1 week is fast alright. Its sure getting more nervous each day. Monday is 2 days away.
Im getting worried but excited at the same time.

Hopefully I wont get lost.
Lucky me that Ive made new friends!! whee!!~~
At least I know I have people to turn to when I need help.

Friends I made through ntums camp.. they sure are nice!
And the camp itself was awesome!

This was my group.. we called ourselves The Watchful.. huhu kelakar. See the eyes there on the flag. Nicely drawn by mas.


And it was the last day that 2 of us had to go early for madrasah.
So its just 3 of us + facis~


The Other Green group, SkyHigh, which Azimah belongs to. And Fitrah, tanx for the pixiesss. =D


To the organizing comm n station masters n facis, u did a marvelous job that made us campers happily satisfied!!~



Good luck for sch everyone.

I am sooo ANGRY!!
I mean it!!
Im furious!!

Im getting clumsier and more forgetful than ever!!!
I really dont like this.

I know its something not new coz Ive been always forgetting things and losing belongings n all.

SO now I AM angry.

This morning I came to realize that I didnt bring back home one of my tudong from camp.
Ok, its one of my favourite colour. I cant remember where I lost it but its just not in my bag.

And Then, I though I was late for the 10.20am lesson so I rushed and ran. But when I was there, I couldnt find my name. n Oh shucks I found my name under the 12.45pm lesson.
aaaaaaaregherrrrrrrrrrgh!!! binget nyeeeeeee!!

What am i gonna for more than 2 hrs rite. Its not like there's a mall next to it that I roam around.

Perhaps the only lucky part I could be was that my house is just 4 bus stops away.
So yeah, I went back home.
But sheeesh, I wasted on bus fares!

I disturbed my own morning beauty sleep.Sigh. -_-'

Im off for ntums camp!! bye2!!~~
*yayness ive the company of diy zuby n azimah*

And what on earth was the dream all about??
10 hours of sleep and I had tonnes of craziest dreams.

There was a time when I was cutting my moustache (is that how its spelled?) with a scissors. Till all the hairs gone. FREAKY MAN. me n moustache!!! for whatever reason I have a moustache. And theres another man asking me to cut for him too. -_-

hahhahahah!
weird.

Mom said I look fatter, Arafah said I look chubbier. N yes arafah, I know almost got my jawe power back. I'll take that as a drive to start exercising n running again.

I felt bad for being sick last thurday. Else I wold have joined raudah n aidil to return RP for another training. I think I need tonnes of training sessions again. I practically gained everything back that I had lost over 3 yrs.

The thought of joining trainings again in my new sch.. hmm.. there's just something that holds me back..

prolly bcoz too many of my juniors starting to picking up silat in their schools too. keypoh. hehehe.

No la huh, most prolly is the knee. I thought its already fine but i could feel it move again yesterday. It didnt hurt. It just moved. But quite scarry la huh. Someone pls teach me to be patient.

God, help me decide.

It was Gathering for july babes' birthday!!
Terrrrrrific!!
My girls have always been great yea

Happy 20th Arafah


& Happy 20th Raudhah


Food and place were nice with best companies. Even if its sebelah road and they were worried abok road masok makanan.




Each time When we got together back again, the usual topic of olden days mesti klua.
N hanifah, being our prefect last time, just knew we cabot-ed to KFC and thats why when she called everyone wasnt at home. She ended up being the only few representing 4p for the malay talk and got scolded. lol!~~

So Guess where we went?



Correct!! Its Simpang Bedok!
yay!! finally! The last time when they had mkn2 over there was missed.

Birthday cake


Birthday presents. They treat themselves with skirts too!



If Aki's birthday bash we had a theme of flower power, guess wat's the theme this time?


Im know im evil to crop rau n hilya at both ends coz they belong to the pic below! hehe!

Its Black n red....! I still believe that im the most black n red -est of all. =D
But still! sigh.. as u can see, some degils still go against the theme!

"wadrobe malfunction"
"da kluar dari pagi"
"tkde red aaaaah, black white boleh kn?"
"tk suke ah black pt dlm"
-_-
tkpelah, accepted! huhu~ yg penting, u all came and made this thing happened =D


U might wonder how Rai made herself eligible for both pics.



Here's the b'dae girls' appreciation speech

Kita dahulukan yg kakak ok
(pls rotate ur laptop coz I dunno how to rotate video. if ur using a desktop, rotate ur head. tanx)








Rau has been complaining how burok her wallet already is. Msti hint2 kn kn? hehe.


N thats a good gold organizer for a tax officer tau. =p



Lovely!! Hope u like ém~

ouuh, i love gatherings. Reunions. Birthdays. RayaS. Anything, that can make me meet up with the girls.
Cant wait for the teachers'day plan!!
Hope it'll work.
InsyaAllah.

Nite babes.

Cute nyer!!

4 breathing techniques that might be helpful to u.

These are what my aunt learnt from some seminar.

To bring down nervousness:
Nose in, Nose out

To bring down anger:
Nose in, Mouth out

To activate your brain:
Mouth in, Nose out

To ease pain (im not sure though it refers to internal or external):
Mouth in, Mouth out

Hope they help!~

Oh no! She tripped!




"Tension got under the skin of Crystle Steward of Texas, the second Miss USA in a row to fall down during the the evening gown competition at the Miss Universe pageant. She was in the top 10 but tripped on the train of her bejeweled evening gown as she made her entrance."

Must be so embarrassing eh...

I cleaned up my room. Partially. Not done yet.
I practically brought down all my secondary texts down from the shelves.
haha. yes. The sec 4 texts were stucked there for 4 yrs.

U see, back then, each year there would be fresh new books on the shelves. Like sec 1 books went down into the box, sec 2 goes up the shelves. For some reason, after o level, i didnt refresh the shelves. Perhaps bcoz I didnt really have new books.
All I need was a laptop remember? hehee.

So when I was cleaning up, I found little2 backdated things that made me laughed my ass out.
I found my lil diary. haha, u know the kind of "Dear diary". But I didnt start with dear diary anyway, coz everything was straight to the point. haha.

It was dated from 2003-04. hehee, 5 years ago yea?
Cant believe I wrote those huh.

Most of ém were abt my girlfriends. hahaha. How bad they were to me and how bad I was to them. Seems like Bad back then isnt at all bad for now.

Some of "bads" they did (according to what i wrote) were just negative remarks given. Like "eh awk da gemok laa.." "Asl awk tk tuka2 slua riadah awk, kaki tk sexy la!" khekhekhkehe!! And I was so sad that I wrote those down in my diary.

omg man, sure looks funny now.

I found cards. Birthday cards, Raya cards. So many of them!! 13th birthday, 14th birthday n so on. And each birthday, someone would surely sign off n wrote something like "wah da maken tua".

The cutest thing I found was my primary sch diary. This diary wasnt at all the "Dear diary" kind of book. Its a trend where everyone owns a diary and will give their friends and somtimes teachers to write down their profile and some sweet2 msg at the end.

Oh come on, if ure a girl around my age reading this, Im sure korang pon mesti ade kn! admit it! hahaha!

The cute thing about mine is that... hrmm.. u see back then, they would buy nice2 diary like hard-cover la.. yg ade button laa..yg ade tali ikat2 la.. with nice2 colours. So I wanted so much of such diary too but Im scared to ask for one. I thought it might be expensive.

What I bought was notebook. Its only around a dollar if Im not wrong. But this notebook had the characteristics of a diary. It had colourful pages, cute2 cartoon cat in front and so on.

I scared ppl would laugh at me coz mine was a notebook and not diary. So I cut a paper, and pasted on top of the word "notebook".

hehehe!

The only person who knew its notebook was hazirah.
And when I gave her to write in my "diary", she wrote her profile.. ok.. n her sign off msg was "Thank you for giving me a chance to write in your diary (ooops! its a notebook)".

And I felt really sad when I read that that time.


herrmph.


I see prolifes (or what we used to call Biodata) of rai, hilya, rau, farah, fadhilah, syamid, syasan, hannah, amirah, shahidah.. n many more!

Sume cute2 tau.
There's things like,
fav food: nasi ayam
fav drink: milo
fav teacher: all in Maarif
best friend: secret







ahahhahaha!
with the usual sign off, "friends forever".
Oh well, now that we're 20, im glad we all still are. ;)




I wish I can paint my room. I want some warm2 colours.
My room, well the whole house actually, has been in the same colour for 10 years.
Boring eh.

If I have 3 wishes. One of them would be: to have my house renovated with a fresh look for free!.


=D

Its been airport farewells lately.
Sending off cousin Nasir to Yaman,
Nyayi n Cik Noi Australia for a vacation,
N another one to come in august, Nadia to London.


*N i wish to go out of Singapore too!*

That's Nadia and Naazira, my once tutee =D


Sleeping kika!


The family bidding off farewell


Have a pleasant n safe journey nasir~
Good luck!





Last night was another round. I wonder why both of the flights were scheduled eaaaaaarly in the morning!



And this lil girl was sssoooo delighted to see pictures and signs of aewoplane!



Thats a lil bit too excited misha!!~
"Bik nana!!" I sounded more like a Banana. =_=


Cik Noi n I. anything similar? =D


Nyayi n the makciks


The family bidding farewell again


Bye bye!!!~~


bye....

mcm die plak nk blayar eh




Ok, and thats the first time I stepped into Terminal 3.

Its weekdays...
... and Im at home!!

woopeee!!~~
It sure feels great!!!

Just me, mom n mika. =D



Have u ever witness people waiting impatiently at traffic lights, pressing the button repeatedly...? I wonder if the green man really appears faster if we press the button more than once. haha!

Funny singaporeans huh, but I think sometimes I did that too! LOL!!~
Esp when the bus is arriving at the opposite stop. haha.

I remembered during my o level english oral, I was asked what I usually do if I have free time outside. And, I said, I would stand, relax and observe all the different characters Singaporeans have. hahahhaha! Every sight would have its kiasu-ness.

ok ok. Ofcourse I bullshit. Me observing?
I think its the total opposite! Im sure I belong to the kiasu group I mentioned. hahaa. Coz Im always late so I always rush. So I always walk fast. So I always run to catch the bus/train. So I dont really got the chance to oberve what surrounds me.

hahahha.