Music, My life.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008
9:30 AM

haven been myself these few days. i wonder whyy.
exam stress? am i like changing to another person? i dunno.
i only noe that. im not myself anymore.
im someone who is fragile, easily hurt by even trivial things, someone who loves to emo? LOL.
but its alrite. it was in the past.!! its the 1st time that im so determined to be a better person.
for the sake of myself and for those who are precious to me? u noe hu u are (:
results are out. as expected. still cannot pass my chem and econs. dunno what im supposed to do with it. nid some enlightenment >.<
but again. i feel so happy to noe that my p.sch frens still remember me ^^ haha.
alrite. its almost 1am and im still not slp.
sch is so z. i guess the lack of slp is making me z as well. gotta find a way out.
and i realised. the song. when you're gone. is really damn nice LOL! how random.

bluezm[e]

Friday, June 06, 2008
1:54 AM

troubled by 1001 problems which were left unsolved. hoping that things will get better.

if we hold on together.

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

bluezm[e]

Friday, March 28, 2008
5:06 AM

WOO! HAD A GREAT CHAT WIF MY LONG LOST OLD FREND ABOUT _OO_ & _U_ _ & F_ _ T. hahaha. tried to chill down after getting back my results.. and finally i did a little hahaha.. stress ah!! hahaha..

my results get.. CDE.. now waiting for econs.. sure either S or U. STRESS!!

btw.. those who want to guess those words can come to me and gues lor!! hahaha (:

bluezm[e]

Sunday, October 28, 2007
7:04 AM

yo~ hahaha. went out with xyan, jocelyn and wenqian last thurs.. wheew~ after so long nv meet. finally meet again!! hahaha. went to 85 market to eat.. yummy.. got stingray, sotong, hokkien mee, satay, chicken wing and sugarcane!! =p

eat finish already.. go walk from bedok to tampines sia~ wheew.. then take bus home to east coast~ lyk. making a U turn rites? but nvm.. so fun!! ^^ bought supper along the way~ hahaha..

fun fun fun!! (:

hahaha~ photos u go see xyan's blog ba (: i dun haf e photos.. hope can go out again somewhere in mid november~ xyan!! u arrange kkies?? (:

tml A level MT.. gd luck to myself (:

life goes on and on..
the feeling rekindled.. (:

bluezm[e]

Thursday, October 11, 2007
7:16 AM

yoo.. its been sometimes.. i really dunno wat to post.. hahahah..
jus to update my promo grades...

GP - S going to E (if round up lol)
Malay - B (1st time in my whole JC life)
Chemistry - S (same grade same mark as mid year.. sians!!)
Physics - A (improved!)
Maths - A
Econs - D (improved but not good enough hahaha)

well. thats all about it...

at 1st i tot my grades will be like.. ABCDES.. but my physics spoilt it.. become AABDES =p

heys gd luck to ppl who haven get back results :D

bluezm[e]

Monday, September 03, 2007
4:15 AM

its been some time.. hows life ppl (:

anw.. last fri.. went back to springfield. teachers day celebration.. met half of e ex-4F class.. hahaha~ miss them lots~ all e fun we had together~ all e lame things~ cant be found in MJC T_T. sadded~ but then ah~ after we met our teachers.. somehow.. everybody went off by themselves~ jus realised that after half a year didnt meet... the bond between us have been broken.. everybody go their own way.. not bothering others anymore.. hais.. i guess thats life~ it goes on and on with many changes in between. zzz~

finally.. it's september.. my final lap.. last week of sept will be my promos. started revision but its very minimal~ i wonder if i can stuff everything into my brain within this short period of time.. hmph~ jus hoped that i will be able to pull through~! cannot waste my parents money!~ they believed in me. so i must believe in myself as well. have to make them proud lyk wat i always did in secondary school.. e old me~ will i be able to regain e old me within this 1 week of holiday..? (: hehx~ i believe i can!! (: hehehe~

AND hor~ xiuyan~ dun die first worr~ hahaha. im sure u will be able to pull through ur poly life~ we must pull through together~ (: then can go out again~ kkies? (:

life goes on and on~
missing her very much~
words cant describe my agony~

SOTONG!! CARROT!! ((:

bluezm[e]

Monday, July 16, 2007
8:31 AM

fck my day fck my life.. y todae so suay..

1st.. getting sclding from PE teacher..
2nd.. my guardian come kpkb with me..
3rd.. lala~ angry with me..
4th.. my comp screen's cover crack..

everything was so "GREAT"...
dammit. am i to weather this storm before i can really succeed?? or am i to be suay-ed all day long??? ARGHH!!!

life goes on~
looks lyk she and i will never be together..
i hope you will find the perfect match..

bluezm[e]