It feels so sad to turn down people's suggestions.

but it feels so good to sleep the whole day till buke =D

Think positive:

1 week is down.
10 more to go.

Rai: jgn jeles huh... bsok ktorg tk skola.. pegi skola sorng2 k =D

2 consecutive days of terawih means 2 consecutive days of meeting Sakinah. How nice. Ive been thinking how am i gonna meet her. My physics books are with her for like more than a year. Its time to return it gerl. haha. Ok yes, I must start collecting all my books back. My A maths is still with nana. hmmm.. ape lg eh.. sori gerls, the books are not for me, but for my brother next yr. =D

ok, so my Om has a new wife. After which his previous wife, my tante died.. hmm.. 5 yrs back? no no no 3 yrs. is it? not sure la. His children seem to get pretty well with the new mother. Well, they are all grown up kids anyway.

Mak asked us whether we gonna agree if abah remarries after she dies. yikes! never thought of that. N musli told her not to ask that question again. hmmm... i don think i wish to see such thing in my life... hm dunno~

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan~

So bye2 holidays. N say hello to Sem2. so the first half of year 2 wasnt smting bad afterall. just endure and go with the flow, n tup-tup, its all done! Hopefully sem2 will be fast to get over with too!

There's just so much thing to do! My checklist is super long. Oh well, its ok, im loving it. Friends, So so sorry, pardon me if im too busy. but hey, theres always time to set aside for all of you right?. *peace* =D

The AR a.k.a post-motem today was great. Tell you all, being transparent n honest are the best policy to uphold ever. Believe me, u'll be leading a happy life if u have those. N oh yes, always admit the mistakes uve done though its sumting hard n shameful. orites? So.. ok I admit i didnt play my role for the camp. was a bit ignorant and i didnt initiate anything to understand my own role. but okla, its smting to be learnt =D Hopefully the 2 big camps im looking fwd this Dec runs extra smoothly.

Zul, ure a great leader! Theres this vast difference when ure leading. eheeee.

What do u call someone who does things at the very2 last minute? is it procrastinator? eh? tah! correct me sum1. Im just that kind of person. Haha. School gonna start in few hours to come. n here I am starting to clean the desktop. Everything is everywhere. sheeesh..! Haiyoo.. what to wear tmr.. still have not iron.. even my silat attire! haha baru basoh!! need to put it in front of the fan to dry it. Hmm wat else.. need to pack my beg by tonite, or i'll be late tmr. Dun wanna give bad first impression of this new class.

But hey, I know the ppl in my class! only a few whom I dont. besides arafah, theres alvin, alice, michelle, liza, wen hui n pei fang!! my miss encarta!! i love them! they're efficient workers. trust me! Now i feel some drive for ' back to school'. Friends play a HUGE role in school okays.

So everything is under control. Im happy with my life now. seriously! n I thank God for that. okla okla there is a bit here n there of unaccomplished mission la.. hmm.. usaha da gagal.. ape leh buat..berdoa saje la.. Allahu a'lam.

Till then. Luv u all! i mean it. daa~
[when will i see u again]

The night was freezing cold. Super cold. I can imagine how the fishes feel dlm esbok. haha! Even a piece of sweater is not enuff! Try sleeping at the forum in school and u'll know it. Cant wait for another camp in school. Just soo fun sleeping with them =D

I want back my yesterday.
Keep it at 'pause' mode plz, dun want time to fly. tankiu =D

I believe she can.
Im putting hopes on her.
Oh God.. Im on my knees

Hidup ini umpama pelayaran
Kadangkala tenang menyapa
Di lain masa badai melanda
Pun begitu, semua itu harus ditempuhi,
Atas nama sebuah kehidupan di muka bumi ini

Pernah aku termenung,
Memikirkan alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai hanya terselit keceriaan
Diselimuti kebahagiaan dan kebebasan
Dalam meniti sebuah kehidupan

Bagaikn,
Seekor burung yang terbang bebas di awanan
Seekor ikan yang berenang bebas di lautan
Seekor semut yang tugasnya hanya mencari makanan
Betapa indahnya jika semua ini mewarnai kehidupan

Akan tetapi, aku sedar kehidupan perlu diteruskan
Walau dugaan yang melanda amat membebankan
Kerana sesungguhnya bukanlah namanya satu kehidupan
Tanpa ujian, cabaran dan dugaan
Dalam melayari bahtera kehidupan



source: al-busyra

She talked alot!! non-stop, from east coast all the way till we moved separate ways in tamp! talking crapp all the way. Hahaha. tk pnat ker faezah?? n honey green tea sux!

N haiz.. i miss 'em both...

AndI just luuuurve this song~