I love my workplace. Its great. Really.
I always complain abt work bcoz im just lazy. heh.
Lazy to go out everyday morning to evening.
I wish I can sleep longer and slack at home helping my mom.


If one day aft Ive graduated, and Hitachi has a vacant post, i'll grab it for sure!!~ InsyaAllah.
I like the environment here.


1) Its near. Save my time n transportation cost. And its a good location. Near all the kedai2. Near geylang, near bedok.


2) Alot of makciks and kakaks, make me feel warm and I can always talk talk talk.. Last wednesday, there's one makcik bawak ketupat and lauk2 nya. fuh!!~ tak ke best tu. Kita pon apa lagi la kan. yum yum yum. And today, makcik2 in the office bawak kuih2 raya woooi. sedaaaaapZ! I cant stop munching.


3) Welfare taken care. We have tea room that looks like sch cnateen. With long tables and benches. There's lots of vending machines for drinks, biscuits, snaks, instant mee. Oh, we can have our tea break in the afternon. best eh.

And during Ramadhan, they allocate one corner for us muslims to rest during break timeS. In which, me n my friend would use that place to sleep. Zzzzzzz.


Heh. Most probably coz we r students and we dont have that work loads piling up like others do. Enjoying life~




Tomorrow is my muscle strength test. Wish me luck!!
Ive put in as much effort as I can afford for the past 2 weeks. I hope I cant make it.
If I dont... hrmm....

May you have a pleasant day of Eid and wonderful month of Syawal!!~







Hari Raya, as always, happy and exciting. With all the semangatness of baju baru and all. However, I realize that each year.. as each year goes by, I feel that the excitement level of raya decreases.

Probably bcoz Im getting older? My mom used to say that Hari raya are for kids. So true isnt it. I remember when I was small, we kids would get sooooooooooooooooo excited with bunga api, running around with other kids, eat and eat, Tired go to sleep, wake up n play again, without any worries at all.

but NOW.. now!! when Im getting more adult..
I start to worry so much when Raya comes. Like, eh kueh ni blm buat, eh bnde ni blm beli, eh duit cukop tak, eh ruma blm bersih, eh langsir blm cuci, bla bla bla n so on. And at the same time, u have other worries to handle like problems at work, sch, relationships etc.

And when raya arrives, u worry u cant cover all the houses in weekends of Syawal. U worry abt the housechores accumulating at home coz ure always outside berjalan2.
Ahh, I can see time is so precious now.

Adults want to be kids, kids want to be adults. =D
heh.

I guess I had the worst therapy session last saturday. I really dont get it. How can a therapist treats a patient, just like a teacher treats a primary sch kid?

Like serious lor. She was VERY not happy with me and gave me that LONG long irritated face, when she's supposed to show me those new leg exercises.

Firstly because I was late. Well ok that part, I admit I shouldnt have been late for appointment, but that morning I was struggling with my stomach cramp. ergh!
n knowing that i'd be all alone over there coz bilal was not feeling well, had already made my morning dull.

And when I came in, she gave me that suprise look and tone of "ure late". I tried to make situation light n casual by reply, oh ala abit onlyyyyyyyy. Anyway, Im still at the stage of one-to-one with the therapist, and not in the exercise class yet. But heck! she sharply told me whats the use of appointments then, if I can come whenever I want.

When she asked me if I had been training myself at outside gym, i said no. that made her more pissed than ever.

With that, I TOTALLY had no mood at all for the therapy session. In fact, I felt so sad. Everything wasnt right that morning. I swear I had the feeling of just leaving the rehab centre without a word at that instant. It feels just like, u know, when u come to someone's home, but the host doesnt like u there. u know u know.

And all the way, the person who helped me throughout those leg exercise machines was the Assistant Therapist. Not her.

there's once, when my left leg wasnt strong enough to push 70 lbs weight, I asked the assistant if I could reduce it back to 60. I heard the therapist told her, "oh let her do whatever she can ah, dont want to go gym some more right".

I wished I could pick that weight up and throw at her. By then, I was in DEEP sadness. Firstly, becoz of the shitty morning situation. 2ndly, I know my leg has not been improving at all. I know I havent been doing those self therapy, be it at home or gym. I just couldnt find the time, some more then its bulan puase. I would be very2 tired for exercises at night.

So u see, its like, da datang appointment physio ni pon kira da bgs?
But i know its not enough. super sad la! if she can pull a long face. I guess mine was LONGER?

By the end of the session, well, thats when she scolded me like a teacher. She told me thats she's really disappointed with me. She told me that she had seen guys who train hard over at outside gyms, still FAIL the post-three-month strength test. She said futhermore, guys have this hormone for quick recovery that we females dont. And guess what, she told me, 26th sep is already my post-three-month, and THAT shall be my strength test day.

ooops, thats next week rite? I think I heard a loud THUDD in my heart.

I really didnt count my days. Everything went so fast. She had to bring down the tissue coz I was already crying. Inside, I was thinking OMG! how to buck up when its the raya week!!! I have tonnes of preparation do to! The house needs me. The family needs me. Allah, help!

Sigh.

And the sadness didnt end there.
It was a saturday. And I was supposed to complete raya shop-list. heh.
I need a bag, a pair of shoe and a brown tudong.

Let me tell u that shopping ALONE sucks big time! Its more stressing than enjoying. Esp when ure already not happy.

I spent 3 hours in Bugis coz I couldnt decide on which shoe to pick. Ive made the sales aunty fed-up coz I kept asking for my size to try, but I ended up not taking it. Try here try there. Try this try that. Hard to decide coz there's no one to help me see which one suits me better.

I took a break, went to Body Shop, hoping that aft that, I could already decide. And u know what, I guesss a stressed-looking girl all ALONE is an easy target for the salesperson. Coz he kept following me!!! Every item I touched, he would bla bla bla giving me the info of that product. Every section I went, he would told me abt their discounts la promotions la.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeergh!! IRRITATING nye!!!! every item I took, he offered to hold it for me. SEBOK MCM NK APE.

initially he said buy for $50 then get free bag la ape, da $50, he said buy till $60 dpt vouvher la ape.. errrrrrgh!! Im there to relieve my mind, get it?

Luckily Im satisfied with the products. kalau tak...........

For tudong.. i bought 2!! coz I really cant decide anymore which to pick. So I took both instead. =D

For bag, I had to ask the pakcik kedai which one is nicer. hehe!

Terrible day I had kan kan kan.

people, never shop alone!!!

3 more hours and its weekends!! Im all geared up for the preparations later n tmr~~
- gosok langsir
- Pasang langsir
- gosok baju (for 5ppl x 3 sets, baju solat, baju jalan, baju 2nd day)
- kemas ruma (the toughest one! Coz I hate dust)
- then la la la~~ i want some pampering moments wheeeee~




Oh well, Im happy doing all those despite the exhaustion.
Take care!

Its already the 10th week of IA. Nxt week is Week 11.
IT MEANS IA IS HALFWAY THERE ALREADY!! After week 22 and I'll be off for good!
so fast!! but i like it!! i want it to be over quick, pls!

Not that I dont like my work, but i want holidays!! =D
We, working students cant take any leave ok!! Everyday work work work work..
Even if you take some time off, u need to pay back the time.... *zZzZzzz*

The NTU prof came last thursday of my first Assesment. The oral interview went ok. I hope he liked it. coz THAT determines my grade for this sememter.
He'll be coming over again in Week 20. And with that! I will have to submit a 3000-5000 words REPORT to him by then.

I should really REAAAAAALLY start planning n writing soon.
Soon means after raya. By then I will only have a month left to crack up for the whole final report. Go mai go...!

Im sooooooooooo into the mood of Raya now. I wish I dont have to go to work for week 11. So that I can clean the house, bake more kuehs, iron all the new bajus and then anyam ketupats!!

Now where do I find the time for all those. Its really-mind bothering. And it really stresses me up if I cant finish everything by Raya. I hope the people in the house will be more tolerant by not messing up the house. With the VERY LITTLE time I have, Ive been cleaning up the house bit by bit, part by part and the next moment I know, its all messy again. FRUSTATING.

For that, lets tune in to radio for some raya songs. THAT cools me off and never fail to brighten up my mood.

Alright, lets start cleaning up!! Make full use of the weekends before its MONDAY again. eeeeeeeeeeek!