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I was lagging big time.. i know..

About Paranormal Activity..

It was really scary. Omg.. I still can't get the scenes out of my head. ITs not scary because its a ghost movie. But the way they show it makes you feel that its real and it can happen. The best part, you dont even get to see any scary face. yet its really freaky. In short it was realistic. It was a low budget movie.. So there wasn't much dramatic things going on. Its like a normal couple tapeing everything and *boom* ghost caught on tape. it was really freaky. especially the pulling the leg scene. Omg..

Haha.. i had to sleep with my mother. LOL! I know.. I'm a horror flim person and this movie scare the shit out of me.

The next few movies am waiting to watch are 2012.. alvin and the chipmunks.. ninja assassin..

We were suppose to go for 2012 but since the tickets were out, we went to watch Paranoraml Activity. And its really worth the 10 bucks.

I saw the Alvin and the chipmunks trailer. OMG. They are sooooo cute aand adorable. The female chipmucks were dancing for beyonce's single ladies. exactly like her.. hahah.. it was really funny!

I'm soooooo gonna finish half of ma salary on movies. sadly. lolx..

And of course.. As you all know... TWILIGHT!!! I AM SOOOO GOING FOR IT. CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO COME OUT!!! :D

I make sure i'll buy the first ticket for the very first show. :D

Anyway. i gotta do work now..

:D

Maya

Omg.. Ma fucking workplace giving me so much of Tension! I just cannot take it la! Fuck!!!
They call themselves THe head.. like some big fuck.. but then they are juz empty inside! Its true that empty tin makes the most noise. Woalu!

And ma so called supervisor! Gets on ma nerves big time. i dont know when am i going to burst at him. I almost explode at ma office yesterday! i was balme for his stupid behavior! He just dont deserve to be a supervisor la! Even a primary 6 kid can give good clear instruction and lead the team! Lord...

Such a screwed up place.. i wanna leave this place... but afraid of sitting down at home again. SO i extended for one more month! SADLY! But i think.. at the rate its going.. im gonna fuck off from this place.. or am gonna burst one day and gonna fuck them up and get maself fired.

Thanks to ma colleagues.. They are always there supporting one another. We tok rooster to destress ourselves.

Maya

Omg.. Such a Angry day!!

I went to work with a smile.. And it didnt last long.. My supervisor piss me off to the max and i almost screwed him.. but i didnt cos i had to collect ma passport later and i know that i'll be late so i thot i can deal with him l8r. My day was really spoiled because of him! i was really very moody. Then lunch time came and i had to collect ma passport. omg.. so many people and i was waiting until 3.30!!! Ma lunch ends at 1pm!!

But noone in ma office noticed! lol! I'll definietly pay back the hours but then its the due date that's stressing me up now. By wednesday i've to finish everything and not even half have done. I'm soooo irritated. My mum made things worse for me by repeating everything so many times and making to repeat also. Aiyo.. Then ma shawty called and i forget everything! haha.. Miss her so much. didnt get a chance to see her for so long! waiting for Next WeekEnd! hahaha!

Now Am chatting away with ma darling colleauges! They are very nice people... love being arnd with them!! Soon going to Watch 2012!!!! Cant wait...

Will be back soon!

Maya

I just don't know how to start. But am just a little bothered about something.. Infact many things.. hmm but i dont wanna feel down for it.

I know what i have to do to amend everything that is bothering me, but there is no opportunity to do. I'm just waiting for the oppurtunity. And i admit that those which needs determination, i'm lagging big time.

Well, I just Cant wait to do things. Hmm.. I guess its just the starting problem. And of course, Other things like money and environment.

Anyway i dont wanna brag about that.

Am Really happy that i've got real good collegues with me. We laugh all the 8 hours! And it makes me so happy and forget everything that is bothering me.

And i'm working with real good looking girls. Like super hot. and i do feel out of place. :( I know.. Self esteem issue has been my biggest enermy and it has damaged me enough. Anyway, They are really nice people! and i Love being around with them. One of those Hot Chick is a Model. I dont wanna name her. SHe's so down to earth. I'm really happy that i got to know her personally and im proud of being her friend. :D

Anyway.. All the best buddies in ma work place are going out! Tomorrow!! i cant wait! :D:D:D:D

I'll post about it ok! Now back to ma stupid work!

Maya

Hey.. Aft a long break.. Am posting again. I had a long time findin the right password. Anyway..

Life now? Not bad... Going on.. Many things have changed. And I've changed too.

Well the very good things about the changes is that I'm done with my diploma and I've applied for my degree course in SIM. I've not known the results yet. But Really hoping for the best. The results will be only be out end of November.

I'm working, In Ministry of Manpower. As a Temp only. But its a great begining for me.

Family. Things getting more rebellious... or maybe i am.. lol. But i didnt regret it anyway. so why bother. Parents are good. I still love them like i always do.

Friends. Hmm... I've got real good people around me now. one of them is my cousin Durga.

Social Circle. HAha.. Really fun. Meet new people. Went to club. Surprised. I am too. lol. But yea. Life's short. I need to live my life.

FOr now, thats about it. More to come.

Thanks for Dropping by.

Maya

There's a Conference with Haruna, Agnes, Priya...

Nice to have the girls talkings now and then...

And finally I'm done with my Exams... its such a relief la... You've got no idea how happy i was when i put my pen down even though i had worries about the paper. But yea.. its over... :)

Well.. The whole day was ok... busy with exam... then some time suba called... was talkin to her.

Anyway the issue that really bothered me was about some of my friends. Last time when we were young there were mistakes that leads to the family to involve in. And when parents get involve with such things they will never blame their children but the friends. Its so fucking frustrating la. They are ought to be the most typical indian families. I just dont understand why people are so selfish and unfair.

Well I'm one of those friends who got affected by my friends. Sorry if your one of those friends reading my post but its really bothering me alot.

When i knew that my friend is going in a wrong way, I actually tried to help then by telling them and advising them but they never listen. When things goes in a wrong way and when the parents know that, they will directly put the blame on the friends. They will say the friend actually teach the children.

Like what the fuck la. Why cant parents accept the fact that their children are also capable of doing mistakes that they can never imagine. And why cant they be responsible enough to dicipline their kids instead of putting the blame on other kids and bad mouth.

Such parents have no idea how much it affects a child.

I'm one of those who was affected and i'm trying to overcome things.

My friends mother is still not happy with me even after so many years. And the point is... i didnt do anything bad and i'm carrying a bad image towards their family and relatives. The most irritating part is that all of us are grown up and the parents are holding bad image/impression.

Its really sickening to see such people. I really hope the next generation would not do the same mistake.

Everyone does mistakes. We must learn how to admit and amend them instead of throwing the blame at someone else.

I really hope such things change in the future.


Maya

I'm really so moody... I'm so lost...

I had a not-bad-day. Met Agnes for few hours. Came home and start studying. Saturday exams. This module is really tougher then i thought. FOundation Psychology. Even though its my Favorite subject... I find it super difficult. Beacuse i didnt attend more then half a lesson since i fell and broke my leg. So much to catch up. 2 more days left for exam.

I was quiet releived that I've finally come to the last module. Ive another one more month to go. One more subject to go. Starting from Monday. After May, I've offically finished my diploma. I really can't for the day where i could hold my cert in my hands. Yes this diploma means alot to me.

Since i've only one month of studies left, i should be starting to plan what to do next. I feel its already late though. I want to further my studies! I'm definietly not stopping with diploma. Firstly... I need a job. Its so freaking hard to get a job now. YEa... Crisis... I really wanna get out of this country. I really wish i could persue my studies in Australia... I really really wish for it. I have the interest and the ability but i dont have the money. :( That's kinda irritating me alot.

So since i've no choice, i want to do my degree in SIM. After Aus... this is what i want. No other school. SIM. I want to do BSc in Psychology and graduate with a honours. But i need money to study as well. Nothing comes free i know. The requirments for this course is to be 21 yrs and above and i must have a full time job.

In june, I'm turning 21. But how on earth am i suppose to get a job? When i was looking for a job with only a N level Cert, They needed O Levels. When i had O Level they need A Level or Diploma. Now that i have a Diploma they are asking for Degree. OMG... I'm so mad. And even if there's one who asks for Diploma only, they need experience.

How am i suppose to be experienced when noone is willing to hire a fresh graduate?

Its really sickening. And above that, there are always racisim going on indirectly. Of course, Singapore in a Multi-Racial Country, But there are many people who don't accept us.

Some companies, infact almost 80% Wants people who knows how to speak chinese language. Iam definietly sending my kids to do chinese language as mother tounge. If not they can never survive here. Or i Rather wish to go to a country where they only speak one language. Its more easier.

I'm soooooooooooo mad about my situation right now. I must have a job that has got to do with Counselling, Patients or Hospitals and then i need to find cash to persue my education.

I just dont understand why god gives people so much of money when they don't use it wisely or for a good reason but those who knows and needs the money for good has nothing.

Even the god is so unfair at times.

Haiz... I'm soooooooo annoyed with myself. I've got exams tomorrow. haiz... I need a JOB!!!

I will not stop whinning... i think i should stop here.

Thanks for taking the time to read what was on ma mind. Do comment on my post.

its 4:44am!

Nitez..