Renungkanlah wahai wanita....
Subhanallah...

Perempuan
Apabila teruna memerhatikan dikau,
Kau membalas renungan matanya
Pabila teruna mendekati selangkah,
Kau datang berpuluh langkah
Pabila teruna memujuk rayu,
Kau lemah dalam pangkuannya
Pabila teruna memberi harapan,
Kau hanyut dalam angan langkah

Muslimah
Pabila teruna memandang dikau,
Kau tunduk mengelak panah syaitan
Pabila teruna mendekati selangkah,
Kau berundur beribu langkah
Pabila teruna memujuk rayu,
Kau anggap itulah kalimah iblis syaitan
Pabila teruna menutur harapan indah,
Kau yakin janji-Nya lebih bahagia di sana
Kerana kau mengerti dan menyedari
Akan erti maruah peribadi sejati
Yang diselaputi iman yang hakiki
Yang tidak semudah itu...


[taken from Juwita's]

someone plz take this carelessness inside of me away. I keep forgetting and losing my belongings. I lost $5 today. wats nxt?

The SAS meeting was ok just now, everything went smooth. not many turned up though. i find it very very VERY funny that we all have to learn some dance steps. A bhangra dance dat is. so we had a lil bit of rehearse. n this was what I call an embarassing moment. hahahah! me? dance? must gelek sumore? erk!! kwang kwang kwang....oh my God! wat am i doing. *Forgive me plz*. some of them set some dress code for the actual day that goes with the theme "Hawaii". so wat do u think? heh! stated there gilrs wear tank tops n batik wrap. Gila. tak sioman. tahap maxima punya. these people who threw off the idea seemed not to think of others.

So musli is not around in da house for a few days. some camp he got there. he told me that his absence will be dhiah's gift from him. hahha.. hes getting funnier each day somehow. some phrases he said yesterday:

see wat happens when he speaks alot of english, n tried to speak malay.

"Mak wallet musli da patah" .... boy, wallet patah eh??? i think he meant koyak, or maybe the zip that is patah.

"Eh asal kipas ni lemah".... kipas bole lemah??? i think he meant the wind is not strong enough.

"Masa tu checkpoint causeway sedang lincah" hehhee.. i dont think lincah is the right word to use though he meant fast n smooth.

HAHAHA


oh well.. think i need a rest now.. some family probz i have here keeps pressing me each day. I dunno how long i can take it.. When will it be over. Im hoping for a miracle.


-signing off [Oh God, give me patience & strength.. Amin.]

So today is my second sis's bdae. Shall write a tribute for her later on. We're gonna eat outside for lunch today. Oh dear look at the time, n Im suppose to meet Kalai n Jo in town by 3. Not sure if that is possible.. hmm.. all i noe is i have to meet them, its always them who did the work, kinda unfair.

I accompanied dhiah's boyfren yesterday. To help him choose her present of course. Fuh i tell u i can pick a lot! but we end up with this watch.. very nice!! i like!! n its totally new.. a new arrival. the design is totally new as well. the price? heh. nice too. but can laa.. a bit over his budget but he agreed on it. Afterwards he treated me mkn.. tot of asking a bowl of ice kacang.. but ney.. reserve that for arafah.. hehehehe!

n hey, i got a gift for her too! but erm.. at this moment, i dunno whether i should give. ive made it worse than ever. weeks ago, i bought her this handphone pouch. I thought its kinda plain n so this itchy hands of mine agreed. guess wat? i sewed her name on it. sounds ok but hey, im not a pro. n so the outcome? it sux man!

ok so now i warn u not to laugh. everything was done by only pink and black thread! can u see the "mim-ra'-dhot-ya-ta marbuthah"? OK WATEVA!! im gonna get myself ready for now

da~~

I find this pic cute though. This is wat u call kinayah (=sindiran). Wat do u think?

The advantages of smoking

A smoker will not be troubled by his golden age

because he dies in his youth...

He will always get to know new friends

because he meets new doctor every day...

A burglar will not break into his house

because he coughs the whole night...

People and families will not visit him a lot

because he smells bad and terrible...

Sorry for the direct translation btw!

okla taufik, i write this for the fun of it keh

hmm lemme see.. 7 factors of an ideal lover eh?

target = male ofcourse

maka tujuh faktornya adalah seperti tersebut:

1) seorang muslim yang menjalankn perintah Allah s.w.t
2) seseorang yang mampu mimbimbing saya
3) seseorang yang mencintai saya dgn cinta yg suci kerana Allah
4) seorang yang saya tertarik dengan
5) seorang yang diterima ibubapa
6) seorang yang suka buat klaka dan pndai mengambil hati
7) seorang yang tidak malu dan hampa bila sudah memiliki saya.

so hows dat? InsyaAllah..

Ok guess who i met on my way home just now. kak hasinah n kak yati. yes, our seniors. its really a wow for them to recognise me. who knows my face would have change.. haha. don think so. we used to call kak yati, YB, Yati Bodoh for short. hahhaha! just becoz she was the head prefect and was from alsagoff.how bad we were at that time. don really know why maarif n alsagoff usually have hidden grudges. *shruggs*.. it just runs through generation.

n oh yah, met this girl too.. she was from arabiah.. but now shes in the uniform of preu wak tanjong.. saw her a lot of times before but nvr know her name. She was twice my competitor. First was the intermadrasah quiz in 2004 and second, intermadrasah cakap petah in 2005. salamed her several times but still dono her name. hahaha!

hmm out of curiosity, wats the diff btwen FM radio and visual radio? anyone out there knows? i wonder y some handphones have FM radio n others have visual ones.

till then, chiao~

ahhh.. so i didnt really stayed at home today. I went out with my brother. Believe it or not, we jogged all the way to east coast park! yeah!! how many KM was that? hahah funny how he kept forcing me to go faster. to him, I was way too slow and kept requesting for a rest. hahaha! over there, he treated me McCafe~ yea! not really a treat la, he bought just one cup n we shared.

i wan more more more!! one cup is not enuf!! treat me more! but i didnt bring any cash... how sad.

ok almost 8pm now, time to follow my dad out. adios~

Its been a tiring week for me. I shall beg myself to stay at home for today. But then again, musli n dhiah are out.. quite boring to be alone!

So Fadhli had informed me the description of going to Corporation Rd. take 30 or 240 0r 246 from Boon Lay. Sheeesh its like the other end lar. So I called the service centre to ask if they have any other outlet that is nearer to me. sadly they are closed on wkends! hef to wait till monday then.

ok dats it! for the second time, my slipper broke! hahaha! tu ah belik lg slipa murah! funny thing is; why must it always happen in sch??

the first one was in one my way home from Tanglin campus. n now, the new sch in wdlands!!
So guess wad? i walked barefooted all the way to causeway point! ofcourse la the roads were hot, its 2pm!

quite embarrasing la actually, there were alot of ppl la!! esp in the causeway point itself. searched up n down for cheap slippers. well, i only had 5 bucks in hand. n oh yah, tanx eh Amin for the help!!

so finally, i bought myself a pair in a shop near the control station. $4.90.. bole laa.. depade smpai ruma kaki aym!

so the first thing i did in the morning was:

checked myself in the mirror, any signs of sunburn?? phew..tkde! ahh.. im saved!

or isit mmg da gelap jd burn ke tk burn same je? hmm kemungkinan jgk tuh.. agknye ehh
Tp nmpk cm cam da hamper2!



so dats rai! also complaining on how black she is!

whitening cream? ney.. sume bedek, misleading!

ok so here i am searching for halal caterers. for our school SAS FOP orientation. do u all know that dis yr's orientation is in may?!?!? FUNNY KN! n the sch starts on 17 april!
the yr ONEs will have to go to sch without having any orientation beforehand! hish.. gila~

my instinct waas right all along!! hahaa! i have this feeling that my eyesight has become worse! i knew it. the tv seems to get blurrer n blurrer nowdays compared to before. so i went for a short checkup yesterday. n yes, proven! from the usual 150 n now 200! oh no!!! but they wouldnt let me get the cntact lens of 200. a high jump is dangerous they said. so 175 for me =D

so anyway, td kn.. rase sngt2 bersyukur alhamdulillah krn dpt bertemu semula rakan karib seperjuangan ku.. ahhh itu dia.. walaupun tidak sumua yg dpt hadir, yg mampu dtg sngt la memadai utk meriangkan lg menceriakan suasana. ya itu dia~ ade saje colok dan telatah dorng ehh.. membuatku tk kering gusi, pecah perot dan pening skali melayannya, dan sekali gus merindui zmn2 dahulu kala. hrp2 bile buat lg skali sume nya mampu hadir.. kita berdoa sahaja la yee.. tp kalo tk mampu jgk.. tkpelaa.. 'laa ikraha fiddin' ..= tiada paksaan dlm agama.. hahaz! k da da tkde kene ngene.



tgk tu, Astaghfiruallahalazim. ape da jd? masok dlm 1 toilet ramai2. datu amek2 gmba. toilet handicap plak tuh. salah gune hak cipta terpelihara!

da balek tk penat la polakk.. nk tdo tkle tdo.. maka nya dgn itu, bole keluar lagi pergi sembawang. pelik jgk ehh dgn kudrat badan hari nih. haha hrp2 kudrat ini bole berthn smpai besok..nk g skola pagi2. maka dgn itu, saya undur diri nk masok tdo. slmt mlm. assalamualaikum.

ok so i woke up VERY EARLY today. quite unusual for sundays. had to reach naazira's place by 9 am. wanted to teach her early just bcoz i had to go YewTee CC afterwards.

n yes, dat is the FIRST time i step my f0ot on the grounds of yew tee mrt stn. its like very far la. bole terberak nk g sane.

n den kn, org ade la kelam kabot smpai sane. tunggu2 nye tunggu skali tk start2 psl tunggu tetamu terhormat. lmbot btol la die. dnga bunyik 'pak pak bing bing', ahh tu pn die smpai.. skali tgk.. ehhh bpk ami... ahmad khalis. rasenye cm da lame tk jmpe ami. kalo la bsok die leh join ktorg kn best. tkpe la.. bdk2 jc ni ade je asek busy.

so the performances were ok. some were nice, some cute some funny n some boring. oh have i tell u wat performances were those? oh.. silat ah.. its a festival pencak silat 2006 organized by tapak suci. we went there to support Dian. n yes shes from tapak suci. nk tunggu die nye turn punye la lame.. da pukol 630 ptg baru die muncol atas stage. adoo... tp tk mengapa.. dpt tgk mcm2 ragam dari perguruan laen. n ofcoz, as expected, bile selayang pandang nk peform, da agk mesti ada apehal. skali btol.. haaa tu die tu.. dgn kipas nya.

ah nmpk jgk huda n ida mariam.. tk tao plak dorng bdk perguruan. ptot la nmpk bdk2 maarif dtg. juniors~

ahh bile dian da habes perform.. ape lagi ktorg pn blah la dr situ. ape lg, mkn time. ah ni die aku nk rekemen korng. tmpt mkn cukop best. ayer die gerek2!! milo bermcm2 milo, dinosour godzilla blended shakde sume ade. tmpt nye di marsiling. kedai ape ehh.. ahh teh tarik. yes name kedai die teh tarik. nnt kn skola da pindah wdlands kn, ah ape lagi~


datu nk balek.. alamak bercinta seh.. i hate long journeys. naek 966 dr wdlands. tunggu bus dr kol 8.. 820 baru bus muncol. pt dlm tuh, da tdo da bngn pn blm smpai. maka itu, kol 9 la baru smpai dan maka itu 910 la smpai rumah. bole la.. depade mrt 1 jam kn.

ahh.. so utk esok. weeeeeee tk saba rasenye!! cant wait to meet them! i love them loads! no other group of friends cn replace these bunch of gerls i tink. so wat shud i wear? have yet to think. must remind them to bring extras. n oh dear, compass! just realised that our compass is not wif us! cmne nk tgk kiblat nnt. tny satu2 sume same kes pd org laen. someone wake me up tmr!! need to fry the fries~

-so long! [arh! freakin 10 days!]

darn! its the time again. hate it when its time! argh! feel like screaming at the slightest things. sometimes i just forget that they are older n i simply cant show tantrums towards them
n so wat happened?

I got a slap from my mother.

wat else can i do. lock myself in the room n set myself to sleep.

ahh.. a new skin? hows dis? a skin credited by MYSELF! hahaa.. i like~
so how? how? comments ppl comments!!! negative or positive boleh

kenyang + bored = ngntok

entertain me la ppl!

ahhh.. better... testing2 123..

p/s: taufik, i noe u understand but plz don make any comments. 10q

im stuck wif these 2 for 3 days! haha!

arafah, don komplen dat rai flooded ur fon. coz ure doing the same! hahaz, tp dis citot rai melebeh

She crawled!! yes!! for the first time, misha crawled last nite!! weeeeeeeeeee~ mabruk ya bint!

















Babies are not that easy n simple to be taken care i tell u. U need two major things; Patience & Love.

yes, u need to be patient esp when ure taking care of one and at the same time manage the househole. the dishes need to be cleaned, the floor need to be vacumed, the laundry need to be done, and all she does is cry to get ur attention. when u pick her up, she'll smile n chuckle. n when u put her down, her scream starts again. not forgetting u hef to change her diapers too.

n when she has started to crawl, uve been thinking of disinfecting the floors, for she'll crawl n stop to suck her thumb.

so tell me hw do u deal wif this.

ahh.. simple.. get her to sleep. ok fine, prepare a bottle of milk for her n cradle her to sleep. but if at one time, she just wants to play wif u. no matter how u cradle her, she just wont go to sleep.

the house too need ur attention. so wa-la~ multi task! u continue doing ur house work, but with intervals here n there within minutes to check on her. of course u need to check on her, she can crawl all the way to the dangerous zone of cables n wires.

so babies are unpredictable. at one time, she can just scream n srceam though ure already there infront of her. like i said before, u need patience. sometimes it can just get to ur nerves, coz uve done everything to keep her quiet but the cries just continue .n ofcourse, bcoz of love, ur patience tend to be consistent.

as we all know, multi tasking can somehow leads to inefficiency or perhaps, it needs a longer time to complete. lets just say when ure doing this multi task, n its already around 6++ pm. n ur father returns from his work. he comes in and saw u cradling the baby with the house..erm..sort of still in a bit mess.

n so this is wat he says: "kau ni cuti skola tk buat ape, tlng la buat keje kemas ruma ker." well then, i guess i just hef to imagine u with jaws down.

-the end-

ahhh.. am soo proud of ma self.. the feel of satisfaction dat is.. cant help it but to feel happy for her. yep2, i accompanied bibik to Pasir ris central. not my bibik ofcoz, its nyayi's bibik. i went to her place just now. she told me she wanted to buy a handphone for her son who is staying in a hostel back in Java. n dat hostel is half an hour journey to the public phone. so its hard for him to call her. well, on the way there, she told me abt this son of her, 17 yrs of age and all. after i surveyed for her the cheapest but yet a good one with camera, she was utterly happy. to the extent that when i wanted to buy a fon pouch, she wanted to pay it for me. how cute. tkpela bik.. u serve me food n drinks every week =D

mmm.. a lil spot of table 23 in Haig Rd Hawker Centre. Nice. I had mee kuah.. maria jgn jeles okeh? hehee.. yep2, i followed my parents to market today n we had lunch in the hawker cntre. Whenever im out with my family, the only mkn place we head to is such hawker cntres or kedai kopi. The best air-conditioned area would be the fast food outlets, haha. Ive been longing for mee kuah since last month n ta-da! i got it today~ now im left with my ice kcng (to arafah *wink2*). hahax!

we went to the new geylang serai market. as in the NEW one. the one situated btwn paya lebar n eunos mrt. the area somehow brought me all the way back to the days i went back from sch. coz the bus stop where we usually took 28/21 is near. i mean VERY near. gosh.. our juniors will at times suffer the smell of market on their way home i presume.

so Misha will be here in a few hours time. cant wait for her arrival. she really can eases away heavy thoughts. come to momma gerl..


`sign off [u ****** *******]

aw man, a lot of things have been goin on.

firstly, yesterday's plan was all ruined. I was suppose to join the gerls walk around n help tch sumi. just however, i was struck with terrible flu. cant even get myself off bed that morning. darn! so i told them i wont be comin or perhaps join them later if somehow i might got better in the afternoon. well, seemed like i was not fated to meet them. the flu worsened n i had a fever.

the symptoms of it actually started on Thurday. i had this minor cold. n i kept sneezing. oh yah, on thurs, the day i caboted from school. i went to school but didnt have the urge to do work at all. coz Shirley was absent, and the rest of my teammates were all hardcore gamers. sssheeeeeesh, bleah. might as well i went off n had some fun. 2 of my friends actually saw me went out of sch.hahah, how funny. n one of them instantly called me, "mai..... kau tk p skola kn kn. haha aku nmpk kau klua..hahah siak je kau" that was wat she said to me. "ape.. aku nk p jmpe kwn ar" cant helped myself but laughed.

i planned to go back to sch arnd magrib just for silat. but somehow i was early. reached there arnd 5 n i was told tat a meeting was gonna be held. hahaha, wat a coincidence dat i reached there early. i didnt even cek my mail bout the meeting. Anyway., the cold i had had gotten bad during the meeting. i just felt eeergh.. uneasy. i can hear my heart wheezed. yah, wheezing is wat i usually have when i have flu. so while the rest talked n discussed, i just laid my head on the table n slept. i could hear they talked, but i dono wat were they talking abt. all i noe was abt tshert, zzzzzz.
n ofcoz, at the same time.. a gd fren of mine smsed me.. Gawd i needed her at dat time. i just felt the urge to tell her everything. so i did. its all about wat happened to me.

wat happened to me really spoilt the mood of mine. even till now. where the heck is he. did i do something wrong that make him distanced away frm me? hef no idea why. just one after another, people avoided me. Only God knows why. Maybe Im someone bad afterall. *shrugs*

ok so back to the story. ahhh.. when the meeting ended, i went back home.. sheeesh wat a waste of time i went to school. hhhaaha. might as well went home in the afternoon n skipped the meeting. so back at home i headed straight to my bed and slept. all the way till the next day. i woke up several times just to do my prayers n den resumed my slumber. must be the drugs i took. even after i told my friends i cant join them, i continued sleeping all the way till 2 pm i think. wow thats long.

so now, the fever is gone but the flu is still here. but i dont really take care of my health. i ate ice cream n kropok ikan. yummmieeee. my throat itched but i dont care. hahaha.. the taste is just soooo irresistable. weight control? alaaa nvm laa IVP is in 4 months' time. i dono why but the crave of ice kacang is up again! hahah everytime when my mood is low i will crave for it. maybe that is why i signed up for SAS FOP food & beverages committee. khakhakhaa!

i better heal myself before tmr, or else i cant even stand close to misha. darn! i miss her so much.. shes not here for already 1 week! the house is so dull without her.



ok so im off for now~ got to do house work before mak said im useless rotting around.da~~

Beware! i'll be showing lots of pix in this post!

Today, I had a great time for culture lesson. Super fun. The third meeting was more like a story-telling session. True. We had to collect ghost stories or any supernatural stuffs for our presentation. My team consisted of all the malays. Or I shall say the muslims coz some of them are mixed blood. So our stories are all mlayu-based. Pontianak, pocong and Sampuk. so this is wat we did:


















yep. So these are our 3-pages power point slides! just pictures n few words n the rest were done verbally. Notice the term 'syirik' we included in the last column. Yea we even explained to them on that.

so those friends of mine are: nelly, nadzirah, liyana n jonas. Gonna miss u all! korng gerek ah! nvr did i knew i can go along well wif u all. n also! not fergetting halimah! aiyaa... ape seh balek cpat! u should have join us!

yep! dats emma!

ok so lets not forgetting the rest. here u go:



we have kalaivani, josephine, sandy and amelia.





theres cute shirley and elizabeth too. ooops sori hazel i don hef a photo of u.




n gendeng moses too! hahaha anihow took my fon n took a pic of himself! also mark (aka Johny cash).


aiya! theres everyone la!




yep! full house! all 25 in PD0106!

had a nice time working with all of u~