.

I feel renewed

I feel disabled

By these bonfires in my spine

I dont know who the arsonist was

Which incendiary soul

But all I ever wanted

Was just to come in from the cold

I am not some stone commission

Like a statue in a park

I am flesh and blood and vision

I am howling in the dark

Long blue shadows of the jackals

Are falling on a pay phone by the road

Oh all they ever wanted

Was just to come in from the cold

I know we never will be perfect

Never entirely clear

(when the moon shines)

We get hurt and we just panic

And we strike out

Out of fear

(you were only being kind)

I fear the sentence of this solitude

200 years on hold

(for my loving crime)

Oh and all we ever wanted

Was just to come in from the cold

a year on

this was taken in 2007 before she left this was taken today 2008 june (we look messier BUT HAPPIER now)

I really don't believe a year has gone by. Well ok. 10 months.

Steph returns from Boston and i can't wait to hear the stories. I think God has blessed her and her family with lifetime experiences and each other of course.

I'm just glad she's back. This is one hellofawoman!

She went to the hospital at 3 in the morning when she heard that I was having contractions and may have gone into hospital. I didn't even make it to hospital that night.

So happy So happy So happy So so so so happy.

Welcome home you three!

o what genius

i love their creative videos. such geniuses. Kids Central, Watch and LEARN!

ok i'm a groupie

cause i really really love TMBG! I need to go online so i can buy their T-shirt.

take a listen, my all time favourite.

I LOVE TMBG!

This is just one of the many songs by They Might Be Giants that The Nate and I chill out to.

I can't get enough of them thanks to Aunty Lesley (who's finally coming back).

We've got the album "No" on repeat and everytime the song "violin" comes on, i hear giggling from the direction where the Nate is sitting.

This is totally Nate's sense of humour. Totally, completely, extremely Nate.

Doing a Ruby!

Because you are so uber cute rubes, I'll embarrass myself on the www and attempt a ruby here.

Nice evening

It's always nice to be taking an evening run by the beach where the breeze and the evening sun hits your skin and makes you feel alive. It made it all better when i realised the Black Knights were practising their national day airshow routine which served as entertainment. To make things sweeter, i picked the nate up and collected a whole bag of art work. I love n.A.R.T. it's too cool.

preoccupied

I realised I haven't had much time to blog about stuff because i've been pre-occupied with this:

Status Update

Maye-e is suffering from post keyhole surgery on the upper gum trauma and covering badminton at the same time. Actually i don't really know which is more painful right now.

colour of the day

green

some kind of experiment

bryan, abi and terence (left of picture) decided to have a bit of fun with the scene if anyone can come up with a caption for this.. please be my guest!

another piece of history

being changed into a hospital robe nate loves his peadiatrician

I was browsing through my old pictures and stumbled apon these.

Nate was so hairless then.

But still very pretty now.

Everyday random people that see him on the street ask me if he's a boy or a girl. I haven't thought of a good answer but I make sure I don't embarrass the person so I just say " He's very pretty isn't he?"