some food stuffs back for my family. right now,i cant wait to treat them to a good meal since i worked for the past 2 months and 1 wk.
so it's time to give back. and my turn to treat them. :DDD it's not that i earn a lot of money.but i feel really happy when i see my close ones enjoying a meal and not having to pay for it.
I am living to make your name high!
internship is finally over.i wont say i feel extremely happy that it's over.
internship wasnt bad.it was alright.not much bad experiences.
i certainly will miss my colleagues.
i will miss lunching with marcus and yinan.
will miss cathy's voice.
ytd went to Lulu to eat farewell dinner.the food was alright but the service was bad.
there was this guy waiter who was efficient.and he seem so busy because everyone was finding him.
then my 2 bosses cannot stand anymore.they wanted to see the manager.
my supervisor brought us go first,didnt want us to see the "show"
hahha..
after that went to canale,or something, to drink,but we had to wait for the table for so long.
so in the end,we went to burger king.
hahaa..not bad lah.
yinan has already arranged with me and charm to go eat dinner with her someday.
go eat amoy street, go eat shokudo,go eat steamboat at her house.
wow YUMMY!!!
well i also miss those familar faces i see everyday on the way to work.
haiz....
to KEER,i had lots of fun chatting with you on msn everyday at work!!
the emoticons are sooo cute.and i think if i didnt chat with you,i surely fall asleep.
:DD we can be food buddies.seafood platter...here we come!!
hahaha....
i saw meringues yesterday!!!3.50 per piece.so tempted leh!!!
I WANT!!
to everyone whom i saw,talked,made friends with these 9 weeks.
thank you!
to charm,thanks for the company!!!
I am living to make your name high!
i miss him soooooo dearly.
goodbye.
i crave for meringue.the violet one.yummy.
I am living to make your name high!
i seldom blog about my work life.
guess i shall...not do it yet.rather wait till it's officially OVER.
i miss him soooo much today on the bus to work.sucks.what a bad way to start my day.
i realise darrel looks like kirby.the face.hahaha...hmm....suddenly i dont really feel like elaborating much.
shall end here.the urge to blog is suddenly gone.wth,
anyway,check this out.
yinan and i had a good loud laugh in the office today.imagine seeing someone like this on the streets.
I am living to make your name high!
"fate always leaves me with the greatest exposure and ends there without a prepared closure."
"humans seek with an intention not just an instinct.that's what makes us the ultimate beast."
I am living to make your name high!
LOOK AT MY LAPTOP's WALLPAPER!!3 awesome guitarists...okay 2 lead guitarists,and 1 bassist!
love them.
i miss D.haiz.
I am living to make your name high!
it's the weekends!!!
YAY!!!!!
felt so stressful ytd and today.
i was feeling alright ytd morning but the gems registration caused my mind to be really confused
apparently the gems i wanted wasnt even in the list at all.
so my mind was so stressed out.
and dizzy spells started.
and i thought i was alright today but nope.my head hurt a little in the office.
next week is the last week of work.i guess i am happy.but a little sad cause afterall i worked there for like 2 months.
the environment and everything.
will miss those experiences.
will miss the people i see every morning when i take bus and train to work.
it's nice to see familar strangers. :DD
I am living to make your name high!
