my new blogskin.
didnt take much time.
but i love it.
and i love trashed and scattered by a7x.
always did.
why?
i cant tell you.i promised him not to say the F word...
for like a week?
anyway,i'm getting the hang of this alignment.cool.
I am living to make your name high!
oh wow,i'm tom....alright i'm not. but the quiz said i am. i guessed tom likes black?
you know what,i have totally no idea. i just tried the quiz,and boom,this is what i got.
but i'm happy because tom is my fav member.
right now,i'm wondering if there is an a7x quiz out there. and oh,i bought an a7x necklace. love it.
I am living to make your name high!
i am in the midst of coming up with a new blogskin design.
dont get me wrong,i love my blogskin,i mean it's SYNYSTER GATES!!!
what's there not to love?haha.but i just want to make it better.
the current blogskin took me like half an hr to do.so i thought i want to put more thoughts into a new blogskin and make it kick-ass.
i also know i owe some of my friends' their icons.it's long overdue,and i apologized for that.but last week i was feeling terrible mentally and it made me not want to do anything else.
so i will try to do as many as possible before my intern starts.
yikes.intern.
these days,i am pretty bored.so i blog quite a lot.hmmm...
OH ryan gosling looks great in the screen actor guild award!
and to daniel day-lewis,thanks for dedicating your award to heath ledger.
i like daniel day-lewis in gangs of new york.
:DD. i bet heath would be honour to receive that dedication from another refine actor.
dont get me wrong,i love my blogskin,i mean it's SYNYSTER GATES!!!
what's there not to love?haha.but i just want to make it better.
the current blogskin took me like half an hr to do.so i thought i want to put more thoughts into a new blogskin and make it kick-ass.
i also know i owe some of my friends' their icons.it's long overdue,and i apologized for that.but last week i was feeling terrible mentally and it made me not want to do anything else.
so i will try to do as many as possible before my intern starts.
yikes.intern.
these days,i am pretty bored.so i blog quite a lot.hmmm...
OH ryan gosling looks great in the screen actor guild award!
and to daniel day-lewis,thanks for dedicating your award to heath ledger.
i like daniel day-lewis in gangs of new york.
:DD. i bet heath would be honour to receive that dedication from another refine actor.
I am living to make your name high!
goodbye quite long hair [according to me,it's long] and hello short short hair.
my hair is shorter than expected but i like it.
went to another saloon today as recommended by my mom.
i told the guy that i wanted layer but he said i shouldnt do that since my hair is not a lot.
so he said i should try a bob.so i decided to and plus i was a little sleepy,having waited for sometime already,so i think i agreed to it quite readily as i just wanted to cut my hair.
he said he wanted to cut fringe,but i dont want,so he said that the front part will be slightly shorter but it aint really a fringe.thank god.never will i try a fringe man.
anyway,after the haircut,i had my hair washed since i was heading out after that.
the hair wash was good.the shampoo had this nice smell.
anyway,overall,i paid 22 bucks for my haircut plus wash.and i am satisfied with it.at least my hair is short now.
haha.i think the fear inside me has slowly disappeared.i talked about it and i realised the more i opened up,the better i felt.
well,the fear i was talking about was how unpredictable life is.
having heard the news of heath ledger's death really hit me pretty hard about how life can be so fragile.
in my mind,a lot of things were racing through.
i kept picturing all those people who passed on suddenly.they probably had plans for the next day.like for heath ledger,i kept wondering when he was taking the pills,did he for a second, think twice if he should take them.because if he did and decided not to take them,things could have change totally.
but i guessed what happened has already happened.i cant turn back time.
so during the past few days,i was scared about what more bad or sad things are going to happen and how they are going to affect me.
i thought it was silly that i was kinda affected by the death of heath ledger.but my friends said that it aint silly at all.
at least i got to address that fear inside me.
i guess life is going to be unpredictable no matter how much i control it.but with the right mindset,i think how i look at life would be more optimistic.
so i feel good.
going out today made me more happy.
anyway,i just wanna say thank you to candy,mike,ryan and shirley for giving me encouragement through this tough time.
i think right now,i want a bag and a pair of shades,just for the heck of it.
to heath ledger,at least you act in one awesome movie before you left.
JOKER.
I am living to make your name high!
i have a fear inside me.it just started not too long ago.
i dont really wish to talk about it.
friends whom i talked to told me to rest because my mind is too drained by all the after effects of constant assignments.
i dont know what is wrong.
i think i just need to get out and have my mind occupied with something.
mike told me to battle the fear.
I am living to make your name high!
today is the end of assignments.finally we handed in our coffee table book for det.
to mangmang,i love you guys.it's definitely was a joy to work with each and everyone of you guys.i hope i get a chance to work with you all again! :DD
anyway,today i watched the batman sequel's trailer which has heath ledger in it.i didnt want to watch it at first.but shirley told me to do so.so i did.
i cant help but to feel sad.his portrayal of Joker is amazing.the green vest and everything.him looking out when the car is driving.
aced it.
to him,i respect and remember.
to shirley,dont cry anymore.you are making me sad.
I am living to make your name high!
on a lighter note,my boy cut his hair.pretty funny.with his specs and everything.he looked really funny because his hair is all combed nicely.well not much of a difference from usual.but he looks cute.
I am living to make your name high!
my fav actor is gone.
i woke up yesterday by the news of his passing on.
i think heath ledger is extremely handsome.
some people dont think so but to me,i think he is.
am i sad?
yes.but i never really seen his movies though.
i'm not a movie person.i dont chase actors like how i chase my fav bands.
but among all the actors in hollywood,i like him.
i still cant believe he is gone.
i saw the trailer of batman sometime ago and i really like his role as JOKER.
i thought he acted well. i even said "he might get an oscar for that"
but i guessed,that would never happen.
"Remember,to me you'll be forever sacred."
~taken from tokio hotel's sacred.
I am living to make your name high!
so i'm having lots of fun editing photos these days.i did 2 banners for my friendster's profile.
one a7x and one tokio hotel.
this one above is tom.
say hi.
hahaha...icons.i need to do more icons.
first i need photos.
I am living to make your name high!
i love b-side tracks.
a7x's crossroads,tokio hotel's 1000 meere.
why didnt they put those tracks in their album?
but either way,i love it.
I am living to make your name high!
my legs are really tired.
walk walk walk.
i think i met my lecturer today.i was so afraid she might see me that i quickly walk away even before she turned around.haha.
i dont know why i am so afraid to let her see me.
anyway,i got a bummer today.i saw that my a7x tee's colors seem to be fading off.
i only wore it like 2 times and this is what happens.but it's a fake piece afterall.12 bucks.
was supposed to go cut hair.but ended up didnt.
i had the urge to pierce my nose.but i scared in the future whenever you want to change the stud,it would hurt.eeks.
i think i suddenly feel like doing all these weird things.i mean i thought about them in the past but i didnt really take it that seriously.
but this time,i will sometimes imagine myself like how i would be like if i got a tattoo,or if i pierce my nose and lips.
i thought about those since last year.
hmm....i thought about shaving my head whenever the weather gets so hot.irritating.
but i think if there is one thing i wont want to do is to dye my hair.dont know why but i dont want to dye my hair at all.
piercings okay,tattoo okay.dye NO!
haha...anyway,i had NYDC today.yummy.
went out with yz,yx,hy,sh.fun!
:DD bugis is so crowded.far east plaza just irritates me.luckily they got some nice looking bags and a shop that sells metal bands' stuffs.if not,i wouldnt even think of going there.
oh,and i am hungry.had yogurt for dinner.just now full.now hungry.serves me right.
I am living to make your name high!
MANGMANG forever!
yesterday was the final pitching for the mtv presentation.though we didnt win,we were in the top five!hoorray!
anyway,congrats to cube for the win.i hope to see their concept on mtv this yr,and hopefully people will write in to tell their loved ones.
for me i will write "I LOVE SYNYSTER GATES."
this assignment has practically drained out every energy i had in my body,which wasnt a lot to begin with.
these past few days have been really hectic.so many things to rush for the project.we had like a STAY OVER period.which means we would all stay over at someone's house and chiong our work.
it began on saturday.we went to sok house.i only slept like 3 hrs.mosquites biting me,making me dont feel like sleeping at all.
then on sunday,we went to my house to stay over.this time i think we got more rest.i slept for like 4 hrs?my comfy bed...muack!
then on monday,we went to nic's house to stay.this time i didnt sleep at all.chiong to like 6 plus?then had to go to school.really tiring.
then tuesday we went to sok's house.we went home first to take our stuffs then went to sok's house at around midnight to stay over.
and then came yesterday!wednesday!
the FINAL PITCHING.
i was the mad medic?
i had lots of fun!even though it's really tiring,i had a lot of fun.
but i was so tired that when i was waiting for all the grps to present finish,i fell asleep.shing said "go sleep first." and i really did.i seldom sleep when i am outside.
i even drooled?haha...cant help.
i slept on the bus too.luckily when i woke up it was my stop.
i practically fell asleep whenever i got the chance to do so.
like when i am waiting for my lappie to start.or when i am saving files that are so big.
and worst of all,when i am cutting the mounting boards.i must have shocked sok there for a minute.
i cant believe i fell asleep while cutting mounting boards.i was standing somemore.
i think this whole group project has made me gained a lot of experience and understanding.i got to know my project mates better as a friend.
and it's not everyday you get to do that.
my grp mates arent from the usual clique i hang out in school so i feel that this is a rare chance that i got to work with them and got to know them better.
to sok hwee,i think she is a good leader even though she keeps denying it.she is also very hardworking!
to shermin,she is a funny person,also very hardworking when it comes to doing what she has to do.
to nicholas,he has his own ideas and is not afraid to speak up when he dont agree with something.
i hoped that i didnt disappoint my group.
also i just want to say that NIC and SHERMIN did a great job with the presentation.it was really great.though some parts were missed,it was still great.i loved it.
and i feel that they did a great job even though they were really really nervous.
so GREAT JOB GUYS!!!!!
hahaha.for me,i think i would have gone blank in the room and when it is my turn,i would go "ERM...."
to mangmang,i hope there would still be a chance to work with you guys again.
and never will i forget this experience.
to mtv's marketing person,you got some issues to solve before you come to hear our dcmd presentations.
to yuan yi,thanks for helping us to be our poison ivy.she's really nice.i love her cats.her cat loves my bag.
to me,i slept for 12 over hrs.slept at 7pm woke up at 8.30am.
I am living to make your name high!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=P-DcUbcAvn0
awesome song.
cant get it out of my head.
I am living to make your name high!
after next wednesday,i'm going to isolate myself from mtv for like 2 days.
why?because i am kinda sick of seeing mtv again!
hahaha...but that's true to a certain extend.
but then again,i probably wont mean what i said because if mtv shows my fav bands,i will surely watched and get myself glued to that channel again.
haha..best still is if mtv shows the music video of AFTERLIFE! if they really do,i will go and kiss the tv cause i really wanna watch that video! :DD
okay,guess i will still be a mtv fan.i mean when i watch mtv now,while in the midst of doing a mtv project,my mind dont register the project at all.my mind will be like "Oh,what show now?! or Oh pls let they play A7X's or at least a TH's music video!"
and i am saying nothing but the truth.ridiculous right?
but sometimes mtv sucks,esp when they are showing shows like hip-hop countdown or celebrity deathmatch,like what's the point?!
my fav show on mtv is MTV AMPLIFIED!!!!! all the rock music videos!!wahahaha!
i hope they show tokio hotel's mtv live again.i missed it.damn it!!
oh,i want to register for my a7x mvi soon! but i'm not really sure how.shall go check up on it.
so that will be one of my priorities for my hols :D. i know my top priority is to finish the batch of icons for my friends. my a7x ones esp. i realised that making TH's icons are slightly tougher than making a7x's ones. i cant get the angle right for th's ones. what a bummer.
right now,i am in love with the song 1000 Meere.touching,catchy and tom looks really good in the video.
oh and i am still waiting to watch my a7x afterlife video.sexy syn.
i love synyster gates.he is way much better than justin timberlake though they both have a box.
oh,and i feel that bill has this cunning side of him.scary...it's in his eyes.
I am living to make your name high!
everyone feels that 2007 passed really fast.
07-07-07.syn's perfect b.dae.
i loved that day.
2007,i became a true blue metalhead.
2007,became a really huge sevenfoldist. :DDDD. this i wont regret.
2007,avenged sevenfold came but i gotta study mlp. :(
2007,i got to know mae through a funny incident.blessing in disguise.
2007,i fell in love with photoshop.icons photos,you name it.
2007,i got to know tokio hotel.tom <3
2007,i gain lots of knowledge from school.
i wonder how 2008 will be like.
I am living to make your name high!
