yikes!!my brother got chicken pox!!and i think i am going to get it from him!!yikes..i have already predict that if i really get it,i cant celebrate chinese new year...well,right now,i am fine..but maybe 2 weeks later,i might be ill...haiz...well,don worry everyone who is reading this.when i am ill,i will not go out...but within these 2 weeks,is ok...as long as my assignments are all over by then...

the reason why i think i most likely will get it is because i haven got it before and the night when my bro is sicked,i let him lie down on my bed...well,guess this year need not buy new clothes or shoes...and no ang bao money...haiz..last year cant celebrate becoz my grandma passed on...this year...

well,but i am praying really hard to God that a miracle will happen and not let me get it from my brother...and may he recover fast!!

ever since i put my nick "He thinks he's a big shot..."everyone has been asking me who this he is...hee...well,i was pissed with him but now i'm fine.

so ever since i posted that nick on msn,a lot of people thought that they were the He...but no...i had to explain to them..like who is this HE...

it is very funny...well,and when i said i am not mad anymore,they start saying"you are not mad at me anymore?"

i was like"when was i even mad at you?!"

hee...well,now it is over ok...stop the joke

my top fav songs!!

(*in no order)

1) Ok Go- Here it Goes Again

2)Muse-Plug it Baby

3)Muse-Invincible

4)Muse-Supermassive Black Hole

5)Razorlight-America

6)Rise Against-Prayer of The Refugee

7)Rise Against-Ready to Fall

8)Rise Against-Swing Life Away

9)A.F.I-Miss Murder

10)Motley Crue feat. Chester Bennington-Home Sweet Home

11)Nelly Furtado-All Good Things

12)Third Eye Blind-Semi-Charmed Life

13)Akon Feat Eminem-Smack That

14)Pussycat Dolls-Buttons

15)The Fray-How to Save A Life

16)Hard-Fi-Hard to Beat

17)Hard-Fi-Cash Machine

18)Shallow Palace-Around the world in 40 days

19)Shallow Palace-Magazines

20)Suede-Beautiful Ones

this is a print screen of my ids flash assignment!!finally i have finish!!yay!!isnt it so cute!!hee...well,the designs were done by Lester (better known as rolesta??) and Sok Hwee (sok not socks...).

well,this a group and individual work..hmm..complicated right?well,it is.my group members were nice to work with...even though sometimes i feel slightly fustrated,but they are way much better than some people i had worked with.somehow,they are fun people to work with...

Lester is good,with his designs and ideas,he did well for the group presentation.and i think he is really good with his flash even though he keep denying it...don need me to teach him blending modes lah...he will figure it out himself.

Sok Hwee is a good leader.even though she keep saying she is not...well,her ideas also very good and strong.she is also very hardworking.i see le feel so stress...

shi ying,as usual,is fun to hang out with.her flash also getting better...she speaks out when she has comments about the designs or ideas.

ziyi...hmm...even though i hardly see her during our meeting,she is good also...can tell she very tired.her eyes sometimes so swollen...see le like don want to add more burden...hee...

well...ya..so i think this time,my experience with them was very good.learn a lot of things from each of them.also got to know each of them better.

don know why these few days feel so troubled.i think now that i am very busy,little things tend to stay in my attention for a long time.
recently i asked someone,whom i barely know to help me with something.(*name not disclosed because it was already disclosed in earlier posts.hee...) well,i just wanted him to answer a very simple question but he didnt.it is very simple!!but he didnt...damn him lah...only he can tell me the answer...haiz...i don want to tell what it is about coz it is rather personal...but then it is very simple...i am asking a lot of things...one question,that's all.

and because of this,i am very angry with him.but sometimes when i reflect on this,i know that this is not something i should be angry about.in fact,i shouldnt feel so angry for so long...so i don know why.i feel that i am very weird...haiz...i feel so blank...so blank that minor things like this makes me so mad!!!

i'm still angry with him...but i am trying to calm myself down.but everytime i think of that,i will be angry all over again.

i am feeling a little pissed off right now...i just realised that someone dont like to help others.i mean who does he think he is??a little help wont kill him...
damn him...well,now i know who i cant count on when i need help.ooh....i am so pissed i feel like flipping him off!!!!

anyway,yesterday ghost hunters were nice,it is the second last episode.will miss the show.well,they caught some audio yesterday which were very scary.if you want to read about it go to www.scifi.com/ghosthunters adn under the episodes section,go to season 2,the second last episode.

apart from these,today is Shermin's birthday!!!happy birthday to her!!!hee...could not make it to her party because i got something on...i would have gone if someone notified me earlier,but it's ok...

so today i am a little pissed (flipping him off in my heart), and a little happy (shermin's b.dae)

today was rather relaxing.i had no school but i still woke up early because i am kinda use to it.
i am not sure if i should go and join my friends this sunday for a birthday celebration.i haven seen them in a long time so it is rather awkward.but then again i kinda feel like meeting up with them and just talk.so i am really stuck between these 2 choices.it is like i am stuck between a hard place and a rock.

haiz...but today was good,i just chilled out at home.my bro went to school,then went to care grp.it was just me alone at home.i love it because i can just focus on things that i want to do.

i did a little reflection on where i am right now.and i realise a little doubts inside me which i need to answer them real soon.

saw my tagboard and realise mike has been fooling around typing rubbish...didnt like how he set the tone of the entry...but it's ok...tagboard is a stupid thing.wouldnt have put it if not for my friend.

very tired...finally started on my Flash.just realised i have to present during the combine class...shit lah...so scary lor...

was listening to Muse...love the song Take a Bow and Invincible from their album Black Holes and Revelations.

wonder who won the MTV tickets to catch their concert...hmm...
that's about it...very sleepy...need to do flash!

this week was a very tiring one. mainly because of the Crowbar talks.and because of that,i have to go home so late,and have dinner so late.and by the time i got home,i was so tired and i cant help but to sleep.

well,after attending these talks, i was very inspired and taken away by their works.but apart from being inspired,i had this little thought in my mind.

am i going to be like them?this was the thought i had in mind. i cant help but to ponder upon this thought.it is very hard to see my future.i cant help but to think if i will ever be a designer.somehow,i dont seem that hard up and passionate about it.but i am not regreting it.i love what i am doing.it is tiring but i am satisfied.

so i am rather confused,what will i be when i graduate?will i ever want to have another occupation...i dont know. at least right now,i have no regrets.

well,it is funny how a designer can go without sleep and food to design something.as much as design is attractive,my bed seem to be very successful in attractng me. :)

This my first ever series of works that i have done.

i call them Skeletons Ver.s

Here are some works that i have done...some are for school

just went to see the list of The Amazing Race:All Stars.and guess what.Eric Sanchez is in it!!but this time he is with danielle.and because of that i feel that he is so bland.
In the past (season 9),jeremy and him are so funny because guys have their goofy thing going on in them.but this time,it feels so weird.that goofiness don seem to be there.he seem so much less fun.
I guess somethings can only be achieved with the same gender and as the same role.

well,i hope Rob and Amber win!!!

THE Last Pic is Rise Against!!!

ARGH!!!!apart from that,the first 2 are MUSE...don remind me...i spend my tuesday night listening to their songs, and visualising myself in their concert.*weeps!*and the only photo that is not someone famous is him lah...irritating fellow...ry...ry...

wow...yesterday the Ghost Hunters so nice!!hee...they actually didnt caught anything on cam but they did catch a few on audio.well,there were two cases yesterday.
the first one is a restaurant,the owner say that the pervious owner's ghost is haunting the place.and it is a SHE.well,the TAPS were in,and they investigated the weird experiences.what they caught on audio was that,they were in the room and were about to use this Thermal Machine to see if there is any ghost.and suddenly after that,there was this voice that said"What is This Contraption?"the voice sounded like an old lady's voice,which could be what the current owner said about the previos owner's ghost.well,the meaning of "WHat is this Contraption?" means "What IS this Machine?"so TAPS members wont say that because they were all aware of that machine and there is no old lady in TAPS....so...there was some activity going on there.
still the first case,they caught another audio sound that is a little boy's voice.the voice said"I'm staying here."so once again,they wasnt anyone in the room and there wasnt any little boy there...so there were indeed another activity going on there.BUT THE VERDICT FOR THIS CASE IS THAT IT WASNT CONFIRM HAUNTED BUT THERE ARE INDEED SOMETHING GOING ON...

the next case is an Old Jail.they said that there are ghosts in that jail that will haunt the people visiting it.because that place has now become a tourist attraction.so there were investigating this particular room,with this electromagnetic machine and they did locate something.so when they went back and go throught the tape,they heard some whisperings and suddenly a door slam.so firstly,the whisperings werent clear enough to make out what it is saying,so it is hard to tell,but no doors were slam during the investigations so they deduce that they are some activity going on.But what they said is that from the whisperings and the door slamming,it sounded like as though someone was thrown into the jail,that explains the door slam.BUT ONCE AGAIN THEY DIDNT CONFIRM IF THE PLACE WAS HAUNTED AS THEY DIDNT CATCH ANYTHING ON CAM...BUT THERE ARE CERTAINLY SOME ACTIVITES GOING ON.

TAPS IS SO NICE!!!!

I LOVE GHOST HUNTERS!!!!the show is so nice lah!!!the show is about a team,called TAPS,they will go around investigating whether the place is haunted!!how it works is that people will call them to go and investigate their house...so they will set up their cams there to see if they got caught anything...

sometimes they wont catch anything on tape...but yesterday when i watch...they did!!!!

they were investigating if a lighthouse is haunted.so they will ask questions [to the ghost] and they heard a female saying HELP ME!!!there is no female in the team...so....eeks...they asked again and the ghost said HELP ME!!AGAIN!!!argh....

they also caught a shadow on the top of the lighthouse,which is suppose to be locked,looking down!!!!argh!!!spooky!!i saw the shadow they caught...so scary...then,they also heard footsteps...so when they finish everything,they concluded that the place is haunted....

so cool sia!!usually sometimes one whole episode they wont catch anything...but this time they did.

cant wait to see the next episode again!!!

hmm if you have StarWorld.it is at 9pm on sat or the repeat timing is at 1.30am on sunday.i watch the 1.30am one...coz i wont be able to catch the 9pm one....exciting!!!

BORED TO MY SKINS!!!!!!

hopefully school starts soon...or maybe not.

random photos part 3

random photos part 2

thought that Daniel Craig looks real good on these covers.he is really good looking for his age.maturity charm.

Ain't No Other Man by Christina Aguilera

Do your thang honey!
I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something 'bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside!
I don't know what you did boy but you had it
And i've been hooked ever since. I
told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friends
I told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense.
That everytime I see you everything starts making sense.

Do your thang honey!

Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Never thought I'd be alright.
No, no, no!
Till you came and changed my life.
Yeah, yeah, yeah! What was cloudy now is clear!
Yeah, yeah! You're the light that I needed.
You got what I want boy, and I want it!
So keep on givin' it up!
Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friends.
And the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you bad ass - oh yeah!

Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.

Break it down now!

Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other! (other)
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other LOVER!
Ain't no other, I, I, I need no other!
Ain't no other man but you!
Ohhhh! You are there when I'm a mess
Talk me down from every ledge
Give me strength, boy you're the best
You're the only one who's ever passed every test

Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style with ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
And now I'm tellin you son,
ain't no other man but you
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon. (baby, baby, baby)
You got soul, you got class.
You got style ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.

SOME RANDOM PHOTOS=part 1

YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF 2006.EVERY YEAR THIS TIME,I WOULD FEEL A LITTLE SAD THAT ONE YEAR HAS PASSED.BUT THEN I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEW YEAR.

YESTERDAY WAS THE MOST FUN OF ALL!!I WENT OUT TO COUNTDOWN.WENT TO M'S HOUSE.THE FAMILY WERE ALL SO SWEET.A LITTLE WEIRD BECAUSE SO MANY PEOPLE I DO NOT KNOW.BUT THANK GOODNESS FOR MY FRIENDS D,R,M,J.IF NOT I WOULD BE BORED TO MY SKINS.

WELL,WAS LISTENING TO POWER 98 AT THE SAME TIME,SO HAPPY THAT SNOW PATROL IS NUMBER 1.THEY DESERVE IT.

HMM...I AM SO HAPPY.YESTERDAY WAS VERY VERY FUN.ANOTHER GREAT WAY TO END A YEAR AND TO START A NEW YEAR.hee...hee...really really really very happy.cant tell you but hee....my heart is all smiling....:)

well,countdown till past midnight.hee....went home not alone of course.hee....hee....ok i should stop smiling in happiness.:) :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!will miss 2006 though...BUT LOOKING FORWARD TO 2007!!!YEA!!!!

WHAT'S BEST IS THAT SNOW PATROL "CHASING CARS" IS POWER 98 TOP SONG!!!!NUMBER ONE!!!!!!

LOVE THEM LOVE THEM!!!

SNOW PATROL SNOW PATROL SNOW PATROL!!!

Random Facts.

my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me. and i really love my daddy god.


I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!

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