GILE! my class ended at 1.15pm today. Dat was SUPER fast..! funny thing is.. only one grp tt had to present. n when they were presenting, my grp had not yet done wif our slides!

oh ya, i had KFC for lunch... mmm.. soo the finger linkin good. Hazel's team voluteered to present the first while we were all eating. Class procedures were all broken! wonder wat'll happen if the management finds out... the fac was like very apek2 one.. easy to negotiate.

























The irresstable zinger~



ahh... u noe wad!! at last!!

finally!
akhirnya!
nihayah! (asl bleh jek aku)

my mother has given a green lite for me to skip skool tmr! yehaaaaaaaaaaaa! i conviced her ny showing her my grades, phew~
However, grrr! think it back again, not worth not to come tmr, had to attend a talk at 12, n silat at 5... bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, kacau jek! had to be in sch anyway... might as well be in class..


~signing off [where the heck is my calculator??!?!?! lost again?]

when my frens told me that this brand of contact lens solution is banned, i was quite shock to hear. So did self PBL. researched just to find out its true,.

so this is what i found:

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Health Ministry Advises Lens Users To Discontinue Using ReNu Solution

SINGAPORE, Feb 21 -- The Health Ministry has strongly advised contact lens users to discontinue the use of Bausch & Lomb (S) Pte Ltd (B & L) ReNu multipurpose contact lens solution following a recent case of contact lens-related fungal corneal infections.

The ministry said that the advice was a precautionary measure until the causes behind the recent increase in infections could be more clearly ascertained."B & L will advise consumers on what to do with existing stocks of their product," it said in a statement.

In the meanwhile, contact lens users were advised to practise proper contact lens care while those who have experienced any symptoms of infection, such as redness of eyes or pain or itchiness, should consult a doctor immediately.

The ministry said that investigations were ongoing on the matter."B & L has voluntarily suspended sales of its ReNu multipurpose solution, and is cooperating with the Ministry of Health and Health Science Authority in the investigations," the ministry said.As of Monday, there were 39 cases of fungal corneal infection with a history of contact lens use.

Out of the 39 cases, 34 said that they had used ReNu, four were unsure of the brand of contact lens solution they used and one had used a different brand.

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the resource is quite unreliable by the way...
coz its a blog
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N this is what i found about the company it self:




cant read eh?? hmm
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So anyway, should i trow away this leftover RENU of mine.. ?

ahh.. what a wonderful slumber i had. was very very tired and sleepy yesterday. I didnt talk much in class. didnt even do much work. Talked alot only when im out with the gerls.

Reached home at almost 8 and baaaaaam! i slept all the way till the next morning. How many hours was that? funny thing, i woke up at 8, met asri to pass him something, went back home just to resume my sleep. hahaha! I SLEPT ALOT!! don blame me, was too tired. kept having something after school since Monday. worse, I FORGOT TO DO RJ! heck care ah.. i submit it through email, dono if its gonna be accepted anot. Wont be meeting the fac next week, i think, if i pont ah...

haaa.. thats the question that lies restless in me; to pont or not to pont? Lets weigh the reasons out.

Ponteng:

[bad]
1) I will feel restless coz my mommy wont know about it. She would let me skip even a day! told her before that we have 2 days leave. She said just go.. its knowledge not to be missed.. grr!

2) The first 3 cognitive UTS of mine sux!! not even a 'B'! must depend on my daily grades for a good overall grade. Even so, only few 'A's for my daily grades. Perhaps the last day of sch i can get one. hmmmm... so if i pont, wont have the chance laa..

[good]
1) the rest of them are going!! i want to join them! walk2 around orchard, n maybe can help tch sumi at lab. i miss u all lar! eventhough we all in RP... even yesterday's mini outing, not everyone followed.

2) I need a break!! i havent skip A DAY since semester 2 started! need some time-off


So the conclusion? hmmm lemme see... shall decide in few days to come.



~signing off [heck care with the rest la mai! be urself]

Have i tell u that ..

I KEEP FORGETTING!?!?!

DINT BRING MY EZLINK THAT DAY.
LOST MY HANDPHONE POUCH YESTERDAY.

we had a short training just now after the meeting. though it was short, it was damn tiring for me. i was totally drained out and i kept grasping for breath. perhaps its becoz of the just-end-of-period for me. seriously, i puked twice during training. both were during the "time". lets just hope i wont have it when the ivp comes.

we then had this motivation talk by Fir. gosh.. he really is a good captain. he has this leadership quality. n what he said each time really inspired and motivated me. he was a totally different person when hes conducting. he said that though the number of us are decreasing for dono-wat-reason, we must not let that affect us. hmm seriously, i dono y one by one keeps quiting. well, i do understand thier points of view for quitting.. but.. hmm.. seems to me like.. y now. u might be unhappy with the system, u might dislike some of the people.. but.. for me.. i think that those are just side points. Once ure in it, just think dat its u n Silat, just heck care of the rest la. Have a goal n vission man. I pity fir for that. what he said just now was quite true "korng nk buat apape stupid ke mepek ke, lps ivp ah, jgn peningkn kpale aku satu2 quit. aku train korng free tk mintak apape". hes just making the best out of us. even asyik added ckp, nk buat apape pakai otak jgn ikotkan hati. really, some of the ppl i noe that quitted just followed their hearts. the best people we had, had left us, n the lousy (thats me) remains?? hahax! sorila asyik, cant give a 200% jus now. Even accidently kicked fir's face. almost laughed my hearts out but he showed me this don-laugh-just-continue kind of face.

anywayssss... ADE BERITA TERGEMPAQ! i didnt watch the news last nite. but my frens told me there was this news about contact lens' solution. the bousch&lomb brand was band! the name of it is RENU. y is band is because it contains harmful chemical that'll harm ur eyes! 7 ppl go blind oredi according to Nelly. cant believe it! u noe wat! coz im using that particular brand! Ya Allah, Plz, safe my eyes! i already have a bad eyesight. dont make it worse..! lucky last fri i didnt buy a new one of the same brand!

so sad man

~mai signing off [i cant help it but to keep wondering]

I was deciding whether to bake a cake or to just make some jellies for my brother's birthday. Since ive ran out of idea on wat to buy, tot of getting someting on my own. so its down to jelly since ive no time to bake tedious cake. jelly seems much simpler. but dhiah suddenly tell that she'll buy a cake for both of us.weee~ save my time n energy! so we had a mini celebration yesterday.

God, I am blessed with such a wonderful family.

so its a chocalate cake we had. the 5 of us.. yeah...

-mai signing off [Im on the verge of jealousy]

Musli got a PS for his bdae.

BEST!

I can play too!

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Gile! the 3 of us laughed out loud testing the video calls. nice~
Its been a long time that we sistaz had fun. Dhiah has always been sad down n emotionally disturbed i think. God, cure her.. please..

I saw him crawl. I saw him cry. I saw him sulk. I saw him walk. N I see him grow. From the day he was born till now, a young smart teen.

I remember the days we played. One day we played Hot Wheels, and another day we played Barbie. Guess we had been practicing compromising since we were kids. I remember washing him up. Gosh, we even went into a bathing tub together.

He was a small boy who never complained. A boy who followed what the elders said. Esp what I said. I enjoyed instructing him. I knew him as someone obedient. Who would always follow what I say despite being unhappy. I remembered forcing him to wear a bow and shirt to a syarahan. He really didn’t want to but somehow I forced him to. He really wore it but he cried. Well, that was way then anyway.

I remember teaching him plus and minus though he had not even enter a nursery. Just because I dreamt to be a teacher. I even made worksheets for him.

I remember a time when we played Hot Wheels. He wanted the roads to be in his way. But I wanted the roads to be my way. I slapped him just to get the roads my way. Gee, I was terrible.

I remember he tore my Backstreet Boys poster. N I tore his Pokemon poster in return. Kids will just be kids.

Time flies. Now I see him grow. Turning into someone different. Smart is the word for him. Intelligent is another. Has always been the top student in school. He like… always hails the first position in both primary and secondary… in his Madrasah too. Jealous and envious are two to describe me. He makes the family proud. He makes my mother talk 24/7 about his results. Make me feel so low as I couldn’t be as good as he is. I remember that whenever I shared the story of my results with her, she would somehow eventually, in the end, navigated the topic to his results again. Well, anyway, this brain of his is a God's gift I shall say. Hope that he'll treasure and make full use of it.

He is somehow weird and unique on his own. Boys his age will usually hang out with friends. Or any others that early teenagers always do. But what he does is always rot at home. Watching TV and play computer games. You can never guess his hobby. He somehow loves the roads so much. He likes SBS. Incase you don know, that is Singapore Bus Service. He will collect all the guide pamphlets that we usually heck care off. He has this one thick collection of all the busses' guide pamphlets that exist in Singapore. He surveys around. He surveys the busses destination. He really goes out and do that. On his own. Back at home, he will have this excel sheet where he jot down the busses destination. He even joins the SBS forum. Im surprise to see there are other people just like him.

Earlier, before he was into SBS, he loves the street road directory. He would read the book the whole day. I don’t even know what's there to read because what's inside are just maps! Then, he would take papers from the printer and spread them out on the floor. Guess what he did. He drew out back all the maps he had read. He is just one of a kind.

Yes, a kind of his own. He is the boy that I regard as irritant. Popping up in front of me whenever I don’t want him to. A boy who is able to make me happy till tremendous laughter, make me sad till horrible cries. A boy that keeps calling me fat. Saying that he wants to cubberize me. I don’t even know if that word exist. All he does is making fun of me.

Well, this boy is none other than my own flesh and blood, my beloved one and only brother, Muslihuddin. This tribute is specially made for u on your birthday. So musli, HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY. I don’t know what gift to give. Semoga murah rezeki dan bahagia selalu.

Thanks for everything. I love you the way u are. U could be an irritant but whenever you are not around, the house is somewhat dull and lonely. Thanks for accompanying me whenever I want to jog aite. Just continue being who you are. You are evolving into a different age sector. Ure becoming a young adult soon. Listen to mak ok! Jgn bnyk songeh dgn die! Solat jgn tinggal jgn malas. Blaja rajen2. jgn campor bnde2 yg tk patot ok. U noe what im talking about.

Lastly, stay cute n erm handsome?? Heheex

Your cantankerous sis,
Maimanah

Allah... Maha Adil... Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang... Subhanallah... akanku sujud syukur kpdMu...

tp nxt wk k.

reason..

im just too touched...

touched by the people around me...

i love my frenz.. all of em..

i love my family... each n every one.... mak.. tankiu.. for everything.. shall remember ur piece of advice..

one week has passed.. a week of sadness n sorrow for me.. has finally come to an end.. n i can breathe easily again... no more tears to shed at nite.. its time for happiness n joy for me.

to mak, abah & kakak.. i owe u all a big one.

shall tell u all what happened when the day comes...

yeah.. u wont see me holding dat again *sniff sniff*...

Stupid starhub gave me a $100 voucer for a new fon within a month. How much do u think u can save in a month??

What a day has it been for me. Im so embarrassed goin to sch with swollen eyes. even my classmate n arafah said so. Bengkak is the word. That’s wat will happen if u cry to sleep at nite. Cant help it. I need to let them out. Im terribly sad. Its suppose to be a happy day for me.. 10th of Feb.. The day I was born.. N now im exactly 18 years of age. Somehow I was tested too much. Firstly it’s the o lvl result.. Well.. Yah I better say it out. I retake my o lvl.. Ya ya.. I don wanna fail again ofcourse.. My father's money.. Don let it go down the drain. Im such in a nervous state right now waiting for the result. Plz plz.. Not let me fail again.. Ive worked hard for it okeh.. Lahaa ma kasabat wa alaiha maa kasabat ..( can I use that verse?)

N the worst thing of all.. My fon.. My beloved fon.. My one n only fon..how can I be so careless? My gawd.. These ppl.. Y must they steal.. Y y y! plz think how others feel laa.. Did I ever steal b4?? If I really did unintentionally, perhaps it’s a retribution..* keep praying*. Its lost last nite last nite! Wasted.. Waited so long after school for silat training.. End up didn’t do silat at all. Well, a bit only la. It goes like this..

The girls were only me, aini and marya. Around 7 plus, we went to the toilet to change our attire. Hmm into the cubicles we went.. Yah I hanged my tshirt n jeans on the door, n went outside to put on my tudong. Being clumsy n careless like always.. I just went out like that once ready.

So… I helped bring the silat stuff outside n all from the cabin.. Den did my magrib prayers.. Y cant I even remember my clothes were still inside!! Its such a long time then I remembered. Den the training started.. Everything as per normal.. When just about to warm up, I remembered, told cik mail I left something in the toilet n he permitted me to go. N OH MY GOD! The clothes were there.. But not my fon! The fon was in my jeans' pocket. Somehow my money was there.. The person took only my fon… how could she?!?!? Plz plz.. Hopefully she took it to return it to OSC..

I was totally stunned. I asked the girls inside. I didn’t even know them. They too helped me searched here n there. Who knows its one of them.. I dono.. Cant accuse anyhow. I went out with legs feeling very weak. I cried immediately. I saw them doing the run oredi. So I joined in. I run with them. Seriously, I didn’t feel the effect at all. Im running but my mind was totally not there. Cant remember how many rounds we took. Im not tired but im grasping for air coz im crying hard while running. I think Cik Mail realised that n he asked me to search again. N dats it! totally not found! Cant continue any training that he asked me to tutop gelanggang. I just sat there thinking about where could it've been. I called my dad n hes terribly angry. He asked me to go home instantly. But I continued sitting there.. I wanna go home late.. So that he'll go to sleep.

Ya Allah.. Ive been tested by u again today.. Give me strength to go through this. Forgive me if this is a retribution. I know… "la yukallifuLLahu nafsan illa wus'ahaa" .. Now.. I have debts here n there.. N need to save up for a new fon.. Haiz.. Im not rich.. N im tired of giving tuitons. I want to be a totally full time student. Thought I can go shopping after debts cleared.. But ney.. Have to resist again.. I remembered resisting my temptations to shop with my friends coz i wanted to buy a new fon.. Haizz.. N its gone. So.. Farewell is the word. What I wish to happen today on my birthday nvr come true. Only God knows wat I wish for.. N some of the gerlz. Instead, the world has turned its back on me. God.. I need ur blessings..

Sorry to those who wish me via sms that I cant read it.
To those who had wish me. Thank u very much. Appreaciate u all who've tried to cheer me up.

Arafah: I treasure ur waiting till 12 am.
Raifana n aisyah: tanx for the post.
Rain: tanx for the effort to repeat the same msg on email
Dyl & kaklong : tanx for the page n wallpaper. Such a surprise when I returned to class. Anyhow touch my laptop! Haha
Shirley, Hazel n Beth aka S.H.E of our class: tanx for the cute earrings n bracelets. I love em!! Shall wear it tmr!
Emma: tanx for the pen holder! Totally beautiful!!! I wish I have my fon that I can take picture of it n show u all!
PD0106: tanx for bdae song
Miss Grace Tan: the beg is nice.. Plus all the open house stuffs..tanx!
Taufik: tanx for the voucer.. Ure the fers to hand me a prezzie ..weee~
To everyone who wished me verbally or MSNly: THANKIU! U all made my day




This is wat dyl n kak long had drawn on my screen! a wallpaper. also a page on ppt!! haha
Cute arent they...

I swear im gonna get u once ive cleared by debts!
Somtimes i think that window shop is bad... u noe y?? coz it'll get u crazy!! its like.. u see it, u want it but u cant get it!! grrrr! do it only when u hef the cash okeh.

Gosh Misha now is laughing uncontrollably coz her yayi is making funny faces with all the "cak-bah". N i always thought that my dad is a grumpy old man. Well, he is la actually. He'll only be different when he sees his beloved grandaughter. hahah, awww.. isnt she cute.. laughing like that..

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A GM blue rose



nice?? very la!! this flower is carefully genetically modified to be blue. but of coz, this pic is digitally editted. its rare so u hardly see it in flower shops. pink n red are common ones. i remember watching some news.. cant remember when.. they really did modify the rose to blue.. in Japan. if its rare, must be expensive ehk? coz producing GM products involve risks of damaging the plant itself.

Ok, rushed back home to see misha, but then.. aww alaa.. shes asleep, nemind laaa.. so cuddly cute sucking her thumb. Felt like “cubberizing” her. That cubberizing word is just so contagious. My brother started it n I followed. N now, my classmates too followed!

So today school was ok.. abit draggy coz its science, n being the last team to present was like soo… darn no one’s listening except for the fac.

On the way back i met Rain n dyl.. awww tanx for the CDs!! i owe u all a big one!! i noe im part of it.. but i did totally nothing.. not that i did not wana do.. but i don no how..
so once again, to KAK LONG, RAIN & DYL: thanx for editting the silat videos aite! zabur, taurat, injil n bibie eh?? hahahax!

So I met aisyah in redhill to pass her project box. Lucky RP is situated along her destination to home from NP. Reached home VERY early la.. I think this is the earliest in this term.. arnd 530 home oredi.. just somehow.. itchy hands opened the fridge n grabbed food! My Gawd y cant I just stop eating. A disease of mine I tell u. How to fight Aini this sat?? hmm a bit scarry coz shes way taller than me and shes experienced. When the hell am I goin to get my own groin guard!!!?!?!

The match.. a day after my bdae..darn.. n this Friday u noe wat!! The o lvl results will be out! Woooh! Met Fatimahwati last nite n she told me she got her pincode oredi.. scarry ehh.. hahah n shes still the same ol crappy n high girl… somehow got close to her during the ckp petah competition last yr.. Its funny how they gonna get o results but yet STE results are not out yet?!?!? How come!! Its always STE first rite?? Geee I wanna know how well this yr’s batch doin… make us proud la gerls. Our batch last yr.. totally lousy laa! The highest aggrte was 6 or 8 I tink.. some girl from waktnjg.. whom I think has become close to hannah now. But highest frm our sch?? Kekhek 20!!! How far is dat! Puih! Da over la dey.

Ok ok.. now lets continue with these maths 6Ps… bla bla blaa… Ut….

Adapted and edited from Syasan's blog


on mon morning, i went jogging with mai. nice. we laughed a lot. and of course, we got lotsa stuffs to tell each other. *updates*we really had lotsa updates tt we just had to talk while running.

we finally shut up when we were like alrdy gasping for air. haha. but it was really nice. to be able to resume my jogging/running plan with a fren whom i havnt met for so long :)

we even raced up the slope to the bridge towards fadhilah's hse. but of course, i wont reveal who lost the mini race here

and we met aisyah's admirer at a void deck. while eating our instant noodles. rite, aisyah? ;)

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hahah he sat infront of u ok! freakin scarry pakcik asked our names, where do we stay, how old are we... bla bla bla

he told us about his work t airport, showed us his pass n asked us to see his eyes telling us they're red coz his soo tired.

erm, so long pakcik~ we went off n eat sumwhere else