shifted.

http://yuy-i.livejournal.com/

salt and vinegar chips.
white wine.
drunk.
vomit.
equals.
disgusting
i swear
im swearing off chips from now on
esp salt and vinegar.
thats it for me.

feeling super miserable now.

town.
dinner.
chalet.
leads to sleeping at 6am and waking up at 8am.
leads to almost being knock down by cars twice.
leads to being vvv hungry.

its now that ive got a phobia of checking my emails
and
answering phone calls.

something happened recently
it made me realise
how fragile life is
although
i always think
i wanna be the one who's lying on the bed.
in coma
or better
dead
wouldnt it be better.
today
ive seen how it is in real life
not on television
but in front of me.
people crying
concerned and worried over their loved one
someone lying there
helpless as to what to do.
i wish.
i was the one there.
cus
i cant feel anything.
perhaps
i could use smth to wake me up.

if i die today
will you cry for me?

sometimes
people just live in denial
mayb they know it or they dont
but.
you dont have to justify yourself.

anyway
handover today was a blast!
weeks of preparation ended in less than an hour
tiring and draining
but.
it was satisfying.
thanks people.
i love SA!